24-04-2026, 09:22 PM
(24-04-2026, 09:11 PM)heygiwriter Wrote: Chapter 14 – The Therapist’s Advice
Gowtham continued in a calm voice:
“Rakesh openly told the therapist everything , his erectile dysfunction and finding himself spark again with a fantasy of seeing his wife with someone(gowtham). how he had been using me in his fantasies to get hard on.. And how he made me get closer to his wife over the phone and in person just to get an erection. He also mentioned, Sneha is not aware of this. The advisor listened carefully and said he was glad Rakesh had the courage to open up.”
Gowtham leaned forward slightly. Let me try to keep things short of what he said after checking reports and getting Rakesh's version of the story.
“The advisor was very clear. He said Rakesh’s problem was not physical, but psychological. He had lost all confidence as a man. Maybe because of stress or his own bond with his wife.. That’s why he could only get hard when he imagined his wife with another man — because he felt weak and inferior. Somewhere, a crack happened and he started feeling low. The only real solution was to regain that confidence and feel your self worth again.. .”
Gowtham paused, then added:
“Rakesh asked whether he could continue the fantasy secretly without letting his wife know.
The advisor said it was unhealthy in the long run. He strongly advised him to speak openly with his wife. ‘Harmless fantasies are fine, but only with her full consent. Without her support, the hidden guilt and fear will only increase your stress.’
The advisor explained further: ‘The fear of her finding out, the worry that she might see you as less of a man — these thoughts are destroying you. But if she understands your need and actively participates, that burden will disappear.’”
Gowtham looked at Suresh.
“Rakesh hesitantly asked if he should talk to his wife about fantasies and roleplay. The advisor replied, ‘Do whatever helps you get an erection, but only with open discussion and her consent. Stay within moral boundaries.’”
Gowtham took a small breath.
“I asked the advisor how something like roleplay could actually help. He said, ‘Something is better than nothing. If your body responds in certain scenarios, it means it is still capable. We have to use whatever triggers you. Once you start getting regular erections again, your mind will slowly rebuild confidence. Over time, you may not even need the third person.’”
Gowtham’s voice became softer.
Gowtham could see the intense focus on Suresh’s face. He decided to go deeper.
“Let me explain this part exactly what the advisor told Rakesh about how the mind and body work together,” Gowtham said.
He spoke slowly, almost like he was reciting something important:
“The advisor explained it like this — it’s a cycle.
When a man gets an erection easily, his confidence improves.
When confidence improves, his performance anxiety drops.
When anxiety drops, erections become easier again.
It’s a positive loop. But the opposite also happens — when erections fail, confidence drops, anxiety rises, and erections become even harder. That’s the dangerous negative loop Rakesh was stuck in.
The advisor said the only way to break the negative loop is to create conditions where erection happens again and again. Once the body starts responding regularly, confidence slowly returns. Anxiety reduces. And eventually, the man doesn’t need any special trigger anymore. The body starts working normally on its own.”
Gowtham looked at Suresh meaningfully.
“That’s why small, repeated successes were important. Even if it started with fantasy or my presence — every time Rakesh got hard, it was a win for his mind.
Every win reduced his fear. Slowly, the fear of failure became smaller. That’s how the whole thing started working for him.”
Suresh sat there absorbing every word. The explanation felt scientific. Logical. Almost hopeful.
Gowtham continued..
“The therapist’s words stayed with me. I also believed that open communication was the right way. But when Rakesh tried talking to his wife, Sneha panicked and completely rejected the idea. She got very upset.”
Gowtham continued:
“So I told Rakesh — if you really trust me, we can try a different approach. I befriended Sneha slowly, with some small lies at the beginning. But eventually we did a lot things got her consent. He started with roleplays using my name. Sometimes I was around them. Then we took small steps further. I won’t lie — it took time and many careful steps. But today they are happy. Rakesh got his confidence back. He doesn’t need me much anymore.”
Gowtham looked straight into Suresh’s eyes.
His face contained a lot questions , that needed answers..
Wow superly setup so far
It would be hot if in the end ,Suresh finds out Gowtham made everything up about the Rakesh thing ,yet Suresh can't bring himself to stop and just keeps watching Gowtham go balls deep into his wife again and again


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