Misc. Erotica Kanika Ki Khoj Mein

[Celebrorn]

Chapter 10

Subah ki roshni aaj thodi zyada chubhti hui lag rahi thi. Maine aaine mein dekha, par wahan Kanak nahi tha. Ek naye blue kurti aur jeans mein, aur baalon ko ek neat pony tail mein baandhe hue, main kisi South Delhi ki cute college girl se kam nahi lag rahi thi. Par mere andar? Mere andar wahi purani ghabrahat thi.

Apne aap ko mirror mein dekha, aur bahut hi halka sa makeup kiya. Main bilkul standout nahi hona chahti thi aaj.



Neeche pahuchi toh Raj gaadi mein mera wait kar rahe they. Unhone meri taraf ek ajeeb si nazar daali, jaise soch ke baithe ho ki main wohi peach wali dress pehen kar aayungi. 

Mere andar itni himmat bhi nahi hui thi ki main Raj ki pasand ki peach color wali dress pehen lu. Is blue wali kurti mein bhi kafi ajeeb sa lag raha tha, par kam se kam yeh thoda safe option lag raha tha. Aaj andar ek bra pehni hui thi, jo mere boobs ko achhe se thame hui thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise woh dress ke aar paar meri bra ko dekh paa rahe hain. Kya sabhi girls ko aisa hi mehsoos hota tha har samay?

"Ghabrao mat," Raj ne thodi der baad kaha. "Main Principal se milkar sab handle kar lunga. Hum unhe tumhare exceptional medical circumstances samjhayenge. Basically, tum ek new student ki tarah enroll hogi. Par technically Kanak ke saare grades tumhe transfer ho jayenge. Fresh identity, par continuation of education."

"Hmmm...." maine dheere se kaha.

Maine in sab technicalities ke baare mein socha hi kahan tha. Main toh bas apni looks aur logo ke reactions tak hi atki hui thi.

College jaise-jaise paas aa raha tha, mera dam ghutne laga. Woh gate, wahi bheed... main nahi kar sakti thi. Yeh bilkul galat decision lag raha tha.

Jaise hi Raj ne gaadi roki, maine turant kaha, "Raj, please... main nahi jaungi. Main wapas ghar ja rahi hoon."

"Kanika... humne baat ki toh thi iss baare mein," Raj ne thoda frustrated hote hue kaha, "Koi tumhe pehchaan nahi paayega. Shayad tumhari friend Riya bhi nahi."

"Par fir phi... main nahi jaa sakti. Mere stomach mein kafi ajeeb sa mehsoos ho raha hai." Maine yeh kehte hue unki taraf nahi dekh paayi. Aaj woh pehle se thoda jyada frustrated lag rahe they.

"Fine." Unhone apni ghadi ki taraf dekha, shayad appointment ka time fixed tha, "Yahin ruko. Main akela ja kar baat karta hoon." Woh gaadi se nikle aur gate ke andar chale gaye.

Main muh latkaye gaadi mein hi baithi rahi, kafi bura lag raha tha, khaaskar Raj mujhse aise naraaz ho kar chale gaye isliye. 

Kuch der baad gaadi mein baithe hue garmi mehsoos hone lagi aur main gaadi ke theek bahar khadi ho gayi. Tabhi mujhe side se ek aawaz aayi.

"Arre yaar dekh!" ek awaaz aayi. Excited. Loud enough ki doosre bhi sun saken.

Maine us taraf dekha toh paay ki bikes ke paas khade do-teen ladke mujhe ajeeb nazron se ghoor rahe hain.

"Bhai bhai bhai... nazar toh daal!" Doosre ki awaaz nikli, pehle ladke se aur bhi zyada enthusiastic.

Ek ladke ne doosre ko kohni maari aur meri taraf dekh kar hasne lage. Mere haath pasine se geele ho gaye. Woh kyun has rahe they, kya unhe dikh raha tha ki main ek ladki nahi ladka hoon. Maine darr ke maare mein apni kurti thodi adjust kari.

"New hai kya? Pehli baar dekh raha hoon isse."

Maine apna muh doosri taraf kar liya, par meri backside unki taraf ho gayi thi.

"Bhai, backside dekh... jeans kya fit baith rahi hai." 

"Kiska wait kar rahi hai?"

"Tu jaakar puch le na princess se." Unmein se ek ki gandi hasi mere kaano mein padi.

Maine palat kar unki taraf gusse mein dekha toh unme se ek excited ho kar bola, "Dekh dekh dekh palat gayi. Oh bhai, kya cute face hai!"

Mera poora shareer kaanpne laga. Sharam aur darr ke maare mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki gaadi ke andar wapas ghusu ya wahan se bhaag jaun. Un ladkon ki nazrein mere badan par kisi garam lohe ki tarah chub rahi thi. 

Mujhe laga agar main yahin khadi rahi toh woh aise hi kuch kuch bolte rahenge. Bina kuch soche-samjhe, main college gate ki taraf chalne lagi. Mera dil itni zor se dhadak raha tha ki mujhe apni hi saansein sunayi de rahi thi.

"Oye suno toh! Itna attitude lekar kahan ja rahi ho? Naam toh bata do," woh teeno bhi mere peeche aane lage.

"Yaar maan kafi pretty ho, par itna attitude kis baat ka." Ek ladka thodi zor se bola. 

Mere kadam aur tez ho gaye aur main college ke andar ghus chuki thi.

"Oye hotness, kahan bhag rahi ho?" unmein se ek chillaya.

Main jaldi se college ki building mein ghus gayi thi, aisa lag raha tha har nazar meri taraf hi dekh rahi ho. Unconsciously main stairs se upar chadhte hue apni class tak pahuchi aur ek-do kadam class ke andar liye. 

"Yes... Who are you? Are you in the right class?" Saamne teacher pada rahi thi, aur unhone apna chashma adjust karte hue meri taraf ghoorte hue kaha.

Meri nazrein teacher se hote hue poori class ko scan karne lagi. Poori class mujhe curious nazron se dekh rahi thi. Front mein hi Riya bhi baithi thi, jo meri shakal mein kisi jaane pehchaane ko dhoondne ki koshish kar rahi thi.

"Sorry... sorry ma'am," maine ladkhadati aawaz mein kaha aur palat kar wapas main corridor mein aa gayi. Thodi door se kuch ladkon ki hasi sunayi di, shayad wohi ladke jo mera peecha kar rahe they.

Main jaldi se ek doosri taraf badi, par peeche se ek aawaz aayi, "Aree woh rahi!"

Maine peeche mud kar unki taraf dekha, aur jaldi se library ki taraf bhaagi. Pata nahi main bhaag bhi kyun rahi thi.

"Aree itna darr kyun rahi ho, hame toh bas baat karni hai... naam bata do... instagram id..."

Main bina peeche dekhe tezi se bhaagte hue library ke pichle hisse mein ghusi. Tez kadmon se chalte hue maine peeche palat kar dekha aur ek corner mein mudi. Tabhi main zor se kisi cheez se takrayi aur zameen par gir gayi. Dar ke maare meri aankhein band ho gayi thi, par mujhe mehsoos hua ki kisi ne mujhe sahara dete hue mere kandhon ko kas ke pakad liya tha.

"Aaram se... kahan bhaag rahi ho." Ek gehri si aawaz ne kaha.

Maine aankhen kholte hue dekha toh saamne Ayaan tha. 3rd year ka ek handsome sa ladka, balki college ka sabse handsome ladka jis par ladkiyan marti thi.

Woh bhi zameen par neeche jhuka hua tha aur uske haath mere kandhon par they. Usne dheere se mere kandhon se haat hathaya aur meri taraf dekha.

Tabhi peeche se kuch aur kadmo ki aawaz aayi aur woh teeno ladke mere peeche peeche wahan pahuch gaye they. Unhone meri taraf dekha aur phir Aayan ki taraf.

"Oye... yahan kya kar rahe ho." Ayaan ne unki taraf sar hilate hue dekha.

"Kuch nahi bhai... sorry." Woh teeno jaldi se peeche mudte hue wahan se jaldi se chale gaye.

Unke jaate hi maine ek gehri saans li, pichhle 10-15 minute se meri saans hi atak gayi thi. 

Maine unhe dheere dheere utha kar stack karne lagi aur Ayaan bhi mere saath wahi karne laga. Par ab... ab ek nayi musibat thi. Ayaan theek mere saamne tha aur meri taraf gaur se dekh raha tha.

Hum dono ke chehre ek doosre ke behad kareeb they. Meri baal ki ek latt peeche se loose ho kar mere chehre par aa gayi thi aur maine use side karte hue apne kaan ke peeche tuck kiya. Jaise hi maine ek book uthayi, hamari ungliyan ek-doosre se touch hui. Ek pal ke liye hum dono wahi ruk gaye, bas ek-doosre ki aankhon mein dekhte hue.

"Tum theek ho? Inse bhaag rahi thi tum?" Ayaan ne meri aankhon mein dekhte hue pucha.

"Hmmm... pata nahi..." Main jaldi se bolte hue books ko wahin chhodte hue khadi ho gayi aur jaldi se ek doosri aisle mein aa gayi. 

Maine book shelf se ek book nikali. Book hatane se beech mein ek gap ban gaya, aur us gap se doosri taraf Ayaan khada mujhe dekh raha tha. Woh wahin se bola "2nd year mein hain woh chooze. Tumhe pareshaan kar rahe hain toh mujhe bata sakti ho."

Library ki shaanti mein Ayaan ki aawaz goonj rahi thi, aur maine us par dhyaan na dete hue apna focus wapas book par kiya. Par mujhe feel ho raha tha ki Ayaan bas meri taraf hi dekh raha hai.

"Searching for something?" Ayaan ne achanak doosri taraf se aakar pucha.

"N-nahi... bas dekh rahi thi," maine nazrein churayi, par mera dil itni zor se dhadak raha tha ki mujhe laga shayad library mein sabko sunayi de raha hoga. Maine mehsoos kiya ki main abhi bhi wahi blue kurti aur jeans pehni hoon jise subah safe samajh rahi thi, par Ayaan ki nazron ke saamne mujhe khud par ek ajeeb si sharam mehsoos hone lagi.

Main side ways chalte hue ek book shelf se doosre book shelf jaane lagi.

"Naam kya hai tumhara? Pehle kabhi nahi dekha tumhe," usne mera peecha karte hue pucha. Maine koi jawab nahi diya, bas apna dhyaan book par hi rakha. 

Woh theek mere saamne aa kar khada ho gaya. Jaise hi maine ek book lene ke liye haath badaya, woh mere upar se lean hua aur shelf se wahi book utha kar meri taraf badhayi.

"Business Case Studies. Tum B.Com Hons mein ho kya? First year?"

"Nahi... third year..." maine whisper karte hue kaha.

"Achha... par tumhe pehle toh dekha nahi." Uska haath abhi bhi mere sar se thoda upar tha, mujhe uske cologne ki smell aa rahi thi.

"Haan... abhi... new admission. I mean transfer." 

Main jaldi se woh book lete hue ek table par jaa kar baith gayi. Par woh bhi mere peeche peeche aate hue theek mere bagal mein aakar baith gaya. Main thoda sa sarak kar usse door hui, par woh bhi halke se sarak kar mere aur nazdeek ho gaya.

Maine use teekhi nazron se dekhte hue kaha, "Yeh Library hai, aur main book padh rahi hoon. Can you please...."

Door se Librarian ne hum dono ki taraf dekhte hue aawaz ki, "Shhhhhhhh...."

Ayaan ne bhi use copy karte hue apne honth par ungli rakhte hue kaha, "Shhhh.... library hai."

Usne muskurate hue meri book par apna haath rakh diya aur use thoda apni taraf kheencha. Book hum dono ke theek beech mein aa gayi thi, aur mujhe realize hua ki mera kandha theek usse sata hua tha.

"I know already..." Maine whisper mein gussa hote hue uski taraf dekha.

Par andar kafi ghabrahat ho rahi thi. Jis Ayaan ne aaj se pehle kabhi meri taraf gaur bhi nahi kiya hoga, aaj woh theek mere saath baitha tha aur mujhse flirt karne ki koshish kar raha tha.

Ayaan ne thoda niche jhukkar apna chehra mere itne paas laya ki main uski saansein apni skin par feel kar sakti thi. "Tumne abhi tak apna naam nahi bataya," usne whisper kiya.

Usne dheere se apna haath badhaya aur meri baalon ki woh lat, jo ek baar phir mere chehre par aa gayi thi, use mere kaan ke peeche tuck kar diya. Uska touch itna soft tha jaise koi feather meri skin ko chhu raha ho, par usne mere poore badan mein ek current sa dauda diya, aur maine kaanpte hue apne shoulders usse thoda peeche kar liye. 

Mere chehre par phir se ek darr sa aa gaya tha. Par ye darr Ayaan se nahi tha, shayad is baat ka tha ki kahin woh mujhe pehchaan na le.

"Kya hua? Kabhi kisi ladke se baat nahi ki hai kya life mein?" Usne meri aankhon mein dekhte hue kaha kya.

Maine kuch nahi kaha bas uski taraf dekhti rahi.

"Kisi ne bataya hai tumhe ki tumhari aankhen kitni... kitni... pretty hai."

Usne apna haath meri taraf sarkate hue apni sabse chhoti ungli se meri kalai ko halke se touch kiya, jaise mere bracelet ko chhone ki koshish kar raha ho, ya woh koi bahana ho. Uska touch mere shareer mein ek nayi tarah ki bijli paida kar raha tha, Raj ke touch se bilkul alag.

Tabhi sannate ko chirte hue mera phone baj utha, Raj ka call tha. Library mein ab sabki annoyed nazrein meri taraf thi. Main jaldi se khadi hui aur tezi se bhaagte hue library se bahar aa gayi.

Maine bahar aate hi phone uthaya, aur doosri taraf se Raj ki aawaz aayi, "Kanika... kahan ho tum?"

"Main... main bas... college mein aa gayi thi." Maine chalte chalte kaha.

"Achha... good. Main aata hu wapas."

Maine phone rakhte hue ek gehri saans li. Peeche dekha toh Ayaan bhi library se bahar aa gaya tha.

"Hey... suno toh."

Par main use totally ignore karte hue neeche ki taraf bhaagi. Mera dil kafi tezi se dhadak raha tha. Baar baar Ayaan ka woh softly mujhe touch karna yaad aa raha tha.

College ki building se bahar nikalte hi Raj mujhe apni aur aate hue dikh gaye. Main unki taraf tezi se badi. 

"Kanika... I am glad tumne decide kiya yahan andar aane ka." Unhone paas pahuchte hi mujhse kaha.

Maine peeche palat kar dekha toh Ayaan bhi bahar aa gaya tha aur meri aur Raj ki taraf dekh raha tha. Maine jaldi hi usse nazrein fer li aur Raj ki taraf dekhne lagi.

"Haan... woh... bahar garmi lag rahi thi."

"Meri principal se baat ho gayi hai, chalo, tumhe raaste mein sab batata hoon." Raj ne mera haath pakadte hue kaha. Unka haath sakht aur hamesha ki tarah protective tha, jaise woh mujhe duniya se safe rakhna chahte hon.

Maine ek aakhri baar peeche mudkar dekha. Ayaan wahi khada tha, uske chehre par ab muskurahat nahi balki ek ajeeb sa sawal tha. Usne Raj ko dekha, phir mere pakde hue haath ko, aur phir meri aankhon mein dekha.

Main aage dekhte hue Raj ke saath chalne lagi.

Raj ka touch ab mujhe feel nahi ho raha tha... unka haath ek grown up jaisa haath lag raha tha. Par Ayaan ka woh softly meri wrist ko touch karna? Wahan ki skin abhi bhi jaise tharthara rahi thi. Mujhe darr lagne laga tha apne aap se. Kya ye naya shareer sirf dikhne mein badla tha, ya meri pasand aur mere ehsas bhi ab badal rahe they?