Adultery NEMESIS

[Neelkantha]

Part 98 – Raju Needs Some Boosts

 

Pihu’s POV- Young boys have a unique problem: they tend to live in a world of imagination. They create a world of thoughts within themselves, and they prefer to dwell on it, especially regarding sex. This problem is common for those who have just crossed the threshold of teenage and entered adulthood. They develop a distorted view of sex in their minds. This is because they start watching and enjoying porn, and try to distract themselves from it. They believe that everything depicted in porn is true, and that every action depicted in it actually happens in real life. Watching porn imprints a distorted view of sex in their minds, which stays with them throughout their lives. It is necessary and appropriate to remove these false and fake ideas and instill in them a true and realistic view of sex. Something similar happened with my husband Bijan's nephew, Raju. He's 21 years old and in the early stages of his youth. I had sex with him about a year ago and explained the importance of sex to him. But I felt I should repeat my lesson. As per our plan, Bijan dropped me off at Didi's house. I would stay there until Raju's final exams were over, teaching and guiding him. Therefore, I would have to stay here for a month. Upon reaching their house, Didi welcomed me. Jamaibabu (brother-in-law) wasn't home, but Raju was. He didn't come out of his room. Didi led me to a seat and gave me water to drink. After that, she offered me tea and snacks. We both started talking while drinking tea. She said to me, "Pihu, I'm fed up with Raju! Nothing can be done about that boy. His college final exams are in a month, and he's neither studying properly nor eating. He doesn't even talk to me or his father." I told her, "But Didi, I explained it to him very well a year ago. And anyway, Raju is a very intelligent and promising boy. I think something's wrong with him again." Didi said in a disappointed tone, "I don't know what's happening to him again and again. After coming from your house, he was so happy. He used to go to college, to tuition, eat food, and even talk to me. But for the past month, he's stopped all that again. He doesn't eat properly or talk properly." Hearing Didi's words, I was in a state of shock. I had explained it to Raju. So why did he start doing this again? I asked Didi, "But where is he right now?" Didi replied in a squeamish voice, "Where else? In his room. I don't know what he does inside all day. He doesn't let me or his father in. He even leaves his room with the keys while eating! I wonder what treasure he's hidden inside." To calm Didi down, I said, "Calm down, Didi. I'll see what's going on." Didi now held both my hands and said, "Pihu, you're my last hope. You're the only one who can make him understand. Just do something magical like last time so he gets his mind back on his studies." I reassured his, "I told you, calm down. I'll talk to him and explain my point. I'm here for a month now. Please arrange for me to stay next to his room." Didi and jamaibabu's house was a two-story house. There were two bedrooms on the upstairs, one for Raju and one for the guest bedroom. Didi and jamaibabu shared one of the two bedrooms on the downstairs. There was no separate bathroom on the upstairs floor. There was only one bathroom attached to Raju's room. There was a separate bathroom downstairs, shared by everyone. When Bijan and I stay at Didi's place, we usually share the downstairs bedroom. But this time, I told Didi that I would stay in the upstairs guest bedroom. Didi, as I requested, made arrangements for me to stay in that room. After everything was done, I said to Didi, "I'm going to meet Raju now." Didi asked, "Should I come with you?" I thought for a moment and said, "No. You don't need to come. I just want to talk to Raju alone for a while. He might not open up to me in your presence." After listening to me, Didi said, "Okay. As you wish. Go talk to Raju. I'll make dinner. Your jamaibabu will be back shortly." I said, "Okay." Didi went to the kitchen to prepare dinner. And I went upstairs to meet Raju.

I knocked on Raju's room door. Apparently, it was locked from the inside. Perhaps hearing my knock, he said from inside, "Mummy, please don't disturb me. You go now, I'll come later." I called out from outside, "Raju, open the door, come out. I'm not your mummy, I'm your mami (aunt). Pihu Mami." Hearing my name, he opened the door but didn't come out. He peeked out from around the corner and looked at me. He had no idea I was coming, so he was first startled and then delighted. He said to me, "Hey, Mami, where did you suddenly come from? You didn't even tell me!" I laughed and said, "Hey, are you just going to tell me everything here? Won't you let me in?" Hearing my words, he immediately said, "Wait there, I'll come out." Just hearing him, I understood that Raju wasn't trying to let me into his room. So I said, "No, wait. I want to talk to you in your room only. Let me in." Hearing this, Raju was lost in thought. He clearly didn't want me inside his room, and he didn't want to refuse me either. I could clearly see the confusion and indecision on his face. He remained silent and stood there. He neither came out to meet me nor let me in. He seemed at a loss for what to do. Seeing him standing in such a dilemma, I said, "What are you thinking about, Raju? Let me in. I need to talk to you." Hearing my words, he said, "No, Mami, you wait there, I'll come out." I asked him, "Why don't you let me in? What are you hiding inside?" He said, "Nothing, Mami." From the gate, I quickly told him, "Then swear on me." Hearing this, he was clearly flustered. I knew perfectly well that Raju was definitely hiding something from everyone, which was why he wasn't letting either his parents or me in. And that's what I had to find out at any cost. I had to find out what secret he was keeping from everyone. He said, "What's there to swear on? I'm telling you to stay there, and I'll come out." I said in a serious tone, "No, I want to talk to you in your room." Hearing my serious tone, Raju was momentarily frightened. He said, "Please, Mami, don't insist." I said, "It's not me, it's you who's insisting, Raju. And that too like a child. I'm worried about you, that's why I've come here. I want to talk to you, and that too in your room. Come on, move aside, let me in." Saying this, without giving him a chance to say anything else, I pushed him and entered the room.

As soon as I entered the room, he immediately locked the door behind me, so that no one else could enter his room after me. I entered Raju's room, but upon entering, I felt as if I had started suffocating immediately. The door was locked, and both windows were closed. The AC was on, of course, but the air in the room felt heavy, making me feel suffocated very badly. I felt as if Raju hadn't opened the door or window in his room for quite some time. That's why the air in the room was so hot and heavy. And at the same time, a strange smell was spread all around the room. Although this smell was familiar to me: it was the smell of fresh and old cum from both boys and men. I looked around. The room was littered with filth. By filth, I meant tissue paper. And it was from these discarded and scattered tissues that the smell of cum was coming. I bent down and picked up a tissue paper near my feet. It still had fresh cum on it. And there was a smell coming from it too. I looked at Raju and, pointing to the tissue paper, asked, "What's all this, Raju? What do you do all day, sitting in your room?!" Raju first turned his head away, and then quickly snatched the tissue from my hand and threw it away. But he didn't answer my question. He didn't respond, but I knew the answer in his silence. I didn't do anything else. I collected all the dirty tissues lying on the floor, took them to the bathroom, and flushed them on the commode. Then I returned to the room, turned off the AC, and opened both windows to let some fresh air in and refresh the atmosphere. I saw Raju sitting on his bed with his head bowed. He hadn't spoken to me. He must have been feeling embarrassed, thinking I had found out about his misdeeds. I sat down on the bed next to him and said calmly, "Raju, look at me." Raju obeyed, raising his head and looking at me. I could see real embarrassment in his eyes. I said, "What foolishness is this, Raju? Your final exams are in a month, and you're abandoning your studies and doing all this nonsense! Why? I explained it to you, didn't I? Then why did you do this again?" He held both my hands in his and said, "Forgive me, Mami. I didn't want to do anything like this. But I'm helpless." I asked him in surprise, "What kind of compulsion is this that you're abandoning your studies and doing this just a month before your final exams? Tell me. I want to know. If I can, I'll help you again, just like last time. Do you remember how I helped you?" Hearing what I said brought a moment of happiness, like golden sunshine, to his face. But then, the very next moment, a dark cloud of embarrassment descended upon his face. His actions revealed that the matter was indeed serious. And I had to find out what it really was.

Despite my questioning, Raju remained silent for a while and stared intently at my face. I asked him back, “Tell me, Raju, what exactly is the matter? I've come here to find out.” Raju began to explain, "Mami, it's been a year since I returned from your house. At first, I was really happy. I was happy that you listened to my problems, took them seriously, and decided to help me. I stayed at your house for 15 days. And during those 15 days, I had sex with you several times. You explained sex to me in detail for the first time. You even tried to teach me that sex isn't a child's play or mere a joke. On the contrary, sex is actually a medium through which we draw closer to each other. And that's exactly what happened to me. Every moment spent with you is precious to me. Not just because it was the first time I had sex with someone, and that too with my own mami (aunt). No. Not at all. But because it was the first time in my life that someone explained the importance of sex to me. Since then, I've learned about the significance of sex and its true meaning in our lives. I understood. I was serious about sex for the first time. I came back from your house, but unfortunately, I never got the chance to have sex with anyone else here again. I had neither a close friend nor a girlfriend. For the first few months, I was happy. I became serious about my studies. But gradually, my sexual craving grew in my mind. I wanted to have sex with someone else again. I even thought about talking to you about it once. I knew that if I talked to you about it, you would happily agree to have sex with me again. But I was also worried and afraid about something else. That if I talked to you about it or had sex with you again, Bijan Mama (Uncle), Mom, and Dad would find out about it. And they would all misunderstand you. And I would never be able to tolerate that. That's why I didn't tell you anything about it either." I was stunned to hear what he said. I said to Raju, "You did all this because you were worried about me!!??" Hearing my question, Raju first laughed a little and then said, "You might not believe me, you might think I'm exaggerating, but this is the truth. No one can deny it even if they want to. Not me. And not you." I was stunned to hear Raju's words. I thought that having sex with him would be the right thing to do to help him. But I had no idea that having sex with him would make him think about me in a different way. Raju continued, "Well, I started to feel a sense of turmoil. I couldn't concentrate on anything, neither my studies nor anything else. One thing kept revolving in my mind and heart. All the moments I spent with you. The thought of having sex with you. All the things you taught me about sex. I thought that if I relived those moments in my mind, I would find peace and be relieved of my restlessness and confusion. But nothing like that happened. In fact, it was the opposite. Every time I remembered those moments with you, I felt even more restless. I didn't like anything." With that, Raju fell silent.

I asked him, "Then? What happened next?" Raju began, "Then I started watching porn. Before having sex with you, I had never watched porn in my life. I didn't even like it. But after having sex with you, my view on porn completely changed. I suddenly started enjoying it. I would watch porn and masturbate to satisfy myself." I asked, "And when did this start?" Raju said shyly, "For the last two months. But now I feel addicted on it. I can't go a day without watching porn and masturbating. I feel restless again." I asked, "And how many times a day do you masturbate at least?" Raju again replied shyly, "At least two or three times. Sometimes it’s more than that." I said, "Why are you so bent on messing with your health, Raju? Do you even know what impact it's having on not only your physical health but also your mental health? You'll soon become weak and sick, Raju." He said, "But Mami, it's become a habit to me. I am unable to stop it now even if I want to. I can't concentrate on my studies or anything else. I know it's all wrong, but I just can't quit." I tried to pacify him, "Look, Raju, I'm not saying masturbation is wrong or anything. I'm just saying, don't let it take over you. Don't make it an addiction or a habit. As long as you do it within your limits, it's fine. But if you start doing it recklessly, it will prove dangerous for your health. You have your whole life ahead of you. It will ruin your life, your future, your career." Raju once again held my hands and said, "Mami, I'm aware of all this. And I need to get rid of it all. And I know you're the only one who can save me from all this. And please help me once again, so I can live a normal life again." I told him, "Don't worry. That's why I've come here. And until your final exams are over, I'll stay here to teach you and guide you." Hearing this, he was truly delighted. A wave of happiness spread across his face once again. I said, "First, I have to get rid of this bad habit or addiction of yours, whatever it is. And for that, I'll have to do something. Something special." Hearing this, Raju became even happier. He asked me, "What will you do, Mami?" I smiled mischievously and said, "Just watch my magic. I'm staying in the room next to yours. Just don't lock your door tonight. The rest is mine." I had decided that I would go to any lengths to help Raju again, just like I did a year ago. And I would do whatever it took. I wouldn't rest until I'd rid Raju of his porn addiction. And I only have one month to do that. I have to do whatever it takes before then. And I'm going to start the process tonight. I'm just waiting for tonight. (Contd.)

 

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