Adultery My Loving Hotwife Meena

[Salir]

…… I was blown away by the simplicity and purity of love between Nadir and Meena. Also felt this is the first time couple truly opened up with each other and talked about their mindset, apprehensions and things that matter and other things are only fun…


……. when she is with other men and that feeling is what is driving her to be more free with other men. Good to know, I have not thought about her encounter so far in this angle. Does she think of Nadir when she is with some one else, how Nadir would react or think when she is n bed with other men? She knows in her mind he might be listening or watching so that could drive as a catalyst for her actions. (1)……


……This confuses me a lot, Meena has had fun with lot of people, most of the times she did knowing Nadir is somewhere watching or knows about it but why would she hesitate about confessing her love for having fun with other men? Is it because Nadir is failing to understand her dynamics previously and it caused them to fight? or was it because she made some mistakes previous where she got closer to other men with out involvement from Nadir? (2)……

Was that true in case of Jalal? I felt with Jalal it just happened and Meena was about to develop a bond with him with out Nadir and his looks involved. I might be wrong though (3) ……

………Need to understand if this is coming from Nadir after realizing his previous mistakes or encounters where he felt jealous and thought he was losing Meena? Is this his new realization now. (4) …….

……. This statement from Meena is absolutely true on many occasions but still feel with Jalal it was an exception, she was involved with him to a certain extent with out any kind of plan from Nadir. Nadir mentioned that she would need to plan but before he returned from his trip she only wanted to set the field ready but got carried away with Jalal being more aggressive towards her and I felt at that time Meena was hesitant and careful but at times was not careful and let situation take control of her. I felt she did not think about Nadir and how he would listen or see but she first time let her go for herself than for Nadir. Would like to know if this is true or am wrong. (5) …….             

……. Really Tahir? How do you know Meena has an eye on you. I wish she is tough nut for you and not a easy prey. I want Meena to make you weak in your knees and work hard for her and not an easy target as you seem to think about her. I like your approach to life as natural but for things like this and for a fine women like Meena you need to work hard Tahir. Nothing is easy lol (6) …….


…… I wish Meena would confess even once that its not only for Nadir but for her own desires she will do have fun, Its not always about Nadir alone (7) …..

Exciting series ahead and lot of fun games about to be played by the couple. I am sure Tahir and Farzan are in for a treat soon

~RCF

Hier speaks Meena:

Hi,
Since your questions are more about me and my activities, my husband has asked me to write my own answers here because I can do that better and more precisely...
 
If we don't categorize the topic under simple and general (main) words like love and sex, many of the questions that arise have already been answered. Unfortunately, one (whether man or woman, I don't make a distinction) is marked absolute, depending on one's inclinations and actions and reactions, to different siruations and relationships.

We should differentiate between physical, mental and emotional sensitivities and sensualities, between where the psyche plays a role, or where hormones gain the upper hand in a certain situation, etc.

I have never intentionally held back, or forced myself not to eat the forbidden fruit... I didn't care what morality, social rules, loyalty rules or promises or feelings of shame dictated to me.

If I behaved like that, it was because my inner feelings and desires decided so. This always affects my relationships with others...
 
I can't swear (or claim) that Nadir has given me the greatest physical pleasure and joy, and passion and the highest peaks (should I have reached as a woman) in sexuality, in my life.
Perhaps (likely but not necessarily) it was another man... I can't remember who (honestly!), but even during the time I was experiencing it, Nadir was still the highest priority for me and in my conscious, not only because he was my husband...

Now some points you asked about:

(1) if you mean a catalyst (as a cleansing meaning) and not an enzymatic meaning (to ease the conscience and legalize her act!) yes, it may be. But more and simply her most strong pleasure feeling comes directly from feeling Nadir's pleasure, the feeling that Nadir enjoys what she does!

(2) Meena doesn't like to admit that sex with other men causes her joy and pleasure (of course it does, a man, or rather a woman, has to be frigid if it does not!) but why doesn't she admit it? She never denied that, did she?
She doen’t admit it, why? Very simple! Because she knows that Nadir knows that! Nadir knows that Meena generally enjoys sex highly, because he had seen it again and again! Why should she emphasize it additionally and why should she consequently and intentinally unsettle Nadir and give him the false idea that she "enjoys" the other men more?
Your opinion about the cause, why she does not CONFESS, -By the way I do not like this word because confess means that you have done something fraudulent or illegal and now for some reason you HAVE to talk about it! - (Is it because Nadir is failing to understand her dynamics previously and it caused them to fight? or was it because she made some mistakes previous where she got closer to other men with out involvement from Nadir?) is not right!

3) Jala was and is still for Meena a frined, like Mitra oder any other friend, and not more! 
Meena didn't want to form a bond with him because she didn't have any emotional feelings or feeling of love for him. Everything that happened was only because of Jalal's sentimental view of the situation and his feelings of love for her. Meena wanted to seduce him and to get him ready, so far to the point of prephase of their game, what Nadir wanted, but that was Jala who interpreted it differently and misunderstood it. After that phase, it was too late and also difficult for her to clarify the matter as she planned. Meena could not bring herself to admit this at that stage, because of her nature and personality, until Nadie himself became active and organized their (Meena and Jalal’s) only real and full sexual contact. Meena never spoke to Jalal in an emotional way or to declare her love, on the contrary, she always stressed that Nadir was the only man she could consider as her life partner.

4) In such borderline and sensitive conditions and areas that they, Meena and Nadir, move, any male person who loves a woman, becomes sensitive, suspicious and at the end, with the smallest signs, also jealous. Nadir has only recently has gained the complete awareness and high confidence that no matter what happens, he is the only man whom Meena really loves!

5) This statement is not right! Please see my reply (3) on one time more. Meena didn’t lose herself, not emotionally and not physicall. Otherwise, she would have slept with Jalal several times while Nadir was away! She didn't take any action, she just reacted to the situation. If she responded positively physically at certain moments, that was a physiological body reaction. I'm speaking quite frankly here as a woman: Even a woman who is sexually attacked and abused, with the right manipulation, gets wet down there and may even experience a climax! Purely physically and physiologically! We are living creatures and not stones! We have nervous systems and hormones!

6) Right!

7) Unfortunately, Meena cannot and will not make a false ADMIT (not CONFESS!). She has often admitted and shown throughout the history of this story that she loves sex and physical contact in general and enjoys it very much. The point here is that if Nadir should no longer approve of and does not want these sexual adventures, these games, more, she certainly and of course, on her own initiative, will not do such activities.
I'm sorry! Meena is not an unfaithful and disloyal woman and will not be one!

Have A nice time,
M.