Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III
Hi everyone.
Happy new year and so on many festivals.

Returning after a long and got surprised with recent developments on the story. Left it last time utterly dejected with the unnatural and hastey conclusion. Definitely, with the recent revision, it's far better than earlier and specially the last one.

The volumes of reader's opinion surpassing many a times more than the story itself. Though tempted, brushed aside the comments for future and jumped to the story to digest the story line.

Earlier, I had always been critical to the character assacination and find no reasons to change myself altogether, though not aggressively.

Krish being the narrator, we understand him more considering him speaking truth, though it need not be aways true. Somehow, I always felt, cuckolding was forced on him and happy to see him recovering completely, thanks to the author. I like the graceful determination of Krish ending the marriage for saving the same marriage. The beautiful way author has described Krish's apparent conflicting determination of ending marriage is commendable. Only l disliked his dominant behaviour of forcing Meera which was echoed in Meera's voice also. Once he has decided to part ways, he has no business to force Merra on her decision. This is a new discovery of Krish character, which was absent earlier. Argument can be placed heighting his intentions of making Meera's life secured and safe, but logically a bit hollow and weak. Specially, when Meera herself was against such arrangements. This also could always send wrong message to Meera about his continuing cuckold game and an invitation to join. We should not forget that Meera still believes that Krish has not recovered completely yet and echoed the same to Desai.

Desai has been portrayed as a supernatural man with immense sexual power. His capability to woo women and seduce them in bed is quite realistic. I am not even questioning his capability on bringing women to orgasm as lovemaking is an art and where the partner is cheating, orgasm is easier. Psychologically she remains over excited on these situations as sex is stimulated in brain. What remains questionable is his stamina and recuperation. Some may give credit to consumption of chemical substances but prolonged use causes side-effects. Anyway, a highly debatable topic.

As Meera is concerned, she loves sex. Desire for highly abnormal physical intimacy is priority to her needs which can be caused due to hormonal imbalance. Unfortunately, neither Krish nor Meera ever thought of visiting professionals to find a solution. Anyway, we are here because they didn't.

During intense physical intimacy, it's quite natural for partners to speak nonsense out of reality. We need to analyse her with her behaviours in other situations. She has always given ample hints of her subtle weakness towards her sex partners. Desai is not different and naturally a psychological bond is created as the physical intimacy progressed. Within arguable environment, it can be called love in lighter sense. It doesn't imply her loss of love on her husband. As sex is initiated in brain, connected with thrill of cheating, there is no surprise in Meera getting multiple orgasams with Desai very easily. Whereas, Krish is fighting the odds. Quite naturally, Meera gives priority and look forward for a session with Desai for orgasmic bliss. And Krish always encouraged her to do so for his own pleasure. Under the above circumstances , Meera arranging a secret meeting is natural and can't be blamed her altogether.

Unfortunately, Krish's decision of ending relationship came as a shock to her. Should Meera rejoice?

Let's decode the sequences and understand Meera's probable decision. Meera is not a thought reader. We understand Krish better as we are witnessing his thoughts. The way we analyse Meera from her actions and reactions without knowing her thoughts, the same way Meera also analyse Krish from his actions and reactions only without understanding exactly what he is thinking.

After her secret encounter with Desai, Meera is remorseful and confesses to Krish. This is not the first time Meera had secret encounter behind Krish. This is not the first time Meera confessed. Ashish episode may an example.

Let's understand how Krish reacted differently in present scenario.

This is the first time Krish didn't comfort her ignoring everything.
This is the first time Krish confronted.
This is the first time Krish talked about separation.
This is the first time Krish was not sexually excited.
This is the first time Krish denied her from intimacy.

All the above actions only confirm his recovery from cuckolding.

On the other side
Krish forces her to unblock Desai.
Krish tried to convince her to meet Desai.
Krish activity arranges vacation of Meera and Desai together.
Krish invites Desai to the marriage anniversary and tries to impress Meera to go ahead with Desai.
Krish encourages Meera to seduce Desai with the outfits of Desai's choice.

The message is clear. Krish is pushing his wife to Desai for his own benifits. Krish is under the influence of cuckolding. 

That's all what Meera can perceive from the behaviour of Krish.
 
Meera is confused. Meera understands that Krish is in deep pain. He is apparently serious about ending the marriage. What she fails to understand is why he is forcing her to Desai. Why he is not leaving her own to decide her future. Is he possibly playing another game?  Another dirty game to fulfill his own fantasy.

Naturally she is undecided. Or she has already decided waiting only for the right moment. Only author knows.

And I can only speculate.

What's are the choices Meera has?

1. Swim with Desai.
Whatever be the chemistry and success in future with Desai, this will be last nail on the coffin in terms of Krish Meera relationship. Irrecoverable, the moment Meera steps into any bedroom with Desai.

2. Show Desai exit gate and beg pardon from Krish.
Possibly many readers will seigh a relief.
Though not impossible, continuing with Meera immediately not at all possible for Krish. Even though, Krish would pardon her, he needs time to heal his wound and Meera needs to show examplenary patience with devotion, dedication, commitment and honesty.

3. Show Desai exit gate and walk out alone.
I would personally vote for this. Meera needs time. She needs to understand her faults. More she needs to convince herself more about her choices, a satisfying sexual life full of thrill and shattering orgasmic pleasures or a blissful family life sacrificing sex to some extent. She could wait for Krish to heal his pain before reunion without any hints of any intimacy with any man.

There could logically be some more choices. But I think, they are insignificant.

For choices 2nd and 3rd, 4th part of the series could be written devoid of any sexual encounters. A psychological healing process. Not a healthy suggestion for gossipy readers in general.

manasi
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Chapter-1 - by krish_999 - 10-10-2020, 04:53 AM
RE: Chapter-1 - by Givemeextra - 10-10-2020, 11:00 AM
Chapter - 2 - by krish_999 - 17-10-2020, 01:04 AM
Chapter - 3 - by krish_999 - 23-10-2020, 11:52 PM
Chapter-5 - by krish_999 - 04-11-2020, 11:47 PM
Chapter - Six - by krish_999 - 12-11-2020, 07:57 PM
Chapter-7 - by krish_999 - 19-11-2020, 07:11 AM
RE: Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III - by Bhavana_sonii - 24-11-2020, 04:15 PM
RE: Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III - by Bhavana_sonii - 25-11-2020, 11:45 PM
RE: Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III - by Bhavana_sonii - 15-12-2020, 10:00 AM
RE: Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III - by Bhavana_sonii - 15-12-2020, 11:05 PM
RE: Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III - by manasi - 06-02-2025, 04:11 PM



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