13-04-2026, 09:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 13-04-2026, 09:53 PM by MummyYummy. Edited 2 times in total. Edited 2 times in total.)
Raat ke is sunsaan sannate mein Meera ke qadam ground floor ki taraf badh rahe the. Uska dil kisi nagade ki tarah zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Aaj ye doosra mauka tha jab wo usi darwaze ke samne khadi thi, jahan dopahar mein usne wo manzar dekha tha jisne uski raaton ki neend haraam kar di thi. Ek ajeeb si ghabrahat uske zehen mein thi, par himmat kar ke usne apna haath darwaze ki taraf badhaya.
Usne socha tha ki shayad Chiku ne andar se kundi laga li hogi, par jaise hi usne darwaze ko halka sa dhakela, wo bina kisi awaaz ke khul gaya. Chiku aaj phir darwaza band karna bhool gaya tha, bilkul waise hi jaise dopahar mein bhoola tha jab Meera ne use range haathon pakda tha.
Meera dabe paon kamre ke andar dakhil hui. Poora kamra andhere mein dooba hua tha, bas khidki se aane wali chandni ki halki si laker farsh par pad rahi thi. Meera ne dekha ki Chiku bistar par bekhabar so raha hai. Usne paas jakar apne bete ke chehre ko nihara—kitna masoom, kitna bhola lag raha tha wo sote huye.
Meera (Man hi man): Kitna nirdosh chehra hai mere bacche ka... aakhir ise kiski nazar lag gayi? Mera pyara Chiku achanak itna kaise badal gaya?
Phir usne jhat se apne aansu poche aur khud ko sambhala. Use pata tha ki ye bhavuk (emotional) hone ka waqt nahi hai. Uski nazrein kamre mein idhar-udhar ghoomne lagi aur jald hi use bistar ke ek kone mein rakha hua Chiku ka mobile mil gaya. Usne tezi se apna hath badha kar phone uthaya, par turant uske dimaag mein ek darr baith gaya.
Meera: Agar ye yahan uth gaya aur mujhe dekh liya toh kya sochega? Use lagega ki uski maa us par jasoosi kar rahi hai... uski nazar mein meri izzat khatam ho jayegi.
Ye soch kar wo saans rokte huye, dabe paon kamre se bahar nikal aayi. Hall mein pahunch kar usne ek lambi aur sukoon ki saans li. Wo wahi sofe par baith gayi, par uske haath abhi bhi thar-thara rahe the. Ek maa ki mamta aur ek maa ka darr, dono uske andar jung lad rahe the. Wo soch rahi thi ki is choti si machine ke andar na jaane kaise-kaise raaj dafan honge. Kya wo unhe dekh kar bardaasht kar payegi? Kya wo apne bete ka badla hua roop swikar kar payegi?
Usne mobile ki screen on ki, toh samne password maanga gaya. Meera thoda thitaki, use password toh nahi pata tha, par tabhi use ek baat yaad aayi. Usne Chiku ko bataye bina, badi hoshiyari se ek baar uske phone mein apna finger print scan kar ke save kar diya tha.
Usne kaanpte huye anguthe ko finger-print sensor par rakha. Ek halki si vibration hui aur 'click' ki awaaz ke saath mobile unlock ho gaya. Screen ki roshni ne Meera ke paseene se bhare chehre ko chamka diya. Ab wo raaj uski aankhon ke saamne khulne wale the.
Meera ka dil seene se nikal kar bahar aane ko tha. Jaise hi usne apna angutha mobile ke sensor par rakha, ek halki si 'click' ki awaaz hui aur screen ki roshni ne andhere hall ko jagmaga diya. Mobile unlock ho chuka tha. Meera ki aankhein darr aur bechaini se fati ki fati reh gayi. Wo wahi sofe par dher ho gayi, mobile uske dono haathon mein tha jo buri tarah kaanp rahe the.
Usne khud se toh keh diya tha ki wo sacchai ka pata lagayegi, par is waqt uske dimaag mein hazaron bure khayal dod rahe the. Use darr lag raha tha ki agar is mobile ke andar kuch aisa nikla jise wo bardasht na kar payi toh kya hoga? Kya wo apne bete ko us nazariya se dekh payegi jise poora mohalla 'sanskari' kehta hai?
Meera ke dimaag mein sawaalon ka ek toofan utha hua tha. Hall ki khamoshi mein use apne dil ki dhadkan saaf sunayi de rahi thi. Mobile unlock hote hi screen ki roshni Meera ke chehre par padi, jo darr aur utsukta (curiosity) ki wajah se paseene se tar tha. Usne ek baar upar ki taraf dekha ki kahin Gopal ji uth na gaye hon, aur phir apni kaanpti hui ungliyon se screen ko scroll karne lagi.
Uski ungli screen ke upar thami hui thi. Wo himmat juta rahi thi ki pehla icon kaunsa chhuye. Uska dimaag baar-baar wahi sawal kar raha tha ki aakhir uska masoom Chiku, jiski parvarish usne itni lada-pyaar se ki thi, wo kab aur kaise is daldal mein phasa? Kya iske peeche koi buri sangat hai ya phir koi aisa raaj jo Meera ne kabhi bhapne ki koshish hi nahi ki?
Wo wahi baithi, kaanpti ungliyon ke saath screen ko dekh rahi thi, ye sochte huye ki kya wo is kadvi sacchai ko swikar karne ke liye taiyaar hai. Par maa ka dil tha, darr ke upar chinta haavi ho gayi aur usne taye kiya ki ab peeche nahi hatna.
Sabse pehle usne gallery aur social media apps ko ignore kiya aur seedha Messaging App par gayi, kyunki use lag raha tha ki koi hai jo uske bete ko bhatka raha hai. Par wahan use kuch khaas nahi mila. Phir usne wo dekha jahan se aaj kal sabse zyada "khel" shuru hota hai—Instagram ki Direct Messages (DM) list.
Uski nazar ek aise naam par padi jo chiku ke doston ka nahi lag raha tha. Wahan ek 'Recent Chat' thi jo kafi lambi lag rahi thi. Meera ne dhalte kaleje ke saath us chat par click kiya.
Chat History:
Unknown: Kya kar raha hai chhote? Wo bheja jo maine?
Chiku: Haan Uncle, dekh raha hoon... par mujhe darr lagta hai. Agar Mummy ne dekh liya toh?
Unknown: Arre Mummy ko kya pata chalega? Wo toh pooja-paath aur rasoi mein busy rehti hain. Tu bas seekh jo main sikha raha hoon, kaam aayega tere.
Chiku: Par ye sab... kya ye sahi hai?
Unknown: Sab sahi hai. Tu bas mujhse baat karta reh, main tujhe mard bana dunga. Kal milna mujhe online, kuch naya dikhaunga.
Meera ka sar chakra gaya. "Uncle?" Usne man hi man socha. Ye kaunsa uncle hai jisse Chiku itni gehri baatein kar raha hai? Usne us profile par click kiya toh dekha wahan koi photo nahi thi, bas ek kala sa saaya tha aur naam likha tha—Jagga.
Meera ne chat ko aur upar scroll kiya toh uske pairo tale zameen khisak gayi. Wahan kuch aise links aur videos bheje gaye the jo kisi 15 saal ke bacche ke liye zeher se kam nahi the. Jagga ne Chiku ko "dost" banakar use aisi daldal mein dhakelna shuru kar diya tha jahan se nikalna namumkin lag raha tha.
Meera: (Man hi man, gusse aur rone ke beech) Toh ye wo Jagga hai... isne mere bacche ka dimaag kharab kiya hai! Mere masoom Chiku ko ye gandi baatein sikha raha hai?
Tabhi Meera ne dekha ki upar ek 'Scheduled Message' ya shayad koi purani baat thi jisme Jagga ne likha tha: "Kal ghar pe koi nahi hoga toh video call karna, main tujhe live dikhaunga ki asli maza kya hota hai."
Meera ka poora badan thanda pad gaya. Use ab samajh aa raha tha ki usne aaj jo Chiku ke phone par kya dekha tha. Wo koi film nahi thi, wo Jagga ki live video call thi. Meera ne gusse mein mobile ko zor se pakad liya, uske nakhun screen par gadne lage the. Uska beta khatre mein tha, aur dushman koi bacha nahi, balki ek anjaan gair mard tha.
Meera ne dekha ki eupar aur bhi chat thi, Usne kaanpte huye anguthe se us chat ko kiya.
Chat History:
Jagga: Kya hua chhote? Ghar pe sab so gaye kya?
Jagga: Wo jo video bheji thi, dekhi tune? Bata kaisa laga... aisi cheezein mard banati hain.
Usne chat ko aur upar scroll kiya toh uske pairo tale zameen khisak gayi.
Jagga: Teri Mummy toh badi haseen hai re... Gopal bada kismat wala hai.
Chiku: Uncle please, Mummy ke baare mein aise mat bolo.
Jagga: Arre main toh tareef kar raha hoon. Tu darr mat, bas jo main bolu wo karta ja. Agar tune meri baat mani, toh main tujhe wo sab dikhaunga jo tune kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi dekha hoga.
Meera ne gusse aur nafrat mein mobile ko zor se pakad liya. Uska masoom beta kisi doston ke saath nahi, balki is darinde Jagga ke jaal mein phasa hua tha. Jagga uske bete ka dimaag hi nahi kharab kar raha tha, balki uski niyat Meera par bhi thi.
Meera ne wahi baithe-baithe taye kiya ki ab wo chup nahi baithegi. Uska beta khatre mein tha.
Meera ki kaanpti hui ungliyan screen par chalne lagi. Jaise-jaise wo chats aur purani history khol rahi thi, uske saamne us darinde ki saari sachai aane lagi. Jagga... jise wo ek sadharan sa gunda samajh rahi thi, wo darsal ek behad shatir aur ghatak shikaari nikla.
Meera ye sab padhte huye kaanp rahi thi. Use ehsaas ho raha tha ki uske bete ki us masoom si curiosity (utshukta) ka fayda is darinde ne kitni berahemi se uthaya hai. Jagga ne Chiku ki is kamzori ko pehchan liya tha aur wahin se shuru hua tha wo ganda khel, jisne aaj uske ghar ki shanti cheen li thi.
Usne socha tha ki shayad Chiku ne andar se kundi laga li hogi, par jaise hi usne darwaze ko halka sa dhakela, wo bina kisi awaaz ke khul gaya. Chiku aaj phir darwaza band karna bhool gaya tha, bilkul waise hi jaise dopahar mein bhoola tha jab Meera ne use range haathon pakda tha.
Meera dabe paon kamre ke andar dakhil hui. Poora kamra andhere mein dooba hua tha, bas khidki se aane wali chandni ki halki si laker farsh par pad rahi thi. Meera ne dekha ki Chiku bistar par bekhabar so raha hai. Usne paas jakar apne bete ke chehre ko nihara—kitna masoom, kitna bhola lag raha tha wo sote huye.
Meera (Man hi man): Kitna nirdosh chehra hai mere bacche ka... aakhir ise kiski nazar lag gayi? Mera pyara Chiku achanak itna kaise badal gaya?
Phir usne jhat se apne aansu poche aur khud ko sambhala. Use pata tha ki ye bhavuk (emotional) hone ka waqt nahi hai. Uski nazrein kamre mein idhar-udhar ghoomne lagi aur jald hi use bistar ke ek kone mein rakha hua Chiku ka mobile mil gaya. Usne tezi se apna hath badha kar phone uthaya, par turant uske dimaag mein ek darr baith gaya.
Meera: Agar ye yahan uth gaya aur mujhe dekh liya toh kya sochega? Use lagega ki uski maa us par jasoosi kar rahi hai... uski nazar mein meri izzat khatam ho jayegi.
Ye soch kar wo saans rokte huye, dabe paon kamre se bahar nikal aayi. Hall mein pahunch kar usne ek lambi aur sukoon ki saans li. Wo wahi sofe par baith gayi, par uske haath abhi bhi thar-thara rahe the. Ek maa ki mamta aur ek maa ka darr, dono uske andar jung lad rahe the. Wo soch rahi thi ki is choti si machine ke andar na jaane kaise-kaise raaj dafan honge. Kya wo unhe dekh kar bardaasht kar payegi? Kya wo apne bete ka badla hua roop swikar kar payegi?
Usne mobile ki screen on ki, toh samne password maanga gaya. Meera thoda thitaki, use password toh nahi pata tha, par tabhi use ek baat yaad aayi. Usne Chiku ko bataye bina, badi hoshiyari se ek baar uske phone mein apna finger print scan kar ke save kar diya tha.
Usne kaanpte huye anguthe ko finger-print sensor par rakha. Ek halki si vibration hui aur 'click' ki awaaz ke saath mobile unlock ho gaya. Screen ki roshni ne Meera ke paseene se bhare chehre ko chamka diya. Ab wo raaj uski aankhon ke saamne khulne wale the.
Meera ka dil seene se nikal kar bahar aane ko tha. Jaise hi usne apna angutha mobile ke sensor par rakha, ek halki si 'click' ki awaaz hui aur screen ki roshni ne andhere hall ko jagmaga diya. Mobile unlock ho chuka tha. Meera ki aankhein darr aur bechaini se fati ki fati reh gayi. Wo wahi sofe par dher ho gayi, mobile uske dono haathon mein tha jo buri tarah kaanp rahe the.
Usne khud se toh keh diya tha ki wo sacchai ka pata lagayegi, par is waqt uske dimaag mein hazaron bure khayal dod rahe the. Use darr lag raha tha ki agar is mobile ke andar kuch aisa nikla jise wo bardasht na kar payi toh kya hoga? Kya wo apne bete ko us nazariya se dekh payegi jise poora mohalla 'sanskari' kehta hai?
Meera ke dimaag mein sawaalon ka ek toofan utha hua tha. Hall ki khamoshi mein use apne dil ki dhadkan saaf sunayi de rahi thi. Mobile unlock hote hi screen ki roshni Meera ke chehre par padi, jo darr aur utsukta (curiosity) ki wajah se paseene se tar tha. Usne ek baar upar ki taraf dekha ki kahin Gopal ji uth na gaye hon, aur phir apni kaanpti hui ungliyon se screen ko scroll karne lagi.
Uski ungli screen ke upar thami hui thi. Wo himmat juta rahi thi ki pehla icon kaunsa chhuye. Uska dimaag baar-baar wahi sawal kar raha tha ki aakhir uska masoom Chiku, jiski parvarish usne itni lada-pyaar se ki thi, wo kab aur kaise is daldal mein phasa? Kya iske peeche koi buri sangat hai ya phir koi aisa raaj jo Meera ne kabhi bhapne ki koshish hi nahi ki?
Wo wahi baithi, kaanpti ungliyon ke saath screen ko dekh rahi thi, ye sochte huye ki kya wo is kadvi sacchai ko swikar karne ke liye taiyaar hai. Par maa ka dil tha, darr ke upar chinta haavi ho gayi aur usne taye kiya ki ab peeche nahi hatna.
Sabse pehle usne gallery aur social media apps ko ignore kiya aur seedha Messaging App par gayi, kyunki use lag raha tha ki koi hai jo uske bete ko bhatka raha hai. Par wahan use kuch khaas nahi mila. Phir usne wo dekha jahan se aaj kal sabse zyada "khel" shuru hota hai—Instagram ki Direct Messages (DM) list.
Uski nazar ek aise naam par padi jo chiku ke doston ka nahi lag raha tha. Wahan ek 'Recent Chat' thi jo kafi lambi lag rahi thi. Meera ne dhalte kaleje ke saath us chat par click kiya.
Chat History:
Unknown: Kya kar raha hai chhote? Wo bheja jo maine?
Chiku: Haan Uncle, dekh raha hoon... par mujhe darr lagta hai. Agar Mummy ne dekh liya toh?
Unknown: Arre Mummy ko kya pata chalega? Wo toh pooja-paath aur rasoi mein busy rehti hain. Tu bas seekh jo main sikha raha hoon, kaam aayega tere.
Chiku: Par ye sab... kya ye sahi hai?
Unknown: Sab sahi hai. Tu bas mujhse baat karta reh, main tujhe mard bana dunga. Kal milna mujhe online, kuch naya dikhaunga.
Meera ka sar chakra gaya. "Uncle?" Usne man hi man socha. Ye kaunsa uncle hai jisse Chiku itni gehri baatein kar raha hai? Usne us profile par click kiya toh dekha wahan koi photo nahi thi, bas ek kala sa saaya tha aur naam likha tha—Jagga.
Meera ne chat ko aur upar scroll kiya toh uske pairo tale zameen khisak gayi. Wahan kuch aise links aur videos bheje gaye the jo kisi 15 saal ke bacche ke liye zeher se kam nahi the. Jagga ne Chiku ko "dost" banakar use aisi daldal mein dhakelna shuru kar diya tha jahan se nikalna namumkin lag raha tha.
Meera: (Man hi man, gusse aur rone ke beech) Toh ye wo Jagga hai... isne mere bacche ka dimaag kharab kiya hai! Mere masoom Chiku ko ye gandi baatein sikha raha hai?
Tabhi Meera ne dekha ki upar ek 'Scheduled Message' ya shayad koi purani baat thi jisme Jagga ne likha tha: "Kal ghar pe koi nahi hoga toh video call karna, main tujhe live dikhaunga ki asli maza kya hota hai."
Meera ka poora badan thanda pad gaya. Use ab samajh aa raha tha ki usne aaj jo Chiku ke phone par kya dekha tha. Wo koi film nahi thi, wo Jagga ki live video call thi. Meera ne gusse mein mobile ko zor se pakad liya, uske nakhun screen par gadne lage the. Uska beta khatre mein tha, aur dushman koi bacha nahi, balki ek anjaan gair mard tha.
Meera ne dekha ki eupar aur bhi chat thi, Usne kaanpte huye anguthe se us chat ko kiya.
Chat History:
Jagga: Kya hua chhote? Ghar pe sab so gaye kya?
Jagga: Wo jo video bheji thi, dekhi tune? Bata kaisa laga... aisi cheezein mard banati hain.
Usne chat ko aur upar scroll kiya toh uske pairo tale zameen khisak gayi.
Jagga: Teri Mummy toh badi haseen hai re... Gopal bada kismat wala hai.
Chiku: Uncle please, Mummy ke baare mein aise mat bolo.
Jagga: Arre main toh tareef kar raha hoon. Tu darr mat, bas jo main bolu wo karta ja. Agar tune meri baat mani, toh main tujhe wo sab dikhaunga jo tune kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi dekha hoga.
Meera ne gusse aur nafrat mein mobile ko zor se pakad liya. Uska masoom beta kisi doston ke saath nahi, balki is darinde Jagga ke jaal mein phasa hua tha. Jagga uske bete ka dimaag hi nahi kharab kar raha tha, balki uski niyat Meera par bhi thi.
Meera ne wahi baithe-baithe taye kiya ki ab wo chup nahi baithegi. Uska beta khatre mein tha.
Meera ki kaanpti hui ungliyan screen par chalne lagi. Jaise-jaise wo chats aur purani history khol rahi thi, uske saamne us darinde ki saari sachai aane lagi. Jagga... jise wo ek sadharan sa gunda samajh rahi thi, wo darsal ek behad shatir aur ghatak shikaari nikla.
Meera ye sab padhte huye kaanp rahi thi. Use ehsaas ho raha tha ki uske bete ki us masoom si curiosity (utshukta) ka fayda is darinde ne kitni berahemi se uthaya hai. Jagga ne Chiku ki is kamzori ko pehchan liya tha aur wahin se shuru hua tha wo ganda khel, jisne aaj uske ghar ki shanti cheen li thi.
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