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Chapter-59
It took a while for Tanvi to regain her normalcy since they reached home from Upendra's house, she felt as if she was walking on edge. The number of errors that she committed and the open-ended situations that lay in front of her life made it extremely uneasy for the young mother to think rationally. By late evening that day and once they finished a silent dinner, she made her children to sleep quickly. After that, she gave some excuse to Sanjoth and went to walk to the mini-jungle outside her apartment. It was then she felt a bit of comfort as she sat on the single seater recliner with a hot tea in hand.
Tanvi's brain started reminiscing about the events that happened to her during the last six months. All of those started and ended with the loose command of decisions from her own end. Almost half an hour later, once she finished her tea, she felt better than she felt earlier that day at Upendra's house. Her face didn't mask the resolutions she shortlisted however her eyes carried the doubt of the possible outcomes that could bring if she went with what she decided.
Tanvi walked back to her home and couldn't find Sanjoth inside.
Then she heard footsteps outside and prepared herself to meet her husband for a clear confrontation.
"Beti, you inside?", the voice of the older woman from upstairs caught her off guard. She did not expect Safiya to arrive at this time.
"Ji, yes, please come in", Tanvi stood and opened the door to the large woman. The moment she recognized the voice, Tanvi felt herself getting heated up.
"Thank you Tanvi, can we talk?"
"Ji, yes, please, let me get you a tea"
"Oh no need beti, we just finished dinner"
"Let me get you one, as I also need it", Tanvi went to the kitchen to prepare tea for both. Deep inside, she wasn't sure how or what to talk with the older woman. She was bitter at what Safiya did with her husband and yet at the same time, she was on edge to know if Safiya knew about what happened between Kurramji and herself.
Tanvi sensed Safiya joining her in the kitchen and handed over the tea.
"Thank you, Beti"
A moment of silence came in between the two women. Both failed to open the subjects they had in their respective thoughts.
"Beti, please, let me apologise for what I did", Safiya started without meeting Tanvi's eyes.
"Saiyaji, that..."
"No Beti, I need to do this. Please allow me to speak", Safiya spoke with a low voice. "Beti, when you all came here, I was the happiest person in the world as I felt being blessed with a family that I never had or probably will never have also", Safiya paused.
Tanvi noticed that the older woman's eyes were moist.
"So, when we came close to each other, my happiness knew no limits. It was like I never wanted to let go of all four of you, children made everyday of mine the happiest. But then, something happened that shouldn't have happened. It just destroyed the love between us and now I see it started to destroy our lives as well. Not only mine, and I am so worried about yours. It shouldn't have been this way, and I have no one to blame other than me"
"Safiyaji, I can understand. But as you said, it happened and now I feel there is no way out"
"No Beti, there is. That's why I came to talk to you"
Tanvi looked at the older woman who casted her gaze straight to her eyes with tears filled.
"Beti, I will leave tomorrow for a wedding in my family that is happening in our hometown. It is outstation and a bit far from here. I am leaving Khurramji here because I feel at this point, I need a small break from all of this"
"But then, will Khurramji be alone here?", Tanvi asked automatically with too many rays of thoughts spraying inside her head. Being alone with the mad old man was not something she wished for and wanted to avoid at all cost.
"Yes Beti, I will return after two weeks. Possibly, by that time I would be able to make up my mind on few things that I would need to do in my life, and with the situation that we are in, it is for better"
Tanvi noted that the older woman was deliberately avoiding any direct reference to the cheating sex that happened with Sanjoth, and was glad that there wasn't any direct reference to it, as well as her own encounter with Khurram.
"Thank you for the Tea and, I hope one day you can forgive me. I never intended things to happen this way, and if you cannot forgive, I can understand. Take care and if you are in need of anything, Khurramji is here. He will be happy to help you", Safiya conveyed the last statement with a stress and a look to Tanvi that made her heart to skip a beat, not a good one though.
"Ji, sure. Enjoy the wedding and come back safe Safiyaji"
After the older woman left her home, Tanvi sensed that she was sweating, and she was suddenly unwell. "Two weeks!", her brain muttered repeatedly as stood in the kitchen till she heard and saw Sanjoth walking in.
She was prepared for him.
"Sanju", Tanvi started and stopped when she saw his face. He was crying or cried. His face carried and showed the weight of remorse that he carried.
"Tanvi, please don't. Can I talk first, please?"
Tanvi nodded instead of responding.
"See Tanvi, I don't know where to start. But, I am sorry, I am really sorry for what happened yesterday at Upendraji's house. Honestly, when I saw you like that, all my control left me and I just fell into that bad situation in the most irresponsible way. I know I insulted you many times already and yesterday was the worst because I forgot where I was and with whom I was and ended up doing things that I should've never done", he paused for a moment to check his wife's reaction. As he couldn't find any animosity on her face, he started to feel better.
Tanvi on the other hand was worried and scared that Sanjoth would've seen the video of her infidelity and was about to scream and curse her. But as it didn't happen, she understood that Upendra didn't take action on it, yet!
"But Tanvi, one thing I am unable to understand is why I got so worked up when I saw you, my wife, parading in such clothes, showing your skin to others, especially to Upendraji...like I said before, I am not understanding my own feelings when I imagine you with other men, let it be Khurramji or Upendraji or someone else. That was the trigger that killed me yesterday night", he paused again.
"Why is that Sanju? I cannot understand it either. You got excited when I took Khurramji's name during sex. And I noticed how much you got worked up when I stood and paraded in a bikini in front of Upendraji as well. In fact, that is a big confusion and also my worry on what exactly is happening to our marriage as well"
"I don't know Tanvi, I really don't know", Sanjoth's eyes teared up and his voice distorted. "I was at Mehtaji's house just now. They are having a gathering. And as Mehtaji and Abhijeet explained, they are going to shoot an introductory scene for an upcoming movie. It's not sleazy, just an adult movie with a bit of erotic element to it. They asked me if I would like to join the shoot, and then I came home more confused"
"What do you mean, more confused?", she had to ask as it suddenly piqued her curiosity as well.
"Well, see Tanvi, when I heard the storyline, I thought of you and me. My brain is so fucked up that I could think of anyone but you"
"Okay so, what is it then?", she asked.
"It's like a husband watching his wife helpless when she is stripped for a photoshoot"
"What!", her voice rose with sudden anger.
"Please, please listen. It's not a bad video or anything, the story is about a wife who is forced to strip to a semi-naked state because husband owes money to some bad people. Husband is made to watch when the bad guys come home and as he is unable to pay, ask his wife to compensate", he paused again and tried his best to conceal his growing erection.
But Tanvi saw it. Instead of getting a shock, she felt her heart beating hard...really hard with a dirty thrill. Tanvi's brain fought really hard to suppress what she was feeling inside, she pictured herself as the poor wife forced by some molesters while her wimp of a husband watched helplessly. She was already cursing herself for what happened at Upendra's house, but as she heard her husband, for seriously unknown reasons, her brain pinched her stomach with a jolt...transporting that blow to her throbbing crotch. She knew this was depraved...and any sensible woman would scream at her husband just for mentioning such words, but...words that came out of her were completely opposite...
"Why would they be doing it? I mean, of course for money, but why are you so excited about it and why are you telling me this?", she couldn't stop her curiosity.
"Sorry Tanvi, when I was there, they were getting dressed up and were preparing for the shoot. It's like, there need to be two women, wife and husband's sister. Mimi was there, if you remember her. But, the lady who was to be the wife couldn't make it. When I reached and heard the story, maybe because I showed interest, Mehtaji asked if you and me would like to join the shoot...like husband and wife, with Mimi acting as my sister"
"What the hell Sanju!!!"
"Sorry sorry Tanvi, I am so sorry. I didn't commit anything. As they asked, the most rational thing that came to my mind was to come and ask you"
"And, now you are here. Apologizing for yesterday and expecting that I would forgive and the very next moment asking me to do something this bad! How could you Sanju? I mean...how could you??", with a menacing tone, Tanvi seethed at her husband.
"I know, I know Tanvi, I admit that I'm silly and stupid and of course not worthy of being a good husband to you. But...but you see, I am unable to understand what is happening with me. It wasn't like this before, trust me when I say this. I never had such bad thinking till I saw you in the gym working out with Khurramji. That was the trigger I think. The images of you with that old man created too many complications inside my head and each day passed by, that imagination gave way to all these situations. And now, when Mehtaji and Abhi asked me and explained about this photo shoot, I was literally imagining you in front of the camera with me helplessly begging them not to do it to my wife and ended up allowing it to happen. Tanvi, I am so sorry...I don't know why I am like this now", Sanjoth sobbed and tears came out of his eyes non-stop.
"Okay. I can understand a little bit. But Sanju, tell me one thing straight", she snapped.
Sanjoth watched his wife closely and tried his level best to control himself.
"Do you, I mean, really, do you wish to watch me having sex with other men? With Khurramji, Upendraji, Mehtaji and Abhi? Is that what you want from me? Because, if yes, then I think you need some consulting help from a professional as this is not normal and I am your wife for God's sake!", she seethed and tried to control her anger. Yet, she felt a wetness that started deep inside her and her thighs pressed against each other with a desperate try to stop that itch...to her horror, the wetness had creeped out and was smothering her thigh-joints!
"I dont know Tanvi"
"What the hell Sanju? How can you say that you don't know? You are my husband, and father of our children. If you cannot make up your mind, then where does that leave me?"
"Tanvi, I am literally a mess right now. I get excited at the very thought of you with any other men. And yet, I can't bear the thought of you having sex with anyone else as well. I don't know...that's the truth Tanvi"
"Okay so, let me ask you this. If I go now to Mehtaji and Abhi to participate in that photo shoot, will that make you happy?"
"I think so"
"What damn answer is this Sanju???", Tanvi's voice rose to a high pitch.
"I mean yes, it would. But again, I don't want you to get naked or have sex with them. That's not what I want"
"Ok. So, we are clear that you don't want me to have sex with others. But, you want me to partake in that sleazy photo shoot so you get excited, is it?"
"In a way, yes. But again, this is just a photo shoot with no vulgarity. That's what they said".
"What do you mean by that? If I strip in front of them, do you think it would stop only with me stripping? If a man finds a woman wilfully stripping, do you think any force could stop the inevitable? No, to me, it won't stop there. It would never happen the way we think. It would lead to something bad and we could end up in an extremely bad situation in our life. Look, we are a family with two children and our life is going well. Now, just with your need to explore such cheap thrills would definitely destroy this...destroy us...and I don't want to be part of it. No, it's a firm NO Sanju...'Da'me!!", Tanvi made her point clear.
"I know Tanvi, do you think I never had these thoughts? I did...and possibly as you said, I need some advice and help. But, I am sure that even if it goes away now, I would end up in the same situation later in life. I am so sure of it Tanvi"
"Right. If you recall, I acted like a slut for Khurramji just like how you wanted to. Then what happened? You just succumbed into your thrill later that night", she paused and continued with anger clearly conveyed in her tone. "Then yesterday, when I thought you were happy with that sort of role-play, you left me to have sex with another woman right when I was there...and you have no problem with it at all...", she paused again. "So, even if you assure nothing dirty would happen at this dirty photo shoot, how can I believe you?", Tanvi kept her thighs pressed to control her wetness and also heard her voice to come clean with her husband.
"I know, I know...it happened. I am the one to blame Tanvi, I am. But I don't know how to come out of this fantasy. And yes, I assure you that I will get some consultation. But, for tonight, can you come with me? I will be there and will ensure that things won't go out of hand"
"Sanju, before I answer. I want to tell you something"
"Yes, anything Tanvi"
"No Sanju, it's not anything. Yesterday night at Upendraji's house, something happened with me as well"
"What! What happened? You got hurt?", Sanjoth got concerned suddenly when he saw Tanvi tearing up and sobbing.
"No Sanju, I didn't get hurt. But, I cheated you"
"What the hell? What did you do?", it was his turn to raise his voice.
"Sanju, please, don't shout. I had sex with Hansaji"
"What!!!"
"Yes, it happened. While you were in the Jacuzzi with Upendraji and Maahiji, I was in the living room with Maahiji. She wanted me to pose for her and it did. Then with the alcohol and all that, we ended up having sex on the couch. Then I saw you outside with them"
"My God! See, this is what I said. You are no saint. You acted out like a good wife and turned out to be the slut that you are, and instead you are admonishing me in our relationship", he couldn't let go and continued with a hushed screaming tone.
"Listen Sanju, for once. I am trying here to make you understand the consequences of what you are asking for. And I am afraid that if we go to this photo shoot, you would not be in control and I will end up in doing bad things that we both will regret forever in our lives"
"Okay. So, you are saying if we go to Mehtaji's house and do this session, and you will end up having sex with them? Is that what you are saying?
"No and yes. 'No' means...I don't want to do it. 'Yes' means, if you start losing control of the situation it would push me to go downhill", she tried to explain.
"Tell me what actually happened between you and Hansaji?"
"She took my photos in various stages of undressing and then we ended up on the couch", she stopped explaining too much as she wanted to close the topic quickly.
"Is that all?"
"No, Maahiji took photos and videos of us doing it, on my phone. She then forwarded it to Upendraji, and now he want to blackmail me. That's what I discussed with the three of them when you went to keep the luggage and kids in the car"
"What the Fuck!"
"Yes Sanju, that's the fuck that happened", she continued to sob.
"And, you have all of it in your phone?"
"Yes"
"Show me"
"Sanju, please. No, it's not something you need to see. I am torn since yesterday night after watching you and then whatever happened with me"
"No, I want to see"
Tanvi moved pensively and handed over her phone. She watched her husband's reaction closely and felt glad as she finally opened up her side of the infidelity...but not everything...
"Okay, I see the photos and video. But, this is not you having sex Tanvi. You said you had sex with Maahiji. This video is of both of you kissing and groping each other. Is there something else that is not in the video?", his voice was doubtful and trembling.
"No. This is all that we did. But to me, even kissing is immoral and dirty. I shouldn't have done it. I know I am a bad wife to you. I lost my control when she forced me and it took me a few minutes to gather myself and stop from anything else happening...what I did is equal to having sex Sanju...I am...I am sorry...I really am...it just happened Sanju", Tanvi brokedown. Deep inside a wave of mixed emotion passed through. She was telling downright lies to her husband. She had deleted the video of her sex scene with Maahi, she thanked all the Gods for that but covering her infidelity with her husband was another thing. She knew Sanjoth opened up to her by explaining what and how he felt. It was her, she was now the real bad person in their marriage. Concealing all what she did...all the sleazy activities she engaged with...a painful lump formed in her chest. She thought of telling him everything...but the way he acted when he saw the video ending without any sex scene in it, and the mood swings he showed confused and scared her.
"Okay, what happened has happened. There is nothing we can do about it. I lost myself as well as you too. Not that it is even, but I feel worse now. It's like we both fell into some kind of trap. And trust me, if Upendraji or someone comes back to you with this, we have nothing to worry about. We will deal with it together okay", Sanjoth felt like he was in heaven. All of a sudden, he was not the only one at fault. To him, it was like both did what was not supposed to be done and immediately his conscience became cleared.
"But Sanju, it doesn't make a wrong to be right. And for that very reason, I am saying no to this photo shoot. Let's not do it please"
"Baby, you remember how much I worked up when I was away from you and saw you in the gym with Khurramji? It will be the same like that. No one will do anything bad and if something happens, I will be there as well. Let's do it please...I would do anything you ask after this. Please let's do this", in a moment, his brain went to work. The real reason was something else altogether.
Earlier when Sanjoth went out of the house to gather his thoughts, Mehta called him and showed the video of his sex with Maahi the previous night. Upendra shared it with his friend. Along with it, a preposition was given. To bring Tanvi for the photo shoot. With a big argument, Sanjoth had to concede as otherwise the video was to be shared with his wife and online and the threat of it's outcome was absolute destruction of his life. He wasn't aware that Tanvi had caught him in action already. Somehow, they agreed to have Tanvi as a participant of the shoot, because both Mehta and Abhijeet knew she was not the one to go for a full blown sexual shoot which they intended to do while on it. And thus, Sanjoth was pushed into a corner to oblige.
During his discussion with his wife, he came to know that Tanvi knew what he did, the only option was to confess and then coax her to agree to the photo shoot.
"Please Tanvi, do it for me. It will be the last thing that I ask of you", he begged a little.
"So, you mean, if I do this tonight, you will stop all the nonsense that is in your head? Is that what you are saying? Then what about you agreeing to counsel?", Tanvi got a bit confused.
"Yes and yes, I will stop all this and from next week I will start seeking help, that's for sure. I have decided on it earlier and now you stressing on it gives me more confidence"
Tanvi thought for a moment, playing the scenarios and everything else. On one hand, with this photo shoot, she could get things cleared with her husband. And the rest, with Khurramji and Upendraji, she was confident that she could confront and sort the issues by herself. As long as Sanjoth was out of the picture, she felt that she was confident enough to address and solve the rest.
"Okay, I agree. But one thing, I am ready to strip to a minimum. If anything goes in the wrong direction, I will walk out and you deal with it", she updated with a firm tone.
Sanjoth got exhilarated. His face suddenly brightened. "Yes, absolutely darling, I will be there with you for sure".
"Let me change a bit then", Tanvi went to the bedroom.
With a jittery heart, Sanjoth waited in the living room. He had seen Mimi at Mehta's house earlier. When they explained the scene to him, he was desperate to see the young girl stripping. His imagination was wild as he walked back to his home to convince his wife. He wanted to do it...badly.
Tanvi picked a frock from her earlier days. One of the dresses that she stopped wearing after her first pregnancy. It was an orange floral skirt that reached to her knees and left her legs bare and on top, she had a simple white shirt with a zip in the back. The shirt was of thin material that showed the red colored bra she wore and opened to a V-neck that showed some cleavage but not obscenely. While she was changing, Tanvi put on a matching red colored panty, a sort of lingerie but a simple panty and when she saw a bit of her vaginal hair that sprouted out, She remembered how much she was aware of it the previous night when she wore the lingerie. She did a quick trim at the sprouting black hair and, with trim, her vagina was concealed properly with no hair protruding from her crotch.
"You look amazing Tanvi, I remember this dress", Sanjoth took a moment to appreciate how beautiful his wife looked. She was so alluringly exotic, he knew it. The fair skin of her shapely legs were meant for showing off. It perplexed his thoughts that why does he feel lust towards other women when his wife was so good looking...but again, that thought waved off just like it came in.
"Well, thank you. And Sanju, one last time. Do you really want to do this?"
"Yes and yes baby, I want to. Trust me, whatever I said and promised remains"
"And if it doesn't?", Tanvi wanted to be playful for once and at the same time serious.
"If I go back on my word or fail to be your husband, I will never trouble you on such things and I will take help to be the man you married. I will not trouble you ever, it's a promise", he uttered with added sincerity to his tone.
"Okay. If it is such a promise, I will support you forever", Tanvi felt elevated and at the same time the tingle inside her womanhood started to become more prominent.
A bit later:
Tanvi noticed her heartbeat increasing as both husband and wife reached Mehta's house. She doubted immediately if her decision was right as she walked into the living room.
There were three men and one girl seated and sipping cocktails and beers.
"Welcome Tanvi!", a very delighted exclaim came from Mehta.
"Come in Tanvi Didi", added both Abhijeet and Mimi together.
"Hi, do you remember me Tanvi Didi?", a broadly smiling Faiz came forward to meet the couple.
In an off-way, none of them greeted or acknowledged Sanjoth, Tanvi noted. She shook her hands with everyone and specifically she noticed Mehta Senior holding her plan more than needed. She felt a bit uncomfortable but consoled herself that nothing could go wrong with Sanjoth being with her.
"Have a drink Tanvi", Mehta offered a beer.
"Not now Mehtaji, it's very late"
"Common, have a Beer at least Tanvi", Mehta handed a cold beer to her.
Reluctantly, Tanvi took it and took one gulp. It gave some much needed assurance. She looked at Mimi who seemed like she was in the zone and was enjoying the company. Wishing she didn't come, she tried to showcase a presentable face to everyone.
"Tanvi Didi, please don't feel uncomfortable okay. We are just going to shoot some photos. Your face says you are too worried about all this", Abhijeet came to join her with his drink in hand.
"Oh no no Abhi, I am okay. Only thing is, such a photoshoot never happened with me before and so, some doubts, that's all", Tanvi smiled and replied.
The radiance from her smile was more than enough for the smitten young man. For a moment, everyone seemed to be at ease as well.
"Remember our last photo session Didi?", Abhi hushed his voice with a naughty smile on his face, reminiscing their previous encounter.
For a moment, Tanvi was horrified and disoriented. Then she saw the pun. She smiled and nudged his elbow and replied "it should remain our secret my dear Abhi", she returned his playful talk.
"See Didi, let me brief you a bit okay. What we are trying tonight is to recreate a scene for a potential adult movie but instead of shooting such a movie, given that we are pros for shooting Boudoir, this will not involve any hard stuff", Abhi made Tanvi sit next to Mimi and Faiz.
Tanvi sat next to Mimi and listened while Abhi continued.
"So, first things first, and some ground rules. Otherwise, we all would get confused while this progress and any unwanted situations comes up, okay?", he paused and saw everyone followed.
"Sanjoth Sir is a bank manager who fell into hard times and due to his financial loss in business, and had to borrow money from a loan shark. Now, he has been dodging the collection guys for quite some time and now they are pissed, like really pissed because despite numerous warnings, he had not paid them back. Tonight, they arrive at his home with definitive intention to collect and find he doesn't carry any money to pay. So, the decision was made from his woman. However, to their surprise his wife and his sister are both at home and decide to get their overdue payment", he stopped explaining the scenario.
"Well, isn't this a very cheeky situation Abhi?", Tanvj laughed out as the beer made her comfortable. "And is that all? I mean, the women pay the goons and they leave?"
"Oh, no no Tanvi Didi, it isn't like that. The women also don't carry such a huge sum of money and they know very well the situation of Sanjoth Sir already. So, they are forced to offer themselves to the goons. In other words, the guys want the payback by 'using' his women...both his sister and his wife", he smiled uncomfortably to check Tanvi's response.
Tanvi was shocked, literally. She couldn't put her finger into it correctly.
"So Abhi, you mean, both of us, I mean me and Mimi are to entertain the goons? Like how?"
"Well, the loan shark guys reached home. Ask money to Sanjoth Sir. He denies. Then they act on him rudely and ask for payment in another form. Like using his women"
"You mean, you guys...I mean "three of you" would do something bad to me and Mimi?", Tanvi was incredulous.
A look of absolute hopeless disbelief came on Tanvi's face!
It took a while for Tanvi to regain her normalcy since they reached home from Upendra's house, she felt as if she was walking on edge. The number of errors that she committed and the open-ended situations that lay in front of her life made it extremely uneasy for the young mother to think rationally. By late evening that day and once they finished a silent dinner, she made her children to sleep quickly. After that, she gave some excuse to Sanjoth and went to walk to the mini-jungle outside her apartment. It was then she felt a bit of comfort as she sat on the single seater recliner with a hot tea in hand.
Tanvi's brain started reminiscing about the events that happened to her during the last six months. All of those started and ended with the loose command of decisions from her own end. Almost half an hour later, once she finished her tea, she felt better than she felt earlier that day at Upendra's house. Her face didn't mask the resolutions she shortlisted however her eyes carried the doubt of the possible outcomes that could bring if she went with what she decided.
Tanvi walked back to her home and couldn't find Sanjoth inside.
Then she heard footsteps outside and prepared herself to meet her husband for a clear confrontation.
"Beti, you inside?", the voice of the older woman from upstairs caught her off guard. She did not expect Safiya to arrive at this time.
"Ji, yes, please come in", Tanvi stood and opened the door to the large woman. The moment she recognized the voice, Tanvi felt herself getting heated up.
"Thank you Tanvi, can we talk?"
"Ji, yes, please, let me get you a tea"
"Oh no need beti, we just finished dinner"
"Let me get you one, as I also need it", Tanvi went to the kitchen to prepare tea for both. Deep inside, she wasn't sure how or what to talk with the older woman. She was bitter at what Safiya did with her husband and yet at the same time, she was on edge to know if Safiya knew about what happened between Kurramji and herself.
Tanvi sensed Safiya joining her in the kitchen and handed over the tea.
"Thank you, Beti"
A moment of silence came in between the two women. Both failed to open the subjects they had in their respective thoughts.
"Beti, please, let me apologise for what I did", Safiya started without meeting Tanvi's eyes.
"Saiyaji, that..."
"No Beti, I need to do this. Please allow me to speak", Safiya spoke with a low voice. "Beti, when you all came here, I was the happiest person in the world as I felt being blessed with a family that I never had or probably will never have also", Safiya paused.
Tanvi noticed that the older woman's eyes were moist.
"So, when we came close to each other, my happiness knew no limits. It was like I never wanted to let go of all four of you, children made everyday of mine the happiest. But then, something happened that shouldn't have happened. It just destroyed the love between us and now I see it started to destroy our lives as well. Not only mine, and I am so worried about yours. It shouldn't have been this way, and I have no one to blame other than me"
"Safiyaji, I can understand. But as you said, it happened and now I feel there is no way out"
"No Beti, there is. That's why I came to talk to you"
Tanvi looked at the older woman who casted her gaze straight to her eyes with tears filled.
"Beti, I will leave tomorrow for a wedding in my family that is happening in our hometown. It is outstation and a bit far from here. I am leaving Khurramji here because I feel at this point, I need a small break from all of this"
"But then, will Khurramji be alone here?", Tanvi asked automatically with too many rays of thoughts spraying inside her head. Being alone with the mad old man was not something she wished for and wanted to avoid at all cost.
"Yes Beti, I will return after two weeks. Possibly, by that time I would be able to make up my mind on few things that I would need to do in my life, and with the situation that we are in, it is for better"
Tanvi noted that the older woman was deliberately avoiding any direct reference to the cheating sex that happened with Sanjoth, and was glad that there wasn't any direct reference to it, as well as her own encounter with Khurram.
"Thank you for the Tea and, I hope one day you can forgive me. I never intended things to happen this way, and if you cannot forgive, I can understand. Take care and if you are in need of anything, Khurramji is here. He will be happy to help you", Safiya conveyed the last statement with a stress and a look to Tanvi that made her heart to skip a beat, not a good one though.
"Ji, sure. Enjoy the wedding and come back safe Safiyaji"
After the older woman left her home, Tanvi sensed that she was sweating, and she was suddenly unwell. "Two weeks!", her brain muttered repeatedly as stood in the kitchen till she heard and saw Sanjoth walking in.
She was prepared for him.
"Sanju", Tanvi started and stopped when she saw his face. He was crying or cried. His face carried and showed the weight of remorse that he carried.
"Tanvi, please don't. Can I talk first, please?"
Tanvi nodded instead of responding.
"See Tanvi, I don't know where to start. But, I am sorry, I am really sorry for what happened yesterday at Upendraji's house. Honestly, when I saw you like that, all my control left me and I just fell into that bad situation in the most irresponsible way. I know I insulted you many times already and yesterday was the worst because I forgot where I was and with whom I was and ended up doing things that I should've never done", he paused for a moment to check his wife's reaction. As he couldn't find any animosity on her face, he started to feel better.
Tanvi on the other hand was worried and scared that Sanjoth would've seen the video of her infidelity and was about to scream and curse her. But as it didn't happen, she understood that Upendra didn't take action on it, yet!
"But Tanvi, one thing I am unable to understand is why I got so worked up when I saw you, my wife, parading in such clothes, showing your skin to others, especially to Upendraji...like I said before, I am not understanding my own feelings when I imagine you with other men, let it be Khurramji or Upendraji or someone else. That was the trigger that killed me yesterday night", he paused again.
"Why is that Sanju? I cannot understand it either. You got excited when I took Khurramji's name during sex. And I noticed how much you got worked up when I stood and paraded in a bikini in front of Upendraji as well. In fact, that is a big confusion and also my worry on what exactly is happening to our marriage as well"
"I don't know Tanvi, I really don't know", Sanjoth's eyes teared up and his voice distorted. "I was at Mehtaji's house just now. They are having a gathering. And as Mehtaji and Abhijeet explained, they are going to shoot an introductory scene for an upcoming movie. It's not sleazy, just an adult movie with a bit of erotic element to it. They asked me if I would like to join the shoot, and then I came home more confused"
"What do you mean, more confused?", she had to ask as it suddenly piqued her curiosity as well.
"Well, see Tanvi, when I heard the storyline, I thought of you and me. My brain is so fucked up that I could think of anyone but you"
"Okay so, what is it then?", she asked.
"It's like a husband watching his wife helpless when she is stripped for a photoshoot"
"What!", her voice rose with sudden anger.
"Please, please listen. It's not a bad video or anything, the story is about a wife who is forced to strip to a semi-naked state because husband owes money to some bad people. Husband is made to watch when the bad guys come home and as he is unable to pay, ask his wife to compensate", he paused again and tried his best to conceal his growing erection.
But Tanvi saw it. Instead of getting a shock, she felt her heart beating hard...really hard with a dirty thrill. Tanvi's brain fought really hard to suppress what she was feeling inside, she pictured herself as the poor wife forced by some molesters while her wimp of a husband watched helplessly. She was already cursing herself for what happened at Upendra's house, but as she heard her husband, for seriously unknown reasons, her brain pinched her stomach with a jolt...transporting that blow to her throbbing crotch. She knew this was depraved...and any sensible woman would scream at her husband just for mentioning such words, but...words that came out of her were completely opposite...
"Why would they be doing it? I mean, of course for money, but why are you so excited about it and why are you telling me this?", she couldn't stop her curiosity.
"Sorry Tanvi, when I was there, they were getting dressed up and were preparing for the shoot. It's like, there need to be two women, wife and husband's sister. Mimi was there, if you remember her. But, the lady who was to be the wife couldn't make it. When I reached and heard the story, maybe because I showed interest, Mehtaji asked if you and me would like to join the shoot...like husband and wife, with Mimi acting as my sister"
"What the hell Sanju!!!"
"Sorry sorry Tanvi, I am so sorry. I didn't commit anything. As they asked, the most rational thing that came to my mind was to come and ask you"
"And, now you are here. Apologizing for yesterday and expecting that I would forgive and the very next moment asking me to do something this bad! How could you Sanju? I mean...how could you??", with a menacing tone, Tanvi seethed at her husband.
"I know, I know Tanvi, I admit that I'm silly and stupid and of course not worthy of being a good husband to you. But...but you see, I am unable to understand what is happening with me. It wasn't like this before, trust me when I say this. I never had such bad thinking till I saw you in the gym working out with Khurramji. That was the trigger I think. The images of you with that old man created too many complications inside my head and each day passed by, that imagination gave way to all these situations. And now, when Mehtaji and Abhi asked me and explained about this photo shoot, I was literally imagining you in front of the camera with me helplessly begging them not to do it to my wife and ended up allowing it to happen. Tanvi, I am so sorry...I don't know why I am like this now", Sanjoth sobbed and tears came out of his eyes non-stop.
"Okay. I can understand a little bit. But Sanju, tell me one thing straight", she snapped.
Sanjoth watched his wife closely and tried his level best to control himself.
"Do you, I mean, really, do you wish to watch me having sex with other men? With Khurramji, Upendraji, Mehtaji and Abhi? Is that what you want from me? Because, if yes, then I think you need some consulting help from a professional as this is not normal and I am your wife for God's sake!", she seethed and tried to control her anger. Yet, she felt a wetness that started deep inside her and her thighs pressed against each other with a desperate try to stop that itch...to her horror, the wetness had creeped out and was smothering her thigh-joints!
"I dont know Tanvi"
"What the hell Sanju? How can you say that you don't know? You are my husband, and father of our children. If you cannot make up your mind, then where does that leave me?"
"Tanvi, I am literally a mess right now. I get excited at the very thought of you with any other men. And yet, I can't bear the thought of you having sex with anyone else as well. I don't know...that's the truth Tanvi"
"Okay so, let me ask you this. If I go now to Mehtaji and Abhi to participate in that photo shoot, will that make you happy?"
"I think so"
"What damn answer is this Sanju???", Tanvi's voice rose to a high pitch.
"I mean yes, it would. But again, I don't want you to get naked or have sex with them. That's not what I want"
"Ok. So, we are clear that you don't want me to have sex with others. But, you want me to partake in that sleazy photo shoot so you get excited, is it?"
"In a way, yes. But again, this is just a photo shoot with no vulgarity. That's what they said".
"What do you mean by that? If I strip in front of them, do you think it would stop only with me stripping? If a man finds a woman wilfully stripping, do you think any force could stop the inevitable? No, to me, it won't stop there. It would never happen the way we think. It would lead to something bad and we could end up in an extremely bad situation in our life. Look, we are a family with two children and our life is going well. Now, just with your need to explore such cheap thrills would definitely destroy this...destroy us...and I don't want to be part of it. No, it's a firm NO Sanju...'Da'me!!", Tanvi made her point clear.
"I know Tanvi, do you think I never had these thoughts? I did...and possibly as you said, I need some advice and help. But, I am sure that even if it goes away now, I would end up in the same situation later in life. I am so sure of it Tanvi"
"Right. If you recall, I acted like a slut for Khurramji just like how you wanted to. Then what happened? You just succumbed into your thrill later that night", she paused and continued with anger clearly conveyed in her tone. "Then yesterday, when I thought you were happy with that sort of role-play, you left me to have sex with another woman right when I was there...and you have no problem with it at all...", she paused again. "So, even if you assure nothing dirty would happen at this dirty photo shoot, how can I believe you?", Tanvi kept her thighs pressed to control her wetness and also heard her voice to come clean with her husband.
"I know, I know...it happened. I am the one to blame Tanvi, I am. But I don't know how to come out of this fantasy. And yes, I assure you that I will get some consultation. But, for tonight, can you come with me? I will be there and will ensure that things won't go out of hand"
"Sanju, before I answer. I want to tell you something"
"Yes, anything Tanvi"
"No Sanju, it's not anything. Yesterday night at Upendraji's house, something happened with me as well"
"What! What happened? You got hurt?", Sanjoth got concerned suddenly when he saw Tanvi tearing up and sobbing.
"No Sanju, I didn't get hurt. But, I cheated you"
"What the hell? What did you do?", it was his turn to raise his voice.
"Sanju, please, don't shout. I had sex with Hansaji"
"What!!!"
"Yes, it happened. While you were in the Jacuzzi with Upendraji and Maahiji, I was in the living room with Maahiji. She wanted me to pose for her and it did. Then with the alcohol and all that, we ended up having sex on the couch. Then I saw you outside with them"
"My God! See, this is what I said. You are no saint. You acted out like a good wife and turned out to be the slut that you are, and instead you are admonishing me in our relationship", he couldn't let go and continued with a hushed screaming tone.
"Listen Sanju, for once. I am trying here to make you understand the consequences of what you are asking for. And I am afraid that if we go to this photo shoot, you would not be in control and I will end up in doing bad things that we both will regret forever in our lives"
"Okay. So, you are saying if we go to Mehtaji's house and do this session, and you will end up having sex with them? Is that what you are saying?
"No and yes. 'No' means...I don't want to do it. 'Yes' means, if you start losing control of the situation it would push me to go downhill", she tried to explain.
"Tell me what actually happened between you and Hansaji?"
"She took my photos in various stages of undressing and then we ended up on the couch", she stopped explaining too much as she wanted to close the topic quickly.
"Is that all?"
"No, Maahiji took photos and videos of us doing it, on my phone. She then forwarded it to Upendraji, and now he want to blackmail me. That's what I discussed with the three of them when you went to keep the luggage and kids in the car"
"What the Fuck!"
"Yes Sanju, that's the fuck that happened", she continued to sob.
"And, you have all of it in your phone?"
"Yes"
"Show me"
"Sanju, please. No, it's not something you need to see. I am torn since yesterday night after watching you and then whatever happened with me"
"No, I want to see"
Tanvi moved pensively and handed over her phone. She watched her husband's reaction closely and felt glad as she finally opened up her side of the infidelity...but not everything...
"Okay, I see the photos and video. But, this is not you having sex Tanvi. You said you had sex with Maahiji. This video is of both of you kissing and groping each other. Is there something else that is not in the video?", his voice was doubtful and trembling.
"No. This is all that we did. But to me, even kissing is immoral and dirty. I shouldn't have done it. I know I am a bad wife to you. I lost my control when she forced me and it took me a few minutes to gather myself and stop from anything else happening...what I did is equal to having sex Sanju...I am...I am sorry...I really am...it just happened Sanju", Tanvi brokedown. Deep inside a wave of mixed emotion passed through. She was telling downright lies to her husband. She had deleted the video of her sex scene with Maahi, she thanked all the Gods for that but covering her infidelity with her husband was another thing. She knew Sanjoth opened up to her by explaining what and how he felt. It was her, she was now the real bad person in their marriage. Concealing all what she did...all the sleazy activities she engaged with...a painful lump formed in her chest. She thought of telling him everything...but the way he acted when he saw the video ending without any sex scene in it, and the mood swings he showed confused and scared her.
"Okay, what happened has happened. There is nothing we can do about it. I lost myself as well as you too. Not that it is even, but I feel worse now. It's like we both fell into some kind of trap. And trust me, if Upendraji or someone comes back to you with this, we have nothing to worry about. We will deal with it together okay", Sanjoth felt like he was in heaven. All of a sudden, he was not the only one at fault. To him, it was like both did what was not supposed to be done and immediately his conscience became cleared.
"But Sanju, it doesn't make a wrong to be right. And for that very reason, I am saying no to this photo shoot. Let's not do it please"
"Baby, you remember how much I worked up when I was away from you and saw you in the gym with Khurramji? It will be the same like that. No one will do anything bad and if something happens, I will be there as well. Let's do it please...I would do anything you ask after this. Please let's do this", in a moment, his brain went to work. The real reason was something else altogether.
Earlier when Sanjoth went out of the house to gather his thoughts, Mehta called him and showed the video of his sex with Maahi the previous night. Upendra shared it with his friend. Along with it, a preposition was given. To bring Tanvi for the photo shoot. With a big argument, Sanjoth had to concede as otherwise the video was to be shared with his wife and online and the threat of it's outcome was absolute destruction of his life. He wasn't aware that Tanvi had caught him in action already. Somehow, they agreed to have Tanvi as a participant of the shoot, because both Mehta and Abhijeet knew she was not the one to go for a full blown sexual shoot which they intended to do while on it. And thus, Sanjoth was pushed into a corner to oblige.
During his discussion with his wife, he came to know that Tanvi knew what he did, the only option was to confess and then coax her to agree to the photo shoot.
"Please Tanvi, do it for me. It will be the last thing that I ask of you", he begged a little.
"So, you mean, if I do this tonight, you will stop all the nonsense that is in your head? Is that what you are saying? Then what about you agreeing to counsel?", Tanvi got a bit confused.
"Yes and yes, I will stop all this and from next week I will start seeking help, that's for sure. I have decided on it earlier and now you stressing on it gives me more confidence"
Tanvi thought for a moment, playing the scenarios and everything else. On one hand, with this photo shoot, she could get things cleared with her husband. And the rest, with Khurramji and Upendraji, she was confident that she could confront and sort the issues by herself. As long as Sanjoth was out of the picture, she felt that she was confident enough to address and solve the rest.
"Okay, I agree. But one thing, I am ready to strip to a minimum. If anything goes in the wrong direction, I will walk out and you deal with it", she updated with a firm tone.
Sanjoth got exhilarated. His face suddenly brightened. "Yes, absolutely darling, I will be there with you for sure".
"Let me change a bit then", Tanvi went to the bedroom.
With a jittery heart, Sanjoth waited in the living room. He had seen Mimi at Mehta's house earlier. When they explained the scene to him, he was desperate to see the young girl stripping. His imagination was wild as he walked back to his home to convince his wife. He wanted to do it...badly.
Tanvi picked a frock from her earlier days. One of the dresses that she stopped wearing after her first pregnancy. It was an orange floral skirt that reached to her knees and left her legs bare and on top, she had a simple white shirt with a zip in the back. The shirt was of thin material that showed the red colored bra she wore and opened to a V-neck that showed some cleavage but not obscenely. While she was changing, Tanvi put on a matching red colored panty, a sort of lingerie but a simple panty and when she saw a bit of her vaginal hair that sprouted out, She remembered how much she was aware of it the previous night when she wore the lingerie. She did a quick trim at the sprouting black hair and, with trim, her vagina was concealed properly with no hair protruding from her crotch.
"You look amazing Tanvi, I remember this dress", Sanjoth took a moment to appreciate how beautiful his wife looked. She was so alluringly exotic, he knew it. The fair skin of her shapely legs were meant for showing off. It perplexed his thoughts that why does he feel lust towards other women when his wife was so good looking...but again, that thought waved off just like it came in.
"Well, thank you. And Sanju, one last time. Do you really want to do this?"
"Yes and yes baby, I want to. Trust me, whatever I said and promised remains"
"And if it doesn't?", Tanvi wanted to be playful for once and at the same time serious.
"If I go back on my word or fail to be your husband, I will never trouble you on such things and I will take help to be the man you married. I will not trouble you ever, it's a promise", he uttered with added sincerity to his tone.
"Okay. If it is such a promise, I will support you forever", Tanvi felt elevated and at the same time the tingle inside her womanhood started to become more prominent.
A bit later:
Tanvi noticed her heartbeat increasing as both husband and wife reached Mehta's house. She doubted immediately if her decision was right as she walked into the living room.
There were three men and one girl seated and sipping cocktails and beers.
"Welcome Tanvi!", a very delighted exclaim came from Mehta.
"Come in Tanvi Didi", added both Abhijeet and Mimi together.
"Hi, do you remember me Tanvi Didi?", a broadly smiling Faiz came forward to meet the couple.
In an off-way, none of them greeted or acknowledged Sanjoth, Tanvi noted. She shook her hands with everyone and specifically she noticed Mehta Senior holding her plan more than needed. She felt a bit uncomfortable but consoled herself that nothing could go wrong with Sanjoth being with her.
"Have a drink Tanvi", Mehta offered a beer.
"Not now Mehtaji, it's very late"
"Common, have a Beer at least Tanvi", Mehta handed a cold beer to her.
Reluctantly, Tanvi took it and took one gulp. It gave some much needed assurance. She looked at Mimi who seemed like she was in the zone and was enjoying the company. Wishing she didn't come, she tried to showcase a presentable face to everyone.
"Tanvi Didi, please don't feel uncomfortable okay. We are just going to shoot some photos. Your face says you are too worried about all this", Abhijeet came to join her with his drink in hand.
"Oh no no Abhi, I am okay. Only thing is, such a photoshoot never happened with me before and so, some doubts, that's all", Tanvi smiled and replied.
The radiance from her smile was more than enough for the smitten young man. For a moment, everyone seemed to be at ease as well.
"Remember our last photo session Didi?", Abhi hushed his voice with a naughty smile on his face, reminiscing their previous encounter.
For a moment, Tanvi was horrified and disoriented. Then she saw the pun. She smiled and nudged his elbow and replied "it should remain our secret my dear Abhi", she returned his playful talk.
"See Didi, let me brief you a bit okay. What we are trying tonight is to recreate a scene for a potential adult movie but instead of shooting such a movie, given that we are pros for shooting Boudoir, this will not involve any hard stuff", Abhi made Tanvi sit next to Mimi and Faiz.
Tanvi sat next to Mimi and listened while Abhi continued.
"So, first things first, and some ground rules. Otherwise, we all would get confused while this progress and any unwanted situations comes up, okay?", he paused and saw everyone followed.
"Sanjoth Sir is a bank manager who fell into hard times and due to his financial loss in business, and had to borrow money from a loan shark. Now, he has been dodging the collection guys for quite some time and now they are pissed, like really pissed because despite numerous warnings, he had not paid them back. Tonight, they arrive at his home with definitive intention to collect and find he doesn't carry any money to pay. So, the decision was made from his woman. However, to their surprise his wife and his sister are both at home and decide to get their overdue payment", he stopped explaining the scenario.
"Well, isn't this a very cheeky situation Abhi?", Tanvj laughed out as the beer made her comfortable. "And is that all? I mean, the women pay the goons and they leave?"
"Oh, no no Tanvi Didi, it isn't like that. The women also don't carry such a huge sum of money and they know very well the situation of Sanjoth Sir already. So, they are forced to offer themselves to the goons. In other words, the guys want the payback by 'using' his women...both his sister and his wife", he smiled uncomfortably to check Tanvi's response.
Tanvi was shocked, literally. She couldn't put her finger into it correctly.
"So Abhi, you mean, both of us, I mean me and Mimi are to entertain the goons? Like how?"
"Well, the loan shark guys reached home. Ask money to Sanjoth Sir. He denies. Then they act on him rudely and ask for payment in another form. Like using his women"
"You mean, you guys...I mean "three of you" would do something bad to me and Mimi?", Tanvi was incredulous.
A look of absolute hopeless disbelief came on Tanvi's face!
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