11-06-2025, 03:01 AM
mainne apanee aankhen band kar leen aur karaahane lagee. pahale to dheere se, phir tez aur tez. main lagaataar risatee rahee aur kaanpatee rahee aur karaahatee rahee. aur phir, mera ras baahar aa gaya. main charamotkarsh par pahunchee. zor se. yah itana teevr sambhog tha, mere jeevan ka ab tak ka sabase teevr. ras kee nadiyaan meree yoni se bah nikaleen aur usake chehare par bhar gaeen.
usane chaata aur chaata aur meree yoni se nikalane vaale taral padaarth kee aakhiree boond ko chaata. phir usane meree guda ko chaata, jo bhee taral padaarth se dhaka hua tha. usane oopar dekha. main santushti mein use dekhakar muskuraee. laalaten kee mand roshanee mein usaka chehara chamak raha tha.
usakee naak, honth, thodee aur yahaan tak ki usakee moonchhen bhee mere safed ras se dhakee huee theen.
“main hee kyon?” usane poochha.
“kya?” main samajh nahin paee.
“mere saath aisa kyon? tumhaara koee boyaphrend to hoga hee. mere saath kyon?” usane poochha.
mainne aah bharee. “mera boyaphrend aalasee aur moorkh hai. vah mere saath se zyaada samay apane plesteshan ke saath bitaata hai.”
“vah kya hai?” usane plesteshan ke baare mein kabhee nahin suna tha.
“veediyo gem,” mainne javaab diya.
use samajh nahin aaya. lekin vah khada ho gaya aur bola, “chhotee raanee, tumhen yahaan koee andaragaarament nahin pahanana chaahie. bahut garmee hai. din bhar bijalee kat jaatee hai. tumhen apane guptaangon ko saans lene dena chaahie.”
“kya?” main usake saahasik sujhaav par hans padee.
“haan. andaraviyar pahanane se tumhen paseena aaega aur khujalee hogee. jab tak tum is ghar mein ho, andaraviyar mat pahano. yahaan mere alaava koee aur nahin hai jo is par dhyaan de sake.” usane aage kaha, “tumhen apane guptaangon ko zyaada se zyaada dikhaana chaahie.”
mujhe yakeen nahin ho raha tha ki 20 saal se hamaaree propartee kee dekhabhaal karane vaala mujhe aisee gandee salaah de raha tha. pichhale 30 minat kee ghatanaon se use zaroor protsaahan mila hoga.
“kya iseelie tum andaraviyar nahin pahanatee?” mainne usakee himmat ko apanee himmat se milaane kee koshish kee.
“nahin. mainne apanee zindagee mein kabhee andaraviyar nahin pahana. mere bade hone ke dauraan mere gaanv mein kisee ne bhee nahin pahana,” usane javaab diya. “ab, yah meree aadat ban gaee hai.”
ab mera dhyaan apanee jaanghon se hataakar usakee taraf jaane ka samay aa gaya tha. vah mere bistar ke bagal mein khada tha. usakee lungee mein tamboo pahale kee tarah hee bada tha. aur mainne dekha ki lungee ke sire par geelaapan ka ek bada gol dhabba tha. yah usaka pree-kam hoga!
"theek hai, mujhe dekhane do ki tumhaare paas kya hai," mainne kaha. "apanee baniyaan utaaro."
usane turant apanee baniyaan utaaree aur use pharsh par phenk diya. mainne jeetookaaka ka nanga dhad pahale kabhee nahin dekha tha. bachapan se hee mainne use shart, kurte aur baniyaan mein dekha hai. usake kandhon, baahon, chhaatee, pet aur peeth par baal the. ghane, ghungharaale, kaale baal.
usaka pet bahut bada tha. aam beeyar pet se bhee bada. lekin mujhe is baat mein zyaada dilachaspee thee ki usake pet ke neeche 6 inch kee dooree par usakee lungee ke peechhe kya chhipa tha.
"mujhe yah utaarane do," mainne kaha. mainne bistar ke kinaare baithe-baithe usakee kamar par lagee lungee kee gaanth khol dee. lungee chupachaap pharsh par gir gaee. vaah! main sahee tha! lungee ke neeche jo chhipa tha, vah usake pet se kaheen zyaada bada tha.
ek ghanee baalon vaalee jhaadee. ek vishaal kaala murga meree or seedha ishaara kar raha tha. aur 2 vishaal genden – aaloo ke aakaar kee – ghane, ghungharaale baalon se dhakee huee. jeetookaaka aadhe andhere, aadhe prakaash, ardh-prakaashit kamare mein ek nagn, baalon vaale jaanavar kee tarah khada tha. usake vishaal kaale land kee nasen ped kee shaakhaon kee tarah ubharee huee theen.
laalaten kee roshanee mein usake land ka sira chamak raha tha. mainne apanee ungalee se usake sire ko chhua. ek chipachipa, jel jaisa taral padaarth meree ungalee par chipaka hua tha, bhale hee mainne ise door kheench liya ho. yah ek bahut hee gaadha pree-kam tha, aur isakee bahut tez gandh thee. main ise chakhana chaahata tha, lekin gandh ne mujhe niraash kar diya.
mainne apana chehara usake land ke kareeb laaya, aur gandh tej bleech kee tarah tej ho gaee. usakee gendon se bhee vahee gandh aa rahee thee.
"tum badaboodaar ho!" mainne kaha aur apana chehara usake land se hata liya. "yah yahaan neeche amezan varshaavan kee tarah hai. tum shev kyon nahin karate?"
“kya shev karana hai?” vah hairaan lag raha tha.
“is jangal ko shev karo,” mainne usakee baalon vaalee jhaadee ko kheencha. “aur tumhaaree genden. ve oon se dhake aaloo kee tarah dikhatee hain!”
vah vaakee ulajhan mein lag raha tha. “main ek aadamee hoon. sabhee purushon ke neeche baal hote hain. mujhe kyon shev karana chaahie? main kaise shev kar sakata hoon? mere gaanv mein koee bhee apanee genden nahin shev karata.”
mainne socha ki yah kitana aadim asabhy jaanavar hai. vah abhee bhee paashaan yug mein phansa hua hai. aajakal purush apanee genden aur kamar niyamit roop se shev karate hain. lekin usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai.
“jab tak tum saare baal nahin hata dete main tumhaara ling nahin choosoongee,” mainne use jhallaahat mein kaha. “aur tumhen apana ling dhona hoga. yah badaboodaar hai.”
vah kamare ke doosaree taraph chala gaya, ek alamaaree kholee aur kuchh nikaala. phir, vah mere paas aaya aur vah cheez mere haath mein rakh dee. yah pairaashoot naariyal tel kee ek chhotee botal thee.
"isaka aur apane haathon ka istemaal karo. mujhe tumhaare munh kee zaroorat nahin hai." yah kahate hue, usane meree minee skart ko phaad diya aur 2 tez harakaton mein meree tee-shart ko utaar diya, aur unhen neeche pharsh par phenk diya. "let jao, chehara oopar karo," usane gusse mein aavaaz mein aadesh diya.
main bistar par let gaee, pooree tarah se nagn, usakee aavaaz ke svar mein badalaav se thoda ghabara gaee. vah mere chehare ke theek oopar khada tha. usaka ling seedha aur seedha khada tha.
"tel se meree gendon kee maalish karo," usane phir se aadesh diya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par tel daala aur usakee gendon par lagaana shuroo kar diya. ve bahut bade the. main unhen apanee hatheliyon ke andar nahin sama pa rahee thee. aur ve bhaaree the, bahut bhaaree.
"ab, mere ling kee maalish karo," usaka agala aadesh aaya.
mainne usake land par tel lagaaya. donon haathon se. aisa laga jaise mainne lohe kee motee paip pakadee huee hai. tel se lathapath, yah laalaten kee mand roshanee mein chamak raha tha.
“ab, ek haath mere land par aage-peechhe karate raho,” usane aadesh diya. “aur doosare haath se mere andakoshon ko ragado.”
mainne vaisa hee kiya jaisa mujhe bataaya gaya tha. main mushkil se usake andakoshon ko ek haath se pakad pa rahee thee. ve bahut bade the. aur mera chhota sa haath usake ped ke tane ke aakaar ke land par ek chhadee kee tarah lag raha tha.
“dabaate raho, pamp karate raho. tez, tez,” jaise-jaise usaka land sakht aur bada hota gaya, usakee aavaaz tez hotee gaee. pree-kam likvid usake land kee nok se mere gale aur gardan par tapakane laga. gandh bahut zyaada thee, lekin main jaaree rahee.
sekand beet gae. minat beet gae. main usake land ko pamp karatee rahee aur usake andakoshon ko dabaatee rahee. mere haath dard karane lage. main thak gaee. jaise hee main haar maanane vaalee thee, usane mere haath ko chodana shuroo kar diya. usane apana ling jor se meree hathelee par dhakela aur dhakel diya.
usane apanee gendon ko meree ungaliyon par pakada, jo pahale se hee unhen kap mein jakade hue theen aur jor se dabaaya. aur phir vah jor se gurraahat ke saath jhad gaya. ek jaanavar kee tarah. garm, gaadhee kreem kee dhaaren jharane kee tarah oopar se mere shareer par girane lageen.
safed kreem ke tukade mere gale, stanon, nippalon, naabhi, baalon aur chehare par gire. aur usane aakhiree 2 boonden mere honthon par nichod deen. mainne anajaane mein apana munh khol diya. aur taral padaarth andar tapakane laga. yah gaadha, chipachipa, bahut chipachipa tha. aur usamen bleech jaisee tez gandh thee.
jeetookaaka ne apanee lungee aur baniyaan pharsh se uthaee aur kamare se baahar chale gae. unhonne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha. main kuchh der bistar par letee rahee aur phir vah laalaten lekar baatharoom chalee gaee jo unhonne peechhe chhodee thee.
main sheeshe ke saamane khadee thee aur laalaten ko oopar uthaaya. main khud ko pahachaan nahin pa rahee thee. mere ooparee shareer ka har inch gaadhe, safed veery se dhaka hua tha. mere baalon, naak, honthon, stanon aur pet par veery tha. veery kee boonden mere shareer se gond kee tarah chipakee huee theen! ve neeche nahin bah rahee theen, bas apanee jagah par chipakee huee theen.
main veery se nahaaya hua tha. jeetookaaka ne mujhe veery se nahalaaya tha!
mainne apane chehare se thoda veery uthaaya aur apanee jeebh par lagaaya. namakeen, chipachipa, malaeedaar - kya aazaadee ka svaad aisa hee hota hai?
usane chaata aur chaata aur meree yoni se nikalane vaale taral padaarth kee aakhiree boond ko chaata. phir usane meree guda ko chaata, jo bhee taral padaarth se dhaka hua tha. usane oopar dekha. main santushti mein use dekhakar muskuraee. laalaten kee mand roshanee mein usaka chehara chamak raha tha.
usakee naak, honth, thodee aur yahaan tak ki usakee moonchhen bhee mere safed ras se dhakee huee theen.
“main hee kyon?” usane poochha.
“kya?” main samajh nahin paee.
“mere saath aisa kyon? tumhaara koee boyaphrend to hoga hee. mere saath kyon?” usane poochha.
mainne aah bharee. “mera boyaphrend aalasee aur moorkh hai. vah mere saath se zyaada samay apane plesteshan ke saath bitaata hai.”
“vah kya hai?” usane plesteshan ke baare mein kabhee nahin suna tha.
“veediyo gem,” mainne javaab diya.
use samajh nahin aaya. lekin vah khada ho gaya aur bola, “chhotee raanee, tumhen yahaan koee andaragaarament nahin pahanana chaahie. bahut garmee hai. din bhar bijalee kat jaatee hai. tumhen apane guptaangon ko saans lene dena chaahie.”
“kya?” main usake saahasik sujhaav par hans padee.
“haan. andaraviyar pahanane se tumhen paseena aaega aur khujalee hogee. jab tak tum is ghar mein ho, andaraviyar mat pahano. yahaan mere alaava koee aur nahin hai jo is par dhyaan de sake.” usane aage kaha, “tumhen apane guptaangon ko zyaada se zyaada dikhaana chaahie.”
mujhe yakeen nahin ho raha tha ki 20 saal se hamaaree propartee kee dekhabhaal karane vaala mujhe aisee gandee salaah de raha tha. pichhale 30 minat kee ghatanaon se use zaroor protsaahan mila hoga.
“kya iseelie tum andaraviyar nahin pahanatee?” mainne usakee himmat ko apanee himmat se milaane kee koshish kee.
“nahin. mainne apanee zindagee mein kabhee andaraviyar nahin pahana. mere bade hone ke dauraan mere gaanv mein kisee ne bhee nahin pahana,” usane javaab diya. “ab, yah meree aadat ban gaee hai.”
ab mera dhyaan apanee jaanghon se hataakar usakee taraf jaane ka samay aa gaya tha. vah mere bistar ke bagal mein khada tha. usakee lungee mein tamboo pahale kee tarah hee bada tha. aur mainne dekha ki lungee ke sire par geelaapan ka ek bada gol dhabba tha. yah usaka pree-kam hoga!
"theek hai, mujhe dekhane do ki tumhaare paas kya hai," mainne kaha. "apanee baniyaan utaaro."
usane turant apanee baniyaan utaaree aur use pharsh par phenk diya. mainne jeetookaaka ka nanga dhad pahale kabhee nahin dekha tha. bachapan se hee mainne use shart, kurte aur baniyaan mein dekha hai. usake kandhon, baahon, chhaatee, pet aur peeth par baal the. ghane, ghungharaale, kaale baal.
usaka pet bahut bada tha. aam beeyar pet se bhee bada. lekin mujhe is baat mein zyaada dilachaspee thee ki usake pet ke neeche 6 inch kee dooree par usakee lungee ke peechhe kya chhipa tha.
"mujhe yah utaarane do," mainne kaha. mainne bistar ke kinaare baithe-baithe usakee kamar par lagee lungee kee gaanth khol dee. lungee chupachaap pharsh par gir gaee. vaah! main sahee tha! lungee ke neeche jo chhipa tha, vah usake pet se kaheen zyaada bada tha.
ek ghanee baalon vaalee jhaadee. ek vishaal kaala murga meree or seedha ishaara kar raha tha. aur 2 vishaal genden – aaloo ke aakaar kee – ghane, ghungharaale baalon se dhakee huee. jeetookaaka aadhe andhere, aadhe prakaash, ardh-prakaashit kamare mein ek nagn, baalon vaale jaanavar kee tarah khada tha. usake vishaal kaale land kee nasen ped kee shaakhaon kee tarah ubharee huee theen.
laalaten kee roshanee mein usake land ka sira chamak raha tha. mainne apanee ungalee se usake sire ko chhua. ek chipachipa, jel jaisa taral padaarth meree ungalee par chipaka hua tha, bhale hee mainne ise door kheench liya ho. yah ek bahut hee gaadha pree-kam tha, aur isakee bahut tez gandh thee. main ise chakhana chaahata tha, lekin gandh ne mujhe niraash kar diya.
mainne apana chehara usake land ke kareeb laaya, aur gandh tej bleech kee tarah tej ho gaee. usakee gendon se bhee vahee gandh aa rahee thee.
"tum badaboodaar ho!" mainne kaha aur apana chehara usake land se hata liya. "yah yahaan neeche amezan varshaavan kee tarah hai. tum shev kyon nahin karate?"
“kya shev karana hai?” vah hairaan lag raha tha.
“is jangal ko shev karo,” mainne usakee baalon vaalee jhaadee ko kheencha. “aur tumhaaree genden. ve oon se dhake aaloo kee tarah dikhatee hain!”
vah vaakee ulajhan mein lag raha tha. “main ek aadamee hoon. sabhee purushon ke neeche baal hote hain. mujhe kyon shev karana chaahie? main kaise shev kar sakata hoon? mere gaanv mein koee bhee apanee genden nahin shev karata.”
mainne socha ki yah kitana aadim asabhy jaanavar hai. vah abhee bhee paashaan yug mein phansa hua hai. aajakal purush apanee genden aur kamar niyamit roop se shev karate hain. lekin usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai.
“jab tak tum saare baal nahin hata dete main tumhaara ling nahin choosoongee,” mainne use jhallaahat mein kaha. “aur tumhen apana ling dhona hoga. yah badaboodaar hai.”
vah kamare ke doosaree taraph chala gaya, ek alamaaree kholee aur kuchh nikaala. phir, vah mere paas aaya aur vah cheez mere haath mein rakh dee. yah pairaashoot naariyal tel kee ek chhotee botal thee.
"isaka aur apane haathon ka istemaal karo. mujhe tumhaare munh kee zaroorat nahin hai." yah kahate hue, usane meree minee skart ko phaad diya aur 2 tez harakaton mein meree tee-shart ko utaar diya, aur unhen neeche pharsh par phenk diya. "let jao, chehara oopar karo," usane gusse mein aavaaz mein aadesh diya.
main bistar par let gaee, pooree tarah se nagn, usakee aavaaz ke svar mein badalaav se thoda ghabara gaee. vah mere chehare ke theek oopar khada tha. usaka ling seedha aur seedha khada tha.
"tel se meree gendon kee maalish karo," usane phir se aadesh diya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par tel daala aur usakee gendon par lagaana shuroo kar diya. ve bahut bade the. main unhen apanee hatheliyon ke andar nahin sama pa rahee thee. aur ve bhaaree the, bahut bhaaree.
"ab, mere ling kee maalish karo," usaka agala aadesh aaya.
mainne usake land par tel lagaaya. donon haathon se. aisa laga jaise mainne lohe kee motee paip pakadee huee hai. tel se lathapath, yah laalaten kee mand roshanee mein chamak raha tha.
“ab, ek haath mere land par aage-peechhe karate raho,” usane aadesh diya. “aur doosare haath se mere andakoshon ko ragado.”
mainne vaisa hee kiya jaisa mujhe bataaya gaya tha. main mushkil se usake andakoshon ko ek haath se pakad pa rahee thee. ve bahut bade the. aur mera chhota sa haath usake ped ke tane ke aakaar ke land par ek chhadee kee tarah lag raha tha.
“dabaate raho, pamp karate raho. tez, tez,” jaise-jaise usaka land sakht aur bada hota gaya, usakee aavaaz tez hotee gaee. pree-kam likvid usake land kee nok se mere gale aur gardan par tapakane laga. gandh bahut zyaada thee, lekin main jaaree rahee.
sekand beet gae. minat beet gae. main usake land ko pamp karatee rahee aur usake andakoshon ko dabaatee rahee. mere haath dard karane lage. main thak gaee. jaise hee main haar maanane vaalee thee, usane mere haath ko chodana shuroo kar diya. usane apana ling jor se meree hathelee par dhakela aur dhakel diya.
usane apanee gendon ko meree ungaliyon par pakada, jo pahale se hee unhen kap mein jakade hue theen aur jor se dabaaya. aur phir vah jor se gurraahat ke saath jhad gaya. ek jaanavar kee tarah. garm, gaadhee kreem kee dhaaren jharane kee tarah oopar se mere shareer par girane lageen.
safed kreem ke tukade mere gale, stanon, nippalon, naabhi, baalon aur chehare par gire. aur usane aakhiree 2 boonden mere honthon par nichod deen. mainne anajaane mein apana munh khol diya. aur taral padaarth andar tapakane laga. yah gaadha, chipachipa, bahut chipachipa tha. aur usamen bleech jaisee tez gandh thee.
jeetookaaka ne apanee lungee aur baniyaan pharsh se uthaee aur kamare se baahar chale gae. unhonne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha. main kuchh der bistar par letee rahee aur phir vah laalaten lekar baatharoom chalee gaee jo unhonne peechhe chhodee thee.
main sheeshe ke saamane khadee thee aur laalaten ko oopar uthaaya. main khud ko pahachaan nahin pa rahee thee. mere ooparee shareer ka har inch gaadhe, safed veery se dhaka hua tha. mere baalon, naak, honthon, stanon aur pet par veery tha. veery kee boonden mere shareer se gond kee tarah chipakee huee theen! ve neeche nahin bah rahee theen, bas apanee jagah par chipakee huee theen.
main veery se nahaaya hua tha. jeetookaaka ne mujhe veery se nahalaaya tha!
mainne apane chehare se thoda veery uthaaya aur apanee jeebh par lagaaya. namakeen, chipachipa, malaeedaar - kya aazaadee ka svaad aisa hee hota hai?
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