Adultery Love Sex And War Part 1 : Age Of Darkness
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The return flight to Mumbai was more than safe and secure and the climate was clear for that journey. But it was not at all clear in Sonarika's mind but rather a continous cascading storm that only ravaged her heart with pain and guilt. Her eyes were already a mess , completely pale and constantly wet , her makeup was absent exposing the raw look of her to the world. Nothing mattered anymore , nothing for her. Right now she was sitting on that plane just burning from the severe pain she was feeling. It wasn't something physical , but rather her sould was corrupted , her mind was compromised and more importantly Sonarika as a person crumbled. 

The events of last night was no longer a moment of eternal passion and ultimate pleasure anymore , it was a stark reminder of her misfortune , a horrendous nightmare that reminded her actions that only fuelled the guilt. She still don't remember for the most part on how she boarded the plane , only thing she remembers is waking up and seeing Vikram lying along side her and her world came crashing down with all of its weight on her. It didn't hurt the most even then , when she spend a good amount of time in the shower rubbing her skin , rubbing it harder and harder to make sure all of her sins she just committed washed away. But it wasn't going to be enough , the more she rubbed , the more the reality winced her heart. She was broken , bared apart and ruptured in her core. But what hurt most was the realization , the realization that in the midst of dressing up for the event from her home , she forgot to wear her mangalsutra and vermillion , the most important part of her marital status. 

The harsh reality that she abandoned Hemant in her mind for the last 24 hours hurt her to the core. That thought kept eating up turning her mind into a constant battle of easing the pain but it never happened. 

As the plane landed and she arrived at the airport. Her first destination wasn't the exit but rather to a medical store in the Airport center. She eventually found one and quickly bought a strip of contraceptvie pills along with a bottle of water. Then she moved to the ladies washroom and immediately swallowed one pill and gulped some water. She rinsed her face in the sink over and over again but the more she looked at her reflection , the more disgusted she felt. Then her next journey was to her home. A safe haven where she can sit in the one place where she could feel somewhat isolated. 

When she arrived home , she was greeted by the sight of Anjali and Karan who were happy to see her. Karan joyfully hugged his mother while Sonarika was burning with pain in the inside. Anjali immediately noticed there was some discomfort in her face. She enquired , worried about her.

"Didi , are you ok? You look pretty unwell"

Those words brought some composure and attention to reality for Sonarika as she realized her current state. She immediately showed a little enthusiasm on her face as she replied.

"Its nothing Anju , I had a rough reaction with the food last night. That is why I am sick"

"Do you need something? Any Medication?"

"I already took it , I visited a doctor last night itself , he told me to take rest for now because it was some sort of viral fever"

"Oh , then I guess it will be a break for gymming and heavy food for you for a while now"

"Yeah I guess , anyways , where is Hemant?"

"Oh , Bhaiya went to office , he said today is his last day of going early , from tomorrow its the usual timing for him like back in the day. Plus he said he will be going to the warehouse only on weekends since his work is almost complete and this way he can spend more time with us"

Even though there was a relief in Sonarika hearing that , it only increased the pain in her heart. She eventually told Anjali she is taking rest for the day as Anjali continued with her daily chores. Sonarika arrived at her bedroom and closed the door and as she sat on her bedroom , she let her emotions go. For the next half hour she did nothing but cry , tears fell like water from her eyes. She cursed herself , cursed her fate , cursed her actions , her loyalty , everything about her. Sonarika eventually cursed her identity , her choices even. In this room , she gets to vent out her emotions. 

She stayed at her bedroom the whole day not coming out for even once , Karan when he returned from his insititute came looking for his mother and Sonarika told him he was unwell , she could see the sadness in his face but she didn't have the energy to console him. Staying one more moment with him makes her wound in her heart grow more. 

When she closed her eyes , she would remember the visions of last night. It only made her mind's turmoil get more chaotic , the visions were a terrible reminder of the ruination of her idenity as a married woman. She soon got hold of the mangalsutra she forgot to wear on her trip to Jabalpur. Ironically it was poetic that she didn't wear it and represented her as herself last night. There was no duty , no commitment. Just pure attraction and cravings that acted up so much to the point of no return. She wanted to curse those visions , those moments. But deep down in her mind , she couldn't.


Because deep down in her heart , she believes that last night she was truly satisfied. The intimacy she shared and the way she was connected with Vikram , it made sense why she forgot about Hemant for a few hours. She was already upset with Hemant's growing closeness with Kunal and she was afraid of it. She believed that Kunal would eventually influence Hemant and then the day won't be far when Hemant will act like him. Repressed , submissive and no self respect. She remembers the dream she once had where she was with Vikram in this same room and Hemant was in the living room playing with Karan. The way Hemant said 'enjoy' and resumed playing with Karan while she was grabbed by Vikram. It was a surreal dream , she feared that would come true one day considering Hemant's ever growing friendship with Kunal. But now turns out it was Sonarika who strayed and did a terrible sin to him. The more she thought about it , the more pain it caused to her mind.


She tried her best to remember any of the happy moments she shared with Hemant but every time she closed her eyes , her mind would bring her to Vikram and his incredible looks and how amazing his face was last night and how he sucked her lips , thrusted so mercilessly into her. That was when she realized why she was so much drawn to Vikram. Not only Vikram was everything she dreamed and craved in her ideal man , he was also the man who understood what she wanted in bed. 


She definitely loved what Hemant brought , he was always considerate , safe and all the more caring and loving. Sex with him is often less sex and more love making , there is that intimate talk with their eyes and sweet murmures but more importantly Hemant always made sure she was safe with his acts. Not once in his life did he try something rough. And ironically the two best moments that Sonarika remembers was the honeymoon night in that house boat and the sex they had on the kitchen which they both believe was when they concieved Karan. It took a lot of motivation from Sonarika to make Hemant cut loose a bit and use his power and she still loves those moments. The heavy smacks of their hips , she will forever cherish the Karan conception one because she still remembers the sounds they were making when his balls kept smacking her buttcheeks. It was one of the loudest smack sounds and the feeling was surreal.


And then last night came Vikram , who was the complete opposite of Hemant. While Hemant handled her with care and focused more on sharing their intimacy , Vikram straight up ravaged her and rocked her world. He didn't hold back last night as from the get go , he just staight up pounded her. She almost lost consciousness in the fifth but Vikram was just going on and on. She has never felt this many orgasms in a single night and it was definitely a wonderful experience. For her last night was a dream come true , all the fantasies she had in her sleep , it culminated last night and it was glorious. Vikram was everything and more she ever wanted , but the realization that she build a life with Hemant and she broke his trust also brought a mesh of pain and sorrow in her. In her mind , it wasn't Hemant's fault. He did everything right , but Vikram was much more , it was definitely the quantity. Sonarika tried her best to make Hemant the man of her dreams in some way so that she can learn to love him. But she didn't need to to anything on Vikram as he was her dream man. But he came a bit too late in her life.


She decided to move from the room to not feel suffocated by her thoughts again. In the living room Karan was with Anjali. Sonarika instructed her to do her study work while she spend time with Karan. Bonding with Karan helped Sonarika reduce the terrible thoughts she had and forget her actions last night. In a way Karan was the perfect balm for her now to ease the pain. But that didn't help for longer as by evening Hemant returned. The pain she was having in her mind and heart doubled , she had to plaster a smile and grin on her face to mask her emotions beneath it. But in her mind and heart , she was in pain seeing him after last night. When Hemant smiled at her , it broke her. This was the man she betrayed. The man who supported her and was a constant motivator and partner in life  , giving her advice , building a family. And now her mind could only bring pain in her whenver she saw his face.


That night she had a hard time sleeping next to him knowing the terrible sin she did. She believed she doesn't deserve a man like him who is doing everything in his power to support and grow this family.


The next few days were nightmare for Sonarika. The next day Meghna noticed the pale face of hers and enquired what happened , but Sonarika didn't answer , just made up some excuses. Because she knew Meghna was the last person she should talk to. Thankfully Tanishq's deal with Vikram Bajaj was pretty much done and there is no more work to do regarding that. There were some new projects and this gave Sonarika the necessary distraction. She engrossed herself in work helping her get some sanity in life. But her depression wasn't going to be easily cured.


Her family noticed the change in behavior in her , Sonarika would often restrict herself in getting involved in other stuff. Weeks went by and Sonarika turned down many outing requests made by Meghna which also sparked her curiosity.


But then one day , she got the big surprise when Vikram arrived in her office. She was beyond shocked , she was still suffering from the pains of betrayal and suffocation that she is still enduring and here he was back again in front of her. But this time she had channelled her anger better to cope with it.


"What are you doing here?" Sonarika asked with biting teeths fuming.

"I just want to talk" Vikram said in a calm tone.

"You really have a lot of nerve to come to me after everything"

"I know , which is why I am here to talk. Because I am aware staying silent about this isn't gonna solve anything"

"Its easy for you to say , you have nothing to loose. I have a lot , for you I am just another conquest. You had your fun , now you can go!"

"Do you really think I see you that way?"

"I don't care how you see me. I don't want to see you anymore"

"Come on Sonarika , I know you're lying"

"What makes you say that"

"Because I know the real you , and I know damn well how you feel about this. Which is why I wanna talk to you"

"I am not ready to talk"

"I didn't say right now , come to Marina beach by 5.00. I'll be waiting there , we need to talk"

"I am not coming"

"You have to come , alteast for your sake"

Saying that , Vikram left , not waiting for Sonarika's response. And once again , Sonarika was pushed to her own thoughts. There was hatred in her mind and heart at that moment but now his urge to talk to her feels like another mistake.

Sonarika somehow hoped she will gain some courage eventually as she braced for the evening. By 5.00 as Vikram said , Sonarika arrived at the beach and Vikram was there. The beach was pretty populated. They soon found a deserted place as they sat. Sonarika was at first reluctant but she eventually gave in and sat beside him.

"Its a wonderful beach , its sad that I was never raised in a places with beaches" Vikram said.

"I was raised in the Delhi streets and its specialities. Though I have a special place in my heart for Mumbai" Sonarika stated.

"I am glad to hear that , and I agree , Mumbai has a charm of its own"

There was an awkward pause after which Sonarika finally asked.

"I don't think we're both here to talk about Mumbai"

Vikram understood her question and nodded.

"You're right , we're not."

"What do you wanna talk about?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

"Actually no"

"Really? So that night in Jabalpur is nothing to talk about?"

"Yes there is nothing"

"You are really good in lying Sonarika"

"I am not lying"

"Sure you are....and I can prove it"

"How?"

"By answering a simple question"

Sonarika was intrigued but then responded.

"What is the question?"

Vikram took some long breathes and finally asked.

"Since that night , how many times have you sleeped well?"

It was the moment Sonarika finally understood the struggle in her mind. She knew the answer to that question but she didn't want to admit it to Vikram. But she realized her situation at that moment. The reality of what they did , it has affected Sonarika's mind in many ways. Sonarika wanted to mock him and lie to him that she slept peacefully but she knew her face will say otherwise , her mind will say otherwise , her body will say otherwise. She struggled with a response to which Vikram only smugged.

"See? you don't have to say anything and I will know"

"No , you are wrong. I don't feel anything about that night"

"You're lying again"

"Stop putting yourself in my head"

"That is the issue Sonarika , I am not. I just want to talk to you , to tell you that you are not alone"

"What?"

"You are not the only one who had sleepless nights ever since then , I did too"

"Is that supposed to make me feel better"

"In a way yes"

"How?"

"By not letting just blame yourself and blame me as well"

Sonarika stayed silent for a few seconds. There was some genuine concern and relativity in his eyes , she could see it that he meant his words. He wanted to be a part of this , either it was good or bad, he wanted it. There was a strange form of admiration in Sonarika's mind regarding him because she expected to behave like men who would walk away after some physical intimacy. But Vikram was willing to accept his mistake and face the hurt like she does right now.

"You shouldn't be the only one feeling this Sonarika...It should be me as well..despite knowing everything I still craved for you....and I did the deed and the crazy part is I don't feel sorry for what I've done"

Sonarika looked at him with confused eyes , not understanding what he is saying. Vikram noticed her dismay and continued.

"I know you won't get it....but that night....whatever I did , I have no regrets. I was with a woman who I was truly infactuated with and I wanted to make the moment with her memorable. I didn't think of her chastity or her commitment , at that moment , I only wanted her. Tell me Sonarika , can you look me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't feel anything that night"

Vikram was now gripping her shoulders with his hands as he looked at her looking for a response. Sonarika was already teary eyed and she had no response.

"You don't need to punish yourseld Sonarika. We did what we did because there was a connection between us , and it is okay. I don't seek to destroy your life in any way , I just want you to know that you are not alone in this"

"So what's next?" Sonarika asked looking him in the eye.

"Whatever it is , it's upto you. You can decide , I will respect your decision. As for me , I will make it clear , I am attracted to you Sonarika , I really do. Since that night , you are no longer Sonarika to me. You are my Soni!"

Sonarika remembers Vikram calling her that during one of their intense sessions. Those words , it formed a deep connection within their minds towards each other. Sonarika haven't felt this level of connection in her life , and a part of her was thrilled by it and another part was heartbroken thinking about Hemant. Vikram continued.

"I don't intend to take anything from you Sonarika. I know that you have a life and commitment towards your responsibilities. But deep in my heart , I also don't want to loose you. This connection , we have , it is something special. We can complete each other in many ways that you don't see right now"

Sonarika's inner turmoil was still present , she was drowning in her own suffering and her emotions. Seeing Sonarika tumbling with emotions made Vikram to make a decision.

"Go home Sonarika , forget that anything had happened between us. From now on , I will keep my distance. I only want you to be happy , not like this. Our work commitment is pretty much done. I wish you well for all of your future endeavors. Good bye Sonarika , Forever"

Saying that Vikram left , Sonarika couldn't help but look at him as he walked away leaving her sitting in this beach alone. There was some relief in her , but Vikram's departure also created another mix of emotions in her mind.

That night when she was home , her mind had some peace. Things were slowly getting into normal like it was before. Hemant was back into his usual schedule and he was in his cheerful self. His kind words and comfort towards Sonarika didn't exactly helped with Sonarika's mind as she felt she betrayed his trust on her. In her mind , she could no longer see herself as the wife that Hemant used to love , everytime Hemant touched her it felt like he was touching a spoiled thing in her mind. There were nights where she would silently cry herself to sleep cursing the fates for bringing Vikram in her life. 

'I wish there was a time machine. So that I could never spend more time on that hilltop and went with others. If I had went with others , I would've never got close to Vikram. My Life would've been my same life I've cherished'

She closed her eyes fighting back her tears as she succumbed to her sleep hoping to not have another nightmarish dream about him again.

Days soon turned to weeks. Sonarika's life returned to its normalcy like before. But still there was a void in her , the void formed since that fateful night. Upon times , she would think about him , the ridiculous chemistry they shared with each other. The fire that burned within her , he ignited it. And now he has left a void in her , and she has cursed herself for feeling it that way. He was now an imprinted memory in her brain right now. 

A few days later , Sonarika was invited to a party by Meghna as she couldn't make it and she wanted Sonarika to take her place. Sonarika was reluctant but she also wanted an out to spend time someplace else rather than sit home and feel guilty about it. The party was in a lavish setting , and she was having a good time there until she noticed Mouni present in the party. Thankfully there was neither Kunal nor Sagar to make it awkward. Mouni was busy with some other women talking until she noticed Sonarika standing in the corner looking at the city view. Mouni excused herself and approached Sonarika.

"Its a wonderful view isn't it?"

Sonarika didn't respond immediately as she sighed. But later she did.

"It is.."

"How is work these days"

"Its going well.....yours?"

"Not bad.....thing about interior designing is you get to be creative with your work.....and the lineancy of the job helps with more leisure time"

"I guess not everyone can be that lucky"

"True but sometimes we can make our own luck!"

There was an awkward silence between them after the laughs after which Mouni decided to discuss the elephant in the room.

"I wanted to ask , did something happen between you and Vikram?"

"What? why did you ask that?"

"Because lately , Vikram has been avoiding us and he has recently proclaiming that he is done with Mumbai"

"Done??"

"Yeah , he has asked my to seek out potential buyers for his apartment in Galaxy heights. He says he wants to focus more on his hotel in Jabalpur but I know there is more to that"

And that did it , Sonarika had that uneasy feeling in her stomach again. She was feeling remorse over the idea that Vikram was leaving her for good. And that was something she didn't like at this point. He came and ingnited this fire within her and now when he said he was with her , he is now leaving her for good.

That is something she could not accept , not after everything that has happened. Sonarika was miffed by this progress. Soon she vent out her frustrations with Mouni.

"Why are men like this?"

"Like what?"

"Afraid , like the solution they always seek is letting it go and walking away. Why that? do they think doing that will eventually make them better?"

"Its their coping mechanism Sonarika. They think burying the past will eventually make them over it. They cannot comprehend to confront their mistakes head on and often ignore it to focus their attention someplace else. Men have a hard time understanding the concept of closure"

"And here I thought Vicky was different"

"Believe me , he is. Even now he is ignoring this place not just to bury it but to make sure he never comes in front of you"

"Why?"

"Because he has confessed his feelings towards you to me. He kind of treats me as his big sister at times so he doesn't hesitate sharing his mind at times. Vikram , he has developed a strong connection with you. But he also understands the life that you have built and he believes him being around will only ruin your life so he is making a conscious decision to move away from you"

"And yet , last time we met he said he was willing to share my suffering"

"He is , and its not just suffering he wants to share. He is infactuated by you Sonarika , and he wants whatever he has with you to be special. And believe it or not , he doesn't wanna mess up your life. But fullfill you."

"How?"

Mouni only smiled as she soon responded.

"Ain't it obvious?"

Sonarika thought about her words and soon she realized what she insinuated without saying a word.

"An Affair!?" Sonarika said the words Mouni intended in her mind. Mouni giggled a bit and then responded.

"No Sonarika , affair is very trivial. Call it a bond , a relation that will fullfill you as a person."

"And what about my family"

"What about them? they will be the same as they were before"

"You're asking me to cheat on my husband"

"No , I am asking you to fullfill you as a person. Marriage cannot fulllfill you in whole sometimes , which is why affairs and secret relations are more common. You're living the high life of Mumbai Sonarika , here chastity has a different meaning. Are you seriously going to sacrifice your needs and wants for a husband that doesn't look at you the same way before"

"This is not Hemant's fault"

"Yes , and Sagar in my life isn't Kunal's fault either. Tell me Sonarika do you really think I hate my husband for what he is?"

Sonarika didn't say anything as Mouni continued.

"Kunal and I were quiet happy , he was everything I always wanted in my life. Until his perversion and kinks came in and ruined our bond. Now I cannot even see my old husband anymore , you think I feel happy knowing that my husband is in the corner watching while I make love with Sagar?"

Mouni raged on as Sonarika listened to her , understanding her frustrations.

"I don't hate Kunal Sonarika. I just cannot see him anymore. Because his kinks have become his identity. I cannot see the man I once loved anymore in him. And now with Hemant forming a friendship with him , he has completely disconnected himself from the house"

"But Hemant is not Kunal Mouni , I know him. He never had that kind of kinks or mindset in him"

"I get that , believe me I can understand your husband to some extent. But I have to agree with Meghna's thinking that Hemant has often never cared about your needs lately. He can say all the excuses of worklife and all that but he is doing the same mistakes that a chauvinist man does in a marriage"

Sonarika didn't like those words. She never liked it when someone trash talked about Hemant in front of her.

"Look all I am saying right now is Vikram truly cares for you. And even though you claim it was a mistake , I know deep down you care for him. You both have formed a connection none of you can deny. Loosing him will leave you incomplete in life Sonarika"

Those words were indeed impactful and it resonated to Sonarika. She has indeed formed a bond with Vikram and deep in her heart she cannot let go that easily. But at the same time she cannot do that kind of thing to Hemant in any manner. That night was once more another sleepless night for Sonarika as she struggled with her emotional connection. Everything in her past recounted in her mind , the first meeting with Hemant , the first few dates , the marriage , the pregnancy , bringing Karan to the world , forming a wonderful family. And then in walked Vikram , the change in mindset , the attraction , the infactuation , the insane kiss shared on that rainy evening , the unforgettable night at Jabalpur. 

There was no doubt there was an intense relation forming between Vikram and Sonarika and she has no idea how to handle it anymore. Sonarika understood that she cannot let go Vikram that easily after everything after all.

The next day during the lunch break , a frustrated Meghna walked in directly towards Sonarika.

"Okay seriously Sonarika what the hell is going on?"

"What?"

"You've been acting dull and sad ever since the hotel inauguration and Vikram isn't telling me what happened either"

"You talked to him?"

"I tried to find out what happened but lover boy is way too loyal to you saying he won't say anything unless you yourself say it....what is it Sonarika....I need to know..NOW!"

Sonarika realized she has no choice , she could not hide it from Meghna any longer now. Sonarika gestured her to sit and then confessed. She recounted everything that happened on that night in Jabalpur. Meghna noticed the glow in her eyes when she described the night.

"I am confused Meghna. I have never felt this long connection with anyone else in my life , and he was everything that I had dreamed. But then there is also Hemant who I feel I am betraying with my feelings. It pains me that I think of Vicky that way despite of my marriage"

Sonarika was teary eyed as she confessed everything feeling like a weight being lifted off her shoulders. Meghna heard everything and comforted her.

"I understand your troubles Sonarika. You are suffering I get it , but honestly this is something you have to figure out on your own. I can only give you my opinion and a friendly advice"

"What would you sujjest Meghna? What should I do?"

Meghna thought about it for a while after which she finally said.

"I believe you should talk this out with Vikram. Figure out a way for a future between you two"

Sonarika looked at her with judgemental eyes with a twinge of anger.

"Why do I feel that is what you were going to say. Seriously Meghna , all of your pettiness with Hemant is unbelievable"

"This has nothing to do with Hemant. I am only saying this for your well being"

"You are absolutely insane Meghna , completely insane!" Sonarika stated angrily. 

Meghna was getting a bit frustrated. She soon changed her output.

"Its not insanity Sonarika , you know , more than four decades ago my mother was in the same situation you were in , she was conflicted about her emotions. She loved someone and the person she loved abandoned her , and my dad came in the picture and it was nothing but nightmare for her since. I've slept sleepless nights hearing my mother's cries from my father's abuses. She seeked any place she could find but only found closed doors. Even in her final days , she cried to her former lover to save her. And he didn't bother one bit , the next thing I saw was her lifeless body on the floor of the building she jumped from"

Sonarika was teary eyed hearing her sad story as Meghna held back her tears. 

"There were days I wished it was my father that lied there instead of my mother. I have always hated him and my hate only raged further when he married a much younger woman just in a week after my mother died. So yes , I might be insane , because the man that was suppose to be my guiding force made me that way. And I see a whole lot of men with that same characteristic of my father with other men."

Sonarika listened to her understanding her dynamic.

"Look I am not saying Hemant is a bad person. But you should accept the fact that he cannot fullfill you the way Vikram does. At this point in your marriage he is just a handbreak in your vehicle of life. And this attraction you feel , this intense thoughts towards Vikram. It shows that you seek something from him that he can give which Hemant cannot give you , not anymore. And its alright , marriages tend to do that. You just have to figure out how to move forward. And since Vikram cares about you , I prefer you discuss this with him"

Sonarika thought about it for a while , Meghna noticed the change in expression in her face. She soon added.

"You know , Vikram is still in Mumbai. He is leaving tomorrow"

There was a sudden pulse in the eyes of Sonarika hearing that. The reality that Vikram was indeed in the city brought a twinge of excitement in her. Then there was the expression of helplessness in her face. Sonarika knew what would happen if she met him again. She soon told her emotions to Meghna.

"I am afraid Meghna. Vikram , he is too much for me. If I meet him again , I won't be able to...you know"

Meghna had a grin on her face as she responded.

"Heh , I know. And I cannot stop a woman from having her good time now can I?"

Sonarika playfully smacked her as she walked away. Meghna kept on grinning at her as Sonarika went out of sight as soon the grin from her face disappeared.

Sonarika was in the office washroom adjusting her buttoned shirt and slacks she wore for the day as she contemplated on her choice right now. This was the biggest moment of her life , she washed her face multiple times and then looked herself in the mirror.

'I hope you know what you're doing Sonarika , if this goes sideways , it will be all over'

Sonarika said to her reflection taking deep breaths. There were tears in her eyes but she rubbed it off fast. Her hands soon reached to her neck and after some deep breaths , Sonarika removed her mangalsutra from her neck. She felt a strange form of relief after removing it , making her feel like she was the woman she was in her college days now. Flamboyant , bold , free to fly.

Sonarika returned to her office cabin as she placed her mangalsutra in her handbag. She sat on the chair and looked at the photo of her family , the faces of Karan and Hemant bringing a pull of her chastity towards her. Her eyes were watering once more but she shut her eyes hard and her hands clenched into a fist with her lips quivering. She grabbed her phone and dialled Hemant's number and within three rings he answered.

"Hey Honey"

"Hemant will you be late today?"

"Uhh no , my workload is pretty manageable so I will return home at the usual time"

"Well umm , I have to attend a work friend's anniversary party tonight and she insists on turning it into a slumber party for the ladies so she wants me to stay at her place"

"Who is this friend....do I know her?"

"Its umm....its....Pragya..."

"Oh , its okay honey , I'll handle Karan for the night and take care of Anju as well , she has to prep for her upcoming exams anyways. Enjoy the girls night honey , good night , love you"

"Love you too"

Sonarika ended the call and wiped the tears coming from her eyes. She looked one last time at the photograph of her family and caressed Hemant's image in it with her hands.

'I am sorry Hemant , You deserve better'

Sonarika wimpered as she gave one last look at her husband's image as she packed her stuff and left her office. The drive was calm and nervous , as each passing street and getting closer to Galaxy Apartments. When she reached at the gates , she notified the security guard she was coming to meet Vikram. The guard called Vikram through intercom and asked him to which later on the guard responded to Sonarika in helping her park and giving her access to the building. Her breaths were heavy as she stood in the elevator as it reached its destination.

Sonarika walked towards Vikram's door and stood there with baited breaths. She ringed the bell and it took only seconds for Vikram to open the door. Both of them looked at each other and that connection was evident yet again. Moments passed as seconds as they were lost in each other's eyes. Everytime this happened it was a surreal moment for each other. Vikram didn't have to ask anything further anymore as Sonarika closed the distance and brought her lips to his. Vikram moved with her as he waved his hand towards the main door and swinged it shut. Vikram led her to the living room as they both crashed on the couch making out with each other. There was no more world , no more responsibilities , no more duties that was bound to them at that moment. For now it was just them and their need to be close to each other.

Sonarika was extra intense today as she willingly opened her mouth which made Vikram to invade it with his tongue. Their kiss was sloppy and rough as their bodies grinded with each other covered in clothes. After about five minutes of intense kissing , their mouths separated.

"mmmm....Soni...I missed you.."

"Less Talking More Kissing Vicky!" Sonarika responded as she grabbed his face and kissed him again and again.

He kissed her softly to begin with, savoring her taste. It was every bit as good as the first time. Her lips were soft and tender. He felt her sigh into his mouth as her kiss deepened. He pulled her close and she responded, leaning towards him and pressing herself to him. As the kiss grew in intensity, his tongue flicked out to press against her lips. Her mouth opened and she welcomed it inside. Their tongues made contact, wrestling together as the kiss got harder and more passionate. Soon their mouths were mashing together, tongues entwined as they continued to kiss with a fierce desire and longing.

Vikram could feel his cock was about to explode in his pants. Sonarika was driving him wild as she rubbed the shaft of his throbbing cock through his clothes.

Vikram broke the kiss and broke the mood. Sonarika sat back quickly. She saw he was grinning as she stared at him.


Looking into his eyes Sonarika kissed Vikram back again and this time quite passionately and he replied in kind by holding her shoulders and kissing her open mouthed.

Their tongues soon struck up the war of supremacy again and they kissed and kissed. When they came up for air, they both exclaimed 'wow', and Sonarika thought that was intense. Then Vikram literally lifted Sonarika in his arms and carried her to the bedroom. He placed her on the bed carefully this time and both of them started to undress themselves. 

Vikram removed his shirt exposing his well shaped sexy body with abs and broad chest while Sonarika removed her shirt to reveal the black bra inside holding her breasts in. Soon their pants followed as Vikram ditched his formal pants while Sonarika removed her slacks. Then Vikram removed his boxers revealing his raging hard on to Sonarika's eager eyes. Just seeing it again made her remember that amazing night at Jabalpur. She soon removed her bra and then the panties followed after which Vikram mounted her on the bed bringing their nude forms into contact with each other.
 
Sonarika opened her legs to allow him to settle between her thighs and he didn't disappoint. Looking into her eyes she felt him grab his now fully erect cock and rub the big bulbous head up and down her saturated sex. "Oh mmm, mmm Vicky."

"I waited a long long time for this."

"Of course you do , I can see your enthusiasm..."

"This closeness , skin to skin. This is everything for me"

"What are you-----OHHHHHHH!!!!"

Vikram didn't wait for Sonarika to complete her sentence as he slid his big cock up her slick pussy in one long push of his muscular hips. When Sonarika felt his big, bloated balls push up against her raised bum ,  she knew that she had taken all he had to offer. And it was a lot! 

Sonarika had never felt so stuffed by a cock before. She could not help but accept the fact that there is some difference between Vikram and Hemant and she had to admit Vikram maybe has an inch bigger package. She was ashamed to think that all of her morals had gone out of the window by now. Here she was on her back with a handsome man's bare cock seated deep within her hungry cunt. Sonarika couldn't think clearly at all. Her dereliction of marriage vows and betrayal to her husband. She felt a twinge of pain in her heart.

As Sonarika wrestled with a myriad of these thoughts her mind drifted back to the here and now. As she regained focus and looked up, she looked into the eyes of Vikram who was holding himself completely still inside of her and was staring intently at her with a big smile on his handsome face. 

"Are you okay Soni, you seemed to drift off in your thoughts now?"

"I was....you know....thinking how wrong this is..."

"But does it feel wrong to you Soni?"

That was the trouble. The warm glow that was emanating from her loins told her that it felt right, very right in fact. Sonarika had never felt so sexually alive in her life. And then in a hushed husky voice Sonarika replied. 

"No, it feels, that is I can't believe how good it feels Vicky."

"Well, my lovely Soni, I'm going to make love to you now, is that okay?"

"Yes, please I need this, I...."

"Sshhh, it's okay, I know."

And with that Vikram started to thrust. In and out, in and out, moving his steel hard cock deep within her. The sticky squishing noises told of her drooling sex, Sonarika was liberally coating Vikram's big cock with her juices, helping him to take her fully, aiding his big cock as it probed her feminine core. It was heaven!  

She could feel a knot of heat and tingling build deep inside her and gradually it spread across her belly and upper thighs. Her orgasm was building. Sonarika grasped Vikram's big muscular shoulders and sunk her nails into his skin as she thrashed beneath him. On and on it went, each inward thrust of his loins bringing a new wave of ecstasy to her body as she laid breathing erratically beneath her lover.

Vikram continued to thrust his wonderful tool into her over sensitised sex. By now her legs were wrapped around his lower back and she could feel the change in his strokes. He was starting to become more erratic, and Sonarika knew he was getting close to his climax and so was she. 

"Soni, I'm nearly there, are you safe or shall I pull out?."

Vikram was playing it careful this time and being conscious about the situation. Her attraction towards him only grew further as she caressed his hair. Without hesitation Sonarika said 

"No Vicky, I want to feel you just like that night, don't worry I am in my safe days."

Locking her ankles around his still thrusting ass and cupping his face in her hands, Sonarika told him 

"Go ahead lover , give me your essence. Make me a woman , fill me up!"

Smiling he picked up the pace and as he prepared to do what she had asked him, Sonarika stared up into the face of Vikram, he looked more handsome than that night in Jabalpur. His intensity was breathtaking. Her insides were on fire , his mouth appreciated her breasts and then later on her lips. Their intimacy was burning their desires to each other to new heights. As they climbed to their mountain of release , the real world slowly vanished. They were in their own realm enjoying the moment of passion as their release was slowly approaching

Soon she had reached the boiling point for the last time. 

"Give me all of it now lover. I'm ready to explode!" Sonarika moaned to him as Vikram intensified his thrusts.

He thrust as hard as he could. He was impaling her deeply into the bed, which now added its voice to the chorus of their lovemaking. The bed creaked and groaned under their violent bonding. Sonarika was on fire with passion, and so was Vikram who was going hard as an animal. With a scream of triumph, she arched high into the air, stiffened, and exploded into orgasm.

"AAAAHHHHHHHHH!"

Now it was time for Vikram's release. His soft sack of jewels had long ago become a hard bag of rocks, stuffed full of sperm and aching for discharge. He thrust powerfully and mashed her into the bed. She thrust back with all of her strength and struggled with finding any hold in her body as it kept on spasming from riding the orgasmic waves. Using all of the power in his hips, he penetrated her back down , like a hammer hitting a nail. Her head pitched from side to side as her body convulsed beneath him.

There was a grunt, a rapid quickening of his thrusts, another animal cry from Vikram, one massive powerful final surge of his body followed by a scream from Sonarika...

"AAAAHHHHHHHHH"
"RRRRRGGGGHHHH"

And then he began to cum. Vikram's back hunched, his head was thrown back and his buttocks tightened again and again as he began to ejaculate in Sonarika's body. As the semen spurted into her vagina he let out a cry of ecstasy and triumph as his body went into spasm, ramming the last few millimetres of his cock into her and filling her with every last drop of his seed.

In that bedroom, Sonarika's eyes almost glowed as she felt her lover's climax, feeling the warm sensation of his liquid released inside her like thick ropes of heavy fluids as she feels her body getting filled with his essence, her nipples hard and erect, her eyes going wide and pale , falling to this ultimate depth of pleasue and riding the waves as her lover's cock had emptied its virile cargo into her love tunnel.

Sonarika from the overwhelming orgasmic pleasure she experienced simply passed out.


Back in Hemant's house , it was past 9.00 by now. Hemant was helping Karan with his homework when the bell rang and he knew it was Anjali returning from her night class. Anjali greeted him as usual but she noticed something interesting for the first time. Hemant today had chose to wear one of his old tight t shirt which actually highlighted his newly improved muscles. While having dinner Anjali enquired.

"Bhaiya , you've been working out?"

"Yes , I rejoined an old training center I used to go to , the WFLF. I've been trying to get to my old shape which has been quiet hard torture for few months lately"

"Well , looks like those tortures worked. You look quiet good , does Didi know?"

"Not exactly. Believe it or not I actually did this for myself because I figured I wasn't focusing on my physicality much and improving it helped with my health issues subsiding and my old form helped me building confidence and endurance. I think she will be happy when she notices eventually"

"She will be definitely , are you guys having agruments lately?"

"Its just the 'Kunal' thing , Sonarika is adamant believing that Kunal is a bad influence to my life. You know your sister , once she is upset with someone , she goes bonkers about it. She will slowly mellow out when she learns I was Kunal's influence and not the other way around"

"And is there any development in Kunal's life?"

"Of course , two days ago , he joined me in my fitness center for a training program to get in shape. Now , he cannot get to my shape but Rony sir who teaches Muai Thai to others have shown interest in him and Kunal is excited about it. Its still an early phase but I am confident he will start showing improvement very soon"

"He will do well Bhaiya, if you have improved this much , he will be soon as well"

"Thank you for the kind words Anju"

"You're welcome Bhaiya"

Both of them enjoyed their dinner as they talked on other social subjects. Eventually it was time for sleep and Hemant told another story to Karan as he made her go to sleep. Soon Hemant after checking out his body improvements in the mirror called his night and went to sleep preparing for another work day.

BACK IN GALAXY APARTMENTS

Things have elevated quiet further in this bedroom as Sonarika was now on all fours in the bed. She was a sweaty mess after almost 5 sex sessions that have commenced since the evening to this moment in the night in which one was in the bathroom. The tiredness and sweat was pretty visible in her body , her hair was a complete mess. Vikram was in his sweaty mess as well as he kneeling behing her until her ass was mere inches from his face. 

Vikram could see the wetness from her pussy. The lips were pretty messed up as Vikram ravaged it with his dick already in these few hours. But the last shower has cleaned all the essence all he had dumped in her. He was so close he could practically taste her, yet he took his time before diving in. Her ass was simply perfect, a down right work of art. Vikram grabbed each cheek firmly, kneading the flesh between his hands. He spread them, giving himself a perfect view of her puckered ass. Vikram took a beat, inhaling the sweet scents radiating from her, before he had his first taste of Sonarika.

"Mmmm Vicky!" She moaned as she felt the tip of his tongue pass through her pussy and ass. He was only encouraged by her reaction so he repeated the movement a few times. Each time being rewarded by more and more of her sweet juices as well as the erotic moans and groans that were escaping her amazing lips. Vikram continued licking and sucking at her backside, loving absolutely everything about it. The feel, the smell, the taste. The sounds she made only made his blood boil more.

"Vicky! That feels so good. Don't stop mmmm" Sonarika cooed. 

"Please! Keep going." She whispered back at me.

Vikram assaulted her with his tongue and they groaned simultaneously. Her from the feel of his tongue and he from the taste of her wonderful juices. 

"You taste so good." Vikram told her meaning every word. 

She pulled her ass further apart, giving him more and more access to her holes. Vikram sucked and licked away at her glorious pussy, listening intently for every moan, groan and grunt Sonarika was making. 

Vikram used his tongue as a small cock, fucking her slowly and almost lovingly. He used his fingers and pushed it deep into her warm and snug cunt. 

"ohhhhhh!" Sonarika moaned as Vikram viciously attacked her from both ends. 

"Oh Vicky yes! Please don't stop!" Vikram pulled his tongue out of her pussy and smiled inwardly at the grunt Sonarika made. 

He quickly used his middle finger. Vikram pushed it deeply into her ass, feeling it grab and tighten his digit. Sonarika immediately jolted and quickly stopped Vikram.

"VICKY NO! not there!"

"What's wrong?"

"Its...nothing but....I don't like doing....there" Sonarika said between breaths.

"Come on Soni it will be fun!"

"No Vicky please....not there...please"

"uggh....fine" Vikram said with disappointment.

Sonarika kneeled with baited breaths as Vikram soon lined up his cock to her entrance.

"I am gonna enjoy pounding you instead!" Vikram told her as he speared her pussy with his hard cock.

"AHHHH!" Sonarika yelled feeling his cock deep within her again. 

Vikram fucked her hard and fast, loving the ripples of her tight pussy.He moved his hands to her torso and grabbed one of her firm heavy tits in each of his hands. He pinched her nipples and used them for leverage as he continued stabbing her pussy with the maddening pace of his cock.

"Ahhh." Sonarika moaned looking at him over her shoulder. 

"Go ahead! Give me the pounding!" She said with her naughty smile along with her beautiful lust filled eyes. Vikram had been holding back the tempo of his strokes, now that he had been accorded the green light, he planned to use it. 

Vikram pulled his hips back and pushed into her as hard as he could. 

"FUCK!" She screamed as he repeated the movement over and over again, loosening her pussy more and more. He sped up his strokes keeping the force he had begun with, sending his dick careening into her hot cunt. 

"OH SHIT! This feels...It feels...GOOD! AHHHH"

Vikram grabbed her hips and began pushing and pulling her entire body up and down the length of his cock. Her hair was flying all over her face, her wonderful tits were bouncing and her moans only continued to go higher and higher. He grabbed one of her breast with his left hand while his right circled around and began playing with her clit.

"Ohhh Soni!" Vikram groaned as he felt her tight walls do wonders to his cock. 

He was losing himself to her wonderful body. He couldn't stop but look at how perfect and flawless it truly was. His thrust quickened, the sound of their bodies slamming into one another's could clearly be heard through the apartment. Vikram's hand was still rubbing her clit as his enormous meat ploughed into her with intense pace. She was close to cumming. He had to get her there. Vikram gripped her ass cheeks and closed his eyes, sending all of his energy and focus into the movement of his hips.

"AHHH! VICKY! VIIICCKKKYYY!! I AM SEEING STARS!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! " 

Sonarika screamed just as her body detonated around his cock, sending shivers and waves of pleasures throughout his body. Vikram held firm and refused to cum. He held on for dear life and continued to fuck Sonarika through her orgasm. 

"AHHHH!!! SHIT!!!!" Sonarika cussed as she dropped her head on the nearest pillow.

"HERE IT COMES SONI! TAKE IT ALL!!!!" Vikram shouted as his own impending orgasm ripped through him, sending all of the cum he had left for the night straight up into Sonarika's wonderful pussy. They both collapsed on the bed, a sweaty sexy mess. He wrapped his arms around Sonarika and pulled her body against his.

"That was...That was..." Sonarika kept trying to say, but couldn't find the right words as she continued to attempt to catch her breath.

"It really was." Vikram said finishing whatever thought she had. He was pretty sure they were on the same page. He fought the urge to close his eyes and fall asleep after the incredible sex they had just experienced. They definitely outdid the Jabalpur night this evening. He enjoyed the feeling of his softening cock still within her pussy. They stayed that way until his dick, fully spent, came popping out of her cunt. By this point Sonarika was passed out and sound asleep with sheer exhaustion and weakness. Vikram happily spooned her as they slept in that sweaty mess and sleep took both of them pretty easily as they drifted off to a deep slumber.

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