Adultery Transformation to a Randi (Whore) _(RETUNED: After I had fight with my Hubby)

[Desilover2021]

The storm was over and I was accessing the damage I got. It was not about the physical but the mental scar, which pains were jolting me more and more. It would be wrong to say that I was abused against my will. Yes, he did force himself on me, but where was my own consciousness, self-respect, and the principles. Why did I allow him…why didn’t I stop him. In fact, I also got carried by my own lust and enjoyed his ravaging …his ride over me.


 There was a lot of guilt inside, but no justifications. And like a depraved woman I started thinking as ..... "How would my husband and anybody else be able to know about this incident, if I do not disclose it to anybody". That is true … how anybody will be able to know? That thought was giving me a sort of temporary relief but still deep inside me, I was regretting the sins I did. Simultaneously in strange, my mind and body were also recognizing the mysterious thrill, which I enjoyed minutes before by the new level of fucking.  He made me realized what a real fuck is and how much it can madden a woman.  He was right that I have not been fucked well before.  My cunt was still feeling the remains of those pleasures. There were a lot of cuts and scars over my body and its pains started emerging as the feelings of recent pleasures were eroding. But all those pains were insignificant against my recent experience.  It would be around 2:00 AM and my mind remained occupied, whether it was good or bad, till I fell asleep.