03-03-2026, 02:01 AM
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Chapter 11
Us Shaam ko main apne kamre mein bed par leti hui thi, ceiling ko dekh rahi thi. Par dimaag mein aaj ka poora din ghoom raha tha.
Woh ladke aur unki awaazein baar baar yaad aa rahi thi. "Bhai dekh..." "Kitni hot hai..." "Number de do na..."
Maine smile karte hue apni aankhein band ki. Par tab Ayaan ka chehra mere saamne aa gaya. Uska mere wrist par softly touch karna. Uski cologne ki smell. Uska woh kehna - "Tumhari aankhen kitni pretty hain..."
Mere pet mein phir se woh butterflies hone lagi. Maine palang par karwat li. Yeh kya ho raha tha mujhe?
Aisa kaise possible tha ki kisi ne bhi mujhe pehchaan nahi liya? Riya - meri best friend - usne bhi nahi pehchana. Teacher ne bhi nahi. Class ke bacche bhi nahi.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise Kanak poori tarah se gayab ho gaya tha aur uski jagah... Kanika ne le li thi.
Maine apna haath apni wrist par rakha, jahan Ayaan ne chhua tha. Woh feeling abhi bhi thi, jaise uski ungli ka nishaan meri skin par ban gaya ho. Maine jaldi se haath hata liya. Kya soch rahi thi main?
Tabhi mera phone bajne laga, Riya phone kar rahi thi. Maine phone ko dekha. Do missed calls already the uski. Par main uthana nahi chah rahi thi. Usse baat kiye hue kuch din ho gaye they, aur jaane kyun par pehle jitna comfortable nahi lag raha tha.
Par main usse baat bhi karna chahti thi, janna chahti thi ki kahin log college mein mere baare mein baat toh nahi kar rahe they.
Phone phir se baja aur maine ek gehri saans lete hue uthaya.
"Hello..." meri aawaz dheere se nikli.
Doosri taraf ek second ka silence tha.
"Hello... sorry... yeh number..." Riya ki awaaz confused thi "Kaun hai?" Usne mujhe... meri awaaz se shayad nahi pehchana.
Main atakte hue boli, "Riya... main hi toh hoon. Kanika."
"KANIKA?!" Woh chillaayi. "Teri awaaz?! Kya hua? Yeh... yeh toh bilkul..."
"Ladki jaisi hai?" Mere chehre par ek muskurahat aa gayi, "Maine bataya tha na... woh nayi wali medicines le rahi hoon."
"Oh my god!" Riya ne dheere se kaha."Itna asar ho gaya un medicines ka? Mujhe ek second ke liye laga ki maine wrong number toh nahi laga diya."
"Haan... woh..."
"Achha yeh bata," Riya ne topic change karte hue sawalon ki baarish kar di, "Mera call kyun nahi utha rahi thi? Tu aaj college aayi thi kya? Sach bata mujhe."
Mere haath ne phone ko tightly pakad liya. "Ummm.... kyun?"
"Arrey bata na! Woh ladki jo hamari class mein enter hui thi aur phir jaldi se bahar nikal gayi - woh tu hi thi na?"
Maine apni aankhein band ki. "Ummm... kyun? Kisi ne kuch kaha?"
"Matlab tu hi thi!" Riya excited ho gayi. "Oh my god! Maine socha tha shayad... par confirm nahi thi. Maine tujhe tere bag se pehchana tha!"
"MERE BAG SE?!" Main ekdam seedhi baith gayi. "Shit yaar! Kisi aur ne bhi notice kiya kya?"
"Relax!" Riya hasi. "Tujhe lagta hai koi tere bag par dhyan deta tha. Par haan..." usne pause liya, mischievous tone mein, "jo hot ladki college mein aayi thi, uski baatein toh zaroor chal rahi thi."
""Shut up!" Mere gaal ekdam se garam ho gaye aur maine apni tshirt upar karte hue apna face usme ghusa liya, bilkul kisi turtle ki tarah.
"Shut up kya? Especially Ayaan, us par toh tune pata nahi kya magic kar diya. Poore college mein sabse pooch raha tha tere baare mein."
Mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho gayi. "Mere... mere baare mein? Par kyun?"
"Mujhe kya pata!" Riya hasi. "Tu zaroor mili hogi usse kahin. Deewana ho gaya hai tera. Hot hai woh, par sunna hai ek number ka flirt bhi hai. Thoda soch samajh kar aage badhiyo uske saath."
Maine unconsciously apni wrist ko touch kiya. "Pagal hai kya, kuch bhi bolti hai. Main abhi bhi... abhi bhi... waisi hi hoon na. Woh mujh mein interested kyun hoga."
"Kanika," Riya ki awaaz serious ho gayi, "tu waisi hi nahi rahi. Samajh jaa ab."
Main bilkul chup ho gayi, samajh nahi aa raha tha Riya ko kya jawaab du.
"Usko chhod, pehle yeh bata, mujhe kyun bataya ki tu aaj college aa rahi hai? Jabse yeh sab shuru hua hai, tune mujhse baat karni hi band kar di hai."
"Yaar... sorry. Main har time itni tired aur drowzy feel karti hoon na, aur... thoda awkward bhi lagta tha tujhe call karna. Aaj bhi college aane ka koi plan nahi tha, woh bas... accident tha ek."
"Hamare beech kya awkward!" Riya sochte hue boli, "Chal koi nahi, ab aage? College aayegi ya?"
"Haan shayad... Raj ne principal se baat karke mera new admission kara diya hai."
"New admission?"
"Haan... Kanika ke naam se."
"Oh! Acha..."
"Par Riya," maine nervous hokar kaha, "agar kisi ne pehchaan liya toh?"
"Koi nahi pehchanega," Riya ne confidently kaha. "Sach mein. Maine bhi bas bag se... woh bhi ek guess tha. Chehre se toh bilkul nahi."
Maine ek lambi saans li. Thoda relief lag raha tha aur saath hi kuch aur bhi. Sadness shayad? Ki main itni easily erase ho gayi thi.
"Main aana chahti hoon tujhse milne," Riya ne kaha. "I miss you yaar. A lot!"
"Me too," maine whisper mein kaha. "Par... kal doctor ki appointment hai. Uske baad milte hain?"
"Theek hai. Par promise kar. Kal ke baad no more avoiding me."
"Promise."
Phone rakhne ke baad ajeeb sa lag raha tha. Main Riya ko miss toh kar rahi thi par saath hi... usse milne ka ya baat karne ka mann nahi tha. Kyun? Kyunki woh mujhe pehle se jaanti thi... Kanak ko jaanti thi. Aur ab main poori tarah se Kanika ban gayi thi. Kanika... jo shayad uske liye bhi ek ajnabi thi.
Kitna confused feel kar rahi thi main. Maine isi confusion mein apna muh takiye mein chhupa liya.
Raat ka khana ab main apne kamre mein hi karna pasand karti thi. Bhai aur Dad ke saamne aana kafi ajeeb sa lagta tha. Khaskaar bhai, use toh maine kayi baar apni aur ek alag tarah se dekhte hue notice kiya tha. Jaise woh mujhe... mujhe bahut dhyaan se dekh raha ho. Shayad ye sab bas mera hallucination tha.
Khane ke baad main laptop par kaam kar rahi thi, college ke assignments jo itne time se pending they unhe bhi poora karna hi tha. Par mera kisi bhi cheez mein mann hi nahi lag raha tha. Kuch ajeeb sa lag raha tha, aur raat ko kafi late bhi ho gaya tha. Medicines ki thakawat fir se meri body par bhaari pad rahi thi.
Maine laptop utha kar side mein rakha aur light band karke sone ki koshish karne lagi. Par aankhen band karte hi phir se Ayaan ka chehra mere dimaag mein aaya. Uska mere kareeb baithna, woh softly touch karna, mere baalon ko mere kaan ke peeche tuck karna. Meri poori body mein ek ajeeb si sensation hone lagi thi.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise meri poori body halke halke kaanp rahi ho. Thighs ke beech mein ek anjaani si sensation ho rahi thi. Maine apne legs adjust karke ek doosri position mein let gayi, par woh sensation gayi nahi. Balki ab woh badh rahi thi.
Main is feeling ko jaanti thi... yeh arousal tha. Par is baar bilkul alag sa mehsoos ho raha tha. Kuch der ki resistance ke baad main apna haath dheere se neeche le gayi, hesitate karte hue. Mujhe wahan apne penis par chhoona bahut acha nahi lagta tha, par main kabhi kabhi karti thi, apne body mein jama stress ko relieve karne ke liye.
Maine neeche ek girly sa pyjama pehna hua tha aur uske andar apne usual boxers. Mera haath pyjama mein ghuste hue underwear ke andar chala gaya. Aur wahan touch karne par... barely kuch feel hua.
Mera penis... jo pehle thoda sa chhune par khada ho jaata tha, aaj... ek dam chhota sa... soft sa tha, jaise kuch ho hi na. Maine use halke se touch kiya... stimulate karne ki koshish kari. Par neeche wahan se koi response nahi aaya.
Maine use apni fingers se gently pakda aur thoda rub kiya, thoda pressure daala. Par abhi bhi koi response nahi aa raha tha.
![[Image: ezgif_4a851b5fe0527ef2.gif]](https://i.postimg.cc/wj8pL4QQ/ezgif_4a851b5fe0527ef2.gif)
Aisa feel ho raha tha ki uska size pehle se kafi jyada chhota ho gaya ho. Shayad aaj se pehle main iss baat se bahut hi khush hoti. Par aaj... aaj meri frustration badh rahi thi.
Meri feelings pleasure thoond rahi thi par wahan chhoone se koi pleasure mil nahi raha tha. Par meri body ke baaki parts poori awareness se mujhse pleasure maang rahe they.
Mere breasts... meri tshirt ke soft fabric ko chhute hue ekdam se kafi bade mehsoos ho rahe they. Aur nipple ekdam hard ho kar dard karne laga tha. Maine tshirt ke upar se apni breasts par ek haath rakha. Haath rakhte hi meri ek soft moan nikal gayi aur poora shareer jal utha.
Maine wahan thoda sa press kiya... nipple ke area ke paas. Ek sharp si feeling aayi... almost pleasure jaisi... par neeche abhi bhi ek chhupi. Samajh nahi aa raha tha main apne aap ko kaise satisfy karu.
Maine frustrate ho kar apna haath wahan se hata liya aur apni thighs ke beech fasate hue aankhen band kar li. Purana tareeka kaam nahi kar raha tha aur naya tareeka shayad mujhe aata nahi tha.
Mann mein doctor ki baat yaad aane lagi. Usne kaha tha ki mera Penis bas urination ke liye reh jayega... main apne aap ko usse jaldi se pleasure nahi kar payungi. Tab maine sharam ke maare uski baat poori nahi suni thi aur use chhup kara diya tha.
Maine apne sar se pillow neeche kheechte hue use tighly hug kar liya. Sab kuch kitna confusing sa lag raha tha. Itne mahino se maine is sab ke baare mein socha bhi nahi tha. Par aaj Ayaan ke zara se touch ne mera bura haal kar diya tha. Uska chehra, uski smell, uska touch mujhe pagal sa kar raha tha.
Maine apne haath legs ke beech mein se nikalte hue apne legs ko ek doosre se alag kiya. Bechaini phir bhi nahi gayi aur phir se unhe jaldi se ek doosre ke paas kiya.
Jhunjhulat aur garmi mein maine apne upar se t-shirt utaar fenki aur apne breasts ko chhua. Breasts abhi bhi kafi sensitive they. Maine apne haath halke se un par rakhe aur phir dheere se squeeze kiya. Uffff.... yeh achha lag raha tha. Kaash koi inhe... kas ke daba de... ahhhhh....
![[Image: 41866961.gif]](https://i.postimg.cc/YSXDf8WF/41866961.gif)
Neeche ek feeling aane lagi, par size abhi bhi chhota raha. Bas thoda thoda sa hi sab mehsoos ho raha tha. Meri frustration badti jaa rahi thi.
Maine apne aap ko har jagah chhuu kar dekha. Apni patli silky kamar par haath ferte hue, apni chikni ass ko dabate hue. Kuch asar nahi kar raha tha.
Finally, thak kar, frustrated hokar, maine try karna chhod diya. Bas leti rahi, ceiling ki taraf dekhte hue. Body mein abhi bhi ek jhanjhanat si ho rahi thi.
Yeh nayi body Ayaan ke naam se respond toh kar rahi thi par satisfaction nahi de paa rahi thi. Pata nahi main kab tak jagi rahi aur kab jaakar mujhe neend aayi. Par jab subah uthi toh ek chidchida pan sa tha, poore shareer mein ek frustration si badti jaa rahi thi.
Main aise nahi reh sakti thi. Aaj jab us doctor se milungi tab usse shayad mujhe is sab ke baare mein baat karni hi padegi kisi tarah. Aur koi raasta nahi tha.
Us Shaam ko main apne kamre mein bed par leti hui thi, ceiling ko dekh rahi thi. Par dimaag mein aaj ka poora din ghoom raha tha.
Woh ladke aur unki awaazein baar baar yaad aa rahi thi. "Bhai dekh..." "Kitni hot hai..." "Number de do na..."
Maine smile karte hue apni aankhein band ki. Par tab Ayaan ka chehra mere saamne aa gaya. Uska mere wrist par softly touch karna. Uski cologne ki smell. Uska woh kehna - "Tumhari aankhen kitni pretty hain..."
Mere pet mein phir se woh butterflies hone lagi. Maine palang par karwat li. Yeh kya ho raha tha mujhe?
Aisa kaise possible tha ki kisi ne bhi mujhe pehchaan nahi liya? Riya - meri best friend - usne bhi nahi pehchana. Teacher ne bhi nahi. Class ke bacche bhi nahi.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise Kanak poori tarah se gayab ho gaya tha aur uski jagah... Kanika ne le li thi.
Maine apna haath apni wrist par rakha, jahan Ayaan ne chhua tha. Woh feeling abhi bhi thi, jaise uski ungli ka nishaan meri skin par ban gaya ho. Maine jaldi se haath hata liya. Kya soch rahi thi main?
Tabhi mera phone bajne laga, Riya phone kar rahi thi. Maine phone ko dekha. Do missed calls already the uski. Par main uthana nahi chah rahi thi. Usse baat kiye hue kuch din ho gaye they, aur jaane kyun par pehle jitna comfortable nahi lag raha tha.
Par main usse baat bhi karna chahti thi, janna chahti thi ki kahin log college mein mere baare mein baat toh nahi kar rahe they.
Phone phir se baja aur maine ek gehri saans lete hue uthaya.
"Hello..." meri aawaz dheere se nikli.
Doosri taraf ek second ka silence tha.
"Hello... sorry... yeh number..." Riya ki awaaz confused thi "Kaun hai?" Usne mujhe... meri awaaz se shayad nahi pehchana.
Main atakte hue boli, "Riya... main hi toh hoon. Kanika."
"KANIKA?!" Woh chillaayi. "Teri awaaz?! Kya hua? Yeh... yeh toh bilkul..."
"Ladki jaisi hai?" Mere chehre par ek muskurahat aa gayi, "Maine bataya tha na... woh nayi wali medicines le rahi hoon."
"Oh my god!" Riya ne dheere se kaha."Itna asar ho gaya un medicines ka? Mujhe ek second ke liye laga ki maine wrong number toh nahi laga diya."
"Haan... woh..."
"Achha yeh bata," Riya ne topic change karte hue sawalon ki baarish kar di, "Mera call kyun nahi utha rahi thi? Tu aaj college aayi thi kya? Sach bata mujhe."
Mere haath ne phone ko tightly pakad liya. "Ummm.... kyun?"
"Arrey bata na! Woh ladki jo hamari class mein enter hui thi aur phir jaldi se bahar nikal gayi - woh tu hi thi na?"
Maine apni aankhein band ki. "Ummm... kyun? Kisi ne kuch kaha?"
"Matlab tu hi thi!" Riya excited ho gayi. "Oh my god! Maine socha tha shayad... par confirm nahi thi. Maine tujhe tere bag se pehchana tha!"
"MERE BAG SE?!" Main ekdam seedhi baith gayi. "Shit yaar! Kisi aur ne bhi notice kiya kya?"
"Relax!" Riya hasi. "Tujhe lagta hai koi tere bag par dhyan deta tha. Par haan..." usne pause liya, mischievous tone mein, "jo hot ladki college mein aayi thi, uski baatein toh zaroor chal rahi thi."
""Shut up!" Mere gaal ekdam se garam ho gaye aur maine apni tshirt upar karte hue apna face usme ghusa liya, bilkul kisi turtle ki tarah.
"Shut up kya? Especially Ayaan, us par toh tune pata nahi kya magic kar diya. Poore college mein sabse pooch raha tha tere baare mein."
Mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho gayi. "Mere... mere baare mein? Par kyun?"
"Mujhe kya pata!" Riya hasi. "Tu zaroor mili hogi usse kahin. Deewana ho gaya hai tera. Hot hai woh, par sunna hai ek number ka flirt bhi hai. Thoda soch samajh kar aage badhiyo uske saath."
Maine unconsciously apni wrist ko touch kiya. "Pagal hai kya, kuch bhi bolti hai. Main abhi bhi... abhi bhi... waisi hi hoon na. Woh mujh mein interested kyun hoga."
"Kanika," Riya ki awaaz serious ho gayi, "tu waisi hi nahi rahi. Samajh jaa ab."
Main bilkul chup ho gayi, samajh nahi aa raha tha Riya ko kya jawaab du.
"Usko chhod, pehle yeh bata, mujhe kyun bataya ki tu aaj college aa rahi hai? Jabse yeh sab shuru hua hai, tune mujhse baat karni hi band kar di hai."
"Yaar... sorry. Main har time itni tired aur drowzy feel karti hoon na, aur... thoda awkward bhi lagta tha tujhe call karna. Aaj bhi college aane ka koi plan nahi tha, woh bas... accident tha ek."
"Hamare beech kya awkward!" Riya sochte hue boli, "Chal koi nahi, ab aage? College aayegi ya?"
"Haan shayad... Raj ne principal se baat karke mera new admission kara diya hai."
"New admission?"
"Haan... Kanika ke naam se."
"Oh! Acha..."
"Par Riya," maine nervous hokar kaha, "agar kisi ne pehchaan liya toh?"
"Koi nahi pehchanega," Riya ne confidently kaha. "Sach mein. Maine bhi bas bag se... woh bhi ek guess tha. Chehre se toh bilkul nahi."
Maine ek lambi saans li. Thoda relief lag raha tha aur saath hi kuch aur bhi. Sadness shayad? Ki main itni easily erase ho gayi thi.
"Main aana chahti hoon tujhse milne," Riya ne kaha. "I miss you yaar. A lot!"
"Me too," maine whisper mein kaha. "Par... kal doctor ki appointment hai. Uske baad milte hain?"
"Theek hai. Par promise kar. Kal ke baad no more avoiding me."
"Promise."
Phone rakhne ke baad ajeeb sa lag raha tha. Main Riya ko miss toh kar rahi thi par saath hi... usse milne ka ya baat karne ka mann nahi tha. Kyun? Kyunki woh mujhe pehle se jaanti thi... Kanak ko jaanti thi. Aur ab main poori tarah se Kanika ban gayi thi. Kanika... jo shayad uske liye bhi ek ajnabi thi.
Kitna confused feel kar rahi thi main. Maine isi confusion mein apna muh takiye mein chhupa liya.
Raat ka khana ab main apne kamre mein hi karna pasand karti thi. Bhai aur Dad ke saamne aana kafi ajeeb sa lagta tha. Khaskaar bhai, use toh maine kayi baar apni aur ek alag tarah se dekhte hue notice kiya tha. Jaise woh mujhe... mujhe bahut dhyaan se dekh raha ho. Shayad ye sab bas mera hallucination tha.
Khane ke baad main laptop par kaam kar rahi thi, college ke assignments jo itne time se pending they unhe bhi poora karna hi tha. Par mera kisi bhi cheez mein mann hi nahi lag raha tha. Kuch ajeeb sa lag raha tha, aur raat ko kafi late bhi ho gaya tha. Medicines ki thakawat fir se meri body par bhaari pad rahi thi.
Maine laptop utha kar side mein rakha aur light band karke sone ki koshish karne lagi. Par aankhen band karte hi phir se Ayaan ka chehra mere dimaag mein aaya. Uska mere kareeb baithna, woh softly touch karna, mere baalon ko mere kaan ke peeche tuck karna. Meri poori body mein ek ajeeb si sensation hone lagi thi.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise meri poori body halke halke kaanp rahi ho. Thighs ke beech mein ek anjaani si sensation ho rahi thi. Maine apne legs adjust karke ek doosri position mein let gayi, par woh sensation gayi nahi. Balki ab woh badh rahi thi.
Main is feeling ko jaanti thi... yeh arousal tha. Par is baar bilkul alag sa mehsoos ho raha tha. Kuch der ki resistance ke baad main apna haath dheere se neeche le gayi, hesitate karte hue. Mujhe wahan apne penis par chhoona bahut acha nahi lagta tha, par main kabhi kabhi karti thi, apne body mein jama stress ko relieve karne ke liye.
Maine neeche ek girly sa pyjama pehna hua tha aur uske andar apne usual boxers. Mera haath pyjama mein ghuste hue underwear ke andar chala gaya. Aur wahan touch karne par... barely kuch feel hua.
Mera penis... jo pehle thoda sa chhune par khada ho jaata tha, aaj... ek dam chhota sa... soft sa tha, jaise kuch ho hi na. Maine use halke se touch kiya... stimulate karne ki koshish kari. Par neeche wahan se koi response nahi aaya.
Maine use apni fingers se gently pakda aur thoda rub kiya, thoda pressure daala. Par abhi bhi koi response nahi aa raha tha.
![[Image: ezgif_4a851b5fe0527ef2.gif]](https://i.postimg.cc/wj8pL4QQ/ezgif_4a851b5fe0527ef2.gif)
Aisa feel ho raha tha ki uska size pehle se kafi jyada chhota ho gaya ho. Shayad aaj se pehle main iss baat se bahut hi khush hoti. Par aaj... aaj meri frustration badh rahi thi.
Meri feelings pleasure thoond rahi thi par wahan chhoone se koi pleasure mil nahi raha tha. Par meri body ke baaki parts poori awareness se mujhse pleasure maang rahe they.
Mere breasts... meri tshirt ke soft fabric ko chhute hue ekdam se kafi bade mehsoos ho rahe they. Aur nipple ekdam hard ho kar dard karne laga tha. Maine tshirt ke upar se apni breasts par ek haath rakha. Haath rakhte hi meri ek soft moan nikal gayi aur poora shareer jal utha.
Maine wahan thoda sa press kiya... nipple ke area ke paas. Ek sharp si feeling aayi... almost pleasure jaisi... par neeche abhi bhi ek chhupi. Samajh nahi aa raha tha main apne aap ko kaise satisfy karu.
Maine frustrate ho kar apna haath wahan se hata liya aur apni thighs ke beech fasate hue aankhen band kar li. Purana tareeka kaam nahi kar raha tha aur naya tareeka shayad mujhe aata nahi tha.
Mann mein doctor ki baat yaad aane lagi. Usne kaha tha ki mera Penis bas urination ke liye reh jayega... main apne aap ko usse jaldi se pleasure nahi kar payungi. Tab maine sharam ke maare uski baat poori nahi suni thi aur use chhup kara diya tha.
Maine apne sar se pillow neeche kheechte hue use tighly hug kar liya. Sab kuch kitna confusing sa lag raha tha. Itne mahino se maine is sab ke baare mein socha bhi nahi tha. Par aaj Ayaan ke zara se touch ne mera bura haal kar diya tha. Uska chehra, uski smell, uska touch mujhe pagal sa kar raha tha.
Maine apne haath legs ke beech mein se nikalte hue apne legs ko ek doosre se alag kiya. Bechaini phir bhi nahi gayi aur phir se unhe jaldi se ek doosre ke paas kiya.
Jhunjhulat aur garmi mein maine apne upar se t-shirt utaar fenki aur apne breasts ko chhua. Breasts abhi bhi kafi sensitive they. Maine apne haath halke se un par rakhe aur phir dheere se squeeze kiya. Uffff.... yeh achha lag raha tha. Kaash koi inhe... kas ke daba de... ahhhhh....
![[Image: 41866961.gif]](https://i.postimg.cc/YSXDf8WF/41866961.gif)
Neeche ek feeling aane lagi, par size abhi bhi chhota raha. Bas thoda thoda sa hi sab mehsoos ho raha tha. Meri frustration badti jaa rahi thi.
Maine apne aap ko har jagah chhuu kar dekha. Apni patli silky kamar par haath ferte hue, apni chikni ass ko dabate hue. Kuch asar nahi kar raha tha.
Finally, thak kar, frustrated hokar, maine try karna chhod diya. Bas leti rahi, ceiling ki taraf dekhte hue. Body mein abhi bhi ek jhanjhanat si ho rahi thi.
Yeh nayi body Ayaan ke naam se respond toh kar rahi thi par satisfaction nahi de paa rahi thi. Pata nahi main kab tak jagi rahi aur kab jaakar mujhe neend aayi. Par jab subah uthi toh ek chidchida pan sa tha, poore shareer mein ek frustration si badti jaa rahi thi.
Main aise nahi reh sakti thi. Aaj jab us doctor se milungi tab usse shayad mujhe is sab ke baare mein baat karni hi padegi kisi tarah. Aur koi raasta nahi tha.


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