13-05-2026, 09:24 AM
Chapter 108 - Suresh's Declaration
The morning, when Suresh woke up at 5:20 AM, the house was quiet asusual. He casually slipped out of bed, changed into his track pants and t-shirt, and stepped into the hall.
She was sitting on the sofa, fully awake, dressed in her simple black leggings and a fitted t-shirt — her walking costume. No alarm had been set in the master bedroom. She had woken up early on her own, determined not to repeat yesterday’s mistake and wake Gowtham for another round. She wanted this morning to belong only to Suresh.
When she saw him, she rose from the sofa immediately, her eyes soft but nervous. Suresh didn’t stop or speak. He simply allowed her to follow him as he stepped out of the house.
The early Friday morning was quiet, the streets still wrapped in pre-dawn mist. They walked the first 500 meters in complete silence. Sneha’s steps were hesitant, her body still carrying the exhaustion from the previous days.
Finally, she spoke, voice soft and trembling.
“I’m sorry…”
Suresh didn’t respond. They continued walking another 300 meters until they reached the familiar stone slab in the park. Suresh sat down. Sneha sat beside him, close but not touching.
She repeated, her voice cracking, “I know you will be angry with me… See, I have an explanation and you need to hear it. It’s not like that…”
She took a shaky breath.
“The day, that morning when you told me about your doubt… that Gowtham may be playing with us… it did get into my head. I even wanted to question him and i was bit confused in my head. It was my regular pattern to have shower sex with him in the morning… after I spend some time with you. That day, what you said got into my head. I actually avoided him while he was midway in the shower.
You know… withdrawing from sex in the middle would be hurtful. I thought I hurt him… he was sulking behind that entire day after that.
That night he did the same..
I didn’t process much. I thought it was my duty to get him back to normal, so I initiated the sex…a way of fixing him or consoling him”
She looked at him with pleading eyes.
“Now I realise you would have been hurt that I chose to have sex with him after you raised the doubt. I know I’m wrong…”
Suresh didn’t react immediately. He stared straight ahead for a long moment before speaking, his voice calm but cutting.
Sneha… so you initiated sex because he was feeling bad and down, right?
Not out of sexual need or going against me?
its like you hurted him so you fixed him with sex or in your language consoling?!!
Sneha instantly nodded. “Yes"
but she realise the language and tone of Suresh.. a panic surged.
Suresh smiled — a cold, pained smile that didn’t reach his eyes.
“So that morning… what was my mood? Didn’t I feel bad and down?
What did you do to fix me? To console me? By having sex with him?”
The words hit Sneha like three hard slaps without him even touching her skin.
She felt her throat tighten, tears welling up instantly.
Suresh continued, voice steady but heavy with hurt.
“What effort did you make to console your husband?
He stared straight ahead for a long moment before speaking, his voice calm but cutting.
Okay, let it be.
Lets say, I have overthought about my suspicion…
but did you really spend a minute to read what im feeling inside, what mental turmoil i'm into..
A week back..
I’m disturbed with the thought that he is playing both of us.
then i accidentally figured out
You have already manipulated me with him over the rules.
I tried a way to sort out by speaking with you openly..
two days back i spoke with you...
I openly admitted that I have a doubt,
But what did you do? you still became more into your sexual game with him.
I don’t know what to name this.
You know what my mood will be now, what I will be thinking like any husband whose wife is not on the same level of expectation.
He paused, voice growing heavier.
See honestly i didn't expect a husband - wife bond these days..
the least i expected is i Just wanted to see if you will see yourself in my shoes for once.
What if my claims have truth in them?
Let me be clear with you, I have a lot to share with you… but I still don’t want to hurt you.
That’s where my love is.
But yours…the love... I could not see it anywhere.
Do I even exist as a husband in your eyes anymore?”
It’s fully towards Gowtham, your lover.
Or you declaring to me that Gowtham is your Husband
and I'm a CUCK for you and your LOVER?
Sneha caught his shirt desperately, eyes wide with shock.
“What did you say? I didn’t love him.
It was always you… It’s just physical pleasure.
If you want, I can stop it right away. That’s your wish.
Remember my sex life with him started with your wish too
Suresh looked at her for a long moment, then gently removed her hand from his shirt.
See, I don’t expect anything from you as a husband.
But I wish if you could see yourself in my shoes and doubt him once.
Even if not for our relationship… it will at least save you from belief of something on Gowtham.
Suresh turned and started jogging away without another word, leaving her standing alone on the stone slab as the first rays of sunrise touched the park.
The morning, when Suresh woke up at 5:20 AM, the house was quiet asusual. He casually slipped out of bed, changed into his track pants and t-shirt, and stepped into the hall.
She was sitting on the sofa, fully awake, dressed in her simple black leggings and a fitted t-shirt — her walking costume. No alarm had been set in the master bedroom. She had woken up early on her own, determined not to repeat yesterday’s mistake and wake Gowtham for another round. She wanted this morning to belong only to Suresh.
When she saw him, she rose from the sofa immediately, her eyes soft but nervous. Suresh didn’t stop or speak. He simply allowed her to follow him as he stepped out of the house.
The early Friday morning was quiet, the streets still wrapped in pre-dawn mist. They walked the first 500 meters in complete silence. Sneha’s steps were hesitant, her body still carrying the exhaustion from the previous days.
Finally, she spoke, voice soft and trembling.
“I’m sorry…”
Suresh didn’t respond. They continued walking another 300 meters until they reached the familiar stone slab in the park. Suresh sat down. Sneha sat beside him, close but not touching.
She repeated, her voice cracking, “I know you will be angry with me… See, I have an explanation and you need to hear it. It’s not like that…”
She took a shaky breath.
“The day, that morning when you told me about your doubt… that Gowtham may be playing with us… it did get into my head. I even wanted to question him and i was bit confused in my head. It was my regular pattern to have shower sex with him in the morning… after I spend some time with you. That day, what you said got into my head. I actually avoided him while he was midway in the shower.
You know… withdrawing from sex in the middle would be hurtful. I thought I hurt him… he was sulking behind that entire day after that.
That night he did the same..
I didn’t process much. I thought it was my duty to get him back to normal, so I initiated the sex…a way of fixing him or consoling him”
She looked at him with pleading eyes.
“Now I realise you would have been hurt that I chose to have sex with him after you raised the doubt. I know I’m wrong…”
Suresh didn’t react immediately. He stared straight ahead for a long moment before speaking, his voice calm but cutting.
Sneha… so you initiated sex because he was feeling bad and down, right?
Not out of sexual need or going against me?
its like you hurted him so you fixed him with sex or in your language consoling?!!
Sneha instantly nodded. “Yes"
but she realise the language and tone of Suresh.. a panic surged.
Suresh smiled — a cold, pained smile that didn’t reach his eyes.
“So that morning… what was my mood? Didn’t I feel bad and down?
What did you do to fix me? To console me? By having sex with him?”
The words hit Sneha like three hard slaps without him even touching her skin.
She felt her throat tighten, tears welling up instantly.
Suresh continued, voice steady but heavy with hurt.
“What effort did you make to console your husband?
He stared straight ahead for a long moment before speaking, his voice calm but cutting.
Okay, let it be.
Lets say, I have overthought about my suspicion…
but did you really spend a minute to read what im feeling inside, what mental turmoil i'm into..
A week back..
I’m disturbed with the thought that he is playing both of us.
then i accidentally figured out
You have already manipulated me with him over the rules.
I tried a way to sort out by speaking with you openly..
two days back i spoke with you...
I openly admitted that I have a doubt,
But what did you do? you still became more into your sexual game with him.
I don’t know what to name this.
You know what my mood will be now, what I will be thinking like any husband whose wife is not on the same level of expectation.
He paused, voice growing heavier.
See honestly i didn't expect a husband - wife bond these days..
the least i expected is i Just wanted to see if you will see yourself in my shoes for once.
What if my claims have truth in them?
Let me be clear with you, I have a lot to share with you… but I still don’t want to hurt you.
That’s where my love is.
But yours…the love... I could not see it anywhere.
Do I even exist as a husband in your eyes anymore?”
It’s fully towards Gowtham, your lover.
Or you declaring to me that Gowtham is your Husband
and I'm a CUCK for you and your LOVER?
Sneha caught his shirt desperately, eyes wide with shock.
“What did you say? I didn’t love him.
It was always you… It’s just physical pleasure.
If you want, I can stop it right away. That’s your wish.
Remember my sex life with him started with your wish too
Suresh looked at her for a long moment, then gently removed her hand from his shirt.
See, I don’t expect anything from you as a husband.
But I wish if you could see yourself in my shoes and doubt him once.
Even if not for our relationship… it will at least save you from belief of something on Gowtham.
Suresh turned and started jogging away without another word, leaving her standing alone on the stone slab as the first rays of sunrise touched the park.
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