Adultery Wife Wants a Hall Pass by LewdLuke

[Ramesh_Rocky]

I kept my mouth shut but she had my attention now.

She went on. "This office is the perfect place for us to do this. I can know you far better because of the things in this office. They are things, which represent important people and happenings in your life. For example, there is a framed silk covered pad with your decorations and uniform patches from the time you were in the military."
I said, "There's nothing really special there, most of us served back then."
She said, "I see a bronze star." She went on, "There is a photograph of a scuba diver suspended over a whale shark. Is that you?
I told her, "No, that's my son, Mike."
"Un-huh," she said, "Pretty special. I see several framed Photos sitting on your desk. From here, we can only see the backs of them. I'll bet at least three of them are of Linda and one of those is pretty racy. Two will be of Mike." The one closest to your chair is the racy picture of Linda. That indicates she is the most valuable thing in your life. She is the thing above all others that you want closest to you."
She got out of her chair, walked around my desk and sat in my chair. She scanned the array of photos then looked up at me and said, "Correct on every count. You think I'm magic, don't you?"
I was thinking of the picture of Linda that was closest to my chair. She was on the beach in an obscenely small bikini. It was an old photo and very racy. I laughed and replied, "Maybe you are."
She said Luke, I have been doing this all my life. I am good at it and it's not BS. I know already what your and Linda's problem is. What I do not know yet is how to help. Please help me. I need you to believe I can help. I believe I can."
I replied, "Okay, you have convinced me, how can I help?"
She said, "First, I need you to answer my questions truthfully and I mean completely."
"Okay I will," I said.
She said, "Do you love Linda?"
Her questions went on forever. I asked some too and answered her's truthfully. The first hour came and went. We had almost burned the second hour when Linda tapped on the door and said she couldn't wait dinner much longer. Kay and I agreed to stop for dinner. We could talk again later if need be.
I went to the grill and fired it up. When the temperature came up I introduced the steaks and our meal was on the table in twenty minutes. They were medium rare for Kay and me and a little past medium for Linda.
We ate at first in silence then Kay introduced some light banter. She was telling Linda how much her Uncle Gus and I were alike.
Linda said yeah we know, that is why Uncle Gus picked him for me.
Kay said, "What? Do you really believe he matched you two?"
Linda answered, "Absolutely."
I said, "He saved her for me the whole time I was away in the military."
Kay said, "He took credit for your marriage one time when he was talking about you but I didn't take him seriously." Then she asked if we were ready to talk about what we came to discuss.
I told her if she wasn't in a big hurry it could wait until we finished our meal. Linda agreed and Kay said fine. She made a comment about how good the food was.
Dinner was then over and Linda served coffee. She sat down, without preamble, looked at Kay, and asked, "What am I going to do?" Her voice quivered.
Kay reached across the table and took Linda's hand in hers. She said, "Let's identify the problem first." Linda nodded and Kay continued. "Linda, you have been one of the luckiest women on the planet. You have always been the prettiest girl at the party since you were two years old. You found a mate that loves you beyond all else. The two of you built a life. You have been financially successful and you have reared a fine son. You are approaching middle age now and you fear age will take these gifts away from you. Other factors are contributory to your condition. One is the fact that you saved yourself for Luke through what would have normally been your sexually formative years. You didn't experiment with other partners during your adolescence as most girls do. Another is the promise that Luke made to you before you agreed to marry. He promised that he would give you a hall pass if in fact you ever felt the need to experiment sexually outside the marriage. Luke never thought that situation would arise but you took the promise as a given. All of Luke's other promises to you have always been honored. Luke initially was devastated when the situation did arise. The hurt that he felt was a blow to you. All these things and more have thrown your mind into turmoil. Suddenly you had a problem that had no resolution. You need for Luke to honor his promise but the pain it causes him is unthinkable for you."
Kay paused, looked at me and said, "May I trade this coffee for another beer?" I fetched her one. I moved my chair closer to Linda so I could touch her before I sat.
She turned her attention back to Linda and went on. "Your situation first manifested its self with your attraction to young Mike's soccer coach several years ago. You tried to ignore it and punished yourself for being a bad wife. The problem festered over the years to the point where it is now. It finally came to the surface and to Luke's attention. Thus, we are here now.
Kay paused and continued. "Now we need to name the condition and I will try to put it in a more proper perspective for you. In layman's terms, the condition is known as, Middle Age Crazy. The condition is so common in our society that it is considered normal most of the time. Your case is exaggerated by the fact it strikes directly at the moral character you have developed over the years. In addition, you perceive it to be a threat to Luke and to your relationship with him. Middle Age Crazy is generally recognized as a man thing. We accept that most men, almost all, are afflicted at one time or another in their life. The fact is women suffer from it just as often. Men handle it poorly. They often buy a sports car, start chasing skirts and thinking with their little head. Women are usually more discreet or they suffer through by never acting on their desire."
She paused, sipped her beer then went on. "Linda, you are not alone." She paused again and turned her attention to me for a second, then spoke again to Linda. "Luke is infected too. We know this to be true because he has progressed from being very devastated at the thought of either of you stepping outside the bounds of your marriage, to willingly jumping in bed with the young woman that became your threesome partner. In his mind, he has justified that by saying he only did it because you asked him to. That, of course, is classic self-deception. He wanted to nail her.
I broke in and said, "Guilty." Let's break long enough for me to fix a drink." I squeezed Linda's arm and asked if she wanted a glass of wine. In a minute, I was back with another beer for Kay, wine for Linda and my usual for me. I sat closer to Linda and rested a hand on her thigh.
Kay went on. "Understand we are on dangerous ground here. Statistically extra marital sex is the second greatest cause of divorce in our society, money problems being the first. It would not be ethically correct for me to tell you how to handle your situation. I can, however, outline several courses of action I have seen played out over the years of my career. Luke, Linda, many of my prior clients have come to me with problems similar to this. I helped some and I think I probably failed some. I think most of my marks are in the win column though. I think I can help here."
"None of the options I am about to illustrate are easy cure-alls. You will see each has its unique set of pros and cons. Understand I don't condone or condemn any of them. They are simply possible courses of action. The two of you will eventually have to choose the best way for you to proceed and that may not be any of the five I am about to talk about.
"First, you can ignore the situation. Pretend it does not exist; it will eventually go away on its own. That will happen about twenty or so years from now when Linda goes through menopause or the free testosterone in Luke's blood drops to such a level where he just becomes indifferent to women altogether. You will both be miserable until then."
"Secondly, one or the other or both of you can sneak around behind the other. This is blatant cheating. This option has the greatest potential to destroy your marriage. One or both you will be caught out eventually. Oddly enough, this is the option most couples choose because this way they don't have to confront their partner or their feelings."
"Thirdly, open your marriage, to one degree or another. Normally I would say test the water and proceed from there but you have already done that with your threesome adventure. Each of you separately indicated to me that you felt no guilt about that episode. Both you indicated too, that you both enjoyed watching your spouse perform with the young woman. That is a remarkable and radical change from where you were mentally a year ago. In this scenario, you will still be able to share everything with each other. If you decide to go this route, make your rules, set the boundaries and stick to them. Above all be honest with each other."
"The fourth option is the, Don't Ask Don't Tell, scenario. This is self-explanatory. I have seen this work. The problem with it is, each of you will constantly be wondering what the other is up to. That could be wearing."
"The last option is, get divorced right now. I have seen this acted out too. Some couples just end their marriage and go their separate ways. Others, I know you've seen this, will sow their wild oats then remarry with each other. They can then continue their relationship without having cheated. I believe this to be another example of self-deception. If it works for the couple involved though, it's a good thing."
Finally, Kay said, "That's all I have. Do either of you have any questions?"
"Yes, if I may," I answered. I squeezed Linda's thigh and asked. "In scenario three, where do you think we could go from where we are?"
Kay looked at Linda and said, "Linda I am bound by ethics not to reveal what we discussed in private unless I have your permission. I will need that permission to properly answer Luke's question."
Linda said, "This is a total truth session. I have explained how that works for Luke and me. Please answer his question."
Kay turned back to me and answered. "I am not giving you instruction on how to proceed, I am just replying to your query. Linda made a sexual bucket list for me. It is a list of things she would like to experience outside your marriage. One of the items was to have some alone time with your threesome woman. That should not be too hard for you to agree to. They probably would only expand on things they have already done in your presence."
I asked if I could see the list.
Kay said, "Yes, with Linda's permission."
I looked at Linda and she looked like the proverbial deer in the headlights. I could see the wheels turning in her head.
Finally, she said, "I guess total honesty also means total disclosure. You can show it to him, Kay."
Kay looked through her notebook and tore out a page. She handed it to me and said that I should probably keep it. It was written in Linda's hand.
I spent a moment to read down the list then read some of it a second time. I looked at Linda and said, "Sweetheart, I love you more than life itself and I wish I could provide you with everything you ever asked for up to and including the moon on a silver platter. You must know there are things on this list I could never agree to."
She grasped my hand that was on her thigh, raised it to her lips and softly kissed it. Her eyes misted over and tears ran down her cheeks. She said, "Then those things will never happen." She rose from her seat, asked to be excused and went into the house. I wanted to follow and comfort her but I knew she needed a minute alone to recompose herself.
Kay took my hand and looked me in the eye. She said, "Luke I'm going to step out of bounds ethically, for just a moment while we are alone. If the two of you choose to follow option three, this is information you must have. You must give this thing to her. She did not put it on her list. It might satisfy her graving and end this situation all at once. You must allow her to be with the soccer coach. If that had happened initially I don't think any of the rest of it would have come to pass."
Linda reappeared before I could respond. She apologized for her lack of emotional control. She sat again beside me and both of us consoled her.
Kay then said, "Right, if there are no more questions it is time for us to end this session. It is late and I should start for home.
I ask Kay, "How do you want to be paid, I think you have done both of us some good.
She answered. "I'm retired. I don't really have a practice anymore. Besides, that little girl sitting next to you is Gus's niece. That makes us family. That fine meal you provided will serve as payment in full. I hope I have the opportunity to have dinner here again."
Linda giggled and said, "Maybe, Uncle Gus could bring you here for dinner someday."
Kay giggled a little under her breath. She said, "Now that I know all of your secrets, would you like to hear one of mine? I will have to be a little colorful."
We both nodded. She blushed and after a short pause, she said, "I have a bucket list of my own. Being laid by your Uncle one more time is on that list. When it happened the last time, I got my list out and put a check in that box. Next, I went to the bottom of the page, assigned another number, made a new box and wrote, get laid by Gus one more time." We all laughed. She went on, "I know the two of you think I'm a used up old woman but I still get horny talking about this stuff. It's too late tonight but I think I'll call Gus tomorrow.
I walked around to her side of the table and helped her out of her chair. When she stood, I hugged her and kissed her cheek. I walked toward the house and said over my shoulder to Linda, "She's family. I can have a hug and a kiss."
Linda answered, "You're not fooling me, I know you are contemplating the complete legal definition of the word, incest." We all had another laugh.
Kay said, "With that compliment for this little old lady, I'm out of here.
I pushed the button that opened the front gate and we walked her to her car. Linda hugged her and called her, Aunt Kay. She started down the drive and we stood there holding each other and watched until she was out of sight. Linda turned to face me for a sexier embrace and we kissed for a long time. I really felt more comfortable with her than I had before Kay came. I said to her, "You know, I really could use a piece of ass if you are available."
She giggled and slapped me gently on the shoulder. She said, "Well Okay, just this once." We raced for the stair. I let her win so I could watch her rear as she ascended.
Once in bed together, we snuggled and kissed for a long time. I felt her take the monster in her hand and guide him to the place he wanted to be. She whispered, "I'm very wet, let's skip the foreplay." That phrase is one she uses from time to time. It is code for, "Fuck me right now."
I answered, "Well okay, just this once." She giggled, I slid easily into her depth and we became one. We made slow sweet love for a long time. Finally, I felt the heat rising in her. Soon her orgasm came and overwhelmed her. Her body vibrated like a tuning fork. I managed to keep the monster in check and ride through it without cumming. When she finished and her body relaxed, I repositioned her to an all fours configuration and re-entered her doggie style. This is her favorite position. I controlled her with a hand on each hip and stroked her slowly, all the way in and most of the way out, over and over. Her head and chest went to the mattress. She kept her knees under her and spread only sufficiently to allow me access. That kept her ass and more importantly her pussy high enough for me to reach from my kneeling position. She mewed like a kitten in rapture. She turned her head to one side and I saw her eyes close. She drifted off to the special place she goes. I kept my excitement to a controllable level and slowly fucked her until she asked for more.
At length, she whispered, "Faster Luke." I held her still with my hands increased the tempo of my thrusts.
In another moment in a raspy and louder voice, she said, "Harder Luke, fuck me harder," I followed her instruction.
Then her climax overcame her. She was screaming and trying to bounce her ass backward into me. I thrust into her as hard, fast and deeply as I could. The monster erupted and I paused to make my deposits deep inside her.
When her orgasm subsided, her knees slipped a little sideways and toward the foot of the bed simultaneously. That lowered her belly to the bed. I followed her down resting on top of her with the monster still partially embedded. We remained that way until we got our breath back. Finally, the monster admitted defeat and I rolled off her. We spooned and I softly told her that I loved her.
In a few minutes, I mumbled, "I didn't close the front gate."
She said, "I didn't clean up the dinner dishes."
I said, "Fuck it." We slept.
I awoke early. Even in my sleep, my mind was replaying our visit with Aunt Kay. I could not help laughing in my mind for just a second. I had a picture of Gus pounding her like a jackhammer. The seriousness of our situation soon crept back to the surface. I pushed it aside for a time and got out of bed without waking Linda. I donned my robe and slippers, retrieved Linda's list then went to the kitchen and started a pot of coffee. I put the dinner dishes in the sink and everything else from the patio table in its proper place. Then I went to the pool house and showered. The shower made me feel wide-awake and the unwanted remembrance of last night returned. I dried myself, ran a comb through my hair to let it air dry. Wearing the robe and slippers again, I returned to the kitchen. I remembered to close the gate. I poured the coffee into a carafe and took it to the patio with a mug, sugar and spoon. I placed everything on the table. I went to my office and grabbed a pad and pencil.
I sat while I had my first cup and commented to myself about how still the water in the lake was. It was a direct opposite of the turmoil in my mind, I thought. I poured a second cup.
I picked up the pencil and began making notes. I tried to write what I remembered of the five options Kay had illustrated to us. I dragged the pencil to each one in turn.
"Number one won't work. This is too big of a problem to ignore." I thought. I crossed it out.
"Number two is not an option. We are not going to cheat." I crossed this one out too. Then I asked myself, "Was being with Barb cheating?"
I looked at number three. The first words I had written were, Open Marriage. I decided that was too hard to think about now. I moved on but I did not cross it out.
"Number four is out." I crossed it off. I thought, "Don't ask don't tell is way too much like cheating. There is no way I could spend the next twenty years wondering who Linda is fucking."
Number five was crossed off out of hand. We are not going to get a divorce.
I looked back at the list in total. The number of options had drastically shrunk. Number three alone stared back at me. I had no option I had to think about it. I started by rewriting my notes on it. Kay had said, "Open your marriage," but she had also said, "To one degree or another." I rolled that over in my head. Kay also mentioned that we have already tested the water, so to speak, with Barb.
"Actually," I thought, "It was more than that. We had opened our marriage to her. It was a small crack in the door compared to what a complete, Open Marriage, would be like. The unvarnished truth is, Kay was also correct when she said Linda and I were both afflicted. I know deep down I wanted to fuck Barb. "Okay," I thought, "Build on these thoughts. The crack in the door let in a small ray of sunshine. The next truth is, Linda and I both basked in that sunshine. We both enjoyed every facet of it. I enjoyed being with Barb. It is more surprising but I also enjoyed watching when Linda was with her. I am sure Linda's experience was similar, except she said up front she wanted to watch me nail Barb. Next, neither of us felt any guilt. We both had some fear after it was over. That anxiety was for the damage we might have done to our relationship. I am sure our relationship changed. The case may be made, that we made a sacrifice of fidelity to each other. The next truth is, sacrifice may have been needed to serve a greater need. I'll have to think about that some more. The last truth in this line is, Linda and I both want another encounter with Barb. It is on Linda's list and I know the truth within me.