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Prologue

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He had reached the age of 30 yrs, had become a successful doctor, but frustration always lingered on his mind. His parent were in frantic search for the bride and howsoever educated, qualified and beautiful the girl might be – he used to reject. He was not able to open his mind set to the prospective girl. While he was very aggressive yet he could never open his mind. He did not fear rejection after opening up, he feared it might damage his thoughts more.

During his younger age, his cousin used to stay with them. Both were of almost same age hardly a difference of two years, But that difference of his being younger costed him badly. It was not that his parent did not love him, but owing responsibility – they used to care more for his cousin and resultantly his cousin started bullying him. He knew even if he complained to his parent they will not give much heed. For five long years till the time his cousin stayed with them, he led a very much suppressed life which kept on piling up his anger and now that anger had taken such a form that he started enjoying giving pain to others – it gave a mental satisfaction to him. Whatever be the role life asked him to play he always wanted to be dominant on the situations and the people involved.

One night he was on emergency duty in the hospital, not much work was there as, in house patients were almost stabilized and nurses were taking good care as per the prescriptions given by respective doctors of the patients.

It was around 3 a.m in the night that an emergency came in, the woman was around 28 and was badly beaten, on preliminary examination he found lot of bruises on her body. It seemed to him that it was a case of attempt to murder and he was about to call security officer when the husband of the woman who had accompanied broke down and narrated the facts that – they were bdsm couple and unfortunately today under excitement he went to extreme.

Avinash knew about BDSM – kept his cool and started treatment of the woman, once the woman was stabilized he left her to the care of nurses and went to his relaxation room.
Always he used to ponder upon what satisfaction does BDSM lovers get. He took out a book on psychology and started reading on BDSM.

“BDSM is an acronym that stands for Bondage, Discipline, Sadism and Masochism and it refers to a variety of erotic practices, from restraint and role playing to dominance, submission and such. Unfortunately, the BDSM lifestyle is often misunderstood, not just by outsiders but also by those within the community. Also, there are different degrees of BDSM and while some people are into hard BDSM, others are into the soft side of this practice.

There is even a BDSM culture and community where those who are passionate about this lifestyle can gather, share their experiences with other like-minded people and even find partners. For instance, some people are strictly the dominant side in a BDSM relationship (which can be purely sexual or romantic) and in that case they are looking for a submissive partner, while the submissive partner is usually looking for a master or a mistress with whom they can experiment this lifestyle.

It must be said that the practice of BDSM is relatively new as it has been around only for four decades – even so, many people still debate whether BDSM itself is only a form of erotic practice or if it is rather a sexual orientation. Before the term of BDSM was introduced, there were B&D (Bondage and Discipline) and S&M (Sadism and Masochism). The term is a very general one and it encompasses all the interpersonal relationships that take place between two or more people from the BDSM community.

The BDSM community is very complex and it encompasses a variety of people who have different fetishes or erotic fantasies – for instance, some people are cross-dressers who are interested in S&M practices, some of them are looking for sadistic dominance, others are passionate about rubber and latex and so on.
What all the erotic practices within the BDSM community have in common is that all the partners must consent to the practice, and this happens even in a relationship where one partner is submissive and the other one is dominant (the latter is usually the one who exerts sexual and physical control over the other one and it is more commonly known as the “top” or the active part). Those who are into hardcore BDSM typically agree upon a safe word that the submissive partner (also known as the “bottom” or the “passive” part) must say in order for the master/mistress to stop the erotic practice.

A Closer Look At The Benefits Of BDSM

When it comes to the benefits of BDSM, it must be said that most of them are mental rather than physical – while it is true that most people enjoy the sexual arousal they get while practicing sadism, masochism, bondage or discipline, others get off mentally when they exert power and control over other people.
At the same time, another notable benefit of BDSM is that it allows people with even the rarest or most awkward sexual fantasies to express themselves without fearing that they might be judged within the community. As mentioned above, the BDSM community is very versatile as it encompasses people with all sorts of fetishes, and here everybody can be whomever they want to be, no matter if they choose to be kinky or non-kinky.

It is not uncommon for people who practice BDSM to actually have stronger and more secure relationships, as opposed to those who keep their fantasies in the closet out of the fear of rejection. This has a logical explanation – when a person has an erotic fantasy that might be regarded as inappropriate by their life partners(such as cross-dressing, for instance), they tend to suppress it and this can take its toll on the relationship or marriage in the long haul. Some start out with the lifestyle by reading BDSM stories to familiarize themselves with what is expected.

However, if both of the partners practice BDSM and they are well-aware of each other’s fetishes and desires, then they no longer feel the need to hide themselves. They communicate freely and openly about everything, and this certainly helps them create a stronger bond, one that has more chances to last in the long run. BDSM can help people become more socially active, more extroverted and more open-minded when it comes to new experiences and not only.

It is not uncommon to see BDSM couples that have been in a submissive/dominant relationship for tens of years or even married couples who enjoy regular get-togethers with other members from the BDSM community. For most of them, this is more than just a way for them to express themselves and to satisfy their sexual fantasies – this is a lifestyle they enjoy to the fullest.”

After reading details on BDSM, Avinash started pondering whether he himself has fallen for BDSM because lately he was not enjoying sex with his female colleagues. He used to get an urge to spank them hard but he always curbed his feelings .

He was engrossed in himself – thinking about his own liking and disliking and could not notice when Avni his colleague and a good friend landed in . She saw the book lying open infront of Avinash and could make out what he was reading and since he was in deep thoughts she did not disturb him, but started making round of the in house patients and checking whether nurses were following instructions properly or not.

Infact Avni had come to relieve Avinash from his duties so that he could go home. Avni used to reside in the Doctor’s Resident apartments which was in the premises of Hospital itself, so it was not a problem for her to come at odd hours.

Wheras Avinash had been residing with his parent since last month but had kept his apartment also so that he could take care of odd hour duties and instead of going back home he used to go and sleep in his apartment.

After completing the round Avni came back and saw Avinash still in same position. She got worried for him.
‘Hey! Avi (she used to call Avinash as Avi and only she had the right to call him Avi.)’
‘Avi! What’s wrong? Where are you lost?’
Seeing no response from him – she tapped him on his shoulder.
‘anh han!’

‘What’s wrong yaar, where are you lost? And what’s this reading BDSM? What’s the matter?’
‘Ah nothing sweeto – you know a patient has come in that Alka – they are into BDSM and yesterday her hubby bruised her badly – so out of curiosity started reading about BDSM’ Avinash smiled.
‘Hmm’ she did not probe further ‘OK , going to be 6.am now – go and take rest.’
‘Yeah’ he replied and went towards his apartment.

Being intrigued about what Avi was reading. She also started reading the same and the whole article was somewhat shocking to her, she had a different mind set about BDSM.
She kept on thinking about BDSM practitioners and was wondering If Avi is somewhat inclined towards BDSM if yes then what are his fantasies or it was just to refresh the knowledge as a patient had landed up.

She could not get any clear picture but she was genuinely disturbed about Avi.
Avi was senior to Avni by two years and they became good friend a casual kissing might happen between the two but they never exceeded the limits.

Avni was aware of the fact that Avi had relations with two other colleagues too one of whom was married but she never bothered about those as she knew Avi was not serious with them it was only time pass, but she never knew that she was in love with Avi and sometimes use to feel jealous too about his relations and heart to heart felt angry and dejected.

When Avni completed her MBBS it was Avi who facilitated her getting job in same hospital in which he was working as Avi had made a good name of himself and the Dean of hospital had started respecting the advice of Avi.

Since Avni landed in same hospital she used to observe Avi a lot – how he used to burn himself, how cordial his relations were with hospital staff – even with sweepers. And besides being cordial he used to exert authority on all as if he was the Dean, but no one objected as he never gave any wrong advice or command.

Slowly Avi and Avni became close friends and used to share their feelings, grievances, happy moments with each other.
Since last few days she was observing that Avi has gone into a shell, he is closing himself and not opening up as he used to and this was a major concern to Avni.
Today after she read that article she had made up her mind to talk to Avi openly and bring him out of his shell.

After her duty was over, when she reached back her apartment she sat on net and started surfing on BDSM and landed into BDSM stories, the one that made her interest grew were those in which girls used to be submissive and enjoyed the pain inflicted on the. The case of Alka kept on lingering in her mind – she even forgot to have meals and was deeply engrossed in reading the stories.

After a few hours when she was in bed closing her eyes to sleep, she dreamt of Avinash chaining her to bed and making violent love to her . She woke up suddenly and found herself totally wet and full of desire for Avinash.

Then she could not sleep further and kept thinking about her dream. Deep in her heart she realized that she is a game for submission and could only Imagine Avi to be the dominant partner.

Few days passed and her desire kept on increasing and destiny too favoured her as after a week both she and Avi were sent to Bangalore to attend a conference.
When they were planning about the travel formalities etc, Avni requested Avi to take two days extension so that they could roam around the city well and could get some time exclusively for themselves.

After their conference was over, both Avi and Avni were sitting at the balcony of a restaurant in the hotel sipping coffee.
Avi was quiet.
Avni : Avi what’s wrong you appear to have gone into some shell, you are not the same jovial friend I had, come on blurt it out. What’s bothering you?
Avi remained silent kept sipping his coffee.
Avni : Avi you can trust me you know it. Blurt it out, don’t keep on hurting yourself.

Avi started looking into the eyes of Avni where he could find love and only love for him. He felt guilty of not understanding it before, now he understood why Avni was avoiding her marriage. She was deeply in love with Avi and could not fathom anyone else as her life partner.
With her Avi was very comfortable and blurted out his childhood grievances and how anger got piled up in him, how he came a person having dominant attitude.
And linked Alka’s episode with himself, his desires , how he did not relish sex with the one’s he was having. And in the last he bluntly asked Avni – ‘ Will you marry me?’

‘Have been waiting for years when you will ask me. Yes I love you, I can maary only one person on this earth and it’s you only, you only’ She started crying and melted in Avi’s arms.
‘Sorry love – I kept you waiting, now I promise that there will be no other woman in my life except you. I also loved you but never understood –what my heart wanted to say. Now that I have told you everything I am scared too of Alka’s episode happening between us’

‘You fool, I know you very well, you will never go to extremes, and I would love to be dominated by you.’
The new life between Avi and Avni began with both accepting each other’s love each, other’s desires.

The parent of both were ready and the two married to explore the virtues of new life, how far BDSM would remain in their life is yet to be known but it certainly resulted in uniting them.