25-02-2025, 03:30 PM
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maan: (vinay kee or mudatee hai) tum jaanate ho, doosare din ke baare mein. mujhe sach mein lagata hai ki jab tum aaoge to hamen kuchh buniyaadee niyam banaane chaahie.
vinay: (muskuraate hue) buniyaadee niyam? chalo, der raat milane mein kya buraee hai?
maan: (mazaak mein aankhen ghumaate hue) oh, tum samajh rahe ho vinay. mujhe nahin lagata ki tumhaare lie phir se mere bedaroom mein sona achchha vichaar hai.
vinay: (bhaunh uthaate hue) kyon nahin? kya main itana bura mehamaan hoon?
maan: (halke se hansate hue) nahin, aisa nahin hai. bas... theek hai, main nahin chaahatee ki kabeer tumhen pichhalee baar kee tarah subah yahaan dekhe. tumhen yaad hai ki vah tumhen mere bedaroom mein dekhakar kitana hairaan hua tha?
vinay: (muskuraate hue) to kya hua agar usane mujhe dekh liya? bachche jigyaasu hote hain; vah isake baare mein kuchh nahin sochega. koee samasya nahin hai
maan: (sir hilaate hue) oh pleej, vinay. tum jaanate ho ki bachche kaise hote hain. agar vah tumhen mere kamare se baahar aate dekh leta hai, to vah savaal poochhana shuroo kar sakata hai. main use yah nahin bataana chaahata ki tum aur main kuchh galat kar rahe hain
vinay: (peechhe jhukate hue) agar vah yah samajh bhee jaata hai, to isamen kya samasya hai? yah seekhane ka ek pal ho sakata hai!
maan: (hansate hue) oh sach mein? aur yah kaisa hoga?
vinay: (muskuraate hue) bilkul! yah jeevan ka kitana bada sabak hoga.
maan: (mazaakiya dhang se aah bharate hue) mujhe yah vichaar bahut pasand aaya. lekin chalo is par kaam karate hue meree shaadee ko barbaad na karen! agar mere pati ko pata chal gaya ki main museebat mein pad jaoongee
vinay: (gambheer hone ka naatak karate hue) main vaada karata hoon ki main kuchh bhee barbaad nahin karoonga! vaastav mein, mujhe ek "vivaah badhaane vaala" samajho. der raat kee ek haanirahit baatacheet kabhee kisee ko nukasaan nahin pahunchaatee.
maan: (phir se hansate hue) ek "vivaah badhaane vaala"? aaj raat tum apane aap mein bahut mast ho!
vinay: (aage jhukate hue) kal raat kee baat karen to... kya tumhen maza aaya?
maan: (thoda sharamaate hue) uh, theek hai…
vinay: (bhaunh uthaate hue, utsukata se) haan? ise mat chhipao, mujhe batao
maan: (sharmeelee muskaan ke saath) haan, mainne kiya. tum hamesha jaanate ho ki mujhe kaise khush karana hai.
vinay: (muskuraate hue) main aisa kaise karoon?
maan: (mazaak mein) shaayad isalie kyonki tum aashcharyon se bhare ho! tumane mujhe bahut zor se choda, tumane meree choot ko bahut zor se choda jab tak ki main chilla nahin uthee
vinay: (mazaak mein) aur tumhaaree vo seksee choot aur mota gadha poore antarang satr ke dauraan shaanadaar tha.
maan: (hansee aur use mazaak mein dhakka dete hue) tum bahut bure ho! lekin band karo, vinay! hamen har baar is tarah nahin milana chaahie; mere pati ko shak ho sakata hai. ya isase bhee bura, kabeer savaal poochh sakata hai.
vinay: (muskuraate hue) oh, chalo! kabeer jaan sakata hai; vah bas ise ek dostaana mulaaqaat samajhega. doosaree or, aapake pati ko kuchh bhee pata nahin hoga! vah videsh mein apane bevakoophee bhare kaam mein vyast hai
maan: (mazaak mein) shaayad aapakee baat sahee ho. lekin phir bhee, main yahaan hamaare chhote-chhote rahasyon kee raksha karane kee koshish kar rahee hoon!
vinay: (chidhaate hue) rahasy hee jeevan ka maza hain!
maan: (muskuraate hue) theek hai, theek hai!
jaise hee mainne andar jhaanka, mainne dekha ki vinay apane haath se paseena ponchh raha tha. meree maan, jo hamesha ek dekhabhaal karane vaalee mezabaan hotee hai, ne oopar dekha aur poochha, "kya tumhen thoda paanee chaahie, mere pyaare?"
"haan, yah bahut badhiya rahega," usane javaab diya, usakee aavaaz garmajoshee aur aamantran bharee thee.
mainne dekha ki meree maan raaste ke doosaree taraph mud gaee, jaise-jaise vah chal rahee thee, usaka badee gaand oopar-neeche hil raha tha. us pal, vinay kee nazar badal gaee, aur hamaaree aankhen kaanch ke maadhyam se mileen.
meree saans mere gale mein atak gaee. main nahin chaahatee thee ki vah mujhe dekhe. mujhe gahara sadama laga kyonki mujhe ehasaas hua ki vah mujhe usakee or dekhate hue dekh sakata hai.
usakee abhivyakti aashcharyajanak roop se ek jaanakaar muskaan mein badal gaee, ek aisee muskaan jisane mere dil kee reedh mein siharan paida kar dee. main jam gaee, door dekhane mein asamarth.
vah mujhe dekhata raha. usakee aankhon mein kuchh aisa tha jisase mujhe laga ki main ujaagar ho gaee hoon, jaise ki vah mere vichaaron ko padh sakata hai aur mere rahasyon ko jaan sakata hai.
phir, usane meree maan kee panty lee aur use bahut gaharaee se soonghane laga, usake chehare par santushti kee chamak thee. use dekhate hee mera dil tejee se dhadak raha tha, mere andar gusse aur avishvaas ka mishran ghoom raha tha. aur phir bhee mainne ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee.
vah aisa kyon kar raha tha? antarangata ka yah kaary lagabhag pavitr lag raha tha, aur main isaka ek anichchhuk gavaah tha. main kaamp utha, main bhaavanaon ke bavandar mein phans gaya. mujhe samajh mein nahin aaya ki main kyon nahin hila, main kyon rukane aur is ajeeb drshy ko dekhane ke lie majaboor mahasoos kar raha tha.
jab main use dekhata raha, to vah mujhe dekhata raha.
vinay meree maan kee panty kee khushaboo ko soongh raha tha, yah aadamee vaastav mein ek ganda vyakti tha, jab usane meree taraph dekha, to usakee muskaan chaudee ho gaee.
aisa lag raha tha jaise vah koee rahasy bata raha ho, koee aisee baat jise nijee rakha jaana chaahie tha. mere dimaag mein vichaaron kee baadh aa gaee. mujhe sharm kee lahar mahasoos huee, jo main dekh raha tha usakee vaastavikata se door bhaagane kee gaharee ichchha.
achaanak, main muda aur apane kamare mein bhaag gaya, mera dil meree baahon mein dhadak raha tha. mere peechhe daravaaja band ho gaya, lekin vinay aur meree maan ke andaroonee hisse kee chhavi mere dimaag mein ghoom rahee thee, mujhe pareshaan kar rahee thee.
mainne khud ko itana kamajor hone ke lie kosa, khud ko rahasyon ke jaal mein phansane diya. usane mujhe khud ko dekhane diya.
vinay ko ab pata chala ki mainne use apanee maan ke saath dekha tha, aur is vichaar se mera pet jalane laga. main ise chhipaana chaahata tha, apane parivaar kee chhavi ko bachaana chaahata tha, lekin ab vah bhram toot gaya tha.
mera ling sakht hone laga. main avishvaas kee bhaavana ko door nahin kar pa raha tha, na keval apanee maan ke prati balki khud ke prati bhee jisane mujhe aisa mahasoos karaaya. main jo kuchh bhee dekha tha use bhoolana chaahata tha.
mujhe hastamaithun karane ka man hua to main baatharoom kee or bhaaga. main shovar mein gaya, paanee girane kee aavaaz sannaate ko bhar rahee thee. mainne jo kuchh bhee dekha tha usake baare mein sochate hue apane ling ko jor se ragadana shuroo kar diya. mainne hastamaithun karana shuroo kiya aur yah achchha laga lekin phir mujhe bura laga kyonki yah vinay ankal aur meree maan the.
jaise hee mainne hastamaithun karana samaapt kiya, mainne ek zoradaar karaah nikaalee, niraasha aur mukti kee cheekh. mere pair meree chhaatee par gir gae.
ant mein, main apane kamare mein vaapas aa gaya, raat ka bojh mujh par bhaaree pad raha tha. main bistar par reng gaya, apanee chaadaren aur kambal ko kasakar ek saath kheench liya, khud ko un vichaaron se mukt karane kee ummeed kar raha tha jo mujhe behosh karane kee dhamakee de rahe the.
subah main samay dekhane ke lie muda aur paaya ki mujhe skool ke lie taiyaar hona hai. meree maan aur vinay kee yaaden mere dimaag mein ghoom rahee theen aur main niraasha mein apanee mutthiyaan bheench raha tha.
mainne khud ko bistar se uthaaya aur kisee tarah apanee maan se baat karane se bachane kee ummeed mein daravaaje kee or chala gaya. jaise hee main daravaaje par pahuncha, maan ke khaana banaane kee gandh ne mujhe gher liya.
jab mainne seedhiyon se neeche dekha, to mainne apanee maan ko baatharoom mein dekha. use dekhakar mera khoon khaul utha. main apanee maan par gussa tha.
main living room se guzara aur vinay ko usake bedaroom mein dekha, jo abhee bhee shaanti se so raha tha, jisase mera gussa aur badh gaya. vah nanga tha, jisaka matalab tha ki vinay ankal ne meree maan ko sote samay do baar choda tha.
"gud morning!" meree maan ne pukaara, unakee aavaazen khush aur ujjval theen.
mainne javaab mein budabudaaya, mera chehara peela pad gaya. "gud morning"
"sab theek hai?" usane poochha, usakee aankhen chinta mein thodee sikud gaeen. kisee tarah usane dekha ki main gusse mein tha.
bina javaab die, mainne apana chehara doosaree taraph ghuma liya aur nahaane ke lie seedhe baatharoom mein chalee gaee.
jab main aakhirakaar baahar aaee, to mainne apanee kamar par tauliya lapeta aur seedhiyon par khade usakee aankhon mein dekha.
"tum kaise soe?" usane poochha. main abhee bhee usakee aavaaz sun sakatee thee.
"theek hai," mainne javaab diya. meree aavaaz meree apeksha se zyaada thandee thee. main usase baat nahin karana chaahatee thee.
mere gusse ko bhaampate hue, usane meree taraf dekha. "kya tumhen kuchh pareshaan kar raha hai?"
mainne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha aur isake bajaay apane kapade pahanane ke lie apane kamare mein chalee gaee.
naashte ke dauraan, mainne mushkil se apana khaana khaaya, mere dimaag mein kaee vichaar aae. vah apane pita ke saath aisa kaise kar sakata hai? main alavida kahe bina chalee gaee, use daravaaje par chhod diya, mere shaant vyavahaar se bhramit aur sambhavatah pareshaan.
skool kee yaatra anant kaal kee tarah lag rahee thee. skool mein, shikshak baat kar rahe the, chhaatr hans rahe the, lekin main apanee hee duniya mein khoee huee thee.
mainne kal raat apanee maan aur vinay ko seks karate hue dekhane ke lie khud ko kosa. kaash mainne unhen nahin dekha hota. aur kyon? apanee maan ko us tarah se dekhana jisakee mainne kabhee kalpana bhee nahin kee thee?
phir se mujhe laga ki usake baare mein sochate hee mera ling khada ho gaya.
vah meree maan hai, koee aisee nahin jisakee main kalpana karoon, mainne socha, apane dimaag se lad raha hoon. achaanak mujhe phir se hastamaithun karane ka man hua, taaki mere andar kee ugr bhaavanaon ko niyantrit kar sakoon. main ise aur sahan nahin kar sakata tha.
main brek ke dauraan kaksha se baahar bhaaga aur baatharoom mein chala gaya. jaise hee mainne apane peechhe daravaaja band kiya, mainne khud ko aate dekha aur mainne yah sochakar hastamaithun karana shuroo kar diya ki kaise vinay ankal ne kal raat meree maan kee choot ko choda.
aisa hona zarooree nahin hai, mainne kadavaahat se socha. lekin mainne tab tak hastamaithun jaaree rakha jab tak ki mainne apane veery ko shauchaalay ke pharsh par nahin gira diya
jab skool ka din aakhirakaar khatm hua, to main bhaavanaatmak uthal-puthal se thak gaya tha. usane mujhe hamaare ghar par chhod diya. lekin phir mainne kuchh aisa dekha jisane mere dil kee dhadakanen tez kar deen: meree maan ke joote vinay ke ghar ke baahar pade the.
mere andar gusse kee lahar daud gaee. to kya vah phir se yahaan hai? kya vinay ankal phir se meree maan ko chod rahe hain? main vinay ke ghar pahuncha aur jaldee se daravaaja kholane laga. dar aur gusse ke mishran se mera dil tezee se dhadak raha tha. intazaar ke kuchh pal ghanton jaise lag rahe the. aakhirakaar daravaaza khula.
meree maan vahaan khadee thee, sirf tauliya pahane hue, use bahut paseena aa raha tha. yah nazaara dekhakar main chaunk gaya.
"are!" usane kaha, usake chehare par muskaan phail gaee, lekin main use javaab nahin de saka. vah thodee ghabaraee huee thee.
"tum yahaan kya kar rahee ho?" mainne apanee maan se poochha.
vo jhijhak rahee theen tab, sahee shabd dhoondh rahe the tab, unakee muskaan thodee kamazor ho gaee thee. “main vinay ankal, mujhe kitanee madad mil sakatee hai?”
"tum tauliya mein kyon ho?" mainne poochha, main gusse mein tha.
"kya tum baahar intazaar kar sakate ho?" usane javaab diya, usakee aavaaz mein meree maan jaisee hee chinta thee.
main daravaaze par khada tha, avishvaas kee ek jaanee-pahachaanee bhaavana mere oopar chha rahee thee. living room mein dekhane par mainne vinay ko sofe par dekha, usake chehare par vahee muskaan thee. vah apana ling pakade hue tha jo geela tha. mujhe lagata hai ki meree maan pahale usake oopar savaar thee aur mujhe lagata hai ki vah usakee choot chod raha tha.
"bas mujhe hamaare ghar kee chaabiyaan laakar do," mainne gurraate hue kaha.
meree maan chaabiyaan apane haathon mein lekar lautee.
mainne gusse mein apanee maan ke haathon se chaabiyaan leen. mere kaanon mein dil kee dhadakan ke saath-saath, mujhe apane pita se milane aur unhen yah bataane kee ek jangalee ichchha huee ki meree maan unase jhooth bol rahee hai. meree maan ko laga ki main abhee bachcha hoon, lekin main unake jhooth kee chhaaya mein vayask saty ko dekhane laga tha.
ghar par, main idhar-udhar ghoom raha tha, apane naakhoon kaat raha tha aur soch raha tha ki aage kya ho sakata hai. kya mujhe paapa ko bataana chaahie? vichaar lubhaavana tha, phir bhee ek daravaaza tha jisane mujhe jakad liya tha. kya hoga agar usane sab kuchh nasht kar diya? kal raat kee tasveeren mere dimaag mein ankit ho gaeen, vafaadaaree aur pyaar kee rekhaen mil gaeen.
kya mujhe rahasy rakhana chaahie? main din ke apane vichaaron mein vaapas chala gaya, yaad karate hue ki kaise usakee muskaan ne mere gusse ko bhadaka diya tha. mujhe pata tha ki vah jo kar raha tha vah sahee nahin tha, aur mujhe gaharaee se mahasoos hua ki yah nirnay ka maamala nahin tha.
mainne khud ko saans lene ke lie majaboor kiya aur apanee bhaavanaon kee sharmindagee ko door karane kee koshish kee. lekin isaka koee phaayada nahin hua; main bhaavanaon ke bhanvar mein kho gaya tha jise main sambhaalane ke lie taiyaar nahin tha.
jab meree maan ghar lautee, to main baithak kaksh kee mej par baitha tha, khaana khaane ke bajaay, main apanee plet mein khaana daal raha tha. vah ek khoobasoorat sari pahanakar andar aaee, usake chaaron or chamakeele rang ghoom rahe the, lekin usake vyavahaar mein kuchh ajeeb tha - ya shaayad yah sirph usakee khushaboo thee.
jaise hee vah andar aaee, phoolon kee jaanee-pahachaanee khushaboo ne mujhe apanee girapht mein le liya, lekin aaj usamen kuchh aur mila hua tha - mainne use turant pahachaan liya. yah vinay ankal ka paraphyoom tha, aur ise dekhakar mera pet kharaab ho gaya.
"aaj skool kaisa tha?" meree maan ne mujhase poochha
mainne apanee maan ke chehare kee or dekha aur mainne javaab diya ki skool theek tha.
"tum bahut gusse mein lag rahe ho", usane mujhase kaha
mainne kandhe uchaka die, usase zyaada kuchh kahane se inakaar kar diya. jis tarah se vah mujhase baat karane mein anichchhuk lag rahee thee, usase mujhe gussa aa gaya. kya vah samajh nahin paee? kya usane jo mainne dekha tha usaka bhaar mahasoos nahin kiya?
vah ek pal ke lie mere paas mandaraatee rahee, meree bhaavanaon ka adhyayan karatee huee, shaayad meree chuppee ke peechhe kee uthal-puthal ko samajhane kee koshish karatee huee. "aisa lagata hai ki kuchh tumhen pareshaan kar raha hai. kya tum mujhase baat kar sakatee ho, samajhe?"
usakee nazar ko mujhamen samaate hue mahasoos karate hue, mainne apane vaaky ko kada kiya aur usaka vishleshan karane ke lie ek pal liya. jab vah mere saamane baithee, to usake chehare par usakee vinamr maafee ke halke nishaan chipake hue the. mainne usakee sari par ek chhota sa safed daag dekha - kya vah theek ho gaya tha? is ehasaas ne mujhe bahut jhakajhor diya aur mere gale mein gussa ubalane laga. mainne kal raat ke drshy kee kalpana kee, gusse kee garmee mahasoos kee kyonki mainne un donon ke saath hone kee bhaavanaon ko dabaane kee koshish kee, ek doosare ke saath itanee saaree sangati ka aanand liya.
maan: "kya ham baat kar sakate hain? tum pareshaan lag rahe ho."
main: "tumhen kya lagata hai ki main baat karana chaahata hoon?"
maan: "tum kal se chup ho. kya kuchh hua hai?"
main: "mujhe nahin pata. shaayad main har cheez se thak gaya hoon."
maan: "thaka hua hoon? ya kuchh aur? tum mujhe bata sakate ho, tumhen pata hai."
main: "main vaastav mein isake baare mein baat nahin karana chaahata."
maan: "kya yah skool kee koee baat hai? kisee dost se ya tumhaare klaas teechar se?"
main: "yah skool ke baare mein kyon hoga?"
maan: "main bas samajhane kee koshish kar raha hoon. tum mujhase har baat sheyar karate the."
main: "shaayad ab mujhe sheyar karane ka man nahin karata."
maan: "kyon nahin? kya badal gaya hai?"
main: "tumhen pata hona chaahie."
maan: "mujhe nahin pata. krpaya mujhe samajhane mein madad karo."
main: "tum vaise bhee ise nahin samajhoge."
maan: "meree koshish karo. mujhe paravaah hai ki tum kaisa mahasoos kar rahe ho."
main: "dekhabhaal karane se sab kuchh nahin badal jaata, hai na?"
maan: "main yah dikhaava nahin kar rahee hoon ki sab kuchh theek hai. main bas madad karana chaahatee hoon."
main: "madad karo? tum aakhiree vyakti ho jisase main abhee madad chaahoongee."
maan: "yah dukhadaayee hai. main tumhaare lie yahaan hoon. bas mujhe batao ki kya ho raha hai."
main: "mujhe kyon karana chaahie? tumhaaree apanee samasyaen hain."
maan: "ham apanee samasyaon se milakar nipat sakate hain. lekin mujhe tumhaara mujh par bharosa chaahie."
main: "bharosa? yah tumhaare lie bahut badhiya hai."
maan: "kya ham is par kaam kar sakate hain?"
main: "agar tum vaakee is par kaam karana chaahate ho, to shaayad tumhen eemaanadaaree se shuruaat karanee chaahie."
maan: "main vaada karatee hoon ki agar tum mujhe bataoge ki tum kis baat ko lekar chintit ho to main eemaanadaaree se kahoongee. lekin main tumhen samajh nahin pa rahee hoon kabeer"
main: "abhee, yah asambhav lagata hai."
maan: "main samajhatee hoon ki yah mushkil hai. lekin main yahaan hoon, jab tum taiyaar hoge to main taiyaar hoon."
main: "yahaan sirf hona hee kaafee nahin hai."
maan: "mujhe pata hai, lekin yah ek shuruaat hai. kya ham beech mein mil sakate hain?"
main: "bas mujhe thodee jagah do, theek hai?"
maan: "main aisa kar sakatee hoon, lekin krpaya yaad rakhen ki jab bhee tum taiyaar ho main yahaan hoon."
vinay: (muskuraate hue) buniyaadee niyam? chalo, der raat milane mein kya buraee hai?
maan: (mazaak mein aankhen ghumaate hue) oh, tum samajh rahe ho vinay. mujhe nahin lagata ki tumhaare lie phir se mere bedaroom mein sona achchha vichaar hai.
vinay: (bhaunh uthaate hue) kyon nahin? kya main itana bura mehamaan hoon?
maan: (halke se hansate hue) nahin, aisa nahin hai. bas... theek hai, main nahin chaahatee ki kabeer tumhen pichhalee baar kee tarah subah yahaan dekhe. tumhen yaad hai ki vah tumhen mere bedaroom mein dekhakar kitana hairaan hua tha?
vinay: (muskuraate hue) to kya hua agar usane mujhe dekh liya? bachche jigyaasu hote hain; vah isake baare mein kuchh nahin sochega. koee samasya nahin hai
maan: (sir hilaate hue) oh pleej, vinay. tum jaanate ho ki bachche kaise hote hain. agar vah tumhen mere kamare se baahar aate dekh leta hai, to vah savaal poochhana shuroo kar sakata hai. main use yah nahin bataana chaahata ki tum aur main kuchh galat kar rahe hain
vinay: (peechhe jhukate hue) agar vah yah samajh bhee jaata hai, to isamen kya samasya hai? yah seekhane ka ek pal ho sakata hai!
maan: (hansate hue) oh sach mein? aur yah kaisa hoga?
vinay: (muskuraate hue) bilkul! yah jeevan ka kitana bada sabak hoga.
maan: (mazaakiya dhang se aah bharate hue) mujhe yah vichaar bahut pasand aaya. lekin chalo is par kaam karate hue meree shaadee ko barbaad na karen! agar mere pati ko pata chal gaya ki main museebat mein pad jaoongee
vinay: (gambheer hone ka naatak karate hue) main vaada karata hoon ki main kuchh bhee barbaad nahin karoonga! vaastav mein, mujhe ek "vivaah badhaane vaala" samajho. der raat kee ek haanirahit baatacheet kabhee kisee ko nukasaan nahin pahunchaatee.
maan: (phir se hansate hue) ek "vivaah badhaane vaala"? aaj raat tum apane aap mein bahut mast ho!
vinay: (aage jhukate hue) kal raat kee baat karen to... kya tumhen maza aaya?
maan: (thoda sharamaate hue) uh, theek hai…
vinay: (bhaunh uthaate hue, utsukata se) haan? ise mat chhipao, mujhe batao
maan: (sharmeelee muskaan ke saath) haan, mainne kiya. tum hamesha jaanate ho ki mujhe kaise khush karana hai.
vinay: (muskuraate hue) main aisa kaise karoon?
maan: (mazaak mein) shaayad isalie kyonki tum aashcharyon se bhare ho! tumane mujhe bahut zor se choda, tumane meree choot ko bahut zor se choda jab tak ki main chilla nahin uthee
vinay: (mazaak mein) aur tumhaaree vo seksee choot aur mota gadha poore antarang satr ke dauraan shaanadaar tha.
maan: (hansee aur use mazaak mein dhakka dete hue) tum bahut bure ho! lekin band karo, vinay! hamen har baar is tarah nahin milana chaahie; mere pati ko shak ho sakata hai. ya isase bhee bura, kabeer savaal poochh sakata hai.
vinay: (muskuraate hue) oh, chalo! kabeer jaan sakata hai; vah bas ise ek dostaana mulaaqaat samajhega. doosaree or, aapake pati ko kuchh bhee pata nahin hoga! vah videsh mein apane bevakoophee bhare kaam mein vyast hai
maan: (mazaak mein) shaayad aapakee baat sahee ho. lekin phir bhee, main yahaan hamaare chhote-chhote rahasyon kee raksha karane kee koshish kar rahee hoon!
vinay: (chidhaate hue) rahasy hee jeevan ka maza hain!
maan: (muskuraate hue) theek hai, theek hai!
jaise hee mainne andar jhaanka, mainne dekha ki vinay apane haath se paseena ponchh raha tha. meree maan, jo hamesha ek dekhabhaal karane vaalee mezabaan hotee hai, ne oopar dekha aur poochha, "kya tumhen thoda paanee chaahie, mere pyaare?"
"haan, yah bahut badhiya rahega," usane javaab diya, usakee aavaaz garmajoshee aur aamantran bharee thee.
mainne dekha ki meree maan raaste ke doosaree taraph mud gaee, jaise-jaise vah chal rahee thee, usaka badee gaand oopar-neeche hil raha tha. us pal, vinay kee nazar badal gaee, aur hamaaree aankhen kaanch ke maadhyam se mileen.
meree saans mere gale mein atak gaee. main nahin chaahatee thee ki vah mujhe dekhe. mujhe gahara sadama laga kyonki mujhe ehasaas hua ki vah mujhe usakee or dekhate hue dekh sakata hai.
usakee abhivyakti aashcharyajanak roop se ek jaanakaar muskaan mein badal gaee, ek aisee muskaan jisane mere dil kee reedh mein siharan paida kar dee. main jam gaee, door dekhane mein asamarth.
vah mujhe dekhata raha. usakee aankhon mein kuchh aisa tha jisase mujhe laga ki main ujaagar ho gaee hoon, jaise ki vah mere vichaaron ko padh sakata hai aur mere rahasyon ko jaan sakata hai.
phir, usane meree maan kee panty lee aur use bahut gaharaee se soonghane laga, usake chehare par santushti kee chamak thee. use dekhate hee mera dil tejee se dhadak raha tha, mere andar gusse aur avishvaas ka mishran ghoom raha tha. aur phir bhee mainne ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee.
vah aisa kyon kar raha tha? antarangata ka yah kaary lagabhag pavitr lag raha tha, aur main isaka ek anichchhuk gavaah tha. main kaamp utha, main bhaavanaon ke bavandar mein phans gaya. mujhe samajh mein nahin aaya ki main kyon nahin hila, main kyon rukane aur is ajeeb drshy ko dekhane ke lie majaboor mahasoos kar raha tha.
jab main use dekhata raha, to vah mujhe dekhata raha.
vinay meree maan kee panty kee khushaboo ko soongh raha tha, yah aadamee vaastav mein ek ganda vyakti tha, jab usane meree taraph dekha, to usakee muskaan chaudee ho gaee.
aisa lag raha tha jaise vah koee rahasy bata raha ho, koee aisee baat jise nijee rakha jaana chaahie tha. mere dimaag mein vichaaron kee baadh aa gaee. mujhe sharm kee lahar mahasoos huee, jo main dekh raha tha usakee vaastavikata se door bhaagane kee gaharee ichchha.
achaanak, main muda aur apane kamare mein bhaag gaya, mera dil meree baahon mein dhadak raha tha. mere peechhe daravaaja band ho gaya, lekin vinay aur meree maan ke andaroonee hisse kee chhavi mere dimaag mein ghoom rahee thee, mujhe pareshaan kar rahee thee.
mainne khud ko itana kamajor hone ke lie kosa, khud ko rahasyon ke jaal mein phansane diya. usane mujhe khud ko dekhane diya.
vinay ko ab pata chala ki mainne use apanee maan ke saath dekha tha, aur is vichaar se mera pet jalane laga. main ise chhipaana chaahata tha, apane parivaar kee chhavi ko bachaana chaahata tha, lekin ab vah bhram toot gaya tha.
mera ling sakht hone laga. main avishvaas kee bhaavana ko door nahin kar pa raha tha, na keval apanee maan ke prati balki khud ke prati bhee jisane mujhe aisa mahasoos karaaya. main jo kuchh bhee dekha tha use bhoolana chaahata tha.
mujhe hastamaithun karane ka man hua to main baatharoom kee or bhaaga. main shovar mein gaya, paanee girane kee aavaaz sannaate ko bhar rahee thee. mainne jo kuchh bhee dekha tha usake baare mein sochate hue apane ling ko jor se ragadana shuroo kar diya. mainne hastamaithun karana shuroo kiya aur yah achchha laga lekin phir mujhe bura laga kyonki yah vinay ankal aur meree maan the.
jaise hee mainne hastamaithun karana samaapt kiya, mainne ek zoradaar karaah nikaalee, niraasha aur mukti kee cheekh. mere pair meree chhaatee par gir gae.
ant mein, main apane kamare mein vaapas aa gaya, raat ka bojh mujh par bhaaree pad raha tha. main bistar par reng gaya, apanee chaadaren aur kambal ko kasakar ek saath kheench liya, khud ko un vichaaron se mukt karane kee ummeed kar raha tha jo mujhe behosh karane kee dhamakee de rahe the.
subah main samay dekhane ke lie muda aur paaya ki mujhe skool ke lie taiyaar hona hai. meree maan aur vinay kee yaaden mere dimaag mein ghoom rahee theen aur main niraasha mein apanee mutthiyaan bheench raha tha.
mainne khud ko bistar se uthaaya aur kisee tarah apanee maan se baat karane se bachane kee ummeed mein daravaaje kee or chala gaya. jaise hee main daravaaje par pahuncha, maan ke khaana banaane kee gandh ne mujhe gher liya.
jab mainne seedhiyon se neeche dekha, to mainne apanee maan ko baatharoom mein dekha. use dekhakar mera khoon khaul utha. main apanee maan par gussa tha.
main living room se guzara aur vinay ko usake bedaroom mein dekha, jo abhee bhee shaanti se so raha tha, jisase mera gussa aur badh gaya. vah nanga tha, jisaka matalab tha ki vinay ankal ne meree maan ko sote samay do baar choda tha.
"gud morning!" meree maan ne pukaara, unakee aavaazen khush aur ujjval theen.
mainne javaab mein budabudaaya, mera chehara peela pad gaya. "gud morning"
"sab theek hai?" usane poochha, usakee aankhen chinta mein thodee sikud gaeen. kisee tarah usane dekha ki main gusse mein tha.
bina javaab die, mainne apana chehara doosaree taraph ghuma liya aur nahaane ke lie seedhe baatharoom mein chalee gaee.
jab main aakhirakaar baahar aaee, to mainne apanee kamar par tauliya lapeta aur seedhiyon par khade usakee aankhon mein dekha.
"tum kaise soe?" usane poochha. main abhee bhee usakee aavaaz sun sakatee thee.
"theek hai," mainne javaab diya. meree aavaaz meree apeksha se zyaada thandee thee. main usase baat nahin karana chaahatee thee.
mere gusse ko bhaampate hue, usane meree taraf dekha. "kya tumhen kuchh pareshaan kar raha hai?"
mainne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha aur isake bajaay apane kapade pahanane ke lie apane kamare mein chalee gaee.
naashte ke dauraan, mainne mushkil se apana khaana khaaya, mere dimaag mein kaee vichaar aae. vah apane pita ke saath aisa kaise kar sakata hai? main alavida kahe bina chalee gaee, use daravaaje par chhod diya, mere shaant vyavahaar se bhramit aur sambhavatah pareshaan.
skool kee yaatra anant kaal kee tarah lag rahee thee. skool mein, shikshak baat kar rahe the, chhaatr hans rahe the, lekin main apanee hee duniya mein khoee huee thee.
mainne kal raat apanee maan aur vinay ko seks karate hue dekhane ke lie khud ko kosa. kaash mainne unhen nahin dekha hota. aur kyon? apanee maan ko us tarah se dekhana jisakee mainne kabhee kalpana bhee nahin kee thee?
phir se mujhe laga ki usake baare mein sochate hee mera ling khada ho gaya.
vah meree maan hai, koee aisee nahin jisakee main kalpana karoon, mainne socha, apane dimaag se lad raha hoon. achaanak mujhe phir se hastamaithun karane ka man hua, taaki mere andar kee ugr bhaavanaon ko niyantrit kar sakoon. main ise aur sahan nahin kar sakata tha.
main brek ke dauraan kaksha se baahar bhaaga aur baatharoom mein chala gaya. jaise hee mainne apane peechhe daravaaja band kiya, mainne khud ko aate dekha aur mainne yah sochakar hastamaithun karana shuroo kar diya ki kaise vinay ankal ne kal raat meree maan kee choot ko choda.
aisa hona zarooree nahin hai, mainne kadavaahat se socha. lekin mainne tab tak hastamaithun jaaree rakha jab tak ki mainne apane veery ko shauchaalay ke pharsh par nahin gira diya
jab skool ka din aakhirakaar khatm hua, to main bhaavanaatmak uthal-puthal se thak gaya tha. usane mujhe hamaare ghar par chhod diya. lekin phir mainne kuchh aisa dekha jisane mere dil kee dhadakanen tez kar deen: meree maan ke joote vinay ke ghar ke baahar pade the.
mere andar gusse kee lahar daud gaee. to kya vah phir se yahaan hai? kya vinay ankal phir se meree maan ko chod rahe hain? main vinay ke ghar pahuncha aur jaldee se daravaaja kholane laga. dar aur gusse ke mishran se mera dil tezee se dhadak raha tha. intazaar ke kuchh pal ghanton jaise lag rahe the. aakhirakaar daravaaza khula.
meree maan vahaan khadee thee, sirf tauliya pahane hue, use bahut paseena aa raha tha. yah nazaara dekhakar main chaunk gaya.
"are!" usane kaha, usake chehare par muskaan phail gaee, lekin main use javaab nahin de saka. vah thodee ghabaraee huee thee.
"tum yahaan kya kar rahee ho?" mainne apanee maan se poochha.
vo jhijhak rahee theen tab, sahee shabd dhoondh rahe the tab, unakee muskaan thodee kamazor ho gaee thee. “main vinay ankal, mujhe kitanee madad mil sakatee hai?”
"tum tauliya mein kyon ho?" mainne poochha, main gusse mein tha.
"kya tum baahar intazaar kar sakate ho?" usane javaab diya, usakee aavaaz mein meree maan jaisee hee chinta thee.
main daravaaze par khada tha, avishvaas kee ek jaanee-pahachaanee bhaavana mere oopar chha rahee thee. living room mein dekhane par mainne vinay ko sofe par dekha, usake chehare par vahee muskaan thee. vah apana ling pakade hue tha jo geela tha. mujhe lagata hai ki meree maan pahale usake oopar savaar thee aur mujhe lagata hai ki vah usakee choot chod raha tha.
"bas mujhe hamaare ghar kee chaabiyaan laakar do," mainne gurraate hue kaha.
meree maan chaabiyaan apane haathon mein lekar lautee.
mainne gusse mein apanee maan ke haathon se chaabiyaan leen. mere kaanon mein dil kee dhadakan ke saath-saath, mujhe apane pita se milane aur unhen yah bataane kee ek jangalee ichchha huee ki meree maan unase jhooth bol rahee hai. meree maan ko laga ki main abhee bachcha hoon, lekin main unake jhooth kee chhaaya mein vayask saty ko dekhane laga tha.
ghar par, main idhar-udhar ghoom raha tha, apane naakhoon kaat raha tha aur soch raha tha ki aage kya ho sakata hai. kya mujhe paapa ko bataana chaahie? vichaar lubhaavana tha, phir bhee ek daravaaza tha jisane mujhe jakad liya tha. kya hoga agar usane sab kuchh nasht kar diya? kal raat kee tasveeren mere dimaag mein ankit ho gaeen, vafaadaaree aur pyaar kee rekhaen mil gaeen.
kya mujhe rahasy rakhana chaahie? main din ke apane vichaaron mein vaapas chala gaya, yaad karate hue ki kaise usakee muskaan ne mere gusse ko bhadaka diya tha. mujhe pata tha ki vah jo kar raha tha vah sahee nahin tha, aur mujhe gaharaee se mahasoos hua ki yah nirnay ka maamala nahin tha.
mainne khud ko saans lene ke lie majaboor kiya aur apanee bhaavanaon kee sharmindagee ko door karane kee koshish kee. lekin isaka koee phaayada nahin hua; main bhaavanaon ke bhanvar mein kho gaya tha jise main sambhaalane ke lie taiyaar nahin tha.
jab meree maan ghar lautee, to main baithak kaksh kee mej par baitha tha, khaana khaane ke bajaay, main apanee plet mein khaana daal raha tha. vah ek khoobasoorat sari pahanakar andar aaee, usake chaaron or chamakeele rang ghoom rahe the, lekin usake vyavahaar mein kuchh ajeeb tha - ya shaayad yah sirph usakee khushaboo thee.
jaise hee vah andar aaee, phoolon kee jaanee-pahachaanee khushaboo ne mujhe apanee girapht mein le liya, lekin aaj usamen kuchh aur mila hua tha - mainne use turant pahachaan liya. yah vinay ankal ka paraphyoom tha, aur ise dekhakar mera pet kharaab ho gaya.
"aaj skool kaisa tha?" meree maan ne mujhase poochha
mainne apanee maan ke chehare kee or dekha aur mainne javaab diya ki skool theek tha.
"tum bahut gusse mein lag rahe ho", usane mujhase kaha
mainne kandhe uchaka die, usase zyaada kuchh kahane se inakaar kar diya. jis tarah se vah mujhase baat karane mein anichchhuk lag rahee thee, usase mujhe gussa aa gaya. kya vah samajh nahin paee? kya usane jo mainne dekha tha usaka bhaar mahasoos nahin kiya?
vah ek pal ke lie mere paas mandaraatee rahee, meree bhaavanaon ka adhyayan karatee huee, shaayad meree chuppee ke peechhe kee uthal-puthal ko samajhane kee koshish karatee huee. "aisa lagata hai ki kuchh tumhen pareshaan kar raha hai. kya tum mujhase baat kar sakatee ho, samajhe?"
usakee nazar ko mujhamen samaate hue mahasoos karate hue, mainne apane vaaky ko kada kiya aur usaka vishleshan karane ke lie ek pal liya. jab vah mere saamane baithee, to usake chehare par usakee vinamr maafee ke halke nishaan chipake hue the. mainne usakee sari par ek chhota sa safed daag dekha - kya vah theek ho gaya tha? is ehasaas ne mujhe bahut jhakajhor diya aur mere gale mein gussa ubalane laga. mainne kal raat ke drshy kee kalpana kee, gusse kee garmee mahasoos kee kyonki mainne un donon ke saath hone kee bhaavanaon ko dabaane kee koshish kee, ek doosare ke saath itanee saaree sangati ka aanand liya.
maan: "kya ham baat kar sakate hain? tum pareshaan lag rahe ho."
main: "tumhen kya lagata hai ki main baat karana chaahata hoon?"
maan: "tum kal se chup ho. kya kuchh hua hai?"
main: "mujhe nahin pata. shaayad main har cheez se thak gaya hoon."
maan: "thaka hua hoon? ya kuchh aur? tum mujhe bata sakate ho, tumhen pata hai."
main: "main vaastav mein isake baare mein baat nahin karana chaahata."
maan: "kya yah skool kee koee baat hai? kisee dost se ya tumhaare klaas teechar se?"
main: "yah skool ke baare mein kyon hoga?"
maan: "main bas samajhane kee koshish kar raha hoon. tum mujhase har baat sheyar karate the."
main: "shaayad ab mujhe sheyar karane ka man nahin karata."
maan: "kyon nahin? kya badal gaya hai?"
main: "tumhen pata hona chaahie."
maan: "mujhe nahin pata. krpaya mujhe samajhane mein madad karo."
main: "tum vaise bhee ise nahin samajhoge."
maan: "meree koshish karo. mujhe paravaah hai ki tum kaisa mahasoos kar rahe ho."
main: "dekhabhaal karane se sab kuchh nahin badal jaata, hai na?"
maan: "main yah dikhaava nahin kar rahee hoon ki sab kuchh theek hai. main bas madad karana chaahatee hoon."
main: "madad karo? tum aakhiree vyakti ho jisase main abhee madad chaahoongee."
maan: "yah dukhadaayee hai. main tumhaare lie yahaan hoon. bas mujhe batao ki kya ho raha hai."
main: "mujhe kyon karana chaahie? tumhaaree apanee samasyaen hain."
maan: "ham apanee samasyaon se milakar nipat sakate hain. lekin mujhe tumhaara mujh par bharosa chaahie."
main: "bharosa? yah tumhaare lie bahut badhiya hai."
maan: "kya ham is par kaam kar sakate hain?"
main: "agar tum vaakee is par kaam karana chaahate ho, to shaayad tumhen eemaanadaaree se shuruaat karanee chaahie."
maan: "main vaada karatee hoon ki agar tum mujhe bataoge ki tum kis baat ko lekar chintit ho to main eemaanadaaree se kahoongee. lekin main tumhen samajh nahin pa rahee hoon kabeer"
main: "abhee, yah asambhav lagata hai."
maan: "main samajhatee hoon ki yah mushkil hai. lekin main yahaan hoon, jab tum taiyaar hoge to main taiyaar hoon."
main: "yahaan sirf hona hee kaafee nahin hai."
maan: "mujhe pata hai, lekin yah ek shuruaat hai. kya ham beech mein mil sakate hain?"
main: "bas mujhe thodee jagah do, theek hai?"
maan: "main aisa kar sakatee hoon, lekin krpaya yaad rakhen ki jab bhee tum taiyaar ho main yahaan hoon."
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