28-10-2025, 10:13 PM
## Update 58: The Missing Secret and the Knock (Avi)
The next morning, Chachi had to shake me awake. The week I spent at Bua's had completely ruined my internal clock; I was no longer an early riser. I got fresh and headed to college. The campus was quiet. Komal explained that the principal had suspended regular classes until the exams so students could focus on self-study in the library.
I scanned the library, hoping to find Mala, but she wasn't there. Mala was definitely studying at home. I sat down with Komal, but the memory of yesterday's session with Rati kept pulling my focus away. I couldn't concentrate on the books. I cut my study short and headed home early.
That night, after dinner, I retired to my room. Since I hadn't managed to secure any sex today, the building tension needed release.
I remembered Madam's book. I retrieved the book from its hiding spot under the bed and opened it to the first naked picture. I began masturbating, the visual stimulation potent and immediate. I flipped the pages faster and faster, rushing through the images until my semen came out in a quick, hot rush. I cleaned up, feeling the familiar mix of exhaustion and temporary relief, and put the book back under the mattress.
*Madam* got me addicted to fucking. Before, I only watched Mona's clips. Now I was actively having sex. Mona and Rati were practically mine whenever I wanted. I should have been more careful with Mala. That forceful kiss must have scared her off. I resolved to apologize to Mala the next time I saw her. Maybe after she forgives me, Mala would also let me fuck her.
Pooja Bua even left Rakesh for me. Keeping *Bua* happy would get my needs met and, most importantly, she promised to arrange Rakesh's sister for me.
*Madam*, you have truly shown me heaven. I didn't know that the place I live in is heaven.
I was completely lost in the happy thoughts of my growing conquests. Then, a sharp, cold memory hit me suddenly. The thought of the letter immediately cut through all my satisfaction.
I quickly jumped off the bed. I pulled Madam's book out again, ripping through the pages. I looked through it once, then a second time. My relaxed state vanished into instant, crushing panic.
The folded sheet of paper was gone.
A cold, agonizing pressure gripped my chest. My face went pale; I felt the immediate chill of cold sweat breaking out on my forehead and temples. My hands, still sweaty, trembled as I shook the book.
The letter is gone.
I frantically shook the book, turning it upside down, checking between every single page. I looked under the bed, throwing the rug aside hard. It was not there.
I sat down hard on the floor, holding my head tightly in my hands. A high, nervous ringing started in my ears; the blood seemed to drain from my head, and my mouth went instantly dry.
I wish I had listened to Madam! I wish I had listened to her and burned the letter! I had ignored her clear warning, and now the secret was loose, completely out of my control. My worst fear had come true. I didn't know what to do, who could have taken it, or what they knew. The entire triumphant structure of my sexual freedom was suddenly threatened by a single, terrifying missing piece of paper.
A sudden, sharp knock sounded on my door, making me jump violently off the floor.
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The next morning, Chachi had to shake me awake. The week I spent at Bua's had completely ruined my internal clock; I was no longer an early riser. I got fresh and headed to college. The campus was quiet. Komal explained that the principal had suspended regular classes until the exams so students could focus on self-study in the library.
I scanned the library, hoping to find Mala, but she wasn't there. Mala was definitely studying at home. I sat down with Komal, but the memory of yesterday's session with Rati kept pulling my focus away. I couldn't concentrate on the books. I cut my study short and headed home early.
That night, after dinner, I retired to my room. Since I hadn't managed to secure any sex today, the building tension needed release.
I remembered Madam's book. I retrieved the book from its hiding spot under the bed and opened it to the first naked picture. I began masturbating, the visual stimulation potent and immediate. I flipped the pages faster and faster, rushing through the images until my semen came out in a quick, hot rush. I cleaned up, feeling the familiar mix of exhaustion and temporary relief, and put the book back under the mattress.
*Madam* got me addicted to fucking. Before, I only watched Mona's clips. Now I was actively having sex. Mona and Rati were practically mine whenever I wanted. I should have been more careful with Mala. That forceful kiss must have scared her off. I resolved to apologize to Mala the next time I saw her. Maybe after she forgives me, Mala would also let me fuck her.
Pooja Bua even left Rakesh for me. Keeping *Bua* happy would get my needs met and, most importantly, she promised to arrange Rakesh's sister for me.
*Madam*, you have truly shown me heaven. I didn't know that the place I live in is heaven.
I was completely lost in the happy thoughts of my growing conquests. Then, a sharp, cold memory hit me suddenly. The thought of the letter immediately cut through all my satisfaction.
I quickly jumped off the bed. I pulled Madam's book out again, ripping through the pages. I looked through it once, then a second time. My relaxed state vanished into instant, crushing panic.
The folded sheet of paper was gone.
A cold, agonizing pressure gripped my chest. My face went pale; I felt the immediate chill of cold sweat breaking out on my forehead and temples. My hands, still sweaty, trembled as I shook the book.
The letter is gone.
I frantically shook the book, turning it upside down, checking between every single page. I looked under the bed, throwing the rug aside hard. It was not there.
I sat down hard on the floor, holding my head tightly in my hands. A high, nervous ringing started in my ears; the blood seemed to drain from my head, and my mouth went instantly dry.
I wish I had listened to Madam! I wish I had listened to her and burned the letter! I had ignored her clear warning, and now the secret was loose, completely out of my control. My worst fear had come true. I didn't know what to do, who could have taken it, or what they knew. The entire triumphant structure of my sexual freedom was suddenly threatened by a single, terrifying missing piece of paper.
A sudden, sharp knock sounded on my door, making me jump violently off the floor.
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