[rajkumar90]

phir khud ko shaant karte hui stove chalu karke aapne pati ke liye sabji garam karne lagi ..

tabhi uske mann mai aaya ki ye sab wo mere saath kar raha tha tab kya wo jag raha tha kya ? agar jag raha tha to kya usne mere saath janbbujkar kiya kya ? Par kyon ?? aur usko to maine oppose bhi nahi kiya ?? to kya wo mere bare mai kuch galat to samjh nahi baithega na ? samaj baithega to mai usko samja dungi ?

Phir kuch soch kar kahte hai




magar main apni baat usko kaise bataun? kal wo jab mujse milega to uske reaction kya hogi ?? Kaise react karega wo?jab wo mere samne kal subah aayega to mera kya hoga ? main kya karungi?Itne dinon tak to kissi ke wajah se mere saath aisa feel nahin hua tha .. par nawaz ke wajah se muje aisa kyon feel ho Raha hai .. kya main nawaz ke taraf attract ho rahi hu kya ?? nahi nahi mai aise kaise kar sakati hu .. phir aisa kyon ho raha hai ??? kya main ussko dil de baithi hu ? Noooo

Phir sochane lagti hai

kyun maine shuru mein hi usko oppose nahi kiya .. wo jab muje ghurata tha tab maine uspai gussa kyon nahi kiya .. usko khari khoti kyon nahi sunayi ?

phir wo aapne pati ke bare mai sochane lagi .. abhi tak maine nawaz ke saath koi aise waise harkat nahi ki hai aur usne bhi nahi ki hai .. phir kya main arvind ko sab kuch sach sach bata du kya ??

Tab smile karte hui kahte hai



Kya sach bolu ..aisa kuch hua hi nahi hai ..

Phir soch ke kahti hai

batana hi thik hai .. arvind ko dhoke mein rakana thik nahi hai .. mujhe lagta hai ke unko sab sach sach bata dena chahiye . kyon ki arvind ji ko khud hoke pata chala ya bahar se pata chala to unko bahut bura lagega .. par kya batau une .. yahi ki mai aap ke aane se pahle nawaz ke room mai gayi thi .. mai thoda nawaz se baat karti hu .. wo bhi muje baat karta hai.. tab arvind ji ne kaha Ismai kya bade baat hai ..

Arvind ji ne aisa kaha to .. tab..

Phir soch ke kahti hai

Aab Kya karun main.. batau ya na batau .. Hey bhagwaan help me!