21-04-2026, 11:42 AM
Ghar ke sunsaan hall me baithi Meera ki aankhon me ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. Shaam ki dhal rahi roshni uske chehre par pad rahi thi, par uske mann ke andar toh jaise sawalon ka ek tufaan utha hua tha. Usne aaj jo us purane godown me dekha tha, wo drishya uski aankhon ke samne se hat hi nahi raha tha. Uska masoom Chiku, uska laadla beta... wo kaise us gande Jagga ke jaal me fas gaya?
Meera ki mutthiyan bhinch gayi thin. Ek pal ke liye uske khoon me aisi ubaal aayi ki mann kiya abhi bhage aur us harami Jagga ke muh par ek aisa thappad jade ki uske saare danda-fanda nikal jayein. Par agle hi pal wo thithak gayi.
"Nahi Meera... thande dimag se," usne khud ko samjhaya. Agar wo wahan gayi toh Chiku ko lagega uski maa uska peecha kar rahi hai. Rishta sudharne ke bajaye toot jayega. Usne gehri saans li aur ek khatarnak magar zaroori faisla kiya. Use Chiku ki har harkat par nazar rakhni hogi. Wo uske phone ko apne phone se link kar degi. Ek-ek message, ek-ek call... Jagga aur Chiku ke beech hone wali har gandi baat ab Meera ki mutthi me hogi.
Shaam dhalte hi darwaza khula. Chiku andar aaya, uske chehre par ek ajeeb si khushi thi, par Meera ki baaz jaisi nazron ne dekh liya ki ye khushi masoomiyat wali nahi thi. Uske badan se jaise us godown ki gandi hawa ki boo aa rahi thi.
"Maa! Kal hamare college me sports fest hai, main batana bhul gaya tha. Papa se baat kar lena," Chiku ne utsaah me kaha.
Meera ne haan me sar toh hila diya, par uske andar ek jhatka laga. college... matlab wahan Jagga bhi hoga! Wahi badmash guard jo uske bete ko bigad raha hai. Raat ka khana banate waqt Meera ka dhyan bartano me kam aur kal ki ran-neeti me zyada tha. Jab Gopal ji (pati) aaye, toh unhone apna hi raga ched diya.
"Suno Meera, kal mujhe ek shaadi me mithai ka bada contract mila hai. Main kal poora din wahan rahunga," Gopal ji ne khate hue kaha.
Meera khamosh rahi. Chiku ka chehra utar gaya, use umeed thi ki uske pita uske sports fest me aayenge. Raat ko jab Meera garam doodh ka glass lekar Chiku ke kamre me gayi, toh wo bistar par leta phone me ghusa tha. Uska poora dhyan screen par tha, jaise wahan koi khazana ho.
"Papa nahi aa payenge beta, par main aungi. Tumhari maa hai na?" Meera ne uske sar par hath phera. Chiku thoda muskura toh diya, par uska dhyan phir phone par chala gaya. Meera ne thaki hui saans li aur apne bedroom ki taraf badh gayi.
Bedroom me Gopal ji pehle se hi ghode bech kar so rahe kharate le rahe the. Meera ka mann kiya ki wo unhe jagaye, unke seene se lag kar apna bojh halka kare, par Gopal ji toh jaise apni hi duniya me mast the.
Meera ke qadmon mein ek ajab si thakaan thi, par dimaag mein saazishein aur dil mein ek anjaan si halchal tharthara rahi thi. Gopal ji ke kharrate bedroom ki khamoshi ko cheer rahe the, unki beparwahi Meera ko ek ajeeb si azaadi ka ehsaas dila rahi thi. Woh dabe qadmon bathroom mein dakhil hui, aur darwaza band karte hi kundi chadhane ki halki si 'click' ne jaise ek naya jahaan khol diya.
Wahan ki thandi fiza mein Meera ne khud ko sheeshe ke saamne khada paaya. Wahan ki roshni uske chehre ki jhurriyon ko nahi, balki uske andar chupi hui tishnagi ko numaya kar rahi thi. Woh apni ungliyon se kurti ke button kholne lagi, har ek button ke khulne ke saath jaise uske jism se ek naya parda hat raha tha. Kurti farsh par gir gayi, aur phir uski kameez bhi dhere-dhere fisal kar neeche utar gayi.
Sheeshe mein ab jo aks tha, woh sirf Meera nahi thi; woh ek mukammal aurat thi, jiski har ada mein ek dabi hui aag thi. Uska jism safed bra aur kaali panty mein qaid tha, par yeh qaid jaise unhe aur bhi zyada numaya kar rahi thi. Uske badan ki rangat doodh jaisi safed thi, jisme surkhi ki halki si jhalak uski andaruni halchal ko bayaan kar rahi thi.
Uske ubhaar bra ki giraft se baahar aane ko betaab the, jaise koi paka hua phal daali se tootne ko taiyaar ho. Jab usne apni saans roki, toh uske seene ki dharkan bra ke kapde ko tharthara rahi thi. Uske gol aur gaddarayen nitambh aaine mein chamak rahe the, aur uski lambi, suthri jaangein kisi sangmarmar ki murat jaisi lag rahi thin. Uske narm-o-naazuk pair farsh ke thande ehsaas ko mehsoos kar rahe the.
Meera ne apni ungliyon ko apne chehre par phera, aur phir dhere-dhere apne gale aur seene par utara. Woh apne jism ki har lakeer ko, har ek mod ko pehchaan rahi thi. Usne apni bra ki strap ko thoda dheela kiya, aur uske kandhe ki naram twacha numaya ho gayi. Usne apne honthon ko halka sa kaata, jaise apne hi badan ki khushboo se bekhud ho rahi ho.
Sheeshe mein khud ko dekhte hue, Meera ko ek pal ke liye Gopal ji ki yaad aayi. Kya woh abhi bhi uske jism ki is tapish ko pehchaan paate? Kya unki nazron mein abhi bhi woh purani chamak baqi thi? Phir usne Chiku ke baare mein socha. Use pata tha ki use apan bete ko bachana hai, par uske liye use pehle khud ko aur apne jism ki taqat ko pehchaanna hoga.
Usne apni bra ko utaar kar fenk diya, aur uske ubhaar azaad ho gaye. Woh apne hathoon se apne hi jism ko sehlaane lagi, jaise kisi gair mard ki ungliyan us par tair rahi hon. Usne apni aankhein band kar lein, aur apne khayalon mein khone lagi. Ek ajeeb si lazzat uske jism mein daud rahi thi, jaise koi rasiya use chhu raha ho.
Kuch dair baad, usne apni nighty uthayi aur use apne jism par daal diya. Reshmi kapde ka ehsaas uske jism par gudgudi kar raha tha. Woh bathroom se baahar nikal kar bedroom mein aayi, aur Gopal ji ke paas let gayi. Gopal ji abhi bhi kharrate maar rahe the, unki neend abhi bhi gehri thi. Meera ne apne jism ki garmi ko unke saath baantna chaha, par Gopal ji abhi bhi bekhabar the.
Wo bed par leti rahi, kaan darwaze ki taraf lage hue the. Wo intezar kar rahi thi ki kab ghar me sannata cha jaye, kab Chiku ki aankh lage aur wo dabe paun uske kamre me ghus kar uske phone ka raaz apne kabze me kar le. Par din bhar ki thakan aur mann ke bojh ne use aisi neend me dhakela ki kab subah ho gayi, use pata hi nahi chala.
Meera ki mutthiyan bhinch gayi thin. Ek pal ke liye uske khoon me aisi ubaal aayi ki mann kiya abhi bhage aur us harami Jagga ke muh par ek aisa thappad jade ki uske saare danda-fanda nikal jayein. Par agle hi pal wo thithak gayi.
"Nahi Meera... thande dimag se," usne khud ko samjhaya. Agar wo wahan gayi toh Chiku ko lagega uski maa uska peecha kar rahi hai. Rishta sudharne ke bajaye toot jayega. Usne gehri saans li aur ek khatarnak magar zaroori faisla kiya. Use Chiku ki har harkat par nazar rakhni hogi. Wo uske phone ko apne phone se link kar degi. Ek-ek message, ek-ek call... Jagga aur Chiku ke beech hone wali har gandi baat ab Meera ki mutthi me hogi.
Shaam dhalte hi darwaza khula. Chiku andar aaya, uske chehre par ek ajeeb si khushi thi, par Meera ki baaz jaisi nazron ne dekh liya ki ye khushi masoomiyat wali nahi thi. Uske badan se jaise us godown ki gandi hawa ki boo aa rahi thi.
"Maa! Kal hamare college me sports fest hai, main batana bhul gaya tha. Papa se baat kar lena," Chiku ne utsaah me kaha.
Meera ne haan me sar toh hila diya, par uske andar ek jhatka laga. college... matlab wahan Jagga bhi hoga! Wahi badmash guard jo uske bete ko bigad raha hai. Raat ka khana banate waqt Meera ka dhyan bartano me kam aur kal ki ran-neeti me zyada tha. Jab Gopal ji (pati) aaye, toh unhone apna hi raga ched diya.
"Suno Meera, kal mujhe ek shaadi me mithai ka bada contract mila hai. Main kal poora din wahan rahunga," Gopal ji ne khate hue kaha.
Meera khamosh rahi. Chiku ka chehra utar gaya, use umeed thi ki uske pita uske sports fest me aayenge. Raat ko jab Meera garam doodh ka glass lekar Chiku ke kamre me gayi, toh wo bistar par leta phone me ghusa tha. Uska poora dhyan screen par tha, jaise wahan koi khazana ho.
"Papa nahi aa payenge beta, par main aungi. Tumhari maa hai na?" Meera ne uske sar par hath phera. Chiku thoda muskura toh diya, par uska dhyan phir phone par chala gaya. Meera ne thaki hui saans li aur apne bedroom ki taraf badh gayi.
Bedroom me Gopal ji pehle se hi ghode bech kar so rahe kharate le rahe the. Meera ka mann kiya ki wo unhe jagaye, unke seene se lag kar apna bojh halka kare, par Gopal ji toh jaise apni hi duniya me mast the.
Meera ke qadmon mein ek ajab si thakaan thi, par dimaag mein saazishein aur dil mein ek anjaan si halchal tharthara rahi thi. Gopal ji ke kharrate bedroom ki khamoshi ko cheer rahe the, unki beparwahi Meera ko ek ajeeb si azaadi ka ehsaas dila rahi thi. Woh dabe qadmon bathroom mein dakhil hui, aur darwaza band karte hi kundi chadhane ki halki si 'click' ne jaise ek naya jahaan khol diya.
Wahan ki thandi fiza mein Meera ne khud ko sheeshe ke saamne khada paaya. Wahan ki roshni uske chehre ki jhurriyon ko nahi, balki uske andar chupi hui tishnagi ko numaya kar rahi thi. Woh apni ungliyon se kurti ke button kholne lagi, har ek button ke khulne ke saath jaise uske jism se ek naya parda hat raha tha. Kurti farsh par gir gayi, aur phir uski kameez bhi dhere-dhere fisal kar neeche utar gayi.
Sheeshe mein ab jo aks tha, woh sirf Meera nahi thi; woh ek mukammal aurat thi, jiski har ada mein ek dabi hui aag thi. Uska jism safed bra aur kaali panty mein qaid tha, par yeh qaid jaise unhe aur bhi zyada numaya kar rahi thi. Uske badan ki rangat doodh jaisi safed thi, jisme surkhi ki halki si jhalak uski andaruni halchal ko bayaan kar rahi thi.
Uske ubhaar bra ki giraft se baahar aane ko betaab the, jaise koi paka hua phal daali se tootne ko taiyaar ho. Jab usne apni saans roki, toh uske seene ki dharkan bra ke kapde ko tharthara rahi thi. Uske gol aur gaddarayen nitambh aaine mein chamak rahe the, aur uski lambi, suthri jaangein kisi sangmarmar ki murat jaisi lag rahi thin. Uske narm-o-naazuk pair farsh ke thande ehsaas ko mehsoos kar rahe the.
Meera ne apni ungliyon ko apne chehre par phera, aur phir dhere-dhere apne gale aur seene par utara. Woh apne jism ki har lakeer ko, har ek mod ko pehchaan rahi thi. Usne apni bra ki strap ko thoda dheela kiya, aur uske kandhe ki naram twacha numaya ho gayi. Usne apne honthon ko halka sa kaata, jaise apne hi badan ki khushboo se bekhud ho rahi ho.
Sheeshe mein khud ko dekhte hue, Meera ko ek pal ke liye Gopal ji ki yaad aayi. Kya woh abhi bhi uske jism ki is tapish ko pehchaan paate? Kya unki nazron mein abhi bhi woh purani chamak baqi thi? Phir usne Chiku ke baare mein socha. Use pata tha ki use apan bete ko bachana hai, par uske liye use pehle khud ko aur apne jism ki taqat ko pehchaanna hoga.
Usne apni bra ko utaar kar fenk diya, aur uske ubhaar azaad ho gaye. Woh apne hathoon se apne hi jism ko sehlaane lagi, jaise kisi gair mard ki ungliyan us par tair rahi hon. Usne apni aankhein band kar lein, aur apne khayalon mein khone lagi. Ek ajeeb si lazzat uske jism mein daud rahi thi, jaise koi rasiya use chhu raha ho.
Kuch dair baad, usne apni nighty uthayi aur use apne jism par daal diya. Reshmi kapde ka ehsaas uske jism par gudgudi kar raha tha. Woh bathroom se baahar nikal kar bedroom mein aayi, aur Gopal ji ke paas let gayi. Gopal ji abhi bhi kharrate maar rahe the, unki neend abhi bhi gehri thi. Meera ne apne jism ki garmi ko unke saath baantna chaha, par Gopal ji abhi bhi bekhabar the.
Wo bed par leti rahi, kaan darwaze ki taraf lage hue the. Wo intezar kar rahi thi ki kab ghar me sannata cha jaye, kab Chiku ki aankh lage aur wo dabe paun uske kamre me ghus kar uske phone ka raaz apne kabze me kar le. Par din bhar ki thakan aur mann ke bojh ne use aisi neend me dhakela ki kab subah ho gayi, use pata hi nahi chala.


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