Adultery NEMESIS

[Neelkantha]

Part 42 – First Meeting of Pihu with Babaji

At some point in our lives, we all get so engrossed in the desire to achieve something that the difference between right and wrong or truth and lie starts getting blurred despite the fact that it is there in front of our eyes. And we ignore that right or truth even if we want to. And on the other hand, we adopt the wrong or lie. Something similar happened with Pihu. Which I had not come to know till date. When she started telling, I kept listening to her and kept thinking in my mind how thousands, lakhs or crores of educated women like Pihu of our country fall into the trap of such Babas in every single day. I am not talking about good or true Gurus here at all. I am talking about those fake or hypocritical Babas who, in the name of preaching religion, take advantage of the troubles of women and girls and sexually exploit them. We have all seen the exploits of some of these Babas in news channels in the last few years. Those who have been punished by the court for committing these heinous crimes as well. But apart from those few, there are countless such fraudulent and hypocritical Babas in our country who even today take innocent women and girls in their trap and sexually exploit them. Pihu too had been trapped in the trap of one such fraudulent and hypocritical Babaji. About whom I came to know only today. Anyway, let's come back to the story. I came to know from my wife Pihu that in order to become the mother of my child, she had performed a special some kind of worship or rituals with a Babaji. Hearing this, I got suspicious. I asked her, "But where and how did you meet this Babaji for the first time?" Pihu kept quiet for a while after listening to me and then started speaking, “All this did not start suddenly but started many months ago. To be precise, it started almost a year ago. It was just a few days after our marriage completed three years. One day your mother, that is, my mother-in-law called me, as she keeps calling me every day. I know that she considers me not as her daughter-in-law but as her own daughter. And I also respect her like my own mother. That day, after listening to her words, I got a doubt. As if she wanted to say something to me, but she was unable to say it. I asked her, ‘Maa (mother), do you want to tell me something?’ She said hesitantly, ‘Yes Pihu. I wanted to talk to you about something special. But I am unable to say so.’ I was a little surprised to hear her words. My mother-in-law wants to tell me something, but is unable to say so!! How is that possible? I immediately told her, ‘Maa, why are you talking like this with me? I am like your daughter. You can talk to me in whatever way you want. Tell me, what did you want to say to me.’ Mother-in-law remained silent for a while and then told me, ‘Pihu, I know, you are well educated and a girl with the modern thoughts. But there are some things which take the lineage forward. You are understanding, right?’ I was not able to understand what mother-in-law was trying to talk about. I asked her back, ‘Maa, what are you trying to say? I am not able to understand anything. Will you tell me a little more elaborately?’ After listening to me, my mother-in-law kept quiet for a while and then started saying, 'Look Pihu, you and Bijan have been married for three years. You both are happy in your life. And seeing this, I and your father-in-law are also happy. But, why don't you have a child now? Look Pihu, I and your father-in-law are getting old. And Bijan is our only son. We want to see our grandchild as our family heir. I will not be able to say this to Bijan or your father-in-law. They will scold me. I am not as educated as you. And at your age, I too had two children. A daughters and a son. So that is why I am telling you that now you should have a child. And don't feel bad about my words, daughter. I felt so, so I told you.' I was definitely shocked to hear her words for the first time, I will not lie. But she was also saying the truth in a way. It was natural for her to worry about her family and her lineage. So I could not blame her at all. We had completed three years of marriage. You were settled in your work. And I was also mentally mature and prepared to conceive a baby that time. This was the right time to have a child. But I was afraid of the fact that I had been having illegal sexual relations with many people other than you. And I did not want to become the mother of any of their illegitimate child. I used to take contraceptive pills after having sex with every stranger. And my periods also used to come on time every month. I wanted to get pregnant only from you, Bijan. But I could never tell all this to my mother-in-law. So I assured her and said, ‘Maa, you are right. Don’t worry. I will talk to Bijan about this. And I will try to conceive as soon as possible.’ She became happy after hearing my words. And from that day onwards I started trying to conceive by getting fucked by you only. But it was becoming very difficult for me to do this. Firstly, you fuck me only once in a while. And whenever you fuck me, you cum before me. Four five months passed like this. And nothing happened. I was already worried about this and on top of that, my mother-in-law was repeatedly pressuring me to have a child and get pregnant. I had once thought of taking help from a specialist. But I never got such a chance. And I kept drowning in the obsession of getting pregnant from you. And at such a time, some two months ago, I came to know about Babaji.” Then after talking for a long time, Pihu became a little quiet. I was really surprised to hear her words. I had convinced my wife to have sex with other men in order to fulfill my passion. But I had never thought that this passion of mine would create such a ruckus in my life one day. I had never thought about this. There was really a lot of pressure on Pihu. On one hand, she had to have sex with other men to satisfy my perverted passion. And on the other hand, my family members were demanding her pregnancy. If she does something in this tussle, then it would be better not to say anything to her. I am sole responsible for her condition, not she. But there was no point thinking about all this right now. I had to hear the rest of the story from her. I asked her, “But how did you find out about this Babaji? Did someone tell you? Did my mother advise you to go to him?” Hearing this, Pihu shook her head and said, “No. She did not tell me anything about this matter. Finding out about Babaji was in itself nothing less than a miracle.” I said, “But how?” Pihu said, “I will tell you. This is about two months ago. At that time I was quite disturbed about my pregnancy. Perhaps I was also irritated with you. But so much was going on in my mind that I was not able to understand what to do. I am not able to understand one thing that why I was not able to get pregnant with you. I had sex with you according to my periods for two to three months continuously. I had also taken your semen in my pussy. But nothing happened. Every month my periods used to come on time. And I used to get nothing but disappointment again and again. One day while going to the market, I saw an advertisement. That advertisement was in the name of some Baba who has been given a very high status by the people. It was said that he gives power to the mind and finds solutions to problems and troubles by performing puja and rituals. And he used to remove their troubles. I had seen the advertisement of such Babas many times before. But then I did not believe in it. It used to happen. But now my mental state was so confused that I thought what would be the harm in trying these too. I once thought that I would go home and talk to you about this. But I knew that you don't believe in all these things. And you will definitely stop me after hearing all this. That's why I postponed the decision of telling you. I thought a couple of times more what to do. Since my condition had worsened a lot, I was forced to contact Babaji. Maybe he has some solution to my problem. That's why the very next day, without telling you, after you left for office, I quietly took a bath, wore a nice saree and went to Babaji's ashram (hermitage) to meet him. The address of his ashram was written in the same advertisement. And I went there alone.”


I asked Pihu, “What happened after that?” Pihu said, “Babaji’s ashram was quite big and spread out. And there were a lot of common people there, who had come to meet Babaji. They had come to see him once. And had come to listen to his talks and discourses. I was one of them.” I stopped Pihu and said, “But you didn’t tell me where his ashram is.” Pihu looked at me and said, “You don’t need to know all that details. Just know that his ashram is a little far from our house. It took me about one and a half hours to reach there by bus.” I understood that Pihu would not give me any information about Babaji or his ashram. And if I kept insisting her, she would never tell me the whole story. It is better that I listen to the whole story without stopping her for a long time, then I will slowly extract all the information from her. So I said to her, “Okay, tell me, what happened next?” Pihu again started telling me her story, “Babaji looked to be 55 to 60 years old. And he looked very calm by nature. He always walks with a smile on his face. There was something like a divine light on his face, which can calm anyone's mind just by looking at him. I will not lie, I also felt some peace in my mind after seeing him. Anyway, there were many devotees sitting around him. We often see on the internet that some Baba sits far away and keeps talking about himself, and his devotees are made to sit far away from him. But this does not happen here. Babaji himself sits in the middle of his devotees. And his devotees sit around him and listen to his discourses. On both sides of Babaji, two girls of about 30 years of age were standing in white saree. They were Babaji's Sadhvis (nuns), who help him in worship. And two men of about your age were standing in white dhoti. They were the disciples of Babaji who used to help the crowd. They were taking care of the situation and were also distributing Babaji's Prasad (offering) among the people. Anyway, we were taken and made to sit in an open ground. And it was said that Babaji will arrive in a short while and will guide us through his discourse. And after his discourse, Babaji will listen to the problems of each devotee and will also solve those problems according to his understanding. After some time, Babaji came among us and sat down. His two nuns were also present with him. Babaji was talking about God and power. After the discourse was over, everyone started going to meet Babaji one by one. Everyone was telling Babaji about the problems and sufferings of their personal lives. And Babaji was giving them advice to get rid of those problems. When I reached him, he smiled and blessed me and said, 'Daughter, looking at the lines on your forehead, it seems that you are going through severe mental pain. Tell me what is your problem. Babaji will remove your pain. May you be blessed, daughter, all your pain will go away. Empty the burden of your mind in front of me today.’ I told him, ‘Babaji, you are saying the truth. I am really in mental agony. Please relieve me of my pain and suffering.’ Babaji laughed after listening to me. He said, ‘Daughter, who am I to relieve you of your pain? I am a common man like you. When God has given you pain, then only he will relieve you of your pain. You just tell me your pain and bear the burden of your heart.’ I could not tell him everything in front of everyone. So I requested him, ‘Babaji, can I talk to you in private? Because I cannot say this in front of everyone. Please allow me to talk to you in private.' Hearing this, Babaji laughed again and said, ‘Okay daughter, when you are hesitant to talk in front of everyone, then I will listen to you in private. You wait till the discourse and distribution of prasad. Only after that I will be able to listen to you. Okay?’ I became happy after hearing his words. I bowed to him and said, ‘Okay Babaji. I will wait.’ Saying this, I came back to my place. And sat down and started waiting." I stopped Pihu and asked again, "Did Babaji meet you in private?" Pihu started speaking again, “Yes. He met. I was waiting on the side. After everyone left, Babaji called me again. I went to him. Babaji was accompanied by two of his nuns who were wearing white sarees. There was also a disciple who was wearing a white dhoti. Babaji made me sit in front of him and asked me, ‘Now tell me daughter, what burden of suffering are you carrying in your mind?’ I told him, ‘Babaji, I got married three years ago. But I still don’t have any children.’ On saying this, Babaji stopped me and said, ‘But daughter, I cannot help you in this. You should consult a good doctor and get yourself or your husband treated. But why do you need to take so much pain and suffering in this?’ I looked at Babaji’s nuns and disciple. Babaji understood that I was hiding something from him. He said, ‘Daughter, you are probably not telling me the whole thing. Perhaps you are not able to trust me. Well, if you do not want to tell me everything, then I cannot force you. And I will not do it either. Trust cannot be built in anyone's mind like this. Only if you have faith in me, then you will tell me everything openly.' I felt embarrassed in my mind after listening to Babaji's words. Actually, I had come to him to get rid of my pain and suffering, but I was not able to trust him. I immediately told him, 'No Babaji, it is not like that. But the thing that I am not able to say is very embarrassing for me. That is why I am not able to speak.' He said, 'If you keep carrying such pain in your mind, then you can fall seriously ill. So take my advice and tell everything openly. And no one here knows or recognizes you. Therefore, none of us will judge you. You can tell me anything without hesitation.' Hearing his words, I felt a little confident. I told him, 'Okay, Babaji. I will tell you everything openly. Actually, I got married three years ago. But my husband is not the only person in my life. There are many other people too.' Hearing my words, Babaji was a little shocked but did not say anything. He kept listening to me quietly. I started telling him again, 'Actually, since two years ago, I have had illegal sexual relations with many people other than my husband. And I am afraid that I may get pregnant from even one of them. I want to get pregnant only from my husband. But I am not able to.' Babaji asked me, 'Does your husband know about all these illegal relations of yours?' I said, 'Yes, Babaji, he knows. Actually, I started all this only after he told me. But now I have become used to all this. I am not happy with just my husband anymore. I need other men besides my husband to make myself happy.' Babaji said, 'Till date, how many illegal relationships have you had with other men?' I said, 'Quite a lot.' Babaji said, 'I understand that your mind is burdened with all these wrong and illegal relationships, which you are carrying with you all the time. And I am not blaming you for this. But your fear is also justified. I will definitely find a solution to this.' Saying this, Babaji closed his eyes and started chanting some mantras. And both his nuns stood behind him with diyas (lamps). Babaji's eyes were closed and he was moving his lips as if he was chanting some mantra in his mind. Then after some time Babaji opened his eyes. Then he looked at me seriously and said, 'What you were afraid of has happened, daughter, there is a defect in your birth chart. Due to which there is a hindrance in your married life. And you are going to face a lot of obstacles in becoming a mother.' I got a little scared after listening to Babaji's words. I said to him, ‘Babaji, please tell me a solution for this. I am ready to do anything.’ Babaji said, ‘Look daughter, I am not the kind of person who will extort money from you by giving you some amulet or something like that. I am a simple person. I can get a yagya (offering prayers to God in front of fire) done to remove this defect of yours. This can be cured only through this yagya. But we will do it only if you want.’ I got a little thoughtful after listening to his words.” I once again stopped Pihu and said, "What did you say to Babaji?" Pihu told me, “I told him, ‘Babaji, I am ready to do whatever you say. But I have a request to you.’ He said, ‘Tell me my daughter.’ I said, ‘Don’t feel bad Babaji, but my husband does not believe in all these things. So can we perform this yagya here?’ Hearing this, Babaji again got a little smile and said, ‘Look daughter, if you do not have enough faith in your mind, then no work can be successful. Not even yagya. Your husband does not believe in all these things, it is natural. Yes. But do you believe in it? Ask your heart. If you have full faith in your heart, then only you can get the fruits of this yagya.' I said, 'Yes Babaji. I have full faith. You organize the yagya here.' Then Babaji said, 'Okay, tomorrow you come to the ashram after taking a bath and wearing new clothes without applying vermilion at around 11.30 in the noon. We will do both the puja and yagya from 12 o'clock tomorrow. But there are some rules of this yagya which you will have to follow. I said, ‘Tell me Babaji, I will definitely follow all the rules. Babaji said, ‘Remember, do not tell anyone about this ritual otherwise it will create problems. Not even your husband. And the second and most important thing is that before participating in this puja and yagya, you need to be physically and mentally pure. There should not be any kind of dilemma in your mind. You should not let any question about this yagya come to your mind even for a fraction of second. You will have to do this puja with full devotion and faith. And for this, you will not have to have sex with your husband or anyone else for tonight. Remember, you should not even let your husband come close to your body. Before the puja, your body and mind will have to be completely pure. After taking bath, you will wear new clothes i.e. saree. But you cannot wear any kind of undergarment.’ I felt a little shy after hearing this. I told him, ‘But Babaji, if I don't wear anything under the saree then how will I be able to come to your ashram?' After listening to me, he thought and said, 'Okay, you can come here wearing undergarments under your saree from your home. But after coming here, remove them and wear only the saree. And secondly, your undergarments should be new. You cannot wear old clothes after bathing. Be it saree or undergarments. Understood?' I accepted his words while nodding my head. Then Babaji started saying, 'Remember, you will not use soap or anything else while bathing. You will bathe only with water. And after bathing, you will not do any kind of make-up. You will not wear any jewellery etc. And you will not even put sindoor (vermilion) on your forehead. In a way, you have to participate in this yagya as a sadhvi (nun). Understood? Will you be able to do so much?' I said, 'I will do everything Babaji.' He told me, 'Okay, then come tomorrow at the right time. Remember the time of this puja and yagya is tomorrow at 12 noon. After that we will not be able to start the puja.' I asked him, 'Anything else Babaji?' He told me, 'Remember one thing daughter, don't feel offended by what I say, but both your body and soul have become dirty. That is why you are facing difficulties in your married life. And you will probably have to face them in the future too. And there is only one solution to all this.’ I asked him, 'What is that Babaji?' Babaji said, 'Purification of your inner self. And there is only one process for this. This yagya. Through which we will purify your inner self. We will remove the filth that is filled in your body, mind and soul through this yagya. Therefore, you will have to participate in this yagya after being completely pure physically and mentally. Not only this, you will have to sacrifice all your desires, wishes, lust and attachments in the holy fire of this yagya. When you participate in this yagya, you will neither be anyone's daughter, nor anyone's girlfriend nor anyone's wife. You will not have any kind of earthly identity. You will just be an empty vessel in the form of a human being. And we will use your body and soul as this empty vessel in this yagya. We will fill it with purity, sanity and positivity. Understood daughter?’ I nodded my head and said, 'Yes Babaji. I understood.' He said, 'Okay. Remember all my words. Follow all the rules with loyalty and devotion. Do not let any kind of negative feeling grow in your mind. And do not let your mind become weak even for a moment. Remember, we will provide you positivity through this puja and yagya. Through which, going forward, you will be able to be happy in your married life and also become the mother of your husband's child. You will be able to do this. Now go back to your home. And come to my ashram tomorrow at the right time.' I took Babaji's blessings and then I left from there and came home. On the way home, I kept remembering every word said by Babaji again and again. I was not able to take a clear decision by then. I was thinking whether to talk to you about this puja or not. But then I remembered Babaji's warning. I cannot talk to anyone about this puja, not even to you. By doing this I will not get the result of the puja. That is why I decided not to tell you about it. That whole night I was not able to sleep, thinking that there is a defect in my birth chart. If I have caused trouble in my married life, then I will correct it. Whatever I have to do for this, I will do it. I was determined to do this puja and yagya the next day with full loyalty and devotion to Babaji.” (Contd.)

 

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