07-01-2025, 11:41 PM
Saranya sat on the sofa, wondering why she couldn’t bring herself to be angry with him. It was a new feeling for her after a long time. Back in college and at work, she was always the center of attention. She didn’t wear revealing clothes or engage in unnecessary conversations, yet boys were constantly drawn to her. She missed those things after marriage.
For just a few months, she had been at home without a job. Previously, her life was busy with work and constantly being the center of attention. Now, after marriage, her days were filled with cooking, cleaning, and washing. This routine made her feel older and as though she had lost her spark. Even though Arun is able to satisfy sexually, she missed high attention and appreciation. She felt like she is getting older and this is going to be life here after.
But after Aswin's entry into her life, she became busy again, much like before. This renewed activity made her feel alive and energetic. His constant appreciation of her beauty and compliments gradually brought her back to the confident, radiant person she used to be. It was exactly what she had missed over the past few months.
As the weekend approached, they did not meet up face to face. Monday for him it is a night shift. He reached her home at the same time. When he came Saranya was cleaning her home. She greeted him and continued her work. Aswin waited for some time and called her. He requested tea. He wants her to sit on the sofa. On the other hand she is just avoiding eye contact with him as well as avoiding sitting in front of him.
After a few mins she came to the kitchen and started to prepare tea. He just went there and sat in the slab very near to her. Her heart beat increased like anything. She doesn't know how to react.
Aswin: Aiii
Saranya:Mmm
Aswin: Why are you silent?
Saranya: Not like that. I'm done cleaning, so.
Ash: oh
Saranya:mm
Ash: are you having an answer for my request.
Sar: Which request.
Ashwin: Nothing. Come here.
While saying this he grabbed her hand and positioned her face to face.
Ash : now tell. Really you aren't aware?
Sar: No, leave me da. Tea will ver wasted.
Aswin offed the stove and looked back at her.
Ash: We will short it out this and we can preapre it. See my eye first and then answer.
Saranya tried to move from that place. So he put a cross leg and locked her in between him.
Saranya: Dei, what are you doing. Leave me.
Ash: I will leave you. Just face me.
Saranya: ok. Tell me what you want to know.
Ash: Are you ok with my request?
Saranya:No
Ash: Why
Saranya: I am married. I just replied to you, as you asked me to consider as not married. But now I am married.
They where in very close position. Saranya struggled inside her heart to face his eyes. Inside her there was feeling for him. But her morality stopped her from accepting that.
Ash: What changed now? I just want to you to accept as per your feelings. Didn't ask to do anything else.
Saranya: I already explained. What you going to get when I accept? For simply accepting why Should I accept.
Ashwin don't have answer for that. Not expected that question. Just tried to manage.
Ash: I will feel happy and feel confident. When one boy having gf means that feel is different. I can call you as per my wish.
Saranya: Already you doing that only. First you should not compel girls to accept.
Ash: I am not compel you. Just pleading.
Saranya: Both are same. You should give space to girl. They will express when they feel.
Ash: Do you express?
Saranya: No, I am married.
Ashwin leaved her and without saying anything he left to his home. Saranya tried to ask him. But he didn't replied. She was not sure what to do. Ashwin plan was, if she not get convinced by his words then he planned to use mock anger to get her close.
That day she didn't feel that much. She thinks about him occasionally but she feels that he will come by tomorrow.
The next day he also didn't show up. She started to slightly miss him but she didn't want to express. She expected him to come to her home. At the same time he also looks for her. So he not even sleep properly. As before he expected her to come home. If she comes, he almost got the prize for his act. So he waited politely. That day ended with expectations. While going to the office, he tried to peek at her home door. I just missed mentioning that parking lot, steps and out gate all in one side and ground floor door will be on the other side of the apartment. If someone wants to visit Arun's home, they should cross a narrow path.
He left immediately when she didn’t show up. That day was very difficult for him; As he couldn’t sleep properly. In the morning after his office hours, his eyes were bloodshot, and he had a severe headache. Before leaving, he went to the restroom and looked at his face in the mirror. He looked like a sick boy, utterly exhausted. Anyone who saw him would instantly know he wasn’t well.As he stared at his reflection, one idea struck him.
He wanted to show her his current state to get her sympathy. But not sure how to do that. He continuously checked her fb, wats app and insta. Whether in anything she came online. He is aware that she will get up a little earlier than Arun to prepare breakfast and lunch. But not sure about timings. While travelling back home he continuously thinks about how to implement it. He sent one frwrd message to both Arun and
Saranya in watsapp. Waited for it to get delivered. He reached the apartment and waited for a few minutes on the ground floor. After some time msg got delivered to Saranya and saw a blue tick in a few seconds. Arun msg has not yet been delivered. So he sent Gm to her. It also gets read tick mark. But no reply from her. On the other hand Saranya understands that he is trying to chat with her. But she feared Arun. At the same time Aswin also feared what if Arun was using Saranya mobile. Saranya thought for a moment and replied to him.
Saranya: what? (ena)
Ash: I am not feeling well. Not slept properly. I am in the ground floor. Just come out casually and go inside. Just want to see you once. Please.
Saranya thought for a moment and said, "Okay." Anyway, she needed to pick up the milk from the outside door. So, she opened the door and stepped out, walking toward the narrow path. He was at the other end.
The moment she saw him, she realized he wasn’t well—he looked so tired. At first, she thought he was acting, but soon she understood he was genuinely unwell. She felt bad for him.
He saw her, watched her for a few seconds, and then left immediately without saying a word. He had pretended to show her that seeing her face would cure his sickness. At the same time, he succeeded in showing her just how drained and unwell he was.
Saranya went inside, Cleared msgs and started thinking about him. Knowing that he wasn’t well, she couldn’t stop herself from worrying. She prepared breakfast and lunch and even made a special rasam for him, hoping it would help him feel better.
She was deeply concerned about his health and couldn’t shake off the guilt. She felt that her avoidance had caused him to lose sleep and fall sick. She blamed herself and cursed her actions for putting him in this state.
She waited for Arun to leave, after a few mins she went to parking and checked whether all of them left. Once she confirmed she went to the first floor and checked all doors. All are locked. She went to the terrace and waited for some time. As there was no moment she went to his home. He was in deep sleep. She is not sure what to do. Went to the kitchen and checked for traces. She was checking whether he had breakfast or not. As there was no trace. She went to her home and prepared light rice with rasam. And brought it to his home. She tried to wake him. He was inside the bedsheet as he felt cold. She woke him up and asked him to have that breakfast. Aswin knows that, she will come today for sure. But he can't hold sleep.
Once he saw her, smiled inside him. Outside he acted like he was angry.
Saranya : have this now?
Ash: No
Saranya: Why are you not hungry?
Ash: I am hungry. But no one cared yesterday. Today sudden care came from nowhere.
Saranya :I always care for you.
Ash: Then why two days you not even bothered about me.
Saranya : Do you know that?
Ash: I felt that. You are not having care for me.
Saranya: without care only i am taking risks and bringing food? Do you think I am selfish? Do you think that I helped you with expectations?
Ash: Sorry.
Saranya: What sorry. Saying this she left for her home.
Ashwin takes the tiffin box and follows her back home. He was only in his shorts and t-shirt. The first time he was goin to her home in above knee length shorts.
She was angry with him and sat on the sofa. Aswin came near her and placed tiffin and sat near her. Ashwin said sorry. No reaction. Again and again asked sry. No reaction from her. He just grabbed her hand and turned her to his side. And she turned her face to the opposite side. When he moved there she did vise versa.suddenly he grabbed her cheeks and stopped her face in front of him.
Ash: Sorry for what I said. You have care for me. You alone have that. I am having you only. I am not even able to speak now. But u are angry so I am talking. You know I am not well. If you want me to suffer then be like this or accept my apologizes.
Saranya shocked for moment when he grabbed her cheeks. It was warm sensation bcs of his body heat and created spark. When he explained about his health condition, she replied in that same position.
Saranya : ok. Don't tell those kind of words here after.
Aswin: Thank you. I will not repeat this sweet darling. I love you.
Saranya: again you started ah
Ash: no. Just expressing my feel. If you want you can express or just enjy one sided..
For just a few months, she had been at home without a job. Previously, her life was busy with work and constantly being the center of attention. Now, after marriage, her days were filled with cooking, cleaning, and washing. This routine made her feel older and as though she had lost her spark. Even though Arun is able to satisfy sexually, she missed high attention and appreciation. She felt like she is getting older and this is going to be life here after.
But after Aswin's entry into her life, she became busy again, much like before. This renewed activity made her feel alive and energetic. His constant appreciation of her beauty and compliments gradually brought her back to the confident, radiant person she used to be. It was exactly what she had missed over the past few months.
As the weekend approached, they did not meet up face to face. Monday for him it is a night shift. He reached her home at the same time. When he came Saranya was cleaning her home. She greeted him and continued her work. Aswin waited for some time and called her. He requested tea. He wants her to sit on the sofa. On the other hand she is just avoiding eye contact with him as well as avoiding sitting in front of him.
After a few mins she came to the kitchen and started to prepare tea. He just went there and sat in the slab very near to her. Her heart beat increased like anything. She doesn't know how to react.
Aswin: Aiii
Saranya:Mmm
Aswin: Why are you silent?
Saranya: Not like that. I'm done cleaning, so.
Ash: oh
Saranya:mm
Ash: are you having an answer for my request.
Sar: Which request.
Ashwin: Nothing. Come here.
While saying this he grabbed her hand and positioned her face to face.
Ash : now tell. Really you aren't aware?
Sar: No, leave me da. Tea will ver wasted.
Aswin offed the stove and looked back at her.
Ash: We will short it out this and we can preapre it. See my eye first and then answer.
Saranya tried to move from that place. So he put a cross leg and locked her in between him.
Saranya: Dei, what are you doing. Leave me.
Ash: I will leave you. Just face me.
Saranya: ok. Tell me what you want to know.
Ash: Are you ok with my request?
Saranya:No
Ash: Why
Saranya: I am married. I just replied to you, as you asked me to consider as not married. But now I am married.
They where in very close position. Saranya struggled inside her heart to face his eyes. Inside her there was feeling for him. But her morality stopped her from accepting that.
Ash: What changed now? I just want to you to accept as per your feelings. Didn't ask to do anything else.
Saranya: I already explained. What you going to get when I accept? For simply accepting why Should I accept.
Ashwin don't have answer for that. Not expected that question. Just tried to manage.
Ash: I will feel happy and feel confident. When one boy having gf means that feel is different. I can call you as per my wish.
Saranya: Already you doing that only. First you should not compel girls to accept.
Ash: I am not compel you. Just pleading.
Saranya: Both are same. You should give space to girl. They will express when they feel.
Ash: Do you express?
Saranya: No, I am married.
Ashwin leaved her and without saying anything he left to his home. Saranya tried to ask him. But he didn't replied. She was not sure what to do. Ashwin plan was, if she not get convinced by his words then he planned to use mock anger to get her close.
That day she didn't feel that much. She thinks about him occasionally but she feels that he will come by tomorrow.
The next day he also didn't show up. She started to slightly miss him but she didn't want to express. She expected him to come to her home. At the same time he also looks for her. So he not even sleep properly. As before he expected her to come home. If she comes, he almost got the prize for his act. So he waited politely. That day ended with expectations. While going to the office, he tried to peek at her home door. I just missed mentioning that parking lot, steps and out gate all in one side and ground floor door will be on the other side of the apartment. If someone wants to visit Arun's home, they should cross a narrow path.
He left immediately when she didn’t show up. That day was very difficult for him; As he couldn’t sleep properly. In the morning after his office hours, his eyes were bloodshot, and he had a severe headache. Before leaving, he went to the restroom and looked at his face in the mirror. He looked like a sick boy, utterly exhausted. Anyone who saw him would instantly know he wasn’t well.As he stared at his reflection, one idea struck him.
He wanted to show her his current state to get her sympathy. But not sure how to do that. He continuously checked her fb, wats app and insta. Whether in anything she came online. He is aware that she will get up a little earlier than Arun to prepare breakfast and lunch. But not sure about timings. While travelling back home he continuously thinks about how to implement it. He sent one frwrd message to both Arun and
Saranya in watsapp. Waited for it to get delivered. He reached the apartment and waited for a few minutes on the ground floor. After some time msg got delivered to Saranya and saw a blue tick in a few seconds. Arun msg has not yet been delivered. So he sent Gm to her. It also gets read tick mark. But no reply from her. On the other hand Saranya understands that he is trying to chat with her. But she feared Arun. At the same time Aswin also feared what if Arun was using Saranya mobile. Saranya thought for a moment and replied to him.
Saranya: what? (ena)
Ash: I am not feeling well. Not slept properly. I am in the ground floor. Just come out casually and go inside. Just want to see you once. Please.
Saranya thought for a moment and said, "Okay." Anyway, she needed to pick up the milk from the outside door. So, she opened the door and stepped out, walking toward the narrow path. He was at the other end.
The moment she saw him, she realized he wasn’t well—he looked so tired. At first, she thought he was acting, but soon she understood he was genuinely unwell. She felt bad for him.
He saw her, watched her for a few seconds, and then left immediately without saying a word. He had pretended to show her that seeing her face would cure his sickness. At the same time, he succeeded in showing her just how drained and unwell he was.
Saranya went inside, Cleared msgs and started thinking about him. Knowing that he wasn’t well, she couldn’t stop herself from worrying. She prepared breakfast and lunch and even made a special rasam for him, hoping it would help him feel better.
She was deeply concerned about his health and couldn’t shake off the guilt. She felt that her avoidance had caused him to lose sleep and fall sick. She blamed herself and cursed her actions for putting him in this state.
She waited for Arun to leave, after a few mins she went to parking and checked whether all of them left. Once she confirmed she went to the first floor and checked all doors. All are locked. She went to the terrace and waited for some time. As there was no moment she went to his home. He was in deep sleep. She is not sure what to do. Went to the kitchen and checked for traces. She was checking whether he had breakfast or not. As there was no trace. She went to her home and prepared light rice with rasam. And brought it to his home. She tried to wake him. He was inside the bedsheet as he felt cold. She woke him up and asked him to have that breakfast. Aswin knows that, she will come today for sure. But he can't hold sleep.
Once he saw her, smiled inside him. Outside he acted like he was angry.
Saranya : have this now?
Ash: No
Saranya: Why are you not hungry?
Ash: I am hungry. But no one cared yesterday. Today sudden care came from nowhere.
Saranya :I always care for you.
Ash: Then why two days you not even bothered about me.
Saranya : Do you know that?
Ash: I felt that. You are not having care for me.
Saranya: without care only i am taking risks and bringing food? Do you think I am selfish? Do you think that I helped you with expectations?
Ash: Sorry.
Saranya: What sorry. Saying this she left for her home.
Ashwin takes the tiffin box and follows her back home. He was only in his shorts and t-shirt. The first time he was goin to her home in above knee length shorts.
She was angry with him and sat on the sofa. Aswin came near her and placed tiffin and sat near her. Ashwin said sorry. No reaction. Again and again asked sry. No reaction from her. He just grabbed her hand and turned her to his side. And she turned her face to the opposite side. When he moved there she did vise versa.suddenly he grabbed her cheeks and stopped her face in front of him.
Ash: Sorry for what I said. You have care for me. You alone have that. I am having you only. I am not even able to speak now. But u are angry so I am talking. You know I am not well. If you want me to suffer then be like this or accept my apologizes.
Saranya shocked for moment when he grabbed her cheeks. It was warm sensation bcs of his body heat and created spark. When he explained about his health condition, she replied in that same position.
Saranya : ok. Don't tell those kind of words here after.
Aswin: Thank you. I will not repeat this sweet darling. I love you.
Saranya: again you started ah
Ash: no. Just expressing my feel. If you want you can express or just enjy one sided..
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