27-01-2025, 02:41 AM
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Stories like this one are close to my heart as they give you depth in the words written and meaning to relationships. This series sparrows and sparrowhawks is a brilliant one and for the first time I was blown away by the simplicity and purity of love between Nadir and Meena. Also felt this is the first time couple truly opened up with each other and talked about their mindset, apprehensions and things that matter and other things are only fun.
Few things that stand out and felt lovely and also some that brought some questions for reader like me....
Meena responded, "No, I didn’t ask. You know when you're not there I don't ask people, especially men, much about their private lives. That would often be interpreted as an attempt to get closer to them on my part, and I don't want that. My experience shows me that it's risky,"
Meena is proving to be so pure at heart, she knows her boundaries well and she is smart and knows how men think around her.
"I'm happy that it's working again, but about your offer... hmmm... I don’t know, I still have to think about it.", she touched my rod again, “He, this small Lord, is awake again, I like it how he reacts…”
"Mmm, good. I have a sudden urge to see that look on your face and eyes," she said next to my ear.
" What do you think? A special fantasy? ", and after looking in my eyes she continued, ", you get that look even when it is just talking, you know.", she giggled.
"I do?" I asked.
"Uhm... Makes me horny to see it," she whispered soft, giving me a kiss on my chin. "It makes me feel so sexy Nadir…"
So Meena loves to see the looks that Nadir gives when she is with other men and that feeling is what is driving her to be more free with other men. Good to know, I have not thought about her encounter so far in this angle. Does she think of Nadir when she is with some one else , how Nadir would react or think when she is n bed with other men? She knows in her mind he might be listening or watching so that could drive as a catalyst for her actions.
, ", although I would like you to tell me, I mean how you are with another one...".
Meena's expression dropped.
I guess she was thinking that the slightest idea or suggestion of her wanting or needing someone other than me... not even for real, even the fantasy talk from her, was always somehow risky after our recent problems.
This confuses me a lot, Meena has had fun with lot of people, most of the times she did knowing Nadir is somewhere watching or knows about it but why would she hesitate about confessing her love for having fun with other men? Is it because
Nadir is failing to understand her dynamics previously and it caused them to fight? or was it because she made some mistakes previous where she got closer to other men with out involvement from Nadir?
"I know baby, whatever else after his, Mansour’s stupid, immoral act, happened, anything that has happened was because you sensed I was wanting it to. That happened because you knew you were going to see and enjoy the look on my face when I saw it happen. But even still, you never wanted it to on your own. Right so far?"
Was that true in case of Jalal? I felt with Jalal it just happened and Meena was about to develop a bond with him with out Nadir and his looks involved. I might be wrong though.
“We automatically attach most great importance to always putting each other first. There can be no room for jealousy, right?”
Need to understand if this is coming from Nadir after realizing his previous mistakes or encounters where he felt jealous and thought he was losing Meena? Is this his new realization now.
"What I did with others? Did I on its own and without you in mind? I didn't, doesn't and just
couldn't do anything for me or someone, without you. And even you being away? Yes, it make me feel sexy and aroused and do things and get into it… but even then, when I was into it...there's a part of me, the main part of me which is busy with… with that act… that was...tuned in to you. Or in tune with you. No matter what you saw or heard, part of my enjoyment was centered around you. My physical and mental enjoyment. Does that make sense?"
This statement from Meena is absolutely true on many occasions but still feel with Jalal it was an exception, she was involved with him to a certain extent with out any kind of plan from Nadir. Nadir mentioned that she would need to plan but before he returned from his trip she only wanted to set the field ready but got carried away with Jalal being more aggressive towards her and I felt at that time Meena was hesitant and careful but at times was not careful and let situation take control of her. I felt she did not think about Nadir and how he would listen or see but she first time let her go for herself than for Nadir. Would like to know if this is true or am wrong.
So far with the emotions out and open talk between the couple has set many things in motion for the couple, they now can plan and have fun with freedom as they are on the same page now and they talked about things that could hurt each other and opened a field where there is only fun and no pain. A perfect setup for exciting stuff to come in their life. Great time for the couple in their life.
“Tahir continued, “, but I know that she has an eye on me, and she knows that I have an eye on her. I am sure, she is not opposed to it, I will not give up,”.”
Really Tahir? How do you know Meena has an eye on you. I wish she is tough nut for you and not a easy prey. I want Meena to make you weak in your knees and work hard for her and not an easy target as you seem to think about her. I like your approach to life as natural but for things like this and for a fine women like Meena you need to work hard Tahir. Nothing is easy lol
“I do consider it that they both talking about me and planning about me, as a compliment”
Yes they appreciate the beauty and her gentle nature and smartness. They know she is passionate about things she does and its one of the good things for us that might work out in the end and they probably both could get Meena for some nights lol
"Nothing special I plan; I'm not pushing or pulling her or anybody else... I'm Tahir to her and to them both, as always. We are friends, I hope, with her and her husband. They are very good and pleasant people and I don't want to spoil and ruin our relationship to satisfy my physical desires, I'm not ready for that and I won't be ever. I don't want to hurt either of them or one of them and endanger our friendship or lose them as friends. "
Tahir is perfect for Nadir to see his fantasies come to reality, he is not interested in love nor relationship with Meena and he has genuine love for her body and mind and he is only in for temporary fun and give fun mode. What better lover for a husband for his wife than Tahir who want to be single all his life and yet want to have fun with Meena. Want to see Tahir make efforts to get Meena and its not other way round where couple easily make it for him since they have their fantasies all worked up.
"Oh. Nadie... you're not letting up... Is there a red line between fantasy and reality in your
mind?", Meena asked.
There should be red line Meena else life will spiral out of control. Couple can carefully think and with both hand in hand can always step outside of the red line and have fun but making the red line blur will make life uneasy and uncomfortable. I wish couple realize it before they be in a territory that will push them apart with misunderstandings.
She kissed the sensitive area before my ear, "no more thinking and talking tonight... Only ...
Feeling... I’ll do what you wish…. Always… With whomever you want and as far as you want... I surrender myself… Just for your wish… ", Meena whispered…
I wish Meena would confess even once that its not only for Nadir but for her own desires she will do have fun, Its not always about Nadir alone. If yes then Nadir will not find it fun. He wants Meena to express her desires fully and that is sexy for him, just like how Meena find his looks sexy for him imagining her with other men, I am sure for Nadir its sexy when Meena comes up to him and expresses her desire for some one. So surrender not only for Nadir but yourself too.
Exciting series ahead and lot of fun games about to be played by the couple. I am sure Tahir and Farzan are in for a treat soon
~RCF
Few things that stand out and felt lovely and also some that brought some questions for reader like me....
Meena responded, "No, I didn’t ask. You know when you're not there I don't ask people, especially men, much about their private lives. That would often be interpreted as an attempt to get closer to them on my part, and I don't want that. My experience shows me that it's risky,"
Meena is proving to be so pure at heart, she knows her boundaries well and she is smart and knows how men think around her.
"I'm happy that it's working again, but about your offer... hmmm... I don’t know, I still have to think about it.", she touched my rod again, “He, this small Lord, is awake again, I like it how he reacts…”
"Mmm, good. I have a sudden urge to see that look on your face and eyes," she said next to my ear.
" What do you think? A special fantasy? ", and after looking in my eyes she continued, ", you get that look even when it is just talking, you know.", she giggled.
"I do?" I asked.
"Uhm... Makes me horny to see it," she whispered soft, giving me a kiss on my chin. "It makes me feel so sexy Nadir…"
So Meena loves to see the looks that Nadir gives when she is with other men and that feeling is what is driving her to be more free with other men. Good to know, I have not thought about her encounter so far in this angle. Does she think of Nadir when she is with some one else , how Nadir would react or think when she is n bed with other men? She knows in her mind he might be listening or watching so that could drive as a catalyst for her actions.
, ", although I would like you to tell me, I mean how you are with another one...".
Meena's expression dropped.
I guess she was thinking that the slightest idea or suggestion of her wanting or needing someone other than me... not even for real, even the fantasy talk from her, was always somehow risky after our recent problems.
This confuses me a lot, Meena has had fun with lot of people, most of the times she did knowing Nadir is somewhere watching or knows about it but why would she hesitate about confessing her love for having fun with other men? Is it because
Nadir is failing to understand her dynamics previously and it caused them to fight? or was it because she made some mistakes previous where she got closer to other men with out involvement from Nadir?
"I know baby, whatever else after his, Mansour’s stupid, immoral act, happened, anything that has happened was because you sensed I was wanting it to. That happened because you knew you were going to see and enjoy the look on my face when I saw it happen. But even still, you never wanted it to on your own. Right so far?"
Was that true in case of Jalal? I felt with Jalal it just happened and Meena was about to develop a bond with him with out Nadir and his looks involved. I might be wrong though.
“We automatically attach most great importance to always putting each other first. There can be no room for jealousy, right?”
Need to understand if this is coming from Nadir after realizing his previous mistakes or encounters where he felt jealous and thought he was losing Meena? Is this his new realization now.
"What I did with others? Did I on its own and without you in mind? I didn't, doesn't and just
couldn't do anything for me or someone, without you. And even you being away? Yes, it make me feel sexy and aroused and do things and get into it… but even then, when I was into it...there's a part of me, the main part of me which is busy with… with that act… that was...tuned in to you. Or in tune with you. No matter what you saw or heard, part of my enjoyment was centered around you. My physical and mental enjoyment. Does that make sense?"
This statement from Meena is absolutely true on many occasions but still feel with Jalal it was an exception, she was involved with him to a certain extent with out any kind of plan from Nadir. Nadir mentioned that she would need to plan but before he returned from his trip she only wanted to set the field ready but got carried away with Jalal being more aggressive towards her and I felt at that time Meena was hesitant and careful but at times was not careful and let situation take control of her. I felt she did not think about Nadir and how he would listen or see but she first time let her go for herself than for Nadir. Would like to know if this is true or am wrong.
So far with the emotions out and open talk between the couple has set many things in motion for the couple, they now can plan and have fun with freedom as they are on the same page now and they talked about things that could hurt each other and opened a field where there is only fun and no pain. A perfect setup for exciting stuff to come in their life. Great time for the couple in their life.
“Tahir continued, “, but I know that she has an eye on me, and she knows that I have an eye on her. I am sure, she is not opposed to it, I will not give up,”.”
Really Tahir? How do you know Meena has an eye on you. I wish she is tough nut for you and not a easy prey. I want Meena to make you weak in your knees and work hard for her and not an easy target as you seem to think about her. I like your approach to life as natural but for things like this and for a fine women like Meena you need to work hard Tahir. Nothing is easy lol
“I do consider it that they both talking about me and planning about me, as a compliment”
Yes they appreciate the beauty and her gentle nature and smartness. They know she is passionate about things she does and its one of the good things for us that might work out in the end and they probably both could get Meena for some nights lol
"Nothing special I plan; I'm not pushing or pulling her or anybody else... I'm Tahir to her and to them both, as always. We are friends, I hope, with her and her husband. They are very good and pleasant people and I don't want to spoil and ruin our relationship to satisfy my physical desires, I'm not ready for that and I won't be ever. I don't want to hurt either of them or one of them and endanger our friendship or lose them as friends. "
Tahir is perfect for Nadir to see his fantasies come to reality, he is not interested in love nor relationship with Meena and he has genuine love for her body and mind and he is only in for temporary fun and give fun mode. What better lover for a husband for his wife than Tahir who want to be single all his life and yet want to have fun with Meena. Want to see Tahir make efforts to get Meena and its not other way round where couple easily make it for him since they have their fantasies all worked up.
"Oh. Nadie... you're not letting up... Is there a red line between fantasy and reality in your
mind?", Meena asked.
There should be red line Meena else life will spiral out of control. Couple can carefully think and with both hand in hand can always step outside of the red line and have fun but making the red line blur will make life uneasy and uncomfortable. I wish couple realize it before they be in a territory that will push them apart with misunderstandings.
She kissed the sensitive area before my ear, "no more thinking and talking tonight... Only ...
Feeling... I’ll do what you wish…. Always… With whomever you want and as far as you want... I surrender myself… Just for your wish… ", Meena whispered…
I wish Meena would confess even once that its not only for Nadir but for her own desires she will do have fun, Its not always about Nadir alone. If yes then Nadir will not find it fun. He wants Meena to express her desires fully and that is sexy for him, just like how Meena find his looks sexy for him imagining her with other men, I am sure for Nadir its sexy when Meena comes up to him and expresses her desire for some one. So surrender not only for Nadir but yourself too.
Exciting series ahead and lot of fun games about to be played by the couple. I am sure Tahir and Farzan are in for a treat soon
~RCF
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