Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[amzad2004]

After read all the available comments made me sad because even the my fellow most intelligent bros like RCF, Harry Jordan, Phoonix have failed to read line which written between the lines. Let me explain what I understand as follow: Meera never have the words divorce/ separation from Krish in her dictionary. The sooner Krish announce separation immediately Meera flashed out Desai from her life and determined to save her marriage at any coast. To Meera only Krish is permanent and rest of the world is temporary. No matte how strong any bond-fond she is having with Desai or to anyone that caused her loose Krish has washed out in a micro second.
We did not fail to understand my friend. I will explain.
Yes, agreed. For Meera there was never a relationship other than Krish, as she mentioned in the chapter itself from her own words, for her once Krish leaves her, there will never be any man in her dreams that she wants to spend time. She has said this many times too
Though the problem here is not Meera, but Krish. He failed to understand her feelings about Desai, his clarity lacks that understanding that bond that Meera has with Desai is not that deep enough as he thought it to be…Mine and other comments were not questioning Meera’s love for Krish but our question is more about Meera bringing that clarity to Krish by explaining to him why he misunderstood her bond with Desai.

The bond got weak when Desai and Meera got out from Alpine heights that is why Meera was rude with Desai what she mentioned in last chapter, She expressed the fear in chapter 50 that Krish might found out their that sex session. To save someone's love one or family or children men or women do not hesitate to fight with T-Rex dinosaur despite they know their confirm death. Here the so called bond is nothing compare to that. For Meera Krish is life to her, Desai is become nothing but cancer cell to her after she come to know that Krish is done with her.

Bond did not get weak; she still shares the same bond with Desai. Krish misunderstood that bond to be greater than her love for him, When she left Alpine heights, she saw what she has done and felt remorse, She understood that no matter where she slept with Desai, at her home or elsewhere where Krish can’t spy them, it will hurt her deeply because she is cheating Krish and it felt like she stabbed him in the back. With remorse she suggested to start family as she knows without some anchor in her life she would not be able to resist Desai. So, she was ready for a kid and told Krish the same even before he proposed to part ways.

In last chapter from the beginning she determined to go any extend to save her marriage that is why she did not pack any luggage to be prepared for two weeks vacation with Desai. There was no vacation for Meera in her plan. That is why she announced that she won't wear Desai's gifted dressed during bamboo resort visit.

Maybe you are right here my friend, she might have some plan in the morning before she leaves but author did not go that far…he completed the story on Anniversary night itself by giving it a new twist.

There is always determination in her eyes that Krish saw but failed to understand what exactly it is. She had plan a,b,c,d,e,f..... She knew that her plan will be successful because she saw Krish's painful eyes even during the anniversary night. She only needs to make Krish to understand that Desai is not good for her.

I do not think she planned any such thing. She was ready to experiment on what Krish proposed to see what her next step in life is, I do not think she would ever willingly leave Krish but when Krish forces her like that she is willing to play along with him knowing that Krish might change if she is not in his life.

At first she started to show to krish that Desai has only lust for her not love. That failed but she saw sadness has dipped in Krish's eyes. Then she kissed Krish to hope he backed off to pushing het towards Desai but not happened. Instantly she jumped to plan B that is getting intimate with Desai to make Krish to feel empty and more sad. Whatever she did in the anniversary night she has only goal in her mind that is to get back her life Krish, she was ready to go any extend for that. When Desai wanted Krish to watch them that made Meera to execute immediate plan to portrait Desai a cuckold.

Whatever happened that night is not Meera’s plan. Desai did himself lot of the damage. If he was willing to wait and give time for Meera to heal, if he were to go for her heart rather than body, if he were to understand the pain of their separation, if he has little common sense not to include Krish any more when it comes to intimacy, he would have got Meera for at least 2 more weeks. He was blinded by his own schemes to prove to Meera that he was better choice to her than Krish and in haste he wanted to show Krish in bad light to Meera but in this process, he committed to cuckoldry. I am still hesitant to accept that he was cuckold for ever or changed in the past because I do not find it convincing, but I will take what ever author wanted us to understand, like I said before he knows his characters better than anyone so we should understand that Desai is a cuckold.

My fellow intelligent and wise readers (RCF, Harry Jordan, Phonix, Lolla some more) Love does not follow logic and rule. In order to save her love and marriage Meera have used whatever she could find as tools and weapon near her hand and mind. No matter if those are logical or lawful at that time. She only focused on one thing that is cut off the cancer cell from their marriage i.e. Desai. The way she portrait Desai as a cuckold it showed not logical but when you see it from the Meera's eyes you will find the logic. Desperate time requires desperate measures. When Desai insisted krish to come along with Desai and Meera then she jumped to cuckold idea to implement. She manipulate Desai swapped the place with Krish. She saw the opportunity to become pregnant by Krish. She knew Desai has the desire to have love from Meera like Krish. So she have shown to Desai she aroused and enjoyed sucking Krish;s dick not only by pleasure but also by love.

I do not agree with this, my friend. Your theory would have been a perfect plan if Meera had driven the events on that night. But unfortunately, Desai was driving everything. He was as usual arrogant and thought Meera is in his control and cannot refuse him anything when it comes to something that goes on in bed. Based on his past experiences with other woman and also Meera he misunderstood that the way to Meera’s heart is through sex and intimacy, but he failed to understand that there is more in life than sex and it doesn’t come from physical but rather emotional bonding. He thought all he needs to show Meera is Krish is a cuckold and in turn he demonstrated himself to be one. Meera was not planning anything, in fact she said this that it was time for her to see what’s in the heart of Desai.
Based on that dialogue we can infer two things:
1. She wants to give a fair chance to Desai for all his efforts for a long time and she believed that Desai loves her.
2. She wants to tell Krish that she won’t try anything anymore and she is done with being the chasing all the time.
I wish my friend that as you were thinking Meera was smart enough to be the anchor in bringing Krish back and proving her love but nothing of that sort happened. She only kicked both out because she was pissed to find that Desai turned out to be like same person (Krish) who is rejecting her for being a cuckold and now she would turn the same person with Desai too if she went ahead and settle down with him. Pregnancy happened by chance and brought the couple back together.

I tried to explain my version and maybe I am wrong, and you are right but at the end it doesn’t matter we got the ending we wanted and we could end this story peacefully.
 
~RCF

I am honored that you replied my comment who is the most intelligent and wisest among us. Husband Krish misunderstood the temporary bond between Meera and Desai because he is a gandu.  

I tried to explain my version and maybe I am wrong, and you are right but at the end it doesn’t matter we got the ending we wanted and we could end this story peacefully.


I agreed with you on this.