10-02-2025, 05:21 PM
(CHAPTER 3 CONTD)
That was the last time Sonarika felt a good moment and dreamed about Hemant because the next few months brought some big changes in her life. The construction of Vikram's hotel was almost halfway there in the hillstation of Kasauli. Sonarika had to do two short trips to the place. Though she went on the first trip alone , she took Karan with her on the second one. Vikram too loved Karan's company and Karan was in his happy self there. Having Karan around really helped Sonarika find the balance between work and personal life. And not just that , having Karan around gave her the courage to not have any weird thoughts about Vikram. Vikram was in his usual good behavior , but he chose to spend more time with Karan than with her and that slightly miffed her.
The attraction was building in her mind and she was having a hard time gaining any type of control over her minds and thoughts about Vikram. Then things went much worse as a few weeks later , Sonarika and everyone from her friend circle including Ragini , Mouni and Meghna were all invited to the wedding ceremony of a common friend Kiara. The wedding venue was a grand affair and it was going to span for multiple days. The girls formed a bond of their own and they enjoyed the time there. But then Vikram proposed another dance performance for the couple's reception ceremony and Sonarika was once again forced to pair with Vikram.
Meghna liked that Sonarika got to spend more time with Vikram much to Sonarika's dismay. But she could notice the glitter in her eyes everytime she looked at Vikram. The song they were going to perform was Dum Dum from Band Baaja Baaraat movie. Their performance was the highlight of the reception party has Vikram had hired professional dancers for back up. Everyone was talking about the chemistry that Sonarika and Vikram shared. Sonarika was thankful that majority people present here wasn't aware of her personal life so she didn't bother to correct them.
Even though Vikram maintained his distance , their physical contact had become more frequent especially during the dance. Sonarika noticed his grip on her was much more firm and longer than the last time. And this time , some of the steps had them dance pretty close to each other. Sonarika would on occasion see Vikram staring at her. The day after the reception Sonarika conversated the issue with Meghna.
"Meghna , I think Vikram has...something for me"
"What do you mean something?" Meghna asked curiously with a grin.
"I mean , he sometimes stares at me longer than usual , many times he wants to say something to me but stops , its like there is something he wants to express but struggling to say it"
"Shall I talk to him?"
"No , no way"
"Then , why are you telling me this"
"I am telling you this because I am concerned , concerned about my own life , how this will ruin everything if lines are crossed"
"Then don't cross the line"
"I want to , but Vicky....I am having a hard time getting rid of him in my thoughts"
Meghna's grin only grew wider as she looked at Sonarika.
"Oh Sonarika baby , looks like you're getting attracted to Vicky now!"
Sonarika was stunned by Meghna's bold claim , she was flabbergasted.
"No....no...I am not....that cannot happen"
"This is not something we can control ok?"
"No but I can't do that"
Sonarika was getting upset after every second. Meghna decided to control the situation.
"Listen Sonarika , what you're experiencing is just natural. Its only showing the sign that you're a woman. Tell me something , when have you been intimate with Hemant before?"
Sonarika was taken aback by Meghna's bold question.
"What does that have to do with anything Meghna?"
"Its does...believe me , answer me , when?"
Sonarika was reluctant to answer that , but for some reason she just lowered her guard.
"It was that night in Matheran...when we went for an outing a week after this new project began"
"Oh...so its nearly been a year then..."
"Yeah so what?"
"You know Savithri mam , our old mentor. Her husband Kishore still does it with her at this age even now , they have been consistent"
"There can be exceptions in marriage , just because Savithri is a lucky woman doesn't mean I can be the same"
"But you can....you just need to look at the right way"
Meghna said moving her eyes to the other side pointing at someone. Sonarika followed her sight and there in the distance sat Vikram with some of the boys. Sonarika was stunned by Meghna's insinuation.
"Are you crazy Meghna? I cannot do that"
"Come on Sonarika , I know you are attracted to him. Just let yourself loose , experience it and then make a decision"
"What are you saying? You want me to sleep with him"
"I don't want anything from you , you asked for my opinion. This is mine , you seek some freedom , a release and I recommend you seek it"
"By jeopardizing my marriage?"
"I am not saying that , I am just stating my opinion. Because first off I would've never accepted a numbnut like Hemant as my husband and above all give him the luxury of becoming a father , and secondly I find Vikram to be far more convincing and consderate as a man than Hemant could ever be"
"You are never going to stop insulting my husband are you?"
"To be honest, I don't even acknowledge him as your husband , I see more chemistry between you and Vikram than Hemant could ever generate with himself. He is nothing more than a bigger version of Kunal"
"Meghna" Sonarika said frustrated.
"Its better you accept his shortcomings Sonarika. Face it , he cannot satisfy you anymore , what you are doing with him is just the patriarchal duties of the society of a wife towards him. But in doing that , you are sacrificing Sonarika the woman who deserves to be free , to fly , to live."
"What are you saying Meghna?"
"I am showing you the reason why this feelings come into your mind. You are being chained and locked in your marriage. Its been a while that you have felt any kind of release , and then Vikram comes into your life and you see the person that can give you that freedom , that release. You share this undeniable connection towards him , that pull , and you feel attracted towards him"
Meghna kept on saying something but Sonarika was lost in her thoughts after the things Meghna has stated. There is some accuracy in her assumptions , yes Sonarika has been craving a lot lately and she has somewhat been frustrated with her married life right now. But now there is some clarity on why she feels attracted towards Vikram. When she started a life with Hemant , there was a lot of learning that happened , she learned to live with him , learned to be infactuated by him and learned to start a life with him. It was a beautiful process , but at the end of the day she had to accept that it was dull and boring. She had more fun with her friends in her college days than what she had with Hemant. In a way , they slowed down their life after marriage. Which explains why Sonarika missed the early days of marriage because there was excitement between them. Now there isn't much , for now there is only responsbilities and duties of a family.
Sonarika felt that pull that Meghna stated and she was slowly and steadily getting enamored by Vikram's charms and talks. The group ended up spending the week there so the girls enjoyed exploring the place. Eventually one day they went to a hill station nearby which had cable car services to the mountain top. This was Manali after all and the one of the best beauties of this place is its scenic mountain ranges. The whole gang was there as they rode on cable cars to reach the top. Up there the view was fantastic. Everyone took some photos individually as well as group. Sonarika enjoyed the view to the fullest. She ended up going to the highest point much to the warnings of the other girls. She enjoyed the view from there. The sky looked like it was on eye level , and it was on the top of the mountain range far from her like a big thick cotton buds. The sunlight gave the much needed boost to the beauty of the mountain range. She felt like if there was a heaven , it should look like this.
She forgot how much time has passed as she was lost in the beauty of the view. That was when she heard the sound of Vikram coming from the lower portion.
"Sonarika , everyone has left , are you planning to stay here?" Vikram shouted sarcastically.
"Coming" Sonarika shouted back as she carefully walked to the lower portion. Thankfully she chose to wear a simple t shirt top and jeans short for this expedition so she was quiet comfortable.
They arrived at the cable car section waiting for the next car to come up. But much to their surprise , the car coming upwards suffered a malfunction. Sonarika was slightly worried as they were stuck there at the hill station. Vikram soon dialed a number and talked.
"Yeah man it seems the cable car is having some problems so why don't you guys leave for the hotel , I'll meet you guys directly there. See you"
Vikram then turned to Sonarika.
"I don't think this will be fixed anytime soon Sonarika , if you are comfortable we can take the hard route and trekk down to the surface."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah it will be fun of its own , and I really wanna know how much of a good trekker you are because I am not convinced that you are one"
"Fine , challenge accepted"
Sonarika and Vikram soon started their descent from the hilltop. The trekk wasn't hard as there was a rough pathway that clearly showed how to go. They both had a discussion about trekking and made their way down the hill. The descend was wonderful and the trekk path was safer. But then things took an unexpected turn.
The climate suddenly changed and clouds started to form. Sonarika realized this was the same cloud she saw at the hill top at the furthest mountain. Now it was hear right above her head. Soon the telltale sign was given as few water drops started falling from the sky. It was going to rain!
Sonarika freaked out while Vikram assured her its just rain and it won't be harmful. But in about 20 seconds later , rain started to pour down in full swing. Sonarika and Vikram got drenched in rain water in record time and Vikram soon pointed her to a nearby tree where they can find some shelter. Sonarika stood below it as Vikram stood somewhat closer. Both of them giggled and laughed at their debacle as Sonarika tried to rub the water droplets from her face. That was when Vikram's eyes scanned her , she was looking like a mermaidic beauty in front of him. And the rain had made her t shirt stick to her body highlighting her amazing body structure.
Vikram was feeling things in his body so he decided to distance himself , he slowly moved away which resulted in Vikram standing in the pouring rain. Sonarika a few seconds later noticed Vikram was getting wet in rain water.
"Vicky , why are you standing away , you're getting drenched!" Sonarika enquired while trying to dry herself. Then she raised and gestured her hand towards him to hold. Vikram was reluctant , he felt like he was standing in a dangerous territory. He struggled to take her hand.
"Come on ,. Vicky , take my hand!" Sonarika asked again.
Vikram struggled to get any control but couldn't help feel the butterfly in his stomach. He slowly moved his hand and took hold of the hand Sonarika raised towards him. But Sonarika suddenly pulled him bringing him beneath the tree shielding from the rain while she laughed seeing his struggle. Vikram's senses went haywire getting this close to Sonarika feeling her breaths and drenched beauty. The water droplets formed in her lips were so inviting towards him. Vikram was caught up in the moment that he wasn't aware what he was doing. He moved his fingers over her face and rubbed her lips with it. The smile from Sonarika's face faded and she too felt something unusual , she was lost in the depth of his eyes as they both looked at each other.
Soon their faces started to come close to each other. Their breaths started to collide sharing the heat emanated with it. And before they could realize , their lips made contact. Sonarika closed her eyes as Vikram's lips joined with Sonarika's as their lips glued together in their union. Slowly and steadily Vikram pushed Sonarika to the tree where she ended up on her back. Their lips started to rub against each other , their heartbeats rosed and both of them succumbed to the strange feeling in their stomachs. Sonarika's hands moved from his arms to his shoulders and then later to the back of his head. Their lips started to move savoring the feel and contact of each other. And in about a minute later , both their mouths started to open up inviting each other.
The rain intensified as the two indivduals completely lost in their moment of connection and intimacy that they were fighting not to fall against. Their tongues met and they started their wrestle. The dripping water from her skins added more amibence and charged the environment for their intimacy to grow. In that cascading violent fall of rain , two people were coming together , two people that were once just associates who turned friends but in this moment friendship no longer holds weight anymore. This has evolved into somewhere uncharted. Vikram moved his body to hers making the contact between them more intense. Nothing in the world mattered at that time anymore. Both were lost in the waves of passion as they were taken through the rivers of intimacy lost in this beautiful moment.
The feeling was unusual , it created some feelings that Sonarika has never experienced before. Her nerves were pulsing , her body was on fire. The feeling was surreal yet at the same time very much captivating , she wanted to feel this forever in her life because it felt so intoxicating. The tongue was invading and a challenge , she loved wrestling with it. Her hands without a thought was now caressing Vikram's hair enjoying the wet strands and feeling the water being pushed out because of her fingers. The kiss went on and on and the rain began its final outcry , pouring its water down in adunbance and in intensity. And this climate and the harsh weather acted as a peak feature for this beautiful moment. A moment shared between two beautiful individuals.
As they were both engulfed in their passion lost in this intimate act the rain put its complete power to the environment and poured it all. But soon it started to subside as the climate was clearing away.
As the rain moved away and the sun was setting. The kissing couple separated , still high from the throe of pleasure generated with this act. But as they separated , their minds that were ascended in the skies of pleasure suddenly nosedived and crashed to the grounds of reality. When Sonarika opened her eyes and saw Vikram's face her eyes started to get wide. She soon realized the gravity of the mistake she has just committed. Her eyes were watering and this time it wasn't rain that was flowing.
Sonarika covered her mouth and ran leaving Vikram there who was concerned for her. The terrain was rough and it wasn't an ideal place to run. But before Sonarika could understand it , it was too late. Vikram heard Sonarika's scream and a loud screetch.
"SONARIKA!" Vikram shouted running against her and soon he found her lying on the ground away from the trail near the river. Vikram arrived near her and saw that her knee was bruised and she was bleeding. He immediately took out his hankerchief and covered the wound. Sonarika winced and cried. Her shirt and shorts were ruined due to mud. He tied the hankerchief to her knee and then made her stand up.
But Sonarika was having a tough time standing. So without thinking much Vikram lifted her in his arms. Sonarika was silent , she was going through a barrage of emotions due to the things they did. But Vikram knew the situation wasn't the time to think about it but to make sure she is safe. The descend down was faster as Vikram carried her down the hill and took her to his vehicle. He then drove her to a nearby hospital where the doctor checked her wound. Luckily it wasn't anything serious and was a scratch so there was loss of skin.
Not once did Sonarika looked towards Vikram. And Vikram realized the mistake he did with her. The ride back to the hotel was a silent one and Vikram held Sonarika as he guided her to her hotel room. The girls present were suddenly shocked and worried seeing Sonarika like this , Vikram explained to them what happened and suggested them to let her take some rest.
The whole night Sonarika silently cried , feeling guilty from the terrible mistake she did. She held on to her mangalsutra and kissed it multiple times trying to remember Hemant and Karan but everytime she closed her eyes , her mind went to Vikram and the incredible passion they shared in that rain.
After having a terrible night of sleep , the next day Sonarika and the girls left for Mumbai , she purposefully avoid looking at Vikram as he too stayed away from her feeling guilty. Meghna noticed that Sonarika was looking upset and something was bothering her , but she chose to give her space hoping to hear it from her at a later time. The wound didn't hurt Sonarika anymore as much as her mind has been. She simply couldn't forget the incident beneath that rain. Every time she tried to forget it , the memories came crashing back like a torture. Even now she could feel his scent , the taste of his lips. His firm grip on her hips. That raw primal feeling , it was something so intoxicating that she couldn't feel angry about it because that experience gave her an unusual tingling to her nerves. It was like her body was getting addicted to this new drug , this new touch. But then the overwhelm of guilt and pain succumbs her when she thinks of Hemant. She tries her best to remember any happy moments with him but the only thing that makes her forget the incidents of yesterday is her honeymoon night with Hemant in that house boat.
She felt disgusted thinking that it took her best moment with Hemant to forget a simple kiss from Vikram.
She arrived home and Anjali immediately enquired about her injury since she noticed the plaster in her foot. Sonarika assured her she was fine and it is just a scratch. Sonarika didn't feel much pain anymore and according to her this dressing on her wound is too much. But then Sonarika noticed that Anjali had an upsetting look. It was Sonarika's turn to worry as she thought since Anjali had suffered some bad incidents not so long ago.
"Anju , are you alright?"
"Yes I am okay didi"
"You don't look okay"
"Oh , that is because of Bhaiya"
Sonarika's worry grew further.
"WHAT , what happened to Hemant?"
"Bhaiya went for a function last night and some skirmish happened , he suffered an injury near his eyes."
Sonarika looked at her shocked , and looke around.
"Where is he?"
"He is asleep , he is given a few days rest."
Sonarika charged to the bedroom and saw Hemant lying on the bed with his skin around his eyes reddened and dark.
"Oh my god!" Sonarika said seeing the sight as she went towards him.
"Hemant? Baby what happened? What happened to you?" Sonarika asked teary eyed caressing Hemant's face. She was concerned and was hurting seeing him like this.
"Sona? You're back?" Hemant said slightly coming in consciousness from a deep sleep.
"What happened Hemant?"
"Its nothing Sona...the skin will heal eventually...nothing serious"
"But what happened?"
"Don't bother about it honey , Its nothing serious"
"Tell me right now or I am calling your office" Sonarika threatened.
"Ok , I went to a function last night. There Sandeep was with his friends and he was drunk. He did his usual tactics but this time went overboard and sprayed alcohol over my head and then dumped a noodles bowl after. The noodle masal went in my eyes and its ingredient after getting touched with alcohol burned my face. I was taken to the hospital where doctors cleaned my eyes and said that no severe damage happened. And then I returned home and took rest"
Sonarika was fuming halfway when she heard Hemant was harmed by Sandeep. His antics have never stopped. He always insults and berates Hemant and now he has gone overboard. Sonarika got up quickly and Hemant tried to calm her.
"Sona relax , where are you going?"
Sonarika left the room and walked out the hall and faced Anjali.
"Anju , stay here and take care of him , I'll be back in sometime"
"Didi where are you going?"
"To settle some score" Sonarika said with focus. She got in her car and used her mobile to call Meghna.
Meghna answered after a ring.
"Sonarika?"
"Meghna , you media company keeps tab on notable personalities right?"
"Yes."
"Any chance you may know where Sandeep Vardhaan is right now in the city?"
"I can find out why?"
"Find out where he is....I am on my way to your office"
"But why do you--"
Before Meghna could complete Sonarika ended the call. Meghna was surprised at her stoic tone , regardless she used her media contacts and found out where Sandeep is.
In about 15 minutes , Sonarika arrived at the company lobby in her car as she got out and Meghna was there to recieve her.
"Have you got it?"
"Yeah I did bu--"
"Then get in"
Sonarika wasn't asking , she was ordering. Meghna at first was taken aback but at the same time she realized there was something serious going on. Meghna sat as Sonarika drove off. She told her where Sandeep is and Sonarika set the gps in her phone to that destination and started driving. After gaining some distance , Meghna tried to find out what was going on.
"Umm , Sonarika , care to explain what is going on?"
"That bastard Sandeep , he has been harassing Hemant for a while and last night he went overboard"
"What happened?"
"He spilled alcohol over Hemant's head knowing that Hemant never liked or drinked alcohol. After which he dumped a bowl of noodles over his head, the masala in that noodle went in Hemant's eye and his socket area skin is burned up because of it."
"My god , is he okay?"
"By the looks of it yes , but I had enough with this bastard Sandeep , its time I showed him what happens when he messes with my family"
Meghna was surprised at Sonarika's stance and her rage. But a part of her liked this because she was no longer seeing the repressed married woman Sonarika , she was seeing the old bold , outspoken , courageous and leader Sonarika from her college days. She remembers how Sonarika was such an outspoken and daring person. She has been the student's union chairman for a year in her college. Meghna could see an inspirational leader in Sonarika during those times. And right now she was seeing that unstoppable , badass Sonarika right in front of her. Meghna wished Sonarika stayed that way , but there was also an annoyance that she is behaving like her old self because of Hemant. Meghna didn't like the reality that Hemant was still an influence in Sonarika's life. She wished Sonarika made a better decision for her marriage partner.
Eventually they arrived at the venue which was a hotel. Sonarika exited and Meghna followed her. Sonarika was power walking , her each step had weight and purpose. Meghna was getting more and more happy being with Sonarika like this. They arrived at a waiting area where Sandeep with some men laughing and enjoying. His expression changed as he saw Sonarika approaching. Before he could react , Sonarika's right hand instantly made contact to his left cheek. The strike was so hard that Sandeep literally fell on the single couch behind him.
"YOU BASTARD! YOU THINK YOU CAN MESS WITH MY FAMILY!" Sonarika shouted as she slapped him again.
"You think he has no one to fight for him! HE IS MY HUSBAND! I'LL SHOW YOU HOW IT FEELS!"
Sonarika saw an alcohol bottle nearby and snatched it and opened its lid. Without even missing a beat Sonarika spilled the alcohol all over Sandeep. The men around him tried to stop her but Meghna came in support of Sonarika and threw a fit at them making them stand back as Sonarika continued to assault Sandeep with the alcohol. Once it was all spilled over , she slapped Sandeep and couple of times as well. Then she grabbed him by the tie and made him face her.
"If you lay one more finger at him ever again , next time along with this alcohol , I am going to bring a LIGHTER!" Sonarika said staring with rage to his eyes. Sandeep completely surrendered and cowered in the seat as Sonarika let him go and both her and Meghana left the place.
Upon the drive back Meghna was spellbound by Sonarika seeing her like this. Sonarika soon noticed Meghna grinning looking at her.
"Why are you smiling Meghna?"
"Its you..the old you"
"What do you mean?"
"You're behaving like the old Sonarika I used to know...you know the college leader"
Sonarika twitched a little when Meghna mentioned college. She recovered from it.
"Really?"
"Yes , you like took charge of the situation. You have no idea how much it made me happy"
"I did what I felt was right"
"Yes and you should do that more often , would you mind being this same lady you are right now"
"I am always this same lady"
"No you aren't , you behaved repressed and chained. But today you acted bold and confident. Just keep it that way"
"I cannot put Hemant into jeopardy for you to enjoy the badass me"
"Honestly , I will with a heartbeat , I am willing to make him suffer if that means you can be this same Sonarika"
"Please Meghna , don't talk ill about him. Especially not right now."
"Okay, I am sorry. But please, consider my words. Be this , the leader and daring Sonarika"
"I'll consider it"
She dropped Meghna back to her office and she returned home. Sonarika spent the rest of the day taking care of Hemant. The more time she spend with him , the more the guilt started to build weight in her heart. The actions she did with Vikram , it was a terrible vision for her which only increased the hurt in her heart. To see Hemant lying in the bed suffering while she was struggling to overcome her actions was a loosing battle for her. Even though she distracted herself many times with her work , she had a hard time to forget it. She would often sit in her chair reminisce on how she met Vikram and how a simple interaction with a co-worker ended up in a romantic kiss on a rainy evening beneath a tree.
She hated thinking about it , but her mind always went back like a reflex. Like there was something so tempting in that incident that often drives her mind towards it. She tries to remember any moment with Hemant that involved rain but the only thing she could remember was a nap one afternoon during a July month when Mumbai was ravaged by rain.
Hemant was sleeping and his head was on Sonarika's shoulder above her chest as her hands were caressing his hair. She noticed the rain and she whispered.
"Hemant...its raining outside"
Hemant woke up and noticed it and continued to embrace her as he said.
"Good thing I am here to keep you warm!"
Sonarika in response hugged him tightly and enjoyed the sight with him as they watched the rain and took a short nap.
That memory made her forget the nightmares and gave her some peace. But as days went by , things were unease for Sonarika. One day while in the office in the morning. Sonarika noticed she has recieved a mail from Vikram. She felt a little wince and her act with him flashed before her eyes. But the thing that caught her eye was the subject to that mail which was written Personal.
Sonarika knew he was probably going to talk about the incident. She didn't want to read it , but for some reason , a voice within her insisted to her mind to read. Eventually she clicked on it and the mail opened.
Dear Sonarika,
I have a feeling you will probably never read this letter and most likely delete it , but I couldn't help but write this letter not just to apologize but also so I could stop hating myself. What I did was a serious breach of trust. I wish I could make you understand why I did it , but I know you probably hate me more than any person in the world right now. I wish I could talk to you to explain the pain and sadness I have been enduring since that day. And I am more upset that I seriously broke our bond which was healthy and withing borders. I am in Mumbai for a week and I wanted to meet you to explain my situation and personally apologize rather than do it in a mail like this. If you can have any sort of trust towards me , please call me Soanrika because I want to explain my actions to you face to face rather than play hide and seek with you. I hope you read this and you respond with a call or even mail. But I can understand if you don't , I realize the gravity of my mistake and I promise you this action won't affect our professional life.
Hope that you will Forgive Me.
Your Loving
Vicky
Sonarika was conflicted after reading the letter. She was bothered by the deed they did , but at the same time , the words he typed felt like it was genuine. She didn't respond to it , matter of it she didn't for about three days. Then on the fourth day in the office when there was less work to do , Sonarika decided to respond to this mail with another one rather than call. She typed.
Dear Vicky.
Using the word Vicky felt like Sonarika was trying to be friendly again to him. She deleted the text and then typed.
Dear Vikram.
Sonarika struggled to find anything to type or how to respond to this mail with the use of texts. She didn't have the right words to type. After a lot of struggle , she abandoned the idea of responding with a mail and sat in the chair exhausted with these thoughts. She wanted to clear things or else this guilt and this feeling will consume her.
She lifted her phone and looked at Vikram's number for a few minutes contemplating whether she is doing the right job or not. Eventually her mind made a decision and she pressed the call button to Vikram's number. The phone ringed about three times after which Vikram answered.
"Hello Sonarika?"
"Hello Vicky"
"I am guessing you read the E-Mail"
"I did"
"Do you have some free time today? We could meet somehwere in a cafe"
"No....no cafes or any kind of outdoor meetings" Sonarika's response was quick and direct clearly showing that she has no interest in a casual date
"Okay Sonarika , then how about you visit me at Galaxy Apartments. I have a flat here , Room 1143. Its located in a slight detour between your home and your office. I'll send you the location and notify the security"
Sonarika didn't like that prospect either. But Vikram was acting somewhat mature here. She decided to visit him as she took an early leave. Upon reaching his place Vikram welcomed her in to his flat. It was quiet spacious but it was somewhat simple , Sonarika was surprised that a person as rich as him was living in a simple flat like this. Vikram gestured her to sit on the couch as Vikram moved to the kitchen and spoke loudly.
"I am sorry if there is less amenity , I just bought this place just for convenience. Even for me alone this is large"
"Actually , this place is quiet beautiful but I guess it misses the lack of artistic touches you used to crave"
" Yeah but that is still a work in progress, I've eyed some artistic masterpieces to decorate this house in the future"
"Good"
There was an awkward pause between them as Vikram arrived with two glass of coffees to the couch table.
"Freshly made with my secret ingredient , my special one"
Sonarika was liking the casual approach from Vikram keeping the situation between them cordial and not anything serious. But that only lasted for about a few seconds as Vikram came into the point of this conversation.
"I am really sorry for what I did...I was lost in the moment.."
"That is not a good excuse Vicky? You know damn well I am married."
"I know Sonarika...and believe it hurt me later that I did a terrible wrong on you...but I had this....intense attraction and affection towards you and at that moment you looked...beautiful.."
"That doesn't help to cope with.."
"That is the point I am making Sonarika...you don't have to cope with that...you need to just accept it.."
"How can I accept the reality that I broke my husband's trust..."
"You didn't...you were just a victim...I initiated the kiss....I should be responsible..."
"Easy for you to say but I am a wife...I am supposed to stop things like that from happening and....that day...I didn't..."
"I know...it was just the situation....that ambience...that rain....it was just...romantic.."
"Romantic?"
"Yeah...you know...rains are romantic...don't you think?"
"Yes....yes they are romantic..."
"See...it was just a bad judgement call and the explosion of frustrations and emotions.."
"Emotions?"
"I wanna tell you something Sonarika....something that will make your understand my actions...."
"What is it.."
Vikram walked to his bag. He was taking out what appears to be a framed photo. He gave it to Sonarika. The moment Sonarika saw it she was a bit surprised. It was a photo of Vikram with a beautiful woman , and she was somewhat looking like Sonarika!
Vikram read her expression and explained to her.
"This is Sarika...my ex....we were very close...I dreamed a happy life with her...until she fell sick...we later found out she was suffering from a genetic disorder passed to her in generations...and there was no hope for survival...fate forced her to be my ex.."
Vikram trembled and looked everywhere other than facing Sonarika.
"Even during her final days...she wanted me to move on..she dreamed of me having a family..but I could never picture someone else in her place...and that feeling stayed..."
Sonarika looked at him with weak eyes.
"Seeing you for the first time , I really thought my mind was making things up in my head. But then we really started to meet. And then I got to know you , spend some time with you. Worked with you. In those moments, I had that same feelings of happiness that I once had with Sarika."
Sonarika silently listened to his words.
"And later on as time went by , my feelings turned to infactuation and then attraction. I purposefully made some mistakes so I could spend more time with you. I knew it was wrong , I was aware about your life and everything. But I still became desperate , and when that incident at the rain below that tree happened , I realized I was developing feelings for you."
Vikram started to stare on her.
"I understand that this was wrong. And believe me if I could reverse time I would've never let that happen. Because being with you even as a friend gave me the confidence and maturity that I can actually move on from thinking about Sarika...I could actually live a life Sarika wanted me to live"
Sonarika looked at him feeling a bit of deja vu. A long time ago Hemant emotted this same feeling but his struggled was with his PTSD and didn't involve any other woman. But the way Vikram spoke , Sonarika could see that same vulnerability that Hemant once had which she could relate to. And even now , she cannot helpt but relate to his weakness as well.
"From this point on , I promise you. I won't do any such thing or harm you in any way. Never from me"
Vikram was holding Sonarika's hand.
"I promise you I will value our bond and I will never repeat what I did on that rain....unless you want me to"
Sonarika felt the honesty in his words and responded.
"Thank you for the kind words Vicky. Maybe it is better if we keep our friendship intact. We had a wonderful friendship , we can maintain it the same way it was before"
Vikram smiled feeling a weight lifted off his shoulder.
"I am very happy to hear that Sonarika!"
Sonarika soon left and as she was driving home , she felt a big weight from her shoulders being released. The guilt feeling in her vanished after moving on from that terrible mistake. When she returned home , Hemant was in the couch watching Karan draw something. Sonarika was miffed seeing Hemant not in the bed.
"Hemant what are you doing?" She asked.
"Watching Karan paint me as a superhero...since I have my own custom superhero mask now!"
Hemant joked pointing to the darkened burn marks around his eye sockets.
"That is not funny Hemant"
"Relax Sona , BTW where did you go half hour ago"
"Went to take care of Sandeep and his bullshit...he won't be bothering you anymore"
Hemant sighed at Sonarika's response.
"Did you kill him?"
"I wish"
"yeah , how would I explain to Karan that his mom went to jail for killing an idiot"
"Very funny husband"
"As much as I appreciate it , you didn't need to do that Sona"
"He was messing with my family , I had enough with his behavior , and please try to understand the gravity of the situation. You need to stop letting do this to you every time!"
"I will , but honestly I kind of feel bad because you're not the only one manhandled him in response. When the incident happened , Pranitha was with me , you know Pranitha Mehta , REGAL group , she gave him a slap so hard it was heard across that giant hall."
"I didn't knew that"
"Well , you didn't wait to listen to what I have to say. Its the problem with you Sona , you just jump the gun"
"I am jumping the gun because you're not defending yourself , seriously Hemant , I know I have said I loved your kind nature , but I don't want you turn into Mahatma Gandhi now"
Hemant laughed to which Sonarika too lightened up.
"Okay , I understand. The situation with Sandeep , it was a wake up call for me. Don't worry I will handle him from now on"
"Good , that is one less thing for me to worry"
"What's the matter , anything worrying more for you lately?"
Sonarika was startled , a part of her heart wanted to tell Hemant the truth. But Sonarika had this feeling what she has to say to him will definitely hurt him and he is already scarred for the day.
"Its the work , some stuff are piling up for me in the work front"
"Its part of the grind Sona , you will be alright , you're the strongest woman I've ever met"
Sonarika felt good hearing Hemant's motivational words. A part of her felt guilty once again feeling that she is betraying his trust by not telling him. But she didn't have the courage now to tell him the truth. That night when going to sleep , Sonarika thought about her incidents with Vikram. Even though she felt bad that they did some terrible on that rainy evening , the feeling and the sensation was everlasting for her. She never felt that level of intimacy in her life , when it comes to outdoors , Hemant and Sonarika never dared to do anything bold. Their intimate moments were always in a closed door. But that feeling , to be doing some so sensual as a kiss engulfed in rain beneath a tree with your body on fire despite the cold weather , there was something captivating about it. As she was about to get engulfed in her deep slumber , she remembered the words that Vikram said.
"I will not repeat what we did on that rain...unless you want me to"
What did Vikram mean by that? Does he mean he wants to give control to Sonarika? Is he challenging her stance in this situation? That night the similar dream came , the one that she loved about her prince charming but this time again the prince charming had Vikram's face. She woke up in the middle of the night from that dream and cursed herself for bringing Vikram in her mind. It was like her subconscious has become her worst enemy. Sonarika was having a duality in her mind. A part of her was disgusted thinking about him in such ways with Hemant in her life while another part of her was captured in the feels and strange things that make her feel good when thinking about him. With all of these doubts she went back to sleep.
(CHAPTER 3 TO BE CONTD)
The attraction was building in her mind and she was having a hard time gaining any type of control over her minds and thoughts about Vikram. Then things went much worse as a few weeks later , Sonarika and everyone from her friend circle including Ragini , Mouni and Meghna were all invited to the wedding ceremony of a common friend Kiara. The wedding venue was a grand affair and it was going to span for multiple days. The girls formed a bond of their own and they enjoyed the time there. But then Vikram proposed another dance performance for the couple's reception ceremony and Sonarika was once again forced to pair with Vikram.
Meghna liked that Sonarika got to spend more time with Vikram much to Sonarika's dismay. But she could notice the glitter in her eyes everytime she looked at Vikram. The song they were going to perform was Dum Dum from Band Baaja Baaraat movie. Their performance was the highlight of the reception party has Vikram had hired professional dancers for back up. Everyone was talking about the chemistry that Sonarika and Vikram shared. Sonarika was thankful that majority people present here wasn't aware of her personal life so she didn't bother to correct them.
Even though Vikram maintained his distance , their physical contact had become more frequent especially during the dance. Sonarika noticed his grip on her was much more firm and longer than the last time. And this time , some of the steps had them dance pretty close to each other. Sonarika would on occasion see Vikram staring at her. The day after the reception Sonarika conversated the issue with Meghna.
"Meghna , I think Vikram has...something for me"
"What do you mean something?" Meghna asked curiously with a grin.
"I mean , he sometimes stares at me longer than usual , many times he wants to say something to me but stops , its like there is something he wants to express but struggling to say it"
"Shall I talk to him?"
"No , no way"
"Then , why are you telling me this"
"I am telling you this because I am concerned , concerned about my own life , how this will ruin everything if lines are crossed"
"Then don't cross the line"
"I want to , but Vicky....I am having a hard time getting rid of him in my thoughts"
Meghna's grin only grew wider as she looked at Sonarika.
"Oh Sonarika baby , looks like you're getting attracted to Vicky now!"
Sonarika was stunned by Meghna's bold claim , she was flabbergasted.
"No....no...I am not....that cannot happen"
"This is not something we can control ok?"
"No but I can't do that"
Sonarika was getting upset after every second. Meghna decided to control the situation.
"Listen Sonarika , what you're experiencing is just natural. Its only showing the sign that you're a woman. Tell me something , when have you been intimate with Hemant before?"
Sonarika was taken aback by Meghna's bold question.
"What does that have to do with anything Meghna?"
"Its does...believe me , answer me , when?"
Sonarika was reluctant to answer that , but for some reason she just lowered her guard.
"It was that night in Matheran...when we went for an outing a week after this new project began"
"Oh...so its nearly been a year then..."
"Yeah so what?"
"You know Savithri mam , our old mentor. Her husband Kishore still does it with her at this age even now , they have been consistent"
"There can be exceptions in marriage , just because Savithri is a lucky woman doesn't mean I can be the same"
"But you can....you just need to look at the right way"
Meghna said moving her eyes to the other side pointing at someone. Sonarika followed her sight and there in the distance sat Vikram with some of the boys. Sonarika was stunned by Meghna's insinuation.
"Are you crazy Meghna? I cannot do that"
"Come on Sonarika , I know you are attracted to him. Just let yourself loose , experience it and then make a decision"
"What are you saying? You want me to sleep with him"
"I don't want anything from you , you asked for my opinion. This is mine , you seek some freedom , a release and I recommend you seek it"
"By jeopardizing my marriage?"
"I am not saying that , I am just stating my opinion. Because first off I would've never accepted a numbnut like Hemant as my husband and above all give him the luxury of becoming a father , and secondly I find Vikram to be far more convincing and consderate as a man than Hemant could ever be"
"You are never going to stop insulting my husband are you?"
"To be honest, I don't even acknowledge him as your husband , I see more chemistry between you and Vikram than Hemant could ever generate with himself. He is nothing more than a bigger version of Kunal"
"Meghna" Sonarika said frustrated.
"Its better you accept his shortcomings Sonarika. Face it , he cannot satisfy you anymore , what you are doing with him is just the patriarchal duties of the society of a wife towards him. But in doing that , you are sacrificing Sonarika the woman who deserves to be free , to fly , to live."
"What are you saying Meghna?"
"I am showing you the reason why this feelings come into your mind. You are being chained and locked in your marriage. Its been a while that you have felt any kind of release , and then Vikram comes into your life and you see the person that can give you that freedom , that release. You share this undeniable connection towards him , that pull , and you feel attracted towards him"
Meghna kept on saying something but Sonarika was lost in her thoughts after the things Meghna has stated. There is some accuracy in her assumptions , yes Sonarika has been craving a lot lately and she has somewhat been frustrated with her married life right now. But now there is some clarity on why she feels attracted towards Vikram. When she started a life with Hemant , there was a lot of learning that happened , she learned to live with him , learned to be infactuated by him and learned to start a life with him. It was a beautiful process , but at the end of the day she had to accept that it was dull and boring. She had more fun with her friends in her college days than what she had with Hemant. In a way , they slowed down their life after marriage. Which explains why Sonarika missed the early days of marriage because there was excitement between them. Now there isn't much , for now there is only responsbilities and duties of a family.
Sonarika felt that pull that Meghna stated and she was slowly and steadily getting enamored by Vikram's charms and talks. The group ended up spending the week there so the girls enjoyed exploring the place. Eventually one day they went to a hill station nearby which had cable car services to the mountain top. This was Manali after all and the one of the best beauties of this place is its scenic mountain ranges. The whole gang was there as they rode on cable cars to reach the top. Up there the view was fantastic. Everyone took some photos individually as well as group. Sonarika enjoyed the view to the fullest. She ended up going to the highest point much to the warnings of the other girls. She enjoyed the view from there. The sky looked like it was on eye level , and it was on the top of the mountain range far from her like a big thick cotton buds. The sunlight gave the much needed boost to the beauty of the mountain range. She felt like if there was a heaven , it should look like this.
She forgot how much time has passed as she was lost in the beauty of the view. That was when she heard the sound of Vikram coming from the lower portion.
"Sonarika , everyone has left , are you planning to stay here?" Vikram shouted sarcastically.
"Coming" Sonarika shouted back as she carefully walked to the lower portion. Thankfully she chose to wear a simple t shirt top and jeans short for this expedition so she was quiet comfortable.
They arrived at the cable car section waiting for the next car to come up. But much to their surprise , the car coming upwards suffered a malfunction. Sonarika was slightly worried as they were stuck there at the hill station. Vikram soon dialed a number and talked.
"Yeah man it seems the cable car is having some problems so why don't you guys leave for the hotel , I'll meet you guys directly there. See you"
Vikram then turned to Sonarika.
"I don't think this will be fixed anytime soon Sonarika , if you are comfortable we can take the hard route and trekk down to the surface."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah it will be fun of its own , and I really wanna know how much of a good trekker you are because I am not convinced that you are one"
"Fine , challenge accepted"
Sonarika and Vikram soon started their descent from the hilltop. The trekk wasn't hard as there was a rough pathway that clearly showed how to go. They both had a discussion about trekking and made their way down the hill. The descend was wonderful and the trekk path was safer. But then things took an unexpected turn.
The climate suddenly changed and clouds started to form. Sonarika realized this was the same cloud she saw at the hill top at the furthest mountain. Now it was hear right above her head. Soon the telltale sign was given as few water drops started falling from the sky. It was going to rain!
Sonarika freaked out while Vikram assured her its just rain and it won't be harmful. But in about 20 seconds later , rain started to pour down in full swing. Sonarika and Vikram got drenched in rain water in record time and Vikram soon pointed her to a nearby tree where they can find some shelter. Sonarika stood below it as Vikram stood somewhat closer. Both of them giggled and laughed at their debacle as Sonarika tried to rub the water droplets from her face. That was when Vikram's eyes scanned her , she was looking like a mermaidic beauty in front of him. And the rain had made her t shirt stick to her body highlighting her amazing body structure.
Vikram was feeling things in his body so he decided to distance himself , he slowly moved away which resulted in Vikram standing in the pouring rain. Sonarika a few seconds later noticed Vikram was getting wet in rain water.
"Vicky , why are you standing away , you're getting drenched!" Sonarika enquired while trying to dry herself. Then she raised and gestured her hand towards him to hold. Vikram was reluctant , he felt like he was standing in a dangerous territory. He struggled to take her hand.
"Come on ,. Vicky , take my hand!" Sonarika asked again.
Vikram struggled to get any control but couldn't help feel the butterfly in his stomach. He slowly moved his hand and took hold of the hand Sonarika raised towards him. But Sonarika suddenly pulled him bringing him beneath the tree shielding from the rain while she laughed seeing his struggle. Vikram's senses went haywire getting this close to Sonarika feeling her breaths and drenched beauty. The water droplets formed in her lips were so inviting towards him. Vikram was caught up in the moment that he wasn't aware what he was doing. He moved his fingers over her face and rubbed her lips with it. The smile from Sonarika's face faded and she too felt something unusual , she was lost in the depth of his eyes as they both looked at each other.
Soon their faces started to come close to each other. Their breaths started to collide sharing the heat emanated with it. And before they could realize , their lips made contact. Sonarika closed her eyes as Vikram's lips joined with Sonarika's as their lips glued together in their union. Slowly and steadily Vikram pushed Sonarika to the tree where she ended up on her back. Their lips started to rub against each other , their heartbeats rosed and both of them succumbed to the strange feeling in their stomachs. Sonarika's hands moved from his arms to his shoulders and then later to the back of his head. Their lips started to move savoring the feel and contact of each other. And in about a minute later , both their mouths started to open up inviting each other.
The rain intensified as the two indivduals completely lost in their moment of connection and intimacy that they were fighting not to fall against. Their tongues met and they started their wrestle. The dripping water from her skins added more amibence and charged the environment for their intimacy to grow. In that cascading violent fall of rain , two people were coming together , two people that were once just associates who turned friends but in this moment friendship no longer holds weight anymore. This has evolved into somewhere uncharted. Vikram moved his body to hers making the contact between them more intense. Nothing in the world mattered at that time anymore. Both were lost in the waves of passion as they were taken through the rivers of intimacy lost in this beautiful moment.
The feeling was unusual , it created some feelings that Sonarika has never experienced before. Her nerves were pulsing , her body was on fire. The feeling was surreal yet at the same time very much captivating , she wanted to feel this forever in her life because it felt so intoxicating. The tongue was invading and a challenge , she loved wrestling with it. Her hands without a thought was now caressing Vikram's hair enjoying the wet strands and feeling the water being pushed out because of her fingers. The kiss went on and on and the rain began its final outcry , pouring its water down in adunbance and in intensity. And this climate and the harsh weather acted as a peak feature for this beautiful moment. A moment shared between two beautiful individuals.
As they were both engulfed in their passion lost in this intimate act the rain put its complete power to the environment and poured it all. But soon it started to subside as the climate was clearing away.
As the rain moved away and the sun was setting. The kissing couple separated , still high from the throe of pleasure generated with this act. But as they separated , their minds that were ascended in the skies of pleasure suddenly nosedived and crashed to the grounds of reality. When Sonarika opened her eyes and saw Vikram's face her eyes started to get wide. She soon realized the gravity of the mistake she has just committed. Her eyes were watering and this time it wasn't rain that was flowing.
Sonarika covered her mouth and ran leaving Vikram there who was concerned for her. The terrain was rough and it wasn't an ideal place to run. But before Sonarika could understand it , it was too late. Vikram heard Sonarika's scream and a loud screetch.
"SONARIKA!" Vikram shouted running against her and soon he found her lying on the ground away from the trail near the river. Vikram arrived near her and saw that her knee was bruised and she was bleeding. He immediately took out his hankerchief and covered the wound. Sonarika winced and cried. Her shirt and shorts were ruined due to mud. He tied the hankerchief to her knee and then made her stand up.
But Sonarika was having a tough time standing. So without thinking much Vikram lifted her in his arms. Sonarika was silent , she was going through a barrage of emotions due to the things they did. But Vikram knew the situation wasn't the time to think about it but to make sure she is safe. The descend down was faster as Vikram carried her down the hill and took her to his vehicle. He then drove her to a nearby hospital where the doctor checked her wound. Luckily it wasn't anything serious and was a scratch so there was loss of skin.
Not once did Sonarika looked towards Vikram. And Vikram realized the mistake he did with her. The ride back to the hotel was a silent one and Vikram held Sonarika as he guided her to her hotel room. The girls present were suddenly shocked and worried seeing Sonarika like this , Vikram explained to them what happened and suggested them to let her take some rest.
The whole night Sonarika silently cried , feeling guilty from the terrible mistake she did. She held on to her mangalsutra and kissed it multiple times trying to remember Hemant and Karan but everytime she closed her eyes , her mind went to Vikram and the incredible passion they shared in that rain.
After having a terrible night of sleep , the next day Sonarika and the girls left for Mumbai , she purposefully avoid looking at Vikram as he too stayed away from her feeling guilty. Meghna noticed that Sonarika was looking upset and something was bothering her , but she chose to give her space hoping to hear it from her at a later time. The wound didn't hurt Sonarika anymore as much as her mind has been. She simply couldn't forget the incident beneath that rain. Every time she tried to forget it , the memories came crashing back like a torture. Even now she could feel his scent , the taste of his lips. His firm grip on her hips. That raw primal feeling , it was something so intoxicating that she couldn't feel angry about it because that experience gave her an unusual tingling to her nerves. It was like her body was getting addicted to this new drug , this new touch. But then the overwhelm of guilt and pain succumbs her when she thinks of Hemant. She tries her best to remember any happy moments with him but the only thing that makes her forget the incidents of yesterday is her honeymoon night with Hemant in that house boat.
She felt disgusted thinking that it took her best moment with Hemant to forget a simple kiss from Vikram.
She arrived home and Anjali immediately enquired about her injury since she noticed the plaster in her foot. Sonarika assured her she was fine and it is just a scratch. Sonarika didn't feel much pain anymore and according to her this dressing on her wound is too much. But then Sonarika noticed that Anjali had an upsetting look. It was Sonarika's turn to worry as she thought since Anjali had suffered some bad incidents not so long ago.
"Anju , are you alright?"
"Yes I am okay didi"
"You don't look okay"
"Oh , that is because of Bhaiya"
Sonarika's worry grew further.
"WHAT , what happened to Hemant?"
"Bhaiya went for a function last night and some skirmish happened , he suffered an injury near his eyes."
Sonarika looked at her shocked , and looke around.
"Where is he?"
"He is asleep , he is given a few days rest."
Sonarika charged to the bedroom and saw Hemant lying on the bed with his skin around his eyes reddened and dark.
"Oh my god!" Sonarika said seeing the sight as she went towards him.
"Hemant? Baby what happened? What happened to you?" Sonarika asked teary eyed caressing Hemant's face. She was concerned and was hurting seeing him like this.
"Sona? You're back?" Hemant said slightly coming in consciousness from a deep sleep.
"What happened Hemant?"
"Its nothing Sona...the skin will heal eventually...nothing serious"
"But what happened?"
"Don't bother about it honey , Its nothing serious"
"Tell me right now or I am calling your office" Sonarika threatened.
"Ok , I went to a function last night. There Sandeep was with his friends and he was drunk. He did his usual tactics but this time went overboard and sprayed alcohol over my head and then dumped a noodles bowl after. The noodle masal went in my eyes and its ingredient after getting touched with alcohol burned my face. I was taken to the hospital where doctors cleaned my eyes and said that no severe damage happened. And then I returned home and took rest"
Sonarika was fuming halfway when she heard Hemant was harmed by Sandeep. His antics have never stopped. He always insults and berates Hemant and now he has gone overboard. Sonarika got up quickly and Hemant tried to calm her.
"Sona relax , where are you going?"
Sonarika left the room and walked out the hall and faced Anjali.
"Anju , stay here and take care of him , I'll be back in sometime"
"Didi where are you going?"
"To settle some score" Sonarika said with focus. She got in her car and used her mobile to call Meghna.
Meghna answered after a ring.
"Sonarika?"
"Meghna , you media company keeps tab on notable personalities right?"
"Yes."
"Any chance you may know where Sandeep Vardhaan is right now in the city?"
"I can find out why?"
"Find out where he is....I am on my way to your office"
"But why do you--"
Before Meghna could complete Sonarika ended the call. Meghna was surprised at her stoic tone , regardless she used her media contacts and found out where Sandeep is.
In about 15 minutes , Sonarika arrived at the company lobby in her car as she got out and Meghna was there to recieve her.
"Have you got it?"
"Yeah I did bu--"
"Then get in"
Sonarika wasn't asking , she was ordering. Meghna at first was taken aback but at the same time she realized there was something serious going on. Meghna sat as Sonarika drove off. She told her where Sandeep is and Sonarika set the gps in her phone to that destination and started driving. After gaining some distance , Meghna tried to find out what was going on.
"Umm , Sonarika , care to explain what is going on?"
"That bastard Sandeep , he has been harassing Hemant for a while and last night he went overboard"
"What happened?"
"He spilled alcohol over Hemant's head knowing that Hemant never liked or drinked alcohol. After which he dumped a bowl of noodles over his head, the masala in that noodle went in Hemant's eye and his socket area skin is burned up because of it."
"My god , is he okay?"
"By the looks of it yes , but I had enough with this bastard Sandeep , its time I showed him what happens when he messes with my family"
Meghna was surprised at Sonarika's stance and her rage. But a part of her liked this because she was no longer seeing the repressed married woman Sonarika , she was seeing the old bold , outspoken , courageous and leader Sonarika from her college days. She remembers how Sonarika was such an outspoken and daring person. She has been the student's union chairman for a year in her college. Meghna could see an inspirational leader in Sonarika during those times. And right now she was seeing that unstoppable , badass Sonarika right in front of her. Meghna wished Sonarika stayed that way , but there was also an annoyance that she is behaving like her old self because of Hemant. Meghna didn't like the reality that Hemant was still an influence in Sonarika's life. She wished Sonarika made a better decision for her marriage partner.
Eventually they arrived at the venue which was a hotel. Sonarika exited and Meghna followed her. Sonarika was power walking , her each step had weight and purpose. Meghna was getting more and more happy being with Sonarika like this. They arrived at a waiting area where Sandeep with some men laughing and enjoying. His expression changed as he saw Sonarika approaching. Before he could react , Sonarika's right hand instantly made contact to his left cheek. The strike was so hard that Sandeep literally fell on the single couch behind him.
"YOU BASTARD! YOU THINK YOU CAN MESS WITH MY FAMILY!" Sonarika shouted as she slapped him again.
"You think he has no one to fight for him! HE IS MY HUSBAND! I'LL SHOW YOU HOW IT FEELS!"
Sonarika saw an alcohol bottle nearby and snatched it and opened its lid. Without even missing a beat Sonarika spilled the alcohol all over Sandeep. The men around him tried to stop her but Meghna came in support of Sonarika and threw a fit at them making them stand back as Sonarika continued to assault Sandeep with the alcohol. Once it was all spilled over , she slapped Sandeep and couple of times as well. Then she grabbed him by the tie and made him face her.
"If you lay one more finger at him ever again , next time along with this alcohol , I am going to bring a LIGHTER!" Sonarika said staring with rage to his eyes. Sandeep completely surrendered and cowered in the seat as Sonarika let him go and both her and Meghana left the place.
Upon the drive back Meghna was spellbound by Sonarika seeing her like this. Sonarika soon noticed Meghna grinning looking at her.
"Why are you smiling Meghna?"
"Its you..the old you"
"What do you mean?"
"You're behaving like the old Sonarika I used to know...you know the college leader"
Sonarika twitched a little when Meghna mentioned college. She recovered from it.
"Really?"
"Yes , you like took charge of the situation. You have no idea how much it made me happy"
"I did what I felt was right"
"Yes and you should do that more often , would you mind being this same lady you are right now"
"I am always this same lady"
"No you aren't , you behaved repressed and chained. But today you acted bold and confident. Just keep it that way"
"I cannot put Hemant into jeopardy for you to enjoy the badass me"
"Honestly , I will with a heartbeat , I am willing to make him suffer if that means you can be this same Sonarika"
"Please Meghna , don't talk ill about him. Especially not right now."
"Okay, I am sorry. But please, consider my words. Be this , the leader and daring Sonarika"
"I'll consider it"
She dropped Meghna back to her office and she returned home. Sonarika spent the rest of the day taking care of Hemant. The more time she spend with him , the more the guilt started to build weight in her heart. The actions she did with Vikram , it was a terrible vision for her which only increased the hurt in her heart. To see Hemant lying in the bed suffering while she was struggling to overcome her actions was a loosing battle for her. Even though she distracted herself many times with her work , she had a hard time to forget it. She would often sit in her chair reminisce on how she met Vikram and how a simple interaction with a co-worker ended up in a romantic kiss on a rainy evening beneath a tree.
She hated thinking about it , but her mind always went back like a reflex. Like there was something so tempting in that incident that often drives her mind towards it. She tries to remember any moment with Hemant that involved rain but the only thing she could remember was a nap one afternoon during a July month when Mumbai was ravaged by rain.
Hemant was sleeping and his head was on Sonarika's shoulder above her chest as her hands were caressing his hair. She noticed the rain and she whispered.
"Hemant...its raining outside"
Hemant woke up and noticed it and continued to embrace her as he said.
"Good thing I am here to keep you warm!"
Sonarika in response hugged him tightly and enjoyed the sight with him as they watched the rain and took a short nap.
That memory made her forget the nightmares and gave her some peace. But as days went by , things were unease for Sonarika. One day while in the office in the morning. Sonarika noticed she has recieved a mail from Vikram. She felt a little wince and her act with him flashed before her eyes. But the thing that caught her eye was the subject to that mail which was written Personal.
Sonarika knew he was probably going to talk about the incident. She didn't want to read it , but for some reason , a voice within her insisted to her mind to read. Eventually she clicked on it and the mail opened.
Dear Sonarika,
I have a feeling you will probably never read this letter and most likely delete it , but I couldn't help but write this letter not just to apologize but also so I could stop hating myself. What I did was a serious breach of trust. I wish I could make you understand why I did it , but I know you probably hate me more than any person in the world right now. I wish I could talk to you to explain the pain and sadness I have been enduring since that day. And I am more upset that I seriously broke our bond which was healthy and withing borders. I am in Mumbai for a week and I wanted to meet you to explain my situation and personally apologize rather than do it in a mail like this. If you can have any sort of trust towards me , please call me Soanrika because I want to explain my actions to you face to face rather than play hide and seek with you. I hope you read this and you respond with a call or even mail. But I can understand if you don't , I realize the gravity of my mistake and I promise you this action won't affect our professional life.
Hope that you will Forgive Me.
Your Loving
Vicky
Sonarika was conflicted after reading the letter. She was bothered by the deed they did , but at the same time , the words he typed felt like it was genuine. She didn't respond to it , matter of it she didn't for about three days. Then on the fourth day in the office when there was less work to do , Sonarika decided to respond to this mail with another one rather than call. She typed.
Dear Vicky.
Using the word Vicky felt like Sonarika was trying to be friendly again to him. She deleted the text and then typed.
Dear Vikram.
Sonarika struggled to find anything to type or how to respond to this mail with the use of texts. She didn't have the right words to type. After a lot of struggle , she abandoned the idea of responding with a mail and sat in the chair exhausted with these thoughts. She wanted to clear things or else this guilt and this feeling will consume her.
She lifted her phone and looked at Vikram's number for a few minutes contemplating whether she is doing the right job or not. Eventually her mind made a decision and she pressed the call button to Vikram's number. The phone ringed about three times after which Vikram answered.
"Hello Sonarika?"
"Hello Vicky"
"I am guessing you read the E-Mail"
"I did"
"Do you have some free time today? We could meet somehwere in a cafe"
"No....no cafes or any kind of outdoor meetings" Sonarika's response was quick and direct clearly showing that she has no interest in a casual date
"Okay Sonarika , then how about you visit me at Galaxy Apartments. I have a flat here , Room 1143. Its located in a slight detour between your home and your office. I'll send you the location and notify the security"
Sonarika didn't like that prospect either. But Vikram was acting somewhat mature here. She decided to visit him as she took an early leave. Upon reaching his place Vikram welcomed her in to his flat. It was quiet spacious but it was somewhat simple , Sonarika was surprised that a person as rich as him was living in a simple flat like this. Vikram gestured her to sit on the couch as Vikram moved to the kitchen and spoke loudly.
"I am sorry if there is less amenity , I just bought this place just for convenience. Even for me alone this is large"
"Actually , this place is quiet beautiful but I guess it misses the lack of artistic touches you used to crave"
" Yeah but that is still a work in progress, I've eyed some artistic masterpieces to decorate this house in the future"
"Good"
There was an awkward pause between them as Vikram arrived with two glass of coffees to the couch table.
"Freshly made with my secret ingredient , my special one"
Sonarika was liking the casual approach from Vikram keeping the situation between them cordial and not anything serious. But that only lasted for about a few seconds as Vikram came into the point of this conversation.
"I am really sorry for what I did...I was lost in the moment.."
"That is not a good excuse Vicky? You know damn well I am married."
"I know Sonarika...and believe it hurt me later that I did a terrible wrong on you...but I had this....intense attraction and affection towards you and at that moment you looked...beautiful.."
"That doesn't help to cope with.."
"That is the point I am making Sonarika...you don't have to cope with that...you need to just accept it.."
"How can I accept the reality that I broke my husband's trust..."
"You didn't...you were just a victim...I initiated the kiss....I should be responsible..."
"Easy for you to say but I am a wife...I am supposed to stop things like that from happening and....that day...I didn't..."
"I know...it was just the situation....that ambience...that rain....it was just...romantic.."
"Romantic?"
"Yeah...you know...rains are romantic...don't you think?"
"Yes....yes they are romantic..."
"See...it was just a bad judgement call and the explosion of frustrations and emotions.."
"Emotions?"
"I wanna tell you something Sonarika....something that will make your understand my actions...."
"What is it.."
Vikram walked to his bag. He was taking out what appears to be a framed photo. He gave it to Sonarika. The moment Sonarika saw it she was a bit surprised. It was a photo of Vikram with a beautiful woman , and she was somewhat looking like Sonarika!
Vikram read her expression and explained to her.
"This is Sarika...my ex....we were very close...I dreamed a happy life with her...until she fell sick...we later found out she was suffering from a genetic disorder passed to her in generations...and there was no hope for survival...fate forced her to be my ex.."
Vikram trembled and looked everywhere other than facing Sonarika.
"Even during her final days...she wanted me to move on..she dreamed of me having a family..but I could never picture someone else in her place...and that feeling stayed..."
Sonarika looked at him with weak eyes.
"Seeing you for the first time , I really thought my mind was making things up in my head. But then we really started to meet. And then I got to know you , spend some time with you. Worked with you. In those moments, I had that same feelings of happiness that I once had with Sarika."
Sonarika silently listened to his words.
"And later on as time went by , my feelings turned to infactuation and then attraction. I purposefully made some mistakes so I could spend more time with you. I knew it was wrong , I was aware about your life and everything. But I still became desperate , and when that incident at the rain below that tree happened , I realized I was developing feelings for you."
Vikram started to stare on her.
"I understand that this was wrong. And believe me if I could reverse time I would've never let that happen. Because being with you even as a friend gave me the confidence and maturity that I can actually move on from thinking about Sarika...I could actually live a life Sarika wanted me to live"
Sonarika looked at him feeling a bit of deja vu. A long time ago Hemant emotted this same feeling but his struggled was with his PTSD and didn't involve any other woman. But the way Vikram spoke , Sonarika could see that same vulnerability that Hemant once had which she could relate to. And even now , she cannot helpt but relate to his weakness as well.
"From this point on , I promise you. I won't do any such thing or harm you in any way. Never from me"
Vikram was holding Sonarika's hand.
"I promise you I will value our bond and I will never repeat what I did on that rain....unless you want me to"
Sonarika felt the honesty in his words and responded.
"Thank you for the kind words Vicky. Maybe it is better if we keep our friendship intact. We had a wonderful friendship , we can maintain it the same way it was before"
Vikram smiled feeling a weight lifted off his shoulder.
"I am very happy to hear that Sonarika!"
Sonarika soon left and as she was driving home , she felt a big weight from her shoulders being released. The guilt feeling in her vanished after moving on from that terrible mistake. When she returned home , Hemant was in the couch watching Karan draw something. Sonarika was miffed seeing Hemant not in the bed.
"Hemant what are you doing?" She asked.
"Watching Karan paint me as a superhero...since I have my own custom superhero mask now!"
Hemant joked pointing to the darkened burn marks around his eye sockets.
"That is not funny Hemant"
"Relax Sona , BTW where did you go half hour ago"
"Went to take care of Sandeep and his bullshit...he won't be bothering you anymore"
Hemant sighed at Sonarika's response.
"Did you kill him?"
"I wish"
"yeah , how would I explain to Karan that his mom went to jail for killing an idiot"
"Very funny husband"
"As much as I appreciate it , you didn't need to do that Sona"
"He was messing with my family , I had enough with his behavior , and please try to understand the gravity of the situation. You need to stop letting do this to you every time!"
"I will , but honestly I kind of feel bad because you're not the only one manhandled him in response. When the incident happened , Pranitha was with me , you know Pranitha Mehta , REGAL group , she gave him a slap so hard it was heard across that giant hall."
"I didn't knew that"
"Well , you didn't wait to listen to what I have to say. Its the problem with you Sona , you just jump the gun"
"I am jumping the gun because you're not defending yourself , seriously Hemant , I know I have said I loved your kind nature , but I don't want you turn into Mahatma Gandhi now"
Hemant laughed to which Sonarika too lightened up.
"Okay , I understand. The situation with Sandeep , it was a wake up call for me. Don't worry I will handle him from now on"
"Good , that is one less thing for me to worry"
"What's the matter , anything worrying more for you lately?"
Sonarika was startled , a part of her heart wanted to tell Hemant the truth. But Sonarika had this feeling what she has to say to him will definitely hurt him and he is already scarred for the day.
"Its the work , some stuff are piling up for me in the work front"
"Its part of the grind Sona , you will be alright , you're the strongest woman I've ever met"
Sonarika felt good hearing Hemant's motivational words. A part of her felt guilty once again feeling that she is betraying his trust by not telling him. But she didn't have the courage now to tell him the truth. That night when going to sleep , Sonarika thought about her incidents with Vikram. Even though she felt bad that they did some terrible on that rainy evening , the feeling and the sensation was everlasting for her. She never felt that level of intimacy in her life , when it comes to outdoors , Hemant and Sonarika never dared to do anything bold. Their intimate moments were always in a closed door. But that feeling , to be doing some so sensual as a kiss engulfed in rain beneath a tree with your body on fire despite the cold weather , there was something captivating about it. As she was about to get engulfed in her deep slumber , she remembered the words that Vikram said.
"I will not repeat what we did on that rain...unless you want me to"
What did Vikram mean by that? Does he mean he wants to give control to Sonarika? Is he challenging her stance in this situation? That night the similar dream came , the one that she loved about her prince charming but this time again the prince charming had Vikram's face. She woke up in the middle of the night from that dream and cursed herself for bringing Vikram in her mind. It was like her subconscious has become her worst enemy. Sonarika was having a duality in her mind. A part of her was disgusted thinking about him in such ways with Hemant in her life while another part of her was captured in the feels and strange things that make her feel good when thinking about him. With all of these doubts she went back to sleep.
(CHAPTER 3 TO BE CONTD)
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