01-01-2019, 01:26 AM
Why was I so attracted to Gurnam? Arjun was a good lover, a caring husband and my best friend, so my life in all was great but why, even after trying to avoid myself from falling in a pit, was I dragging myself into it?
I was openly fantasizing about a man besides my husband. Was this cheating; was I pushing my self towards something like that or perhaps something too far? I had read somewhere that the inflammable fumes of infidelity lay amongst us all; just one needs to ignite it.
I spent the whole after noon thinking and wondering about the events of the last few days. I tried to distract myself and went over to my friend's house in the evening and came back home late at night and went to bed.
The next morning I was sitting at the dinning table, with a warm cup of coffee and a laptop in front of me. I was busy working on my project and had to meet my deadlines. I had kept Gurnam's thoughts at bay and tried focusing on my work.
I worked till around noon before I made myself a small meal and got back to work. Almost half an hour later the door bell rang. I wasn't expecting anyone and was surprised who it could be. I walked over to the door and opened and I almost yelled after seeing Gurnam at my door.
I was openly fantasizing about a man besides my husband. Was this cheating; was I pushing my self towards something like that or perhaps something too far? I had read somewhere that the inflammable fumes of infidelity lay amongst us all; just one needs to ignite it.
I spent the whole after noon thinking and wondering about the events of the last few days. I tried to distract myself and went over to my friend's house in the evening and came back home late at night and went to bed.
The next morning I was sitting at the dinning table, with a warm cup of coffee and a laptop in front of me. I was busy working on my project and had to meet my deadlines. I had kept Gurnam's thoughts at bay and tried focusing on my work.
I worked till around noon before I made myself a small meal and got back to work. Almost half an hour later the door bell rang. I wasn't expecting anyone and was surprised who it could be. I walked over to the door and opened and I almost yelled after seeing Gurnam at my door.