Xossip Ultimate Story Contest 2015

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DASTOOR..

Rudra Rajput

Aaj pure 6 sal baad mai use dekh raha tha.
Wo aaj bhi kafi maasum thi. Lekin chehre par wo chamak nahi thi. Collage khatam hone ke baad aaj pahli baar dekh raha tha use.
Pta nahi wo mujhe pahchan payegi ya nahi.

Ek mint wo yaha kya kar rahi h kahi wo bhi.....
Nahi nahi wo to ek achi ladki thi ek padaku ladki.
Yaar ho bhi sakta h. Jindagi kab kya rang dikhati h kya pta...

Ye khubsurat bala SIYALI thi. SIYALI GOYAL.
Meri classmate thi. Meri isse sabse achhi dosti thi. Ya fir yu kahe to bestey the ham. Agar kuch din aur sath rahte to pakka mai uske pyar me gir jata.

Ya fir ho sakta h uske liye mere dil ab bhi koi soft corner ho. Sayad isi liye abhi tak akela hu.
But ise ab pyar nahi kah sakte. Kam se kam ab to nahi.
Maine uske paas jane ka faisla kiya. Aur uske table ki taraf jane laga.

Jakar uske table me baith gaya. Wo akeli thi. Yaha sab akele hi hote h. Sab kisi ka intejar karte h aur fir koi bhi ata h sath baith jata h. Baat hoti h paise dete h aur wo ladki chal deti h uske sath.
Siya bhi sayad yase hi kisi ka intejar kar rahi thi. Par aaj koi aa hi nahi raha tha. Ya fir uska rate jyada h.

Mai bilkul khamosh tha aur wo bhi. 6 sal baad milkar bhi sayad dono me se koi khush nahi the.
Wo mujhe ektak dekh rahi thi. Mujhe yaha dekhkar uski halat kharab thi. But usne badi jaldi hi khud ko sambhal liya tha. Aur wo khamosh thi.

Mai-"kysi ho siya?"
Par koi jabab nahi aaya.
Jab kafi time tak koi rply nahi aaya to maine uske chehre ke taraf dekha. To uske aaknho se bas aansu bah rahe the.

Mai turant utha aur use gale laga liya. Wo roti rahi bahut der tak. Sach to ye h ki wo aaj kya h ye sochkar nahi ro rahi thi wo aaj ro rahi thi ki usne apne jindagi me kis galti ke bajah se kyaa kya khoya.

Halat insan ko bahut hi jald kathor bana deti h.
Aur jab koi ladki ek randi ban jaye tab to use koi fark hi nahi padta.
Aj bade dino baad use uska dost mila to wo khud ko rok nahi paayi but fir usne turant khud ko sambhal liya.

Ham fir usi table par baithe. Mai ab bhi chup tha. Soch raha tha suru kaha se karu.
Ye to mujhe saf pta chal raha tha ki ab siya ek randi h. Aur siya bhi ye samajh rahi thi ki mujhe bhi jism ki bhukh h. Par ham dono me se hi kisi ko bhi is baare me baat karne ki himmat na thi.

Aakhir maine hi chuppi todi.
Mai-"kyse hua siya ye sab."
Sach to ye h ki siya ko aaj yaha dekhkar mujhe bilkul bhi accha nahi lag raha tha.
Siya ab bhi chup thi aur khud ko majbut kar rahi thi.

Mai-" siya koi jor jabardasti nahi h. Mai aaj bhi wohi tumhara dost Varun hu jisse tum apni har baat share karti thi(period jysi personal baat bhi) chaho to aj bhi bata sakti ho.
Siya tut gayi thi aur sunane lagi apni dastan. Jise sunna mujhe bilkul hi accha nahi lag raha tha. Qki uske liye ab bhi kahi na kahi kuch to tha mere dil me. Sach to ye h ki ham time se pahle hi juda ho gaye the warna aaj wo meri hoti.

Siya-"ye mere dil ka sabse bada dard h jise mai jhel rahi hu. Meri jindagi ki sabse badi gunah h ye. Aur iski saja mai khud ko de rahi hu."
Mai-"matlab yse. Apni jism dekar paiso ki khatir. Nahi tumhe paiso ki kami kaha thi. Fir to ek hi karan ho sakta h ki masti. To fir ye saja kaha hui."

Meri baate sun siya ki fir se aankhe nam ho gayi.
Mai jaan bujhkar bol raha tha taki aawesh me aakar wo har baat mujhe bol de.

Siya-"maine khud se iski shuruat nahi ki. Maine khud se apne jism ko nahi diya. Mujhse jabardasti chhina gaya h. Aur fir jab kai baar logo ne mere marji ke bina hi is jism ka bhog kiya fir ye mere pyar ke liye kabil nahi raha.
Mai ye jism ab apne devta ko dene layak nahi thi.
Chahe mai jitni bhi masti karu lekin akele me bahut roti hu. Ye ek saja nahi to kya h."
Mai-"siya mai janna chahta hu ki kya hua."

Siya-"collage khatam hone ke baad maine job shuru ki. Tumhari dosti yaad aati thi. Aur yase hi time bit rahe the par tum sath nahi the to akeli thi fir mere jindagi me KARAN aaya. Mere sath hi kaam karta tha.
Pta nahi wo kab se mujhe chahta tha but mai bhi dhire dhire use chahne lagi. Kab ham dono pyar ke pinjade me kyad ho gaye. Pta hi nahi chala. Aur fir to ham pyar me khone lage uske haath mere boobs ko sahlane lage. Par isse jyada kabhi nahi ho paya."
Siya ke baato se saf pata chal raha tha ki wo kafi time se hi randi bani huyi h.

Siya-"fir aaya mere jindagi me tufaan. Mera accident ho gaya aur mai 9 mahine baad nind se jagi. Jab jagi to pata chala ki Karan ke mata pita bhi is duniya me nahi rahe. Fir maine job jana shuru kiya but karan ab thoda badal chuka tha.
Kuch to tha jo mujhse wo chupa raha tha.
Maine janne ki bahut koshish ki par wo kuch na bola.
Sach kahu to mujhe us par gussa aane laga tha aur man me galatfahmi palne lagi thi.
Mere gharwalo ne bhi pata nahi kya kya chupaya. Par ab mujhe karan se nafrat hone lagi thi. Aur use jalane ke liye mai use cheat karne lagi.
Aur natija ye hua ki uska pyar mere dil me tafrat hi ban gayi.
Ek din mere senior ne kaha ki agar tum karan ke khilaf sabut banakar boss ko dogi to tumhara promoson pakka.
Waise bhi ab mai karan se nafrat karti thi.
Maine use bahut jalil kiya. Sabke samne use thappad mara par wo mujhe kuch nahi kahta tha.
Bas mere sitam sahta ja raha tha. Yehi khamoshi mere dil me nafrat ban chuki thi.

Aur mai isi nafrat me apni jindagi ki sabse badi galti kar baithi.
Mere dil me ye tha ki wo tut jayega aur sab kuch bol dega par jo hua wo bhayanak hua.

Maine uske khilaf bahut sare sabut banaye. Galti mai karti thi aur dosh khud wo apne upar le leta tha. Aur us din maine use sabse bada jhatka dena chaha.
Mujhe pta tha use behad taklif hogi par ab sayad mujhe koi khas fark nahi padta tha.

Aur us din maine sare sabut boss ko de diye the.
Subah ka wakt tha mai boss ke paas hi thi aur sabut de rahi thi. Tabhi karan andar aaya. Use dekhte hi boss bole.

Boss-" aah mr. Karan i am realy verry sorry to say tha you are fired. Apna hisab collect karo aur aap ja sakte h is company se. Is company ko aap jyse logo ki jarurat nahi h."

Ye sunkar mai bhi shocked ho gayi thi. Mujhe nahi pta tha ki use company se nikal denge.
Waise bhi kafi dino se wo sahi se office bhi nahi aa raha tha.
Jyadatar leave leta rahta tha. Kam bhi sahi nahi ho paa raha tha.

Maine note kiya ki karan ke hath me koi kagaj thi. Shayad koi application ho.
Tabhi boss ne use resignation letter de diya.
Ham dono hi bahar aa gaye. Wo dhime kadmo se jaa raha tha. Aur fir ruk gaya aur ektak us resignation letter ko dekhta raha aur dekhta raha.
Uske aankho se aansu tapakne lage aur us letter par girte rahe.

Ye dekh sach to ye tha ki mujhe bhi rona aa gaya tha. Maine use aaj pahli baar aansu bahate huye dekha tha lekin mujhe nahi pta tha ki wo akhiri baar apne ansu baha rha tha. Wo apni maut ki ansu baha raha tha. Apni jindagi ke aakhiri din ke liye ro raha tha.

Mai wo dekh nahi paya aur apne cabine me chali gayi.
Fir pata nahi kya hua wo mujhe fir nahi mila.
3 din tak wo mujhe nahi mila aur na hi kahi dikha. Fir maine hi baat karne ki sochi to use phone kiya but phone bhi band aa raha tha.
Mai bechain hone lagi. Rah rah kar uske aansu yaad aane lage. Ki kis tarah wo ro raha tha.
Maine uske ghar jane ka faisla kiya but waha par bhi tala laga hua tha.
Mere paas usse milne ka koi tarika ab nahi tha.
Ab mai bhi rone lagi. Mujhe apne kiye har sitam yaad aa rahe the. At last mai rah nahi paayi aur apne dost Nisha ko phone kar hi diya.
Mujhe pakka pata tha ki nisha uska pata janti hi hogi.

Siya-"hi nisha please meri help kargi."
Nisha-"bol kya baat h?"
Mai ro rahi thi aur bol rahi thi-"please karan kaha h bta de."
Kuch der udhar se khamoshi rahi fir nisha ne ek lambi saans li.

Nisha-"ab jankar kya karegi."
Siya-"uske pairo me gir jaungi. Usse mafi mangungi.Please ek baar bata de kaha h wo. Mai teri pair padti hu."
Nisha-"thik h fir. Wo hospital me h."
Ye sunte hi mai gir gayi fir usne mujhe address diya aur ward n. Bhi diya.

Mai sidhe us hospital me gayi aur sidhe us ward me gayi.
Lekin ye kya yaha to meri chhoti bahan simmi baithi huyi h us ward ke paas aur aansu baha rahi h.
Mujhe dekhte hi simmi boli.

Simmi-"q aaye ho yaha. Wo chala gaya yaha se. Wo chala gaya wo chala gaya. Pata nahi kaha gaya.
Tumne use maar dala tumne karan ko maar dala."
Mai kuch nahi bol rahi thi.

Simmi-"pata h wo kitna pyar karta h tumse. Tum hi badnasib jo uske pyar ko naa pa saki. Jab tum koma me thi tab karan ke parantes ka bhi accident ho gaya aur wo bhi use chhod kar chale gaye.
Papa ke paas itne paise nahi the ki tumhara ilaaj ho sake. Lekin karan ke liye tum uska sab kuch thi. Usnhone tumhare ilaj ke liye apni sari property bech di apna sb kuch bech diya usne.
Tum to bach gayi lekin kudrat ne bahut hi bhadda khel khela.
Karan ki kidny kharab thi bahut pahle se hi. Lekin pta tab chala jab last stage tha. Ab agar uski jaan bach sakti thi to bas ek hi tarika tha kidny transplant. But ab to uske paas bilkul bhi paise nahi thi wo to sabkuch tumhare liye gawa chuka tha. Uske pas tha to bas tumhari yaade.
Us din wo apne office me advance money lene ke liye application lekar gaya tha. Lekin tumne to use company se hi nikalwa diya. Gaya tha wo wo jindagi ke liye par uske jindagi ne hi use maut ki saja de di."

Ab mai bardast nahi kar sakati thi. Mai wo baith gayi aur rone lagi. Roti rahi roti rahi.
Simmi hi mujhe ghar le aayi 3 din baad maine simmi se pucha ki wo karan ko kyse janti h.

Simmi-"di yasi bahut si baate huyi h jo aap nahi jante aur na hi aapko janna chahiye. Kya aap ko us par itna hi bharosha h ki koi baat agar apse chhupa raha ho to apka pyar khatam.
Yasi aur bhi bahut baate h jo aap nahi jante."

Mai puri tarah tut gayi thi. Mera sab kuch lut chuka tha. Ab mera jine ka koi fayda nahi.
Maine use dhundne ki kosish shuru ki. Aakhir bas ek baar mil jaye aur apne gunaho ki mafi mang kar uske baho me apni jaan de du.
Isi ummeed ke sath maine use dhundna shuru kiya.

Company me hi mere sath rahul bhi tha wo mera sath de raha tha. Ek din usne kaha ki karan lukhnow gaya h waha uska koi relative bhi h.
Maine lucknow jane ka faisla kiya. Rahul ne kaha ki wo bhi aa raha h.
Siya-"par rahuj tum to canada jane wale ho na."
Rahul-"ha mai canada jane waha hu aur tumhe lucknow chhodkar waha se dehli jaunga fir waha se canada jana h."

Mai rahul jysa dost pakar behad khush thi.
Fir ham lucknow gaye. Yaha aakar mujhe rahul ne 5 logo se milaya bola ki ye mere dost h par sham ko mujhe sachhayi pata chali jab meri aankh khuli.

Mai ek kamre me kaid thi. Aur fir rahul aaya aur usne fir badtamiji shuru ki mere sath mai shochked thi ki ye kya ho raha h jab mere samajh me aaya to mai chillane lagi tab wi 5 aaye aur mujhe dhar dabocha. Tab rahul ne pahle mera balatkar kiya fir un 5 ne.
Fir rahul waha se chala gaya. Tab mujhe pata chala ki usne mujhe inke paas bech diya.
Ye log ladki supply karte h. Mujhe jaha rakha gaya waha 2 ladki aur thi. Pahli raat mai sari raat dard se chillati rahi.

Dusre din fir un logo ne mera bang kiya.
agale din fir. Lekin ab mujhe wo log drug dekar karte the. Sirf seductive drug tha.
Yse meri din kat rahi thi mai har din shikar hoti aur har raat roti thi. Ab mujhe supply kiya jane laga matlb costumer ko diya jane laga.

Fir ek din un logo ne mera ek operation karwaya jisse meri virginity banayi gayi aur fir tab tak kisi ne bhi mere sath sex nahi kiya jab tak mai puri tarah thik nahi ho gayi.

Fir mujhe ek seth ke paas bheja gaya. Seth ne mujhe hamesha ke liye kharid liya tha.
Setha ek busnessman tha 40 sal ka tagda mard tha. Uska lund bahut bada tha aur mai fir se virgine thi.
Us raat unhone meri jaan hi nikal di thi mai behosh ho gayi thi. Jab hosh aaya to mai bed par thi aur dr. Mera ilaaj kar rahe the seth ke ghar me hi.

Seth ko yakin tha ki mai pahle se chudi hui nahi thi. Aur maine bhi kabhi nahi bataya. Sach tha ki kuch baate na hi bataya jaye to accha h.
Jab seth ka man mere se bharne laga to seth ne mujhe apne kutto ke samne fek diya. 6 mahine waha rahne ke baad seth ne mujhe mumbayi ke ek dalal ke paas bech diya. Jaha mai ek randi thi. Rate dalal tay karta aur badle me mujhe fix paise milte the. Jab dalal bole tabhi jana hota tha.

Pahle jab mera bang hua tab hi mai marna chahti thi but mujhpar har pal najar rakha jata tha. Maut bhi nasib nahi hui. Aur haar mankar maine yahi faisla kiya ki yahi meri saja h. Jab tak jiyungi karan ko dhundungi. Aur khud ko yahi saja dungi. Ab ye sarir karan ke layak nahi raha. Aur agar kabhi karan mil gaya to uske pairo me girkar mafi mangungi aur uske pairo me hi jaan de dungi.

Yahi sochkar maine is jindagi ko apna liya.
Jis din mai free hoti us din karan ko dhundne nikal jati aur jab dalal bulata tab fir aa jati.
Ek din mai yase hi karan ke liye dusre shahar gayi hui thi use dhundne. Usi din security officer ne us dalal ko pakad liya. Sab pakde gaye lekin mai bach gayi.

Ab mai kya karti is shahar me aa gayi. Is dhande me rahkar meri jaan pahchan kafi ho gayi thi to ye hotel mil gaya. Yaha mera kam aajad h.
Mai jab marji aa sakti hu. Kisi ke sath bhi ja sakti h marji to ye dhanda chhod bhi sakti hu. Bas mujhe hotel ke malik ko paise dene padte h.

Maine aaj bhi apne liye kuch bhi bacha kar nahi rakha mai Aaj bhi karan ko dhund rahi hu aur jab tak jinda hu usko dhundti rahungi."
Itna bolkar siya chup ho gayi lekin uske aansu nahi ruk rahi thi.
Aaj siya ke baare me itna kuch janne ke baad mujhe bhi bura lag raha tha.
Mai soch raha tha ki aakhir kyse jindagi badal jati h.
Mai-"siya kya tum ghar nahi jana chahti."

Siya-"nahi ab mai ghar nahi jaungi. Ab mera kuch nahi h sab kuch barbad ho gaya h. Jo mujhe sabse jyada chahta tha wo mere bajah se hi mara gaya mai uska doshi hu. Meri saja yahi h aur marte dam tak mai uski hi hu. Usne mere liye sab kuch kho diya apna sab kuch. Ab bas meri ek hi iccha h ki agar wo kahi ho to mujhe mil jaye taki mai uske baho me apni jaan de saku."

Siya ki baat sunkar mera dil rone laga. Sach to ye h ki siya ko mai bhi chahta tha bas ham samay se pahle hi bichad gaye the aur aaj tak sayad mai siya ka hi intezar kar raha tha.
Maine bahut socha fir bola.
Mai-"chal.."

Meri baat me ek rqst thi ek haq tha.
Siya kafi time tak mujhe dekhti rahi fir boli.
Siya-"chalo par mai tumse paise nahi lungi."

Siya ki baat chhoti thi but bahut meaningful. Matlab siya mujhe sex service nahi dena chahti thi balki pyar dena chahti thi. Aur badle me pyaar pana chahti thi. Do pal ke liye hi sahi.
Par maine to kuch alag hi soch rakha tha.

Mai shahar ke dusre side me company ke diye huye ek flate me rahta tha.
Mere sath ek banda aur rahta tha. Mai uske baare me jyada kuch nahi janta tha. Bas ye janta tha ki usne company ke malik ke beti ki jaan bachayi thi. Aur tab se wo isi company me h.

Wo banda kai dino tak room se bahar rahta h. Kab aata h kab jata h pata nahi. Wo bas ye kahta h ki. Jindagi to marne bhi nahi deti.
Wo kal hi bahar gaya h. Matlab agale 5-6 din tak mai siya ke sath aaram se rah sakta hu. Waise to maine kuch aur hi soch rakha tha.
Siya ne hotel malik ko paise diye aur ham nikal pade apne flate ki taraf.
Flate me pahuchkar mera chehra utar gaya qki uska tala khula hua tha.

Fir agale hi pal mere dil me ek ummeed jagi ki maine jo socha tha us kaam me wo meri madad kar sakta h.
Maine bell bajayi to usne darwaja khola usne mujhe dekha fir paltne laga par fir uske pair ruk gaye. Mere piche siya khadi thi jo ab tak barf ki ban chuki thi. Us bande ne piche mudkar dekha to wo bhi ruk gaya aur ektak siya ko dekhne laga.

Aur fir achanak se wo dono ek dusre se chipak gaye aur behatasha rone lage.
Wo roye jaa rahe the.
Mai bilkul hairan dekhta raha wo dono to kisi alag hi duniya me the aur roye jaa rahe the.

Karan itne dino se mere sath tha but aaj mujhe uski kahi har baat samjh aa rahi thi.
Jab usne maalik ki beti ki jaan bachayi tab wo khud behosh ho gaya tha. Aur fir jab use hosh aaya tb tak uski kidny transplant ho chuki thi.
Wo jyadatar chhutti karta tha qki use pata tha ki rahul ne siya ko bech diya aur wo siya ko dhund raha tha.

Maine pucha-"karan kya yahi wo ladki h jise tum dhund rahe the."
Karan aur siya to bas ek dusre se lipte ro rahi the. Karan ne sir hilakar haa me jabab diya.
Mai-"siyaa..."
Siya ne bhi sir hilakar haa kaha.

Mere kadam dagmagane laga aur mai ulte pair hi room ke bahar jane laga aur bahar aakar khud ko sambhal nahi paya aur gir gaya aur fut fut kar rone laga.

Abhi jo maine sapne sajaye the wo sare tut gaye. Siya meri chahat thi. Maine faisla kiya tha ki use hamesha ke liye apna bana lunga.
Par ab ek pal me hi fir se mere sare sapne tut gaye aur mai bikhar gaya. Sayad yahi h jindagi ka DASTOOR....
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