17-01-2025, 07:02 PM
Saranya lay in the same position for some more time. She felt bad about her behavior. She chastised herself for it, wondering why she couldn't react. Why was she unable to speak up? A few months ago, no one dared to come near her. Now, what has happened to me? Am I becoming bad? How did my character change like this?
She was processing all this and was in tears. After some time she woke up hearing on her mobile ring. She panicked, of hearing it. If it is Arun what to do. But it was her mother who called her.
She got up and refreshed herself. And put on headphones and started to talk to her. Her mother was worried about she being alone and the news spreading like so many of them died to that. Her mother started to cry. Saranya tried to console her with caring words. Later she also started to cry. Both were in tears.
At the same time, he woke up, still half asleep, and didn’t notice that she was on her Bluetooth headset. He walked up behind her, stood very close, and cheerfully waved, saying, “Good morning.” Saranya was shocked to see him so close behind her. She quickly managed to cut the call before his voice could be heard. Furious, she turned to him and lashed out.
Saranya: What the hell are you thinking? Have you lost your mind? Didn’t you see I was on a call? Do you even realize what will happen if my mom hears your voice? You have no seriousness about my future! All that matters to you is your happiness. I made a mistake by giving you this much freedom. I should’ve kept boundaries!”
She added a few more scolding remarks. Aswin tried to explain himself, but she didn’t even give him a chance to speak.
Aswin was upset. He packed his things and left for home. Saranya neither stopped him nor said anything. She stayed in the kitchen. She called her mother again and consoled her. They talked normally for a few minutes.
While still on the phone, she finished her kitchen work. After ending the call, she rested on the sofa. Her anger began to subside, but she didn’t feel sorry for her actions. She believed that what she had done was perfectly justified.
She talked to Arun and then refreshed herself. She felt hungry, at that time only she thought about him. As he doesn't have anything to cook in his home. She packed breakfast and went to his home. He was cleaning his home. That was Saturday. She called him.
Saranya : Aswin aswin.
No answer
Saranya : Dei.
Again no reply from him. She placed tiffin in the kitchen and informed him to have that. This time Aswin was not acting. He really gets hurt by her words.
In the afternoon, also the same scenario. She noted that he prepared white rice alone and had that. He didn't touch her food. At night she didn't want to go and check.
While going to bed, she started thinking about him. Because of her, he stayed here. Now he was facing so much trouble because of her. "Whatever happens, I am also part of the reason," she thought. Processing these thoughts, she eventually fell asleep.
She woke up a little later than usual. Their bedroom had air conditioning and was protected from sunlight, unlike the hall, where she usually woke up early due to the light.
She considered going to the bathroom to freshen up, but the water stopped while she was still refreshing herself. Using the remaining water, she managed to finish and then went to check what was wrong. She saw Aswin inspecting the metro water sump. Realizing that the metro water truck hadn’t been booked, she guessed that the sump might be empty.
They had separate tanks and motors for bore water. But it was not in use. At the same time the total apartment parking lot was with dust. Aswin started to clean the tank and parking lot with that water.
Until afternoon, he worked without having anything except water. In between, she brought him coffee and breakfast, but he neither acknowledged her efforts nor spoke a single word. She tried her best to convince him to eat, but he refused.
Later, he ate plain white rice and fell asleep from exhaustion. He was visibly drained, and she knew this would happen. She began thinking about the consequences if he weren’t there. If he left, she would be in serious trouble. She didn’t even know which motor to switch on or how to handle the situation herself.
In her mind anger towards him fully faded and now her heart full of kindness towards him got increased every seconds. He did not have proper food either. Occasionally she was checking on him to check whether he woke up or not. She prepared dinner and went to check him. He just woke up and started to clean his vessels in his kitchen.
Saranya: Dei
No response from him. She called several times.
She grabbed his hand and tried to drag out of kitchen. But he is much stronger than her to handle.
Saranya: Come with me at sit da. I am begging you. Just give me 5 mins. I will explain.
Ashwin:mm
Said this without waiting for her went to bedroom and sat on the floor bed. She also sat besides him and tried to explain her point of view. And asked several sorry's.
Saranya: You know that, how much important to me. Only once forgive me. This will not happen again.
Saying this she tried to turn his head to face her face. He was eyes full of tears. Aswin not able to face her. So he turned face immediately.
Aswin: now you will say this. But your actions or yesterday which spoken was clearly shows that. I am nothing for you.
Saranya: sry da. I know that my words hurted you. Please don't cry.
Aswin kept silent for some time. She tried to cosole him. But no improvement. Suddenly her aunt(Aruns mom) video called her.
She informed him and ran towards her house. She lied that, was using the restroom. She spoken to them and Arun as well. Bid Good night.
Then she remembered that they had not had dinner. She put chappathi for both of them and went to his house.
She tried to give a plate on his hand. But he is not ready to pick it up.
Saranya: Dei, Now you are going to eat or not.
There is no response from him. She placed both her plates in some distance and sat in front of him.
Saranya: See, I like you so much. You know that. If I didn't care about you, I would have left you long ago. I always comming behind you every time. Still you can't get what clue means. What can I do.
Aswin: Nothing.
Saranya: Then eat.
Aswin: Whom am I eat your food.
Saranya : Ok. Let me confesh you. I love you.
Aswin: You saying this to make me normal.
Saranya: I am also loving you. But not confessed. Do you think I allowed you to hug me without love?
Ash: Now you will say this and later you will change.
Saranya : No. I will treat you equally.
Ash: still I can't either be normal or happy. Something is bothering me. Still some wounds are in me.
Saranya okie just eat now. You will get normal. Saying this she started to feed him by hand. First few pieces he ate by her hand. He was hungry so started to ate him self. And both had dinner on same plate. Both plate completed in few mins.
She put the plates in kitchen and asked him, shall we sleep.
Ash: You go. I will come on morning.
Saranya said oki and went near door and locked that came near him and told like.
Saranya : I will also sleep here.
Ash: no no. These beds are dusty, smelling bedsheets. You seeing right? Typical bachelor's room. I will come now. We can go to your home. You can't adjust here.
Saranya : I can. You said that you are still not normal. You only come to my home as like before. We sleeping here. Dot.
Aswin arranged bed and both lied very closely. It is single bed, and room full of used cloths and some random smell. Compare to her home it is like slum. In this room she lying like Angel. His anger towards her gone.
She lied him very closely with hugged his hand. She not able to sleep properly. She came from good decent family and they always maintain clean admoshpere. She not sleept like this any where.
After some time both slept. Morning while waking up both are in hugging position. When she wake up he already waked up and still lay there without any moment. By seeimg her eye waved good morning.
She also wished him back.
Ash: shall we go now?
Saranya: are you oki now?
Ash: yes my lovely madam.
Saranya pinched him. He tights his grip towards her hug and they lied like that for some time. After that they went to her home.
She was processing all this and was in tears. After some time she woke up hearing on her mobile ring. She panicked, of hearing it. If it is Arun what to do. But it was her mother who called her.
She got up and refreshed herself. And put on headphones and started to talk to her. Her mother was worried about she being alone and the news spreading like so many of them died to that. Her mother started to cry. Saranya tried to console her with caring words. Later she also started to cry. Both were in tears.
At the same time, he woke up, still half asleep, and didn’t notice that she was on her Bluetooth headset. He walked up behind her, stood very close, and cheerfully waved, saying, “Good morning.” Saranya was shocked to see him so close behind her. She quickly managed to cut the call before his voice could be heard. Furious, she turned to him and lashed out.
Saranya: What the hell are you thinking? Have you lost your mind? Didn’t you see I was on a call? Do you even realize what will happen if my mom hears your voice? You have no seriousness about my future! All that matters to you is your happiness. I made a mistake by giving you this much freedom. I should’ve kept boundaries!”
She added a few more scolding remarks. Aswin tried to explain himself, but she didn’t even give him a chance to speak.
Aswin was upset. He packed his things and left for home. Saranya neither stopped him nor said anything. She stayed in the kitchen. She called her mother again and consoled her. They talked normally for a few minutes.
While still on the phone, she finished her kitchen work. After ending the call, she rested on the sofa. Her anger began to subside, but she didn’t feel sorry for her actions. She believed that what she had done was perfectly justified.
She talked to Arun and then refreshed herself. She felt hungry, at that time only she thought about him. As he doesn't have anything to cook in his home. She packed breakfast and went to his home. He was cleaning his home. That was Saturday. She called him.
Saranya : Aswin aswin.
No answer
Saranya : Dei.
Again no reply from him. She placed tiffin in the kitchen and informed him to have that. This time Aswin was not acting. He really gets hurt by her words.
In the afternoon, also the same scenario. She noted that he prepared white rice alone and had that. He didn't touch her food. At night she didn't want to go and check.
While going to bed, she started thinking about him. Because of her, he stayed here. Now he was facing so much trouble because of her. "Whatever happens, I am also part of the reason," she thought. Processing these thoughts, she eventually fell asleep.
She woke up a little later than usual. Their bedroom had air conditioning and was protected from sunlight, unlike the hall, where she usually woke up early due to the light.
She considered going to the bathroom to freshen up, but the water stopped while she was still refreshing herself. Using the remaining water, she managed to finish and then went to check what was wrong. She saw Aswin inspecting the metro water sump. Realizing that the metro water truck hadn’t been booked, she guessed that the sump might be empty.
They had separate tanks and motors for bore water. But it was not in use. At the same time the total apartment parking lot was with dust. Aswin started to clean the tank and parking lot with that water.
Until afternoon, he worked without having anything except water. In between, she brought him coffee and breakfast, but he neither acknowledged her efforts nor spoke a single word. She tried her best to convince him to eat, but he refused.
Later, he ate plain white rice and fell asleep from exhaustion. He was visibly drained, and she knew this would happen. She began thinking about the consequences if he weren’t there. If he left, she would be in serious trouble. She didn’t even know which motor to switch on or how to handle the situation herself.
In her mind anger towards him fully faded and now her heart full of kindness towards him got increased every seconds. He did not have proper food either. Occasionally she was checking on him to check whether he woke up or not. She prepared dinner and went to check him. He just woke up and started to clean his vessels in his kitchen.
Saranya: Dei
No response from him. She called several times.
She grabbed his hand and tried to drag out of kitchen. But he is much stronger than her to handle.
Saranya: Come with me at sit da. I am begging you. Just give me 5 mins. I will explain.
Ashwin:mm
Said this without waiting for her went to bedroom and sat on the floor bed. She also sat besides him and tried to explain her point of view. And asked several sorry's.
Saranya: You know that, how much important to me. Only once forgive me. This will not happen again.
Saying this she tried to turn his head to face her face. He was eyes full of tears. Aswin not able to face her. So he turned face immediately.
Aswin: now you will say this. But your actions or yesterday which spoken was clearly shows that. I am nothing for you.
Saranya: sry da. I know that my words hurted you. Please don't cry.
Aswin kept silent for some time. She tried to cosole him. But no improvement. Suddenly her aunt(Aruns mom) video called her.
She informed him and ran towards her house. She lied that, was using the restroom. She spoken to them and Arun as well. Bid Good night.
Then she remembered that they had not had dinner. She put chappathi for both of them and went to his house.
She tried to give a plate on his hand. But he is not ready to pick it up.
Saranya: Dei, Now you are going to eat or not.
There is no response from him. She placed both her plates in some distance and sat in front of him.
Saranya: See, I like you so much. You know that. If I didn't care about you, I would have left you long ago. I always comming behind you every time. Still you can't get what clue means. What can I do.
Aswin: Nothing.
Saranya: Then eat.
Aswin: Whom am I eat your food.
Saranya : Ok. Let me confesh you. I love you.
Aswin: You saying this to make me normal.
Saranya: I am also loving you. But not confessed. Do you think I allowed you to hug me without love?
Ash: Now you will say this and later you will change.
Saranya : No. I will treat you equally.
Ash: still I can't either be normal or happy. Something is bothering me. Still some wounds are in me.
Saranya okie just eat now. You will get normal. Saying this she started to feed him by hand. First few pieces he ate by her hand. He was hungry so started to ate him self. And both had dinner on same plate. Both plate completed in few mins.
She put the plates in kitchen and asked him, shall we sleep.
Ash: You go. I will come on morning.
Saranya said oki and went near door and locked that came near him and told like.
Saranya : I will also sleep here.
Ash: no no. These beds are dusty, smelling bedsheets. You seeing right? Typical bachelor's room. I will come now. We can go to your home. You can't adjust here.
Saranya : I can. You said that you are still not normal. You only come to my home as like before. We sleeping here. Dot.
Aswin arranged bed and both lied very closely. It is single bed, and room full of used cloths and some random smell. Compare to her home it is like slum. In this room she lying like Angel. His anger towards her gone.
She lied him very closely with hugged his hand. She not able to sleep properly. She came from good decent family and they always maintain clean admoshpere. She not sleept like this any where.
After some time both slept. Morning while waking up both are in hugging position. When she wake up he already waked up and still lay there without any moment. By seeimg her eye waved good morning.
She also wished him back.
Ash: shall we go now?
Saranya: are you oki now?
Ash: yes my lovely madam.
Saranya pinched him. He tights his grip towards her hug and they lied like that for some time. After that they went to her home.
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