08-03-2025, 02:03 AM
jaise hee mainne kamare mein kadam rakha, khidakee se aatee roshanee ne ek garm chamak bikheree, jo mere saamane ke sukhad drshy ko roshan kar rahee thee. meree maan ne pahale to mujhe notis nahin kiya; vah vinay ankal ke ling par oopar-neeche kood rahee thee.
usaka ling usakee yoni mein gaharaee tak ja raha tha aur vah vaastav mein isaka aanand le rahee thee.
usake aanand kee oorja itanee teevr thee, aur bhale hee main kuchh aisa dekh raha tha jisakee mujhe ummeed nahin thee, main unake halke-phulke palon mein khincha chala gaya. meree maan ko khushee huee ki vah mere pita ko dhokha de rahee thee aur vinay ankal ke saath gupt seks kar rahee thee.
vinay ne meree maan ke stan ko pakad rakha tha aur doosara haath usakee badee gaand ko pakadakar use oopar-neeche koodane mein madad kar raha tha. vah dil kholakar karaah raha tha, usakee aankhen us yaun sukh se chamak rahee theen jo vah meree khoobasoorat maan ko de raha tha.
aur phir, lagabhag bina soche-samajhe, usane meree taraph dekha aur aankh maaree, jab usane mujhe vahaan khada dekha to usakee muskaan aur bhee chaudee ho gaee. is ishaare ne mujhe chaunka diya, mujhe apratyaashit garmajoshee se bhar diya. kuchh palon ke lie, meree maan ne mujhe dekha hee nahin kyonki vah mujhase door munh karake baithee thee, isalie usakee peeth meree taraph thee.
jab mainne usakee badee gaand dekhee, to mera land meree paint ke andar sakht ho gaya. main andar kee bhaavanaon se joojh raha tha. main apanee maan ko dekh raha tha, jis pyaaree maan ko main jaanata tha, vah kisee doosare aadamee ke saath mastee kar rahee thee. yah ek aisa najaara tha jisake baare mein mainne kabhee nahin socha tha ki main dekhoonga, khaasakar jab mere pitaajee door the. mera dil tezee se dhadak raha tha, aashchary aur ulajhan kee paraspar virodhee bhaavanaon se joojh raha tha. yah kaise sambhav tha ki main usake lie khush bhee tha aur ajeeb tarah se bechain bhee?
jab meree maan usake ling par uchhalatee rahee, to usakee badee gaand uttejana se hil rahee thee kyonki vah vinay ko chhed rahee thee. pratyek chhalaang se usakee tez karaahen kamare mein sangeet kee tarah goonj rahee theen. donon ke cheharon par paseena chamak raha tha, jo unake beech ho rahee gahan chudaee ka saboot tha, jo is baat par prakaash daal raha tha ki unaka bevafa rishta kitana bhaavuk ho gaya tha.
meree maan ka chehara khushee se chamak raha tha. main samajh nahin pa raha tha ki vinay ankal apane land ka istemaal meree maan kee choot ko itana maza dene ke lie kaise kar rahe the.
“maan!” mainne aavaaz lagaee. kamare mein sannaata chha gaya.
meree aavaaz sunakar vah naatakeey dhang se mudee, usakee aankhen aashchary se chaudee ho gaeen kyonki usane mujhe vahaan khada dekha, jadavat. kuchh pal pahale usake chehare par jo khushee thee, vah sadame mein gaayab ho gaee, usaka munh thoda khula hua tha.
us pal, main dekh sakata tha ki use ahasaas ho gaya tha. usane mujhe yah sab dekhane ke lie nahin kaha tha. main usake vichaaron ko lagabhag padh sakata tha kyonki usaka dimaag daud raha tha, is baat kee chinta mein ki main apane saamane ke drshy ko kaise dekhoonga. vah jaanatee thee ki mainne use mere pita ke saath dhokha karate hue pakad liya hai. vah kabhee nahin chaahatee thee ki main use yah ganda kaam karate hue dekhoon.
usaka bhaav itanee jaldee badal gaya ki main hairaan rah gaya. aisa laga jaise usake chehare se ek mukhauta utar gaya ho, jisase sharmindagee aur chinta ka mishran dikhaee de raha tha. vah nahin chaahatee thee ki main sochoon ki vah kuchh galat kar rahee hai - kuchh anuchit - khaasakar jab mere pita door hon.
maan: (achaanak mujhe dekhakar) “oh! kabeer, mere bete, tum yahaan kya kar rahe ho?!”
(vah vinay kee god se jaldee se uthatee hai, khud ko dhakane ke lie tauliya pakadatee hai. vah apane stanon ko tauliye se chhipa rahee thee, usaka shareer paseene se bheega hua tha)
maan: “tum so kyon nahin rahe ho? tumhen so jaana chaahie! bahut der ho gaee hai”
main: “mainne tumhen chillaate hue suna maan. mujhe nahin pata tha ki kya ho raha hai.”
(maan vinay ko utsukata se dekhatee hai, lekin vinay bas use dekhakar muskura raha tha. vah ummeed kar rahee thee ki vinay kuchh kahega, lekin vah bas use dekhakar muskura raha tha.)
maan: “tumhen apane kamare mein vaapas jaane kee zaroorat hai, kabeer, vaapas jaakar so jao! vinay aur main baat kar rahe hain.”
(vinay, abhee bhee shaant, use dekhakar muskuraata hai.)
vinay: “chinta karana band karo, meena. sab theek hai.”
(maan use door dhakelatee hai, phir bhee yah vishvaas nahin karana chaahatee ki mainne unhen pakad liya hai.)
maan: “yah vaisa nahin hai jaisa tum soch rahe ho! tum galat samajh rahe ho kabeer!”
main: “vaastav mein, yah theek hai, maan. mujhe tumhaare aur vinay ke baare mein pahale se hee pata tha.”
(maan kee aankhen bhram mein chaudee ho jaatee hain.)
maan: “tumhen pata tha? tumhen kaise pata chala? vinay, mujhe laga ki hamane ise kabeer se chhipa kar rakha hai!”
(vah pushti ke lie vinay kee or dekhatee hai, usaka chehara pareshaan hai.)
vinay: “theek hai, uh… hamane tumhen yah dekhane kee yojana nahin banaee thee, lekin…”
maan: “mera koee apheyar karane ka iraada nahin tha! main kabhee nahin chaahatee thee ki aisa ho kabeer. krpaya yah mat socho ki main ek buree maan hoon!”
(main dekhatee hoon ki vah kitanee ghabaraee huee hai aur use aashvast karane kee koshish karatee hoon.)
main: “maan, yah theek hai. tum ek buree maan nahin ho, tum sabase achchhee maan ho. sabhee maanen gupt seks karatee hain. isamen kuchh bhee galat nahin hai. mujhe lagata hai ki yah tumhaare lie achchha hai...”
(vinay kee or dekhate hue maan ka chehara phir ulajhan mein pad jaata hai.)
maan: “tumhaara kya matalab hai ki yah mere lie achchha hai? tum gambheer nahin ho sakate kabeer, tum kis baare mein baat kar rahe ho!”
main: “vinay aur main donon jaanate the. hamane is baare mein baat kee thee, asal mein.”
(maan vinay ankal kee or dekhatee hai)
vinay: “haan, mujhe laga ki yah behatar hoga yadi tum jaan sako ki ham ek-doosare kee kitanee paravaah karate hain. main tumase yah baat chhipaana nahin chaahata tha, lekin hamane yah yojana nahin banaee thee ki tum hamen is tarah pakad loge.”
(maan aur bhee hairaan dikhatee hain, sab kuchh samajhane kee koshish karatee hain.)
maan: “to phir tumane use kyon nahin roka? tumane mujhe kyon jaane diya…”
(vinay beech mein bolata hai, nihitaarth ko samajhata hai.)
vinay: “kyonki ham tumhaaree paravaah karate hain, meena. main tumase bahut pyaar karata hoon aur main ise kabeer se chhipaana nahin chaahata tha. ham koee aur rahasy nahin rakhana chaahate the.”
main: “mainne tumhaare saare gupt chumban dekhe hain, maan. yah spasht hai ki tum donon ek doosare se pyaar karate ho. mainne tumhen vinay ke ghar jaate aur ek doosare ka aanand lete dekha hai”
(maan ka munh khula rah jaata hai, aur vah hamaare beech ghooratee hai, usaka dimaag daud raha hai.)
maan: “tumane… tumane vah dekha? lekin mujhe nahin laga ki tum dekhoge, mera matalab hai, mainne socha tha—”
main: “maan, main vaastav mein khush hoon ki tumhen koee aisa vyakti mila jo tumhen muskuraata hai. tum vinay ke saath rahane kee hakadaar ho.”
(vinay kee or dekhate hee usakee hairaanee ek dheemee muskaan mein badal jaatee hai.)
maan: “sach mein? tumhen isase koee aapatti nahin hai, kabeer?”
main: “mujhe aapatti hai. aur main paapa ko nahin bataoonga. main vaada karata hoon.”
vinay: “ham sab milakar isaka hal nikaal lenge. tumhen ab aur chinta karane kee zaroorat nahin hai.”
(maan ham donon kee or dekhatee hai, abhee bhee apanee bhaavanaon se joojh rahee hai.)
maan: “mujhe vishvaas nahin ho raha hai ki tum donon jaanate ho. yah itana apratyaashit hai ki mujhe lagata hai ki mainne apane parivaar ko dhokha diya hai.”
main: “kabhee-kabhee apratyaashit achchha hota hai! zara socho ki jab tum usake saath hote ho to tumhen kitanee khushee hotee hai.”
(vah vinay kee or pyaar se dekhatee hai, usakee ulajhan kam hone lagatee hai.)
maan: “kya tumhen sach mein yakeen hai? main tumhen ya kisee aur ko isase dukh nahin pahunchaana chaahatee.”
main: “maan, tum aisa nahin karogee. bas khush raho. ham sab kuchh sambhaal lenge, main vaada karata hoon. aur mere pitaajee ko kabhee pata nahin chalega, ham ise gupt rakhenge”
(vinay sahamati mein sir hilaata hai, usaka vyavahaar sahaayak hai.)
vinay: “tum is khushee kee hakadaar ho, meena. ham theek rahenge. jab tak tumhaara pati door rahega main tumhen khush rakhoonga.”
(maan gaharee saans letee hai, usakee shuruaatee chinta ek samajhadaaree bharee muskaan mein badal jaatee hai.)
maan: “theek hai… theek hai. mujhe lagata hai ki yah kaam kar sakata hai. agar tum donon vaakee isase sahamat ho, to main bhee sahamat hoon.”
main: “sab theek rahega, mujhe pata hai! bas chinta mat karo ki main tumhen pakad loonga. main bas khush hoon ki tumhen koee aisa mil gaya hai jisase tum pyaar karatee ho. mujhe pata hai ki vinay ankal tumhen vah khushee denge jo tum chaahatee ho”
(jab main baatacheet dekhata hoon, to mujhe apanee maan ko phir se muskuraate hue dekhakar raahat mahasoos hotee hai, vinsent kee maujoodagee mein unakee chintaen door hotee dikhatee hain.)
maan: “tum donon ka shukriya. main bahut daree huee thee, lekin ab mujhe lagata hai ki yah itana bura nahin hai.”
(vinay aage badhata hai aur usake chehare ko dheere se pakadata hai aur use 2 minat tak choomata hai, jabaki main dekhatee rahatee hoon.)
vinay: “ham hamesha tumhaara saath denge. tum aur main hamesha saath rahenge.”
main: “aur main tumhaara raaj surakshit rakhoongee. bas vaada karo ki tum hamesha vinay ankal ke saath rahogee.”
(maan sir hilaatee hai, usakee aankhen bhaavanaon se chamak rahee hain.)
maan: “main vaada karatee hoon ki main hamesha vinay ankal ke saath rahoongee. samajhane ke lie shukriya. main bas bahut chintit thee…”
main: “ab tumhen chinta karane kee zaroorat nahin hai, maan. bas vinay ke saath khush raho aur apana jeevan jiyo.”
jab main vahaan khadee hokar yah drshy dekh rahee thee, to main khud ko bhaavanaon ke mile-jule bhaavon se rok nahin pa rahee thee. vinay ne haath badhaaya, usaka haath meree maan ke stanon se dheere se tauliya hataane kee koshish kar raha tha. usane jaldee se use tauliya na hataane ka sanket dene kee koshish kee, ghabaraahat se meree or dekhate hue, usakee aankhen chinta se chaudee ho gaeen. yah spasht tha ki vah mujhe jo kuchh ho raha tha usase bachaana chaahatee thee, vah nahin chaahatee thee ki main use us tarah dekhoon.
haalaanki vinay chintit nahin lag raha tha. usane seedhe usakee aankhon mein dekha, usaka bhaav aashvast karane vaala tha. "sab theek hai, meena meree jaan," usane dheere se kaha. "tumhen chinta karane kee koee baat nahin hai. kabeer poore samay dekh raha tha, aur vah jaanata hai ki ham ek-doosare kee paravaah karate hain."
mainne sahamati mein sir hilaaya. "vinay sahee kah raha hai, maan. mujhe isase koee samasya nahin hai. tum us par bharosa kar sakatee ho. bas use apane shareer se tauliya hataane do. koee baat nahin."
meree maan ke kandhon mein tanaav spasht tha kyonki vah hichakicha rahee thee. usane apane stan aur vinay ke haathon ko dekha aur phir meree or, kuchh aisa khoj rahee thee jo use aashvast kar sake. yah anishchitata se bhara kshan tha, aur main usakee aankhon mein usake aantarik sangharsh ko dekh sakata tha. ant mein, usane ek naram aah bharee, usaka shareer thoda aaraam kar raha tha.
"theek hai," usane hichakichaate hue, lagabhag phusaphusaate hue kaha. “main use jaane doongee.” sharmindagee kee lahar usake chehare par chha gaee aur usane apanee nazaren doosaree or ghuma leen, apane gaalon kee laalee chhipaane kee koshish karate hue.
vinay muskuraaya aur usane usake stanon ko dabaana shuroo kar diya. “dhanyavaad meena,” usane apane donon haathon se usake nippalon ko chutakee mein dabaate hue kaha. vah usake kareeb gaya, jisase unake beech kee dooree aur bhee kam ho gaee. main abhee bhee vaheen khada tha aur ve sab kuchh dekh raha tha jo ve mere saamane kar rahe the. maan ne ek pal ke lie apanee aankhen band kar leen, kyonki vah vinay ankal dvaara usake nippalon ko dabaane ka aanand le rahee thee.
sthiti kee vaastavikata usake andar utarane lagee. yahaan vah bistar par thee, kisee aise vyakti ke saamane jisane use jeevit mahasoos karaaya, ek poorn ajanabee ke saamane, aur usane use ek kadam aur kareeb aane diya tha. main dekh sakata tha ki usaka dil tezee se dhadak raha tha, usake andar utsaah aur sharmindagee ka mishran bah raha tha. mainne dhyaan se dekha, bhaavanaon ka mishran mahasoos kiya.
meree maan, jise mainne keval apanee maan ke roop mein dekha tha, ab ek alag paksh dikha rahee thee jo ek aisee mahila thee jo junoon mahasoos kar sakatee thee aur doosare aadamee ke saath svatantr roop se rah sakatee thee. vinay ne dheere se apane honth meree maan ke honthon par phere, vah pahalee baar mere saamane unhen choomane ja raha tha. yah ek komal ishaara tha, aur ek pal ke lie, usane meree maan ko choomana shuroo kar diya.
meree maan ko abhee bhee yakeen nahin tha, lekin usane paaya ki vah use choom rahee thee. jab chumban toot gaya, vinay ne meree maan kee aankhon mein dekha, usakee muskaan chaudee aur utsaahajanak thee. "ab, ghoomo, main tumhaaree motee gaand ko achchhee tarah se dekhana chaahata hoon" usane chanchalata se kaha, use dheere se dhakka dete hue, maahaul ko bhaaree se kuchh halka aur mazedaar banaane ke lie taiyaar.
"kya tum gambheer ho?" maan ne poochha, abhee bhee chumban se thoda chakit thee, lekin usake hothon par ek muskaan ban gaee. "bilkul," vinay ne uttar diya. "jab tak kabeer hamen dekh raha hai, ham maze kar sakate hain. mera vishvaas karo, main sunishchit karoonga ki tum har pal ka aanand lo."
usaka ling usakee yoni mein gaharaee tak ja raha tha aur vah vaastav mein isaka aanand le rahee thee.
usake aanand kee oorja itanee teevr thee, aur bhale hee main kuchh aisa dekh raha tha jisakee mujhe ummeed nahin thee, main unake halke-phulke palon mein khincha chala gaya. meree maan ko khushee huee ki vah mere pita ko dhokha de rahee thee aur vinay ankal ke saath gupt seks kar rahee thee.
vinay ne meree maan ke stan ko pakad rakha tha aur doosara haath usakee badee gaand ko pakadakar use oopar-neeche koodane mein madad kar raha tha. vah dil kholakar karaah raha tha, usakee aankhen us yaun sukh se chamak rahee theen jo vah meree khoobasoorat maan ko de raha tha.
aur phir, lagabhag bina soche-samajhe, usane meree taraph dekha aur aankh maaree, jab usane mujhe vahaan khada dekha to usakee muskaan aur bhee chaudee ho gaee. is ishaare ne mujhe chaunka diya, mujhe apratyaashit garmajoshee se bhar diya. kuchh palon ke lie, meree maan ne mujhe dekha hee nahin kyonki vah mujhase door munh karake baithee thee, isalie usakee peeth meree taraph thee.
jab mainne usakee badee gaand dekhee, to mera land meree paint ke andar sakht ho gaya. main andar kee bhaavanaon se joojh raha tha. main apanee maan ko dekh raha tha, jis pyaaree maan ko main jaanata tha, vah kisee doosare aadamee ke saath mastee kar rahee thee. yah ek aisa najaara tha jisake baare mein mainne kabhee nahin socha tha ki main dekhoonga, khaasakar jab mere pitaajee door the. mera dil tezee se dhadak raha tha, aashchary aur ulajhan kee paraspar virodhee bhaavanaon se joojh raha tha. yah kaise sambhav tha ki main usake lie khush bhee tha aur ajeeb tarah se bechain bhee?
jab meree maan usake ling par uchhalatee rahee, to usakee badee gaand uttejana se hil rahee thee kyonki vah vinay ko chhed rahee thee. pratyek chhalaang se usakee tez karaahen kamare mein sangeet kee tarah goonj rahee theen. donon ke cheharon par paseena chamak raha tha, jo unake beech ho rahee gahan chudaee ka saboot tha, jo is baat par prakaash daal raha tha ki unaka bevafa rishta kitana bhaavuk ho gaya tha.
meree maan ka chehara khushee se chamak raha tha. main samajh nahin pa raha tha ki vinay ankal apane land ka istemaal meree maan kee choot ko itana maza dene ke lie kaise kar rahe the.
“maan!” mainne aavaaz lagaee. kamare mein sannaata chha gaya.
meree aavaaz sunakar vah naatakeey dhang se mudee, usakee aankhen aashchary se chaudee ho gaeen kyonki usane mujhe vahaan khada dekha, jadavat. kuchh pal pahale usake chehare par jo khushee thee, vah sadame mein gaayab ho gaee, usaka munh thoda khula hua tha.
us pal, main dekh sakata tha ki use ahasaas ho gaya tha. usane mujhe yah sab dekhane ke lie nahin kaha tha. main usake vichaaron ko lagabhag padh sakata tha kyonki usaka dimaag daud raha tha, is baat kee chinta mein ki main apane saamane ke drshy ko kaise dekhoonga. vah jaanatee thee ki mainne use mere pita ke saath dhokha karate hue pakad liya hai. vah kabhee nahin chaahatee thee ki main use yah ganda kaam karate hue dekhoon.
usaka bhaav itanee jaldee badal gaya ki main hairaan rah gaya. aisa laga jaise usake chehare se ek mukhauta utar gaya ho, jisase sharmindagee aur chinta ka mishran dikhaee de raha tha. vah nahin chaahatee thee ki main sochoon ki vah kuchh galat kar rahee hai - kuchh anuchit - khaasakar jab mere pita door hon.
maan: (achaanak mujhe dekhakar) “oh! kabeer, mere bete, tum yahaan kya kar rahe ho?!”
(vah vinay kee god se jaldee se uthatee hai, khud ko dhakane ke lie tauliya pakadatee hai. vah apane stanon ko tauliye se chhipa rahee thee, usaka shareer paseene se bheega hua tha)
maan: “tum so kyon nahin rahe ho? tumhen so jaana chaahie! bahut der ho gaee hai”
main: “mainne tumhen chillaate hue suna maan. mujhe nahin pata tha ki kya ho raha hai.”
(maan vinay ko utsukata se dekhatee hai, lekin vinay bas use dekhakar muskura raha tha. vah ummeed kar rahee thee ki vinay kuchh kahega, lekin vah bas use dekhakar muskura raha tha.)
maan: “tumhen apane kamare mein vaapas jaane kee zaroorat hai, kabeer, vaapas jaakar so jao! vinay aur main baat kar rahe hain.”
(vinay, abhee bhee shaant, use dekhakar muskuraata hai.)
vinay: “chinta karana band karo, meena. sab theek hai.”
(maan use door dhakelatee hai, phir bhee yah vishvaas nahin karana chaahatee ki mainne unhen pakad liya hai.)
maan: “yah vaisa nahin hai jaisa tum soch rahe ho! tum galat samajh rahe ho kabeer!”
main: “vaastav mein, yah theek hai, maan. mujhe tumhaare aur vinay ke baare mein pahale se hee pata tha.”
(maan kee aankhen bhram mein chaudee ho jaatee hain.)
maan: “tumhen pata tha? tumhen kaise pata chala? vinay, mujhe laga ki hamane ise kabeer se chhipa kar rakha hai!”
(vah pushti ke lie vinay kee or dekhatee hai, usaka chehara pareshaan hai.)
vinay: “theek hai, uh… hamane tumhen yah dekhane kee yojana nahin banaee thee, lekin…”
maan: “mera koee apheyar karane ka iraada nahin tha! main kabhee nahin chaahatee thee ki aisa ho kabeer. krpaya yah mat socho ki main ek buree maan hoon!”
(main dekhatee hoon ki vah kitanee ghabaraee huee hai aur use aashvast karane kee koshish karatee hoon.)
main: “maan, yah theek hai. tum ek buree maan nahin ho, tum sabase achchhee maan ho. sabhee maanen gupt seks karatee hain. isamen kuchh bhee galat nahin hai. mujhe lagata hai ki yah tumhaare lie achchha hai...”
(vinay kee or dekhate hue maan ka chehara phir ulajhan mein pad jaata hai.)
maan: “tumhaara kya matalab hai ki yah mere lie achchha hai? tum gambheer nahin ho sakate kabeer, tum kis baare mein baat kar rahe ho!”
main: “vinay aur main donon jaanate the. hamane is baare mein baat kee thee, asal mein.”
(maan vinay ankal kee or dekhatee hai)
vinay: “haan, mujhe laga ki yah behatar hoga yadi tum jaan sako ki ham ek-doosare kee kitanee paravaah karate hain. main tumase yah baat chhipaana nahin chaahata tha, lekin hamane yah yojana nahin banaee thee ki tum hamen is tarah pakad loge.”
(maan aur bhee hairaan dikhatee hain, sab kuchh samajhane kee koshish karatee hain.)
maan: “to phir tumane use kyon nahin roka? tumane mujhe kyon jaane diya…”
(vinay beech mein bolata hai, nihitaarth ko samajhata hai.)
vinay: “kyonki ham tumhaaree paravaah karate hain, meena. main tumase bahut pyaar karata hoon aur main ise kabeer se chhipaana nahin chaahata tha. ham koee aur rahasy nahin rakhana chaahate the.”
main: “mainne tumhaare saare gupt chumban dekhe hain, maan. yah spasht hai ki tum donon ek doosare se pyaar karate ho. mainne tumhen vinay ke ghar jaate aur ek doosare ka aanand lete dekha hai”
(maan ka munh khula rah jaata hai, aur vah hamaare beech ghooratee hai, usaka dimaag daud raha hai.)
maan: “tumane… tumane vah dekha? lekin mujhe nahin laga ki tum dekhoge, mera matalab hai, mainne socha tha—”
main: “maan, main vaastav mein khush hoon ki tumhen koee aisa vyakti mila jo tumhen muskuraata hai. tum vinay ke saath rahane kee hakadaar ho.”
(vinay kee or dekhate hee usakee hairaanee ek dheemee muskaan mein badal jaatee hai.)
maan: “sach mein? tumhen isase koee aapatti nahin hai, kabeer?”
main: “mujhe aapatti hai. aur main paapa ko nahin bataoonga. main vaada karata hoon.”
vinay: “ham sab milakar isaka hal nikaal lenge. tumhen ab aur chinta karane kee zaroorat nahin hai.”
(maan ham donon kee or dekhatee hai, abhee bhee apanee bhaavanaon se joojh rahee hai.)
maan: “mujhe vishvaas nahin ho raha hai ki tum donon jaanate ho. yah itana apratyaashit hai ki mujhe lagata hai ki mainne apane parivaar ko dhokha diya hai.”
main: “kabhee-kabhee apratyaashit achchha hota hai! zara socho ki jab tum usake saath hote ho to tumhen kitanee khushee hotee hai.”
(vah vinay kee or pyaar se dekhatee hai, usakee ulajhan kam hone lagatee hai.)
maan: “kya tumhen sach mein yakeen hai? main tumhen ya kisee aur ko isase dukh nahin pahunchaana chaahatee.”
main: “maan, tum aisa nahin karogee. bas khush raho. ham sab kuchh sambhaal lenge, main vaada karata hoon. aur mere pitaajee ko kabhee pata nahin chalega, ham ise gupt rakhenge”
(vinay sahamati mein sir hilaata hai, usaka vyavahaar sahaayak hai.)
vinay: “tum is khushee kee hakadaar ho, meena. ham theek rahenge. jab tak tumhaara pati door rahega main tumhen khush rakhoonga.”
(maan gaharee saans letee hai, usakee shuruaatee chinta ek samajhadaaree bharee muskaan mein badal jaatee hai.)
maan: “theek hai… theek hai. mujhe lagata hai ki yah kaam kar sakata hai. agar tum donon vaakee isase sahamat ho, to main bhee sahamat hoon.”
main: “sab theek rahega, mujhe pata hai! bas chinta mat karo ki main tumhen pakad loonga. main bas khush hoon ki tumhen koee aisa mil gaya hai jisase tum pyaar karatee ho. mujhe pata hai ki vinay ankal tumhen vah khushee denge jo tum chaahatee ho”
(jab main baatacheet dekhata hoon, to mujhe apanee maan ko phir se muskuraate hue dekhakar raahat mahasoos hotee hai, vinsent kee maujoodagee mein unakee chintaen door hotee dikhatee hain.)
maan: “tum donon ka shukriya. main bahut daree huee thee, lekin ab mujhe lagata hai ki yah itana bura nahin hai.”
(vinay aage badhata hai aur usake chehare ko dheere se pakadata hai aur use 2 minat tak choomata hai, jabaki main dekhatee rahatee hoon.)
vinay: “ham hamesha tumhaara saath denge. tum aur main hamesha saath rahenge.”
main: “aur main tumhaara raaj surakshit rakhoongee. bas vaada karo ki tum hamesha vinay ankal ke saath rahogee.”
(maan sir hilaatee hai, usakee aankhen bhaavanaon se chamak rahee hain.)
maan: “main vaada karatee hoon ki main hamesha vinay ankal ke saath rahoongee. samajhane ke lie shukriya. main bas bahut chintit thee…”
main: “ab tumhen chinta karane kee zaroorat nahin hai, maan. bas vinay ke saath khush raho aur apana jeevan jiyo.”
jab main vahaan khadee hokar yah drshy dekh rahee thee, to main khud ko bhaavanaon ke mile-jule bhaavon se rok nahin pa rahee thee. vinay ne haath badhaaya, usaka haath meree maan ke stanon se dheere se tauliya hataane kee koshish kar raha tha. usane jaldee se use tauliya na hataane ka sanket dene kee koshish kee, ghabaraahat se meree or dekhate hue, usakee aankhen chinta se chaudee ho gaeen. yah spasht tha ki vah mujhe jo kuchh ho raha tha usase bachaana chaahatee thee, vah nahin chaahatee thee ki main use us tarah dekhoon.
haalaanki vinay chintit nahin lag raha tha. usane seedhe usakee aankhon mein dekha, usaka bhaav aashvast karane vaala tha. "sab theek hai, meena meree jaan," usane dheere se kaha. "tumhen chinta karane kee koee baat nahin hai. kabeer poore samay dekh raha tha, aur vah jaanata hai ki ham ek-doosare kee paravaah karate hain."
mainne sahamati mein sir hilaaya. "vinay sahee kah raha hai, maan. mujhe isase koee samasya nahin hai. tum us par bharosa kar sakatee ho. bas use apane shareer se tauliya hataane do. koee baat nahin."
meree maan ke kandhon mein tanaav spasht tha kyonki vah hichakicha rahee thee. usane apane stan aur vinay ke haathon ko dekha aur phir meree or, kuchh aisa khoj rahee thee jo use aashvast kar sake. yah anishchitata se bhara kshan tha, aur main usakee aankhon mein usake aantarik sangharsh ko dekh sakata tha. ant mein, usane ek naram aah bharee, usaka shareer thoda aaraam kar raha tha.
"theek hai," usane hichakichaate hue, lagabhag phusaphusaate hue kaha. “main use jaane doongee.” sharmindagee kee lahar usake chehare par chha gaee aur usane apanee nazaren doosaree or ghuma leen, apane gaalon kee laalee chhipaane kee koshish karate hue.
vinay muskuraaya aur usane usake stanon ko dabaana shuroo kar diya. “dhanyavaad meena,” usane apane donon haathon se usake nippalon ko chutakee mein dabaate hue kaha. vah usake kareeb gaya, jisase unake beech kee dooree aur bhee kam ho gaee. main abhee bhee vaheen khada tha aur ve sab kuchh dekh raha tha jo ve mere saamane kar rahe the. maan ne ek pal ke lie apanee aankhen band kar leen, kyonki vah vinay ankal dvaara usake nippalon ko dabaane ka aanand le rahee thee.
sthiti kee vaastavikata usake andar utarane lagee. yahaan vah bistar par thee, kisee aise vyakti ke saamane jisane use jeevit mahasoos karaaya, ek poorn ajanabee ke saamane, aur usane use ek kadam aur kareeb aane diya tha. main dekh sakata tha ki usaka dil tezee se dhadak raha tha, usake andar utsaah aur sharmindagee ka mishran bah raha tha. mainne dhyaan se dekha, bhaavanaon ka mishran mahasoos kiya.
meree maan, jise mainne keval apanee maan ke roop mein dekha tha, ab ek alag paksh dikha rahee thee jo ek aisee mahila thee jo junoon mahasoos kar sakatee thee aur doosare aadamee ke saath svatantr roop se rah sakatee thee. vinay ne dheere se apane honth meree maan ke honthon par phere, vah pahalee baar mere saamane unhen choomane ja raha tha. yah ek komal ishaara tha, aur ek pal ke lie, usane meree maan ko choomana shuroo kar diya.
meree maan ko abhee bhee yakeen nahin tha, lekin usane paaya ki vah use choom rahee thee. jab chumban toot gaya, vinay ne meree maan kee aankhon mein dekha, usakee muskaan chaudee aur utsaahajanak thee. "ab, ghoomo, main tumhaaree motee gaand ko achchhee tarah se dekhana chaahata hoon" usane chanchalata se kaha, use dheere se dhakka dete hue, maahaul ko bhaaree se kuchh halka aur mazedaar banaane ke lie taiyaar.
"kya tum gambheer ho?" maan ne poochha, abhee bhee chumban se thoda chakit thee, lekin usake hothon par ek muskaan ban gaee. "bilkul," vinay ne uttar diya. "jab tak kabeer hamen dekh raha hai, ham maze kar sakate hain. mera vishvaas karo, main sunishchit karoonga ki tum har pal ka aanand lo."
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