02-10-2025, 11:44 PM
Life .... Ek tragedy
hashit1890
Ye lo bhai apne paise..... Bujurg admi nee sabzi vale ko paise diye aur apna saman leke chal diya...
Vo sadak cross kar raha thaa ki tabhi ek car uski tarf tezi se baddi vo bujurj kuch kar pata usse pehle
Mene usse apni tarf khich liyaa...
Ap theek toh hai naa uncle?
Tumhara baht baht shukriya beta... Nhi toh aaj mein... Vaise tumne meri jaan bachai hai tum inam ke Hakdar ho.. Bolo kya cahie tumhe?
Lekin mein toh unki baat nhi sun raha tha meri nazar toh uss zameen pe gire hue tamatar pe thi jo abhi abhi thaili mein se nikal ke gir gaye the....
Un uncle ko bhi jada der nhi laggi samjhne mein......Le lo beta...
Unhone itna hee kaha aur mene jhat se utha liyaa aur kab kha gaya pata nhi chala.. Pichle 5 din se panni ee alwa pet mein kuch nhi gaya thaa...
Beta tumhe pehle kabhi nhi dekha yahn.....
Mene uncle ki tarf dekhaa.. Meri ankhen iss waqt baht kuch bayan kar rhi thi meri halat ke barre mein...
Tumhe dekh ke lagta hai tumhare sath kuch baht bura hua hai?
Mein kuch nhi keh paya .. Mene apna sar jhuka liya aur apne hath se apne ansoo saaf kiye..
Kya hua tha beta tumhare sath?
Uncle mere kuch nhi lagte lekin baht din se mein apne uss dard ko kisi ke sath batna cahta thaa bas isliye sab kuch bata diyaa jo bhi mere sath huaa....
Kam karogee? Unhone meri baat sunne ke baad bas itna hee kaha.....
Mein ek pal ke liye unhe dekhta raha fir han mein ishara kiya aur unke sath chal diya.........
Bitiya kya hum isse rakh lee...... Mere samne ek office dress mein ek lady baithi thi... Vo mujhe ghur rhi thi.. Meri halt baht bekar thi.. Hath muh gande thee , kapde bhi gande thee.. Kaffi din se nhi nhaya tha mein..
Kaka... Kya apko bharosa hai iss par.. ?
Iski tarf se befikar rahi....Bitiya iski jimmewari mein leta hun...
Theek hai fir rakh lijeyee... Par zara dhayn se..Usse pehlee isse saaf karwaiye..Pure room mein smell kar Di hai.. Bolte huee vo lady vahn se chali gayi....
Uss din ke baad see mein vahn kaam krne lagga.. Bass jo vahn mujhe karne ko kaha jata mein chup chap bina bole kar detaa.. Yun hee meri life age badh rhi thi..
Kushi kya hoti hai vo mein shaayd kahin chor aya thaa... Ki tabhi ek din...
Mam apne office ke kam ke barre mein apne manager se kch baat kar rhi thi.. Mein kone mein khada sun Raha thaa.. Vo koi decison le rhe the... Par mujhe unka deicison sahi nhi lag raha thaa mujhe lag raha tha Agar ye dicison final hua toh mam ko baht loss hoga.. Isliye bina kuch soche samjhe jaake mein bol padaa..
Meri awaz sun ke mam ko baht gussa aya..Magar uss waqt unhone kuch nhi kaha.. Unhone apne manager ko Bhej diya... Aur uske thodi der baad.
How dare u interfare in my work.. U bloody servant..Mohan kaka throw him out right now...
Mein janta tha agar yahn se gaya toh fir se meri vahi halat honi hai...Isliye pehli baar aaj mujhe kisi ke Samne yun girna padaa.... Mene ghutne ke bal baith kee apne hath jodte huee kahaa
Mam please mujhe maaf kar dijeye.. Baddi mushkil se purane palon ko piche chod kee yahn aya tha..
Pata nhi kyun har baar meri life mere sath aisa kar deti hai ... Please... Dont throw me out..... Mein aisa nhi Hun jaisa dikhta hun.. Bass mere waqt ne mujhe aisa bana diya hai pleasee...Mene rotte huee kaha....
Pata nhi meri baton ka kya asar pada mam pe.... Aisa kya huaa?
Life jab takleef deti hai naa... Toh halat aisi hee ho jati hai mam.. Jaisi meri hai... Mein nhi janta ki mere Sath aisa kyun hua.... Mene apna sab kuch kho diyaa bachi hai toh sirf yadein.. Kuch kimti yadein jiski Vajh see mein zinda hun.......
Kya?
Dad par meri baat toh suniyee...Ek baar please..? Mene apne dad se baat karne ki kosish ki.
Kya baat sunu mein tumhari.. Ek christian ladki se pyar kar ke aa gaye.... Hat jaa meri nazroo se akshad Tu....Dad ne gusse mein kaha...
Mein apni maa ke pass jaake unko samjhane lagga...
Maa sanjana baht achi ladki hai ek baar please usse milke toh dekh lo ... Lekin maa kuch nhi boli chup Chap khadi rahi..
Dad please aap toh samjhie... Isse kya fark padta hai ki vo christain hai....Aap itne padde likhe hone ke baad ye sab baat kar rhe hai....
Tu mujhe samjhayegaa ki kun jada samjdhar hai.. Gusse mein dad ne mera hath pakad kee mujhe khichte Hue kaha....
Batate huee mein ek pal liye chup ho gaya..... Purani yadon ko ikhata karne mein baht takleef ho rhi thi..
Fir kya hua? Mam ne vahn ke mahol ki shanti ko toda..
Mene papa mummy ko baht samjhaya... Par vo nhi manne... Unke aage hath piar joode.. Baht kosish ki... Par akhir mein vo ek argument ban gayi... Dad se mera jhagda ho gaya.. Pyar ke aage mein ye bhool gaya ki vo mere dad hai ..
Mene unse thodi batmezzi se baat kar di.. Jo meri maa ko bhi pasnd nhi aya... Atlast unhone mujhe ghar Se bahr nikal diyaa....
Maa baap ke liye baht mushkil hota hai apne bete ko ghar se nikal dena par unhone aisa kiya.. Unki nazar Mein ye pyar galt thaa..Isliye unhone aisa kiya... Mujhe iss baat ka bilkul afsos nhi tha kyun ki mein apne Maa , dad se baht pyar karta hun... Par shayd vo waqt mere liye sahi nhi tha... Par shayad abhi baht kuch
Dekhna bakki thaa....
Ek baar fir chupi ne mujhe gher liya...Kyun ki aage ki baaton mein jo takleef aur dard tha usse shabdon Mein ikhata karna behad mushkil tha mere liye.....
Kya hua sanjana ke sath.... Iss baar ki chupi ko bhi madam ne hee toda..
Sanjana ke dad ko bilkul pasnd nhi thaa mera aur sanjana ka relation... Unhone mujhe warning di thi...
Par sanjana aur mein kaise alag ho sakte thee.. Mujhe yaad hai aaj tak vo din.....
Mein aur sanjanaa bhag rahe thee..Bachna cahate the sab se... Lekin kab tak bach patte... Akhir kab tak...
Ye duniya pyar ko nhi manti.. Vo manti hai toh apne dharam ko , apne status ko ...
Mein aur sanjana dono ek dusre ka hath pakde khade the aur samne khade the sanjana ke dad bilkul ek Filmy style mein do char gunde leke.....
Mene kaha thaa na bhool jao sanjana ko.. Lekin tum nhi manne ... Now u have to pyar for this... Unhone Mere uppar gun point kar di..
No dad pleasee..... Sanjana mere samne aake khada hona cahati thi lekin mene aisa usse krne nhi diya...
U shutup.. Mujhe yakin nhi hota ki tum meri beti ho.. Tumhe kya lagta hai mein tumhe bhi chod dunga..
Never... Bhool jaunga ki meri koi beti bhi thi..Bolte hue unhone gun meri tarf se hata ke sanjana pe point
Kar di...
Sanjana ke dad ke muh se ye sun ke mere hosh udd gaye... Ek baap apni hee beti ko mar dena cahta hai..
Nhi mein sanjana ko kuch nhi hone de saktaaa...
Ruk jaiyee uncle please.... Sanjana ko kuch mat kijeye...Iski koi galti nhi hai...
Vo toh mujhe pata hai iski koi galti nhi hai... Ye toh tum ho jisne isse aisa kar diya hai... Par fir bhi mein Last chance dunga isse..
Han uncle... Sanjana apke sath hee jayegi.... Mere sath nhi.... Mene bharri man se kaha...
Naahii.... Naahii..Mein nhi jaungi..Akshad mein nhi jaungi.. Usne mere kandhe ko zor se pakdte huee kaha..
Mere muh se itna sunne ke baad uski ankhon se ansso chalak aye..
Sanjana please listen... Tumhe jana hogaa... Mein uski tarf mud kar uske dono haton ko pakd kee uski Ankhon mein dekhte huee kaha...
Naahi..... Mein nhi jaungi.. Nahi.. Vo ek bacche ki tarh zid karne laggi.... Uski ankh se nikalte vo ansu mujhe Behad takleef de rhe the.. Lekin mein ye takleef jhelna cahta thaa.. Uske liye.. Apne liye....
Sanjana..Please .. Meri itni baat nhi manogi..
Kya tumne bass mujhse itna hee pyar kiya tha ki tum marne se darte ho... Usne meri ankhon mein ghurte huee mujhse sawal kiya...
Mene uski ankhon se nikalte ansoo ko apni ungliyun se saf kiya...
Nhi pagli.. Tere sath marne se acha pal kya ho sakta hai.. Par pyar mar ke nhi zindagi zee ke kiya jata hai.. Hum zinda rahenge toh pyar kar payenge naa.. Fark sirf ye rahega ki hamare sharir sath nhi honge.. Dil , ehsas aur yadein toh sath hee hongi na...
Vo rotti rahi... Gardan naa mein hilati rahi... Usse aisa rotte nhi dekh paa raha thaa mein isliye mene usse Apne sine se kass ke lag liyaa...
Sanjana.. Hamare pyar ko mein kabhi marna nhi cahta.. Mein pyar krna cahata hun... Apne akshad ki baat man le...Please.... Mein bhi kab tak apne aap ko sambhalta dil ka vo dukh ankhon Se nikal raha tha...
Vo apna cehra meri gardan pe fira rhi thi... Jo ki aksar vo karti thi.. Uss ehsas ko mehsus karkee aaj kushi Nhi.. Iss judai ka dukh ho raha tha... Dil roo raha thaa aur ankhen usse anso ke roop mein bhr nikal rahi Thi....
Mene sanjana ko apne se alag kiyaa.... Vo nhi hona cahti thi...Ro roo uske cehre ka burra haal tha.. Aaj iss sundar se cehre pe ansoo ki vajh mein tha.. Shayad apne swart ke liye.. Han.. Ye mera swart hee tha.. Par mein meri sanjana ko apni ankhon ke samne marta nhi dekh sakta tha...
Akshad........ Please....Aannh.... Usne rotee huee halki awaz mein kaha.. Mein kuch nhi bolaa bas usse Dekhta raha...
Sanjana.......Tumhare pass waqt baht kam hai.. Piche se uske dad chillayee..
Mein samjh gaya thaa ab vo waqt aa gaya hai... Mene sanjana ko apne se alag kiyaa.....Vo nhi janna cahti thi Par janna toh tha.....
Akshad... Tumhare diye hue har ehsas ko mein apni yadon mein rakhungi... Iski jagh koi nhi le payegaa...Koi Bhi nhi.. Aur mujhse promise kar.. Ki tu hamesha meri yadon ke sath zinda rahega.. Promise kar... Uske Honth bolte huee kanp rhe the.. Uss sundar ankhon se vo behte ansoo niche zameen pe gir rhe the...
Promise karta hun sanjana.. Mein hamesha teri yadon ke sahare zinda rahunga... Promisee... Mene sanjana Se itna kaha aur uska hath chod diyaa.....
Vo jatti rahi aur mein bass aise hee khada usse dekhta raha shayad akhri baar uske cerhe ko dekh raha Thaa...
Purani yadon ko apni ankhon ke samne dubara dekh kee fir se ankhon se ansoo nikal ayee... Un ansoo ko Cehre se hata ke mene aage bataya.
Uske baad mein uss jagh pe nhi reh sakta tha.. Sanjana ki yaad har jagh juddi hui thi.. Isliye vahn se baht Dur chala ayaa.....
Tum apne mom dad ke pass kyun nhi gaye? Madam ne mujhse sawal kiya..
Kabhi himmat nhi hui... Shayad unke liye ab mein nhi tha.. Unke dil mein mere liye ab ek karwaht aa gayi thi.Bass isliye nhi gaya...
Nature ki di hui 2 sabse khubsurat chiz kho di mene uss pal.. Mere parents aur mera pyar...... Bolte huee Mein hall se nikal gaya..
Mohan kaka.... Akshad ko bolna ki usse kahin jane ki jarurt nhi hai.... Bolte huee ragini ne apni ungli se Ansoo aise hataye jisse koi dekh na payee aur sidhe apne kamre mein chali gayi..
Bitya ke cehre pe ansu pehli bar dekhe hai... Mohan kaka bol ke hall se chale gaye....
Uss din kee baad se baht kuch badl gaya ... Mere sath sath madam bhi badal gayi.. Vo pehle jaisi nhi Rahi... Har waqt gusse mein rehne vali madam ke cehre pe mene pehli baar muskan dekhi thi...Ab mein ghar ke kaam nhi karta thaa balki mein ab mam ke sath office jata thaa... Sab kuch dhere Dhere badlne lagaa thaa mein ab apne past ko piche chod ke aage badna cahta thaa sivai ek kee.. Han..Sanjana ki yadon ko kabhi nhi bhula sakta thaa uski yadon ke sahare hee aaj itna kuch kar raha tha....
Lekin abhi bhi mera waqt kuch aur kehna cahta tha mujhse... Tab vo din ayaa......
Akshad..... Akshad...... Madam ne mujhe awaz lagai toh mein unke room mein jaa pahucha..
Yes madam?
Akshad tumhe pata hai last 2 months se jo contract hum pana cahte thee vo hume mil gaya hai.. Aaj mein Baht kush hun... Isliye aaj sham ko club mein ek party rakhi hai toh tum ready rehna hume chalna hai..
Ohk .... Mein jana toh nhi cahta tha par mana karne ki hasiyat nhi thi meri.. Isliye janne ke liye ready ho Gaya....
Sanjana se alag hone ke baad kabhi party mein nhi gaya tha.. Aaj itne time baad mein ek party mein kahda Tha lekin man yahn nhi tha... Sab log music pe dance kar rhe the , kuch drinks ke mazze le rhe thee . Madam samne sabke sath drinks le rhi thi... Mera man bilkul bhi vahn khade rehne ko nhi kar raha tha..
Isliye mein madam se ek bahana bana kee bahr nikal ayaa....
Bahr ki vo thandi hawa mein dil ko sukun mil raha thaa... Karrib 2 ghante mein bahr ke hee chakr lagata Raha shayd andar madam busy ho gayi thi isliye unko mein yaad nhi ayaa..
Lekin uske baad mein khud hee andar chala gaya...Ye dekhne ki madam mujhe dhund toh nhi rhi.. Andar Jaake dekha toh hairan reh gaya.. Ragini mam full drunk ho chuki thi.. Vo khadi bhi nhi ho paa rhi thi....
Mein kafi pareshan ho gaya ki akhir ab mam ko ghar kaise le jaun... Hath nhi laga sakta tha unhe.. Par bina Pakde le bhi nhi jaa sakta tha... Fir jab koi bhi solution nhi mila toh majburan mujhe unko sahara deke Le janna padda.... Car mein bithaya aur fir ghar ki tarf chal diya.. Raat kaffi ho gayi thi isliye ramu kaka Aur bakki sab naukar soh chuke the....
Mam nashe mein kuch na kuch bole jaa rhi thi.. Mera dhyan uss tarf nhi tha... Mujhe bas unke room tak Drop karna tha... Jaisi taisi karke mene unhe car se nikala aur sahra dete huee room tak le janne laga..
Akshad.. Tum baht... Achee ho.. Hm.... Tumhare sath achaa..Nhi huaa..... Vo nashe mein boli jaa rhi thi..
Jaisi taise karke mene unhe kamre tak pahucha diyaa aur fir palang par laita diyaa...Lekin jaise hee mud Ke janne lagaa unhone mera hath pakad liyaaa.....
Kahan jaa rhe hoo tum...Yahin rahoo mere pas......
Mam aap soh jaiyee mein chalta hun....
Nhi yahi raho..Mere pass...... Vo man kee hee nhi de rhi thi isliye majburan mujhe vahin rukna pada....
Par unhe washroom jana thaa toh mene unhe washroom mein chod diya aur bahr gate pe khada intezar Karne laga bass yahi soch raha tha ki jald se jald ye sab khatm ho aur mein bahr niklun.. Bas tabhi gate Khula bathroom ka aur samne mam ko dekha toh mein hil gaya.. Mam ne kapde ke nam ek patli si Nightie pehni thi.. Jisme unka sharir meri ankhon ke samne thaa .. Mene apna muh fer liya....
Mam mein chalta hun..Kehte huee mein niklaa.... Par mam ne pakad liyaa .Mene baht samjhaya lekin vo
Mujhe chodna nhi cahati thi.. Achank hum dono ka balnce bigad gaya aur hum dono bed pe jaa gire.. Mein Ragini mam ke uppar tha aur unki baheen mere galle mein thi..... Mujhe kuch samjh nhi aa raha tha ki mein Kya karun.....
Agli subh............
Ragini angdaiyan lete hue bed pee baith gayi...Tabhi unki nazar mujh par paddi..
Mein pet ke bal zameen pe pda soh raha thaa... Mam mujhe dekh ke chaunk gayi... Vo uth ke khadi hui toh Unhe mehsus huaa ki unnke pehne kapde baht jada revealing the.... Vo jhat se blanket mein ghus gayi......
Mujhe bhi ahat sii hui toh mein zameen se khada huaa aur meri nazar madam ki tarf gayi .. Jo mujhe hee Ghur rhi thi... Mein kaffi ghabra gaya..
Gu..Gud....Morning mam.... Bolte huee mein bahr nikal gaya... Bahr nikalte hue dekha ki meri shirt ke button Khule hue thee .. Mene apne button band kiye aur fresh hone chala gaya...
Kuch der baad bahr aya toh ragini madam hall ke chakr laga rahi thi... Mein unke pass gayaa..
Mam ab apki tabiyat kaisi hai? Mene unse ye sawal kiya..Par..
Chataakkkkkkkk unhone mere gal pe ek zor dar thapad de mara... Mein hakka bakka reh gaya...
U bastard... U swine... How dare u touch me.. Han... How dare u touch me... Get out of my house right now..Otherwise i kill u... Get out..Of my house... How dare u slept with me last night.... I am hating myself U bastrd get out.. I said....Unhone gusse se mujhe dhaka dete huee kahaa......
Mein kya kehta... Abhi abhi jo suna. Usse sunne ke baad mein burri tarh se bikhar gaya... Kuch nhi keh paya Shayad kehna cahiye tha..Par nhi keh payaa...Bina kuch bolee apna saman nikala aur ghar se nikal gaya...
Akshad beta... Kahan hai.... Mohan kaka mujhe dhundte huee hall tak pahuche..
Naam bhi mat lena kaka uska.... Ragini ne gusse se kaha...
Kyun bitya kya hua?
Kya hua.... Arree usne jo harkat ki hai uske liye toh mujhe usse jail mein dalna cahie.. Vo toh mere pass koi Proof nhi hai.. Nhi toh mein usse... Huhhhh.. Kaka usne meri izzat ke sath khela hai...
Ye kya bol rhi ho beti tum.. Hosh mein toh ho. Jo uss bache pe itna bada ilzam laga rhi ho.. Usne tumhare Sath kuch nhi kiya..... Kal raat jab tum nashe ki haalt mein ghar lauti toh tmhara badan aag ki tarh tap Raha tha.. Ussi ladke nee raat bhar jaag ke tumhare pass reh kar tumhari seva kari hai....
Ragini ye sun kee ek dum shocked ho gayi... Ye sab aap kaise.. Keh sakte ha.i.
Kal raat kicthen mein aya tha... Thandi pati rakhni thi usse tumhare sar pee tab pata chala.... Par lekin Vo hai kahan dikhai nhi de raha.. Kahin apne toh nhi?
Ohh god... Ye... Mene... Kya...Kar diya... Oh god....... Ragini bolte huee sofe pe baith gayi.. Uski ankhen bhar ayi......
Bitiya 20 salon se yahn kaam kar raha hun.. Kabhi apke liye bura nhi socha.. Lekin aaj kehta hun aapne Bilkul acha nhi kiyaa.. Baht bereham dil hai aap... Baht bereham dil........
What have i done.. Sorry..Akshad ... Sorry.... Ragni apne sar pe hath rakh ke rone laggi....
Mein chalta huaa pahad ke kinare tak pahuch gaya niche gehri khai thi jahn girne ke baad shayad hee kisi Ko mil pata.. Ankhon mein ek gum thaa iss zindagi ke liye .. Mene apne kadam aage badaye gir janne ke liye Ab is zindagi ko khatam karne ke liye par jaise hee ek piar aage badaya tab mujhe mera diya hua vada yaad
Aaya... Jo mene sanjana ko diya tha..
" Hamesha teri yadon ke sahare zinda rahungaa , hamesha teri yadon ko apne sath zinda rakhungaa "
Nhi .. Mein ye nhi kar paunga.. Sochte huee mene apne piar piche khich liyee par ab himmat nhi bacchi thi Khade hone ki... Isliye vahin ghunto ke bal zameen pe baith gayaa aur asman ki tarf dekhne lagga...
Shaayd ab sehen karne ki shakti kho chuka tha rona cahata thaa , bolna cahata thaa , apne dil ka kuch Bhoj halka karna cahata thaa.....
Aaaaaaaaa....... Hath failate huee mein zor see chekha , apni awaz uss jagh ko sunana cahata thaa... Apna dard batana cahata thaa.....
Aaaannnhhh....Aaahhhhhh........ Kyun..... Kyun.... Chillate huee gala ruansa ho gaya aur ankhon se ansoo behte huee zameen pe girne lagge...
Sanjanaa...... Aannhhh aaahhh...... Ek baar fir asman ki tarf dekhte hue mein chillaya.
Sanjana ki baht yaad aa rhi thi iss waqt .. Usse milna cahta tha.. Uske sath waqt gujarna cahta tha.. Uski Bahon mein baht der tak rona cahata thaa.... Par janta thaa aisa kabhi nhi ho sakta....
Ghunto ke bal Baithee bass iss waqt mein ansoo hee nikal sakta thaa..Shayad dil ka bhoj halka karne ke liye mere pass Iske alwa aur kuch nhi tha...
Kya galti kar di mene... Kyun mere sath aisa hua .. Har naye mod par .. Mere sath kyun har baar meri life ne Mere sath tragedy ki.....Pehle mera ghar... Fir mera pyar... Dono mujhse chin gaye aur aaj mere Sath jo hua uske baad kuch nhi bacha ab mere pass.......
Mein aaj bilkul tut chuka thaa.. Ek acha insan banne ke baad life ne deke bhi sab kuch chin liya mujhse...Iss waqt zinda tha toh bass sanjana ki yaadon ki wajh se ..
Samne kudrat ka nazara behad rang biranga tha...
Berang toh bass zindagi thi .. Berang toh waqt tha mera.....
Agar mujhse koi puche ki " Zindagi ki sabse khubsurat chiz kya hai.. " toh mera jawab yahi hoga.
" Khamoshi "
" The End "
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