Adultery NEMESIS

[Neelkantha]

Part 10 – My Desire, Her Suffering

Pihu’s POV- - Sometimes I think and keep asking myself who has the most perverted mind between Bijan and me. I have noticed that whenever my husband Bijan has taken any perverted decision regarding me, I always support him knowingly or unknowingly. First I get angry with him, but later he convinces me anyhow from doing that perverted work. And I do that work happily even if I don't want to. Whether it is sex with his younger brother or with that gigolo. Every time I give him full support in his perverted work. Is it just to prove myself a loyal wife? Or is there some other reason behind this? How many times have I asked myself this question, do I enjoy all this or not? And the surprising thing is that every time I have got the answer in a clear yes. I cannot deny this truth even if I want to that I get a lot of happiness and joy in all this, which I don't get with Bijan. Perhaps this is also a reason why I cannot get angry with him even if I want to. Because a wave of this perverted desire keeps flowing in my mind all the time. Anyway, now let's come back to the story. I got angry and came back to the bedroom and sat on the bed. Behind me, first Bijan and then Pawan came inside our bedroom one by one. There was a mix of emotions on Pawan's face. There was fear. There was nervousness. There was sadness. And there was also regret. He clearly looked scared. I have to admit, I felt sorry for that poor boy at that very moment, even if for a moment. But at the same time I remembered that boy was trying to do wrong with me in the darkness of the night, by entering our bedroom, in the absence of my husband. And as soon as I remembered this, I again started getting angry at that bastard. But even then only one question was going on in my mind, that when Pawan was trying to do wrong with me alone, why was Bijan not with me at that time? Where was he at that time? Why did he not come to save me despite hearing my screams? He had said that he was the one who asked Pawan to do this. Is this true, or a well-planned conspiracy? If Bijan is behind all this, then why is he doing this? There were so many questions, but I didn't have a single answer at that moment. When Bijan came inside the bedroom, the first thing he did was give me a bottle of water and said in a calm voice, "Pihu, first you drink some water. Calm your mind a little, and whatever I am going to tell you, listen to it with a cool mind." Without saying anything, I took the bottle from his hand and drank some water. And then looking at him I said, "Now tell me, Bijan. What do you want to say? If you made him do this, then what is the reason behind it?" Bijan said looking at me, "Okay, I will tell you everything from the beginning. Then it will be easier for you to understand. Do you remember, almost a week ago I went to give Tiwari this month's bill and money?" I nodded my head and said, "Yes, I remember. But you go every month to give him the bill and money? So what was special this time?" Before telling this, Bijan looked at Pawan once. I also looked. Pawan was standing with his head bowed. And he was not looking at me or Bijan. I looked at Bijan. Bijan started saying again, “This time when I reached their hut to give money to Tiwari, I heard Pawan's voice from outside. He was saying something to Tiwari and I was also shocked to hear that.” I immediately asked him, “What was he talking about that you were shocked to hear?” Bijan remained silent for a while and then said again, “Actually he was talking about you.” I asked him again, “What was he talking about me?” Then Bijan slowly started telling me everything. And the more I kept listening to him, the more I started getting surprised. I was really shocked to know that Pawan, who looked innocent and poor, had such thoughts about me in his heart. As soon as Bijan stopped, I asked him again, “But why did you not tell me all this before? And instead of scolding him, why did you tell him to do all this?” Bijan went to say something but suddenly stopped and looking at Pawan said to him, “Pawan, will you go out for a while? I want to talk to Pihu in private. You just wait outside. I will call you after finishing our talk." He quietly went out. As soon as he went out, Bijan looked at me and said, "I did all this only for you, darling." I asked him in surprise, "You sent our watchman to do something wrong with me at midnight and now you are saying that you did all this for me? Bijan, I am not as stupid as I appear to be. I also have some brains." He held my hand and said, "Look darling, please don't get angry on me. I know that the happiness that Ani and Rajesh have given you, I am not able to give you that happiness even if I want to. You don't talk to me openly about this. But I get to know every helplessness of yours. You are not satisfied with my sex, please don't deny this truth. Don't make futile attempts to pretend of being satisfied with me just to keep me happy. This hurts me even more. I am your husband. And it is my responsibility to bring you every happiness in the world, even which I cannot give you myself. And I will keep repeating this again and again, no matter how much you misunderstand me." As soon as he stopped, I said, "But there is a danger of all this coming in between our relationship. Just think about that, Bijan. Whatever you are like, whether you can make me satisfied or not, it does not matter to me. The fact that you think about me so much all the time, the fact that despite everything you want me so much, the fact that you love me so much, this is enough for me." "But not for me at all." Stopping me, Bijan said, "I cannot see you suffering like this every night. I will find and bring for you that fun, that bliss, which I cannot give you myself. And I will keep bringing it in the future as well. And you will have to enjoy the same pleasure and enjoyment from all of them, I swear. You will neither stop me, nor yourself. Promise me, Pihu, promise." I looked at him and hugged him tightly and said while crying, "Why do you love me so much, Bijan? I promise you today, from now on whatever you want, I will accept it without saying anything. I love you so much." He kissed me on the forehead and said, "I love you, my love. Stop crying now. Wipe your tears and call Pawan inside. And fulfill his dream of regarding you. I want to see both of you happy." I wiped my tears and called Pawan, "Pawan, come inside now." On hearing my voice, he came inside the room in fear. I called him to me and said, "I forgive you, Pawan. Whatever you have done, you have done it unknowingly and in ignorance. I forgive you for this. And you also forgive me for kicking and slapping you. I should have known the truth earlier." Pawan probably could not believe his ears. He immediately sat down near my feet and started crying, “Please forgive me, Bhabhiji. I have made a huge mistake. I swear on my mother, from today onwards I will not think anything wrong about you. Please forgive me for this time." I stopped him and said, "First of all stop crying, Pawan. I am not angry with you anymore. Whatever you have done is natural according to your age. But you will also have to understand, Pawan that you cannot get any woman like this. No one will forgive you for what you have done to me. Promise me, from today onwards you will not think like this about any woman." He immediately held my hand and said, "I promise you, Bhabhiji. I will not think anything wrong about any woman." I said, "Good. Now listen carefully, whenever you need me, you will come to me without hesitation. You do not need to do anything wrong. Whatever you need, I will give it to you. Promise me this too." He looked at me in shock. And then looked at Bijan. Bijan shook his head and assured him. He looked at me again and said, "Okay, Bhabhiji. I will do whatever you want. Thank you very much to both of you." I now took off the maxi which I was wearing in front of him and said, "Now come to me and fulfill your dream." He looked at me again and then at Bijan. Hesitation could be clearly seen in his eyes. Bijan once again assured him to do so. Immediately the expression on his face changed. Now a different kind of happiness started to appear in his eyes.

He slowly came near me and started looking at my naked body carefully without saying anything. There was only desire in his eyes now, nothing else. He put his lips on mine and started kissing me deeply. Then he put his lips on my neck and slowly started moving downwards. He held my boobs with both hands and sucked them and said, “Bhabhiji, these things of yours can drive anyone crazy.” His lips started moving on my stomach and thin waist. He kissed every naked part of my body and slowly started going towards my pussy with his tongue. “Your pussy is so soft and wet, Bhabhiji. I will fill it completely today,” he said and started licking my pussy with his tongue. “Ahh… Pawan,” I said somehow in agony. Then he looked into my eyes and said, “Bhabhiji, I love you. I cannot see you in agony like this. I will fulfill your every wish.” His words and actions were driving me completely crazy. He spread my legs and brought his cock near my pussy and said, “Now I will show you what a real man can do.” His words and actions had now broken the dam of my patience. I was completely surrendered to him. As Pawan placed his cock near my pussy and tried to push it inside, I could feel how tight and closed my pussy was. His thick cock was having a lot of difficulty in going inside, and every push was giving me pain. “Ahh… Pawan, slowly… it is hurting a lot,” I said in a voice that was about to cry. But he did not stop. He tightened his grip and tried to push his cock deeper. The pain was clearly visible on my face. “Pawan, don’t do it… I am in a lot of pain.” Tears started flowing from my eyes. I tried to stop him, but his heat of desire were so strong that he ignored me. “Bhabhiji, bear it a little. I will do it slowly now. All your pain will turn into pleasure,” he said looking into my eyes. There was love and reassurance in his voice, but my body was trembling with pain. He stopped his cock halfway and slowly started rubbing my pussy with his fingers so that I could get some relief. “Bhabhiji, your pussy is so tight, as if no one has touched it yet. I will open it completely.” There was a strange madness in his words. But I was writhing in pain. “Pawan, please… don’t do it. I am really in pain.” My voice had now become like a cry. He wiped the tears falling from my eyes with his tongue and said, “Bhabhiji, I promise, this will be the last time it will hurt. After this, there will be only pleasure.” He started his attempt again, this time more cautiously, but my body was already drowning in the sea of pain. My pussy was so tight that every thrust was forcing me to scream. I had made the mistake of thinking him to be young and weak. His cock was about 9 inches long and its thickness was also the same. And whenever his cock entered my tight pussy, I felt pain. I was thinking in my mind that I was feeling such pain even when Ani and Rajesh fucked me. But when I had sex with Bijan, I have never felt this pain till date. This clearly told me that Bijan’s cock was small in size compared to all these people. So I have never had more fun than the fun I got from getting fucked by Ani, Rajesh and Pawan. Various thoughts started coming to my mind. Pawan was moving his waist vigorously, due to which his cock was penetrating my pussy forcefully. And was giving me a lot of pain. Seeing me moaning in pain, Pawan stopped for a while. He wiped my tears with his palms and tried to calm me down. “Bhabhiji, I don’t want to hurt you, but you need me. I can’t leave you incomplete. Just bear with it a little, I promise to give you pleasure,” he said in a low and soft voice. He started moving his lips on my naked body again. He sucked my boobs, kissed my neck lovingly and moved his tongue on my stomach, so that my attention could be diverted from the pain. There was tenderness and patience in every movement of his now. As if a groom is filling his soft and tender bride with love on his first night. I liked it. I grabbed his neck and pulled him towards me and kissed him on his lips. He responded by kissing my lips very lovingly. “Bhabhiji, your pussy has to be opened carefully. I don’t want to hurt you,” he said and started moving his fingers on my pussy.

Slowly, he made my pussy wetter with his fingers so that his thick cock could enter my pussy easily. I was still in pain, but his words and actions were giving me some relief. “Pawan, please… do it a little slowly now. Your cock is too long and thick. I can’t bear it. My pussy is burning.” I cried. “Okay, Bhabhiji. I won’t hurt you,” he said and slowly tried to insert his cock again. This time he was more careful and pushed very slowly. My pussy was still tight, but his tenderness and patience relaxed my body a little. “Just a little more, Bhabhiji. If you don’t stop me, I will handle it,” he said and supported me. Slowly, his cock started going inside my pussy. I was still feeling pain, but his tenderness and love gave me the strength to bear it a little. “Pawan… it still hurts a lot,” I said, but this time there was less protest in my voice. “Just a little more, Bhabhiji. You keep looking at me, everything will be fine. I am with you,” he said and kissed me while looking into my eyes. His love and comfort started reducing my restlessness. I was still in pain, and I was trying to cry, when suddenly Pawan put his hand on my mouth. “Bhabhiji, keep quiet… if someone outside hears, there will be trouble,” he said in a slow but strict tone. There was only passion in his eyes now. Tears were flowing from my eyes, but I was not able to say anything now. Pawan held my waist tightly with his other hand and gave a sharp jerk. His whole cock entered inside my pussy in one go. “Ahhh…!” I tried to scream, but his hand was on my mouth. My pussy was now completely filled with his cock, and the pain shook me to the core. “Bhabhiji, everything will be fine now. Your pussy is made just for me. So tight and hot… wow!” he said and slowly started moving his waist. I felt a strange shock in my whole body. I was feeling a strange sensation along with the pain. His grip was strong, and I was feeling his every push deeper and deeper into my pussy. “Bhabhiji, now your pussy is all mine. I will never leave it empty,” he said and increased his speed. Tears were coming out of my eyes, but with every thrust of his, my body was now responding to him. “Pawan… ahh… slow down,” I tried to remove his hand, but his grip became stronger. “No, Bhabhiji. Today I will make you completely mine.” He started moving his waist faster. My body had now started feeling something else along with the pain. His every movement was taking me to a different world. As Pawan's speed increased, my pain slowly started reducing and a strange pleasure started taking its place. My pussy was now responding to his every movement. I started moving my waist up and down, as if I myself wanted to feel him deeper. “Pawan… ahh… harder,” I said slowly, smiling at him. Now my eyes were not showing pain, but desire was clearly visible. Pawan's grip became stronger. He held my buttocks tightly and said, "Bhabhiji, your pussy is driving me crazy. You yourself are giving me such pleasure, like I have never got before." I started moving my waist up and down, as if I wanted to take his every thrust deeper. "Pawan, you made me feel like Bijan could never do. Ahh... you are a true man." Hearing my words, the passion in Pawan's eyes had increased even more. He held my waist and started thrusting harder. "Bhabhiji, you yourself are amazing. Your every move is driving me crazier." I continued to move my buttocks up and down faster, as if I myself was pulling him deeper. His every move was creating a strange wave inside me. "Pawan, faster... fuck me harder," I said in a yearning voice. Now my whole body was playing with his movements. His every move was giving me more pleasure. "Bhabhiji, I will never leave you empty. You are only mine," he said loudly and increased his speed. My body had now started cooperating with him completely.

Pawan looked at me and suddenly said with a naughty smile, “Bhabhiji, let's do something new now. Let me have complete control over you.” He lifted me from the bed and turned me around and grabbed my buttocks. “Now I will fuck you from behind. Are you ready?” he said softly in my ear. There was a different kind of madness in his voice. Without saying anything, I put my hands on the bed and raised my waist a little. “Pawan, do whatever you want to do. I am all yours now,” I said smiling turning back towards him. He placed his cock on my pussy and started to slowly put it in. “Bhabhiji, your pussy is like a treasure. The deeper I go, the more fun it is,” he said and tightened his grip. Now he started giving strong thrusts. His every move was driving me crazy. I was pushing my waist back so that he could fill me deeper. “Ahh… Pawan, faster. Fuck me thoroughly,” I said responding to his every move. He held my waist tightly and said, “Bhabhiji, now you are mine. I will make you mine completely.” His speed increased. My buttocks were now responding to his every move. “Pawan, you are a true man. I have never had such fun before,” I said and tried to control my breathing. “Bhabhiji, I will please you in every way. You just accept me as yours,” he said and tightened his grip on my buttocks. Now both of us were in complete rhythm. His movements had taken me to a different world. As Pawan increased his speed, a strange heat started spreading throughout my body. His every move was taking me to a new height. I started pushing my waist back faster, so that he could feel me to the fullest depth. “Ahhh… Pawan, I can’t take it anymore. I am about to cum,” I gasped. My breathing had become fast, and my body started shivering in response to his every move. “Bhabhiji, I am also about to cum. Your pussy is driving me crazy,” he said loudly and tightened his grip. He increased his speed. My body started responding to his every thrust. My pussy was now completely wet, and I was entirely surrendered to him. “Pawan… ahhh… now I…!” I felt all my pleasure with a loud scream. My whole body started shivering, and I fell on the bed. At the same time, Pawan also gave a strong thrust and released all his cum inside my pussy. “Bhabhiji, this was all for you,” he said and fell on my waist, panting. We both lay on top of each other for a few minutes, our breathing was fast, and our bodies were still feeling the heat of the moment. He kissed me softly on the cheek and said, “Bhabhiji, you are mine. I will never leave you alone.” I looked at him with a smile and said, “Pawan, you have given me everything I was looking for years.” We both lay on the bed for a while, our breathing was slowly becoming normal. Pawan looked at me, gave a light smile, and caressed my cheek lovingly. “Bhabhiji, you are not in pain any more, right?” he asked in a soft voice. I replied with a light smile, “Pawan, what happened was very special. But now we have to be careful. It is very late, you have to leave now. No one should see you leaving from here in this state.” Pawan nodded and slowly stood up. He picked up his clothes and started putting them on hurriedly. I also got up from the bed, wore my maxi and combed my hair. He looked towards the door and then towards me. “Bhabhiji, I am leaving now. But I will never leave you alone. Whenever you need me, I will always be there.” I looked at him smilingly and said, “Pawan, whatever happened will remain a secret between the three of us. No fourth person should come to know about it.” He said, “I promise you both, no one else will come to know about this except me.” Saying this, he unlocked the door and then slowly went out. Meanwhile, Bijan was looking at both of us with his head down. After Pawan left, he closed the door and slowly came to me and kissing my lips with his lips said, “How was it, darling?” He was able to make you happy, right?” I kissed him happily and said, “He has made me very happy, darling. I am grateful to you. You have helped me a lot in getting this happiness.” I lay on the bed on my back and pulled my husband over me. And then looking into his eyes I said, “Today I want to give you a punishment. And you will have to promise me that you will accept this punishment silently every time without saying anything.” Bijan kissed my lips very lovingly and said, “Tell me dear. I am ready to bear every punishment of yours.” I said smiling, “Your punishment is that, from today onwards, whenever I get fucked by any other man other than you, whether it is in your presence or in your absence, then after getting fucked, you will lick my pussy yourself and clean the cum of that other man in my pussy. You will not hesitate to do this. No matter how bad you feel inside, you will keep doing this work every time without saying anything. This is your only punishment for making me a bad and corrupt wife. Every time you lick and clean the cum of other men from my fucked pussy, you will remember how you have made your innocent and poor wife so immoral and corrupt. Tell me, will you bear this punishment every time?” He again said laughing, “I am ready to bear this punishment smilingly, dear, without any hesitation. I promise you the same today. I will not give you a chance to complain even once.” I said, “Then it is okay, come, and bear your punishment.” After doing this, I held his face and placed it on my pussy. The pussy still had fresh cum left by Pawan. Bijan started licking and cleaning his cum from my pussy with his tongue. A new sensation started again in my just fucked pussy. I kept pressing his head hard on my pussy and kept remembering those moments which had just passed. (contd.)

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