07-01-2025, 06:12 PM
Hot Dog & Ice Age – 6 (II)
Nadir’s Narration:
I went to the car in a state almost like a sleep. I just sat in the car for half an hour and tried
to think.
What am I supposed to do? What should I do? What can I do to save myself and my life?
get my life back in order? should I break up with her? the person who fucked Shahin is
not my Meena. she is no longer mine... I don't know this woman.
I had to talk to Meena. I had to get to know her, to know this woman, and then I could finally
get rid of her. I could only save myself. I have to talk to her and ask her questions and
hear her answers before I perish.
When I got home it was still quite light and warm outside. A beautiful late summer evening.
Meena was reading at pond. She was in a bikini and when she saw me she just looked at
me briefly and said hello and asked if I wanted something to eat. I just replied, "No,
thank you, I'm not hungry." She said, "Okay," and then continued reading.
I watched her for a few minutes without saying anything. Meena stood up, took her
empty glass and asked if I wanted a lemonade, she got one, I replied yes, but a
beer please. She looked at me a little surprised and moved on. Normally at that time
I never drank a beer,
I followed her as she walked towards the house, her beautiful bikini clad ass swaying
seductively as she walked. I was entranced by her rhythmically bouncing butt cheeks.
This is the ass that Shahin was talking and admiringn about and he less than 24 hours
ago was having fun with, caresing it, kissng it and licking it. Thes buttocks and this hot
ass doesn't belong to me anymore, what could I even do with? In my handicapped state?
When Meena came back and after handing me my beer sat down again, she asked,
"How was the meeting with your friend?".
I replied, "We need to talk Meena, right now..."
Meena looked in my direction and said, "I was just about to say that, but I have to tell
you something before you start,".
"Just one question and then you can tell me what you want to tell.“, I said.
She looked at me and only moves the head to yes.
" Do you still love me? do you love me at all?" I said calmly.
"I love my Nadir, and if you are still my Nadir, which I hope, then I love you more than
anything in the world." Meean replied, sadly, and after a short pause she looked at the pond
surface and continued, „Now I tell a story and you should pay attention and judge and decide
... I am at the end of my strength and I can't continue this anymore,“.
Meena was quiet for a moment. I waited and followed her eyes to the pond.
“ Nadir, I think I know who you met today, I mean I know your friend and I assume he told
you about himself and me, and our adventure, yesterday. I know that you asked him to do it.
As you know, I was with him yesterday at a tennis match and then at his house. I drank a
glass or two of wine with him and I'm sure he told you what happened next...","I know that
you are in contact with him and I know that he tells you what and how we meet and
everything, right?"
I replied, slightly annoyed, "Yes, we are in contact and he told me everything, he told me
how you..."
Meena interrupted me, "Okay, Nadir, please let me continue talking before you scold me
and put me down…"
I stood up and said loudly, "Meena, why should I hear your explanations? I have heard
enough and I know exactly what and how it happened, your cheating and your unfidelity,
I have witnessed everything and before you, I am already at the end..."
Meena said calmly, „Sit down please, you promised to hear my story, please just two minutes
let me speak,", She pleaded, ", last days and even today, before you met him, before you
were informed about my intimacy with him in detail, were you happy, did you still love me,
was I still your Meena? Your great love and the woman of your life's dreams? Please Nadir,
sit down, and tell me… Please,“
I sat down. Yes, I was devastated, although I was very angry, but curious what she would
say? I wanted to take part and see the end, I wanted to see what would come out of it.
Meena repeated the question, "Give me an answer Nadir, you owe me that after so many
years and so many ups and downs, no matter how it goes now, I just want and have a right
to know,".
I answered, „"Yes, of course, you were my life and despite everything up to that point,
everytime I found my way back to you, our love was the only true one for me and my motto
and support in my life. Until today, before I found out all this, I was still happy and I loved you
more than anything or ynybody in this world... But what you have done now... You have
betrayed me, Meena, you...".
Meena interrupted me, "One moment Nadir, just wait... You answered my question, then
let me continue. ",
"I'll start from the moment I was at Shahin's home and first we, me and
him, drank two glasses of wine. I noticed that he, was about to start touching
me and carrying out his plans with me. You know, kissing me and trying to seduce me.
That was my moment. I said to him, "Shahin, I know why you brought me here.
You want to sleep with me. That’s all your aim. You are a man who is sexually interested
in me. That's normal but first I have to ask you something, let's sit down for a minute before
you, I mean we began."
Shahin was a little surprised at my direct way of speaking, just now... He was speechless.
He didn't say anything and sat down face to face with me and waited.
I said, "You know Dr. Nadir Shayan very well, don't you? How long have you known
each other? Since childhood? Sch..l? Or later? It doesn't matter, but you know him well
and he knows you too and you have been in contact since you brought your mother to
him, right? Tell me the truth, please..."
Shahin was caught off guard. I think he suddenly lost all his sexual thoughts and dreams
or they were pushed into the distance background.
He stuttered," Yes, I've known him since high sch..l but we are… We weren't friends, we
just knew each other... But my interest in you has nothing to do with him... Yes, maybe he's
curious about how close I got to you and if I'm in a relationship with you, I know that he
tried or is still trying to get closer to you, I mean, I can guess from the way he behaves,
he hasn't been successful to ... to win you over, he wanted me to think about it and give up it
and not try at all... He is probably jealous...Yes, he might be jealous if he told you something
negative about me but I want to say, but I swear... my interest in you is honest and...".
I interrupted him, "No... No, Shahin... let me talk, I don't want to accuse you of anything...
I know that you are honest when you say you want me... I want to say something else...
Something completely different... He didn't say anything about you either, especially not
something negative he told me about you... Wait please…".
Then I waited a moment and took a sip of wine. I saw that he was looking at me very
impatiently, waiting.
I said quietly and slowly, emphasizing each word, "Do you know my full name, Shahin?".
"Yes, Meena Salimi, I mean Dr. Meena..." He answered uncertainly.
"Yes, but it's not quite complete. For years my name has been 'Meena Salimi-Shayan!'.
"What does that mean, what are you trying to say?!" His face was now pale.
I saild calmly, "You heard right Shahin, I am his wife, I am since many years, Nadir’s wife! ".
"You can Imagine his reaction, Nadir, he was speechless. For some minutes he couldn‘t talk.
He just looked at me with his mouth open and then he said in horror, "What an asshole
husband you have, I'm surprised, you, such a woman..."
"Shhh... Stop please, stop swearing and saying bad things... You heard him, I, Dr. Salimi,
love my husband... I won't let you talk about him like that, please..."
"And you went along with it, was that his plan? Did you want to humiliate me, why?
Is this a game?" Shahin was now clearly annoyed.
I tried to calm him down. I told him that I was so sorry that he was the victim of our not game,
as he calls it, but a bad and dark time in our marriage. That was not planned, it was just my
attempt to put everything right again. And right at the beginning, with his erotic comments
about me he put you in a situation of shame and embarrassment telling him the truth about
us, our relationship, that we are married couple.
I told him that I see him as a friend and that I have liked him as one in this short time, and
that I respect him, but I cannot have a relationship with him because I love you so much that
something like that will never happen. I will never cheat on you or have an affair behind your
back. I am too faithful for that. Then I asked him to forgive me and you and I want us to stay
friends. But he can do something for me and he can pretend that we had a sexual adventure
today. That I slept with him and he should tell you how he wants to, as openly and erotically
as he imagines. I told him that I am asking him to do this as a friend of me and I will never forget
it and he is my only hope of winning you over and saving my marriage and my love from ruin.
So maybe I can win you back... I told him, maybe, you, Nadir, so can think through your shock
and the depth of the loss of your happiness, and realize what we have and what we could
lose if we carry on like this. Losing our beautiful life and marriage and above all our love.
And he said yes, he said that he understood me completely although he still didn't understand
you despite my explanation. Then his words were, "Meena, I respect you as a woman that
there are not many like you, every man should appreciate and value you and your love a lot
and for that reason alone I feel honored that you call me a friend, and I will do everything to
guarantee your satisfaction, happy is the man who has you as his woman.".
Then Meena looked at me with moist eyes and continued, „This is what is happened on
Sunday. Now, this was all. I can't look you in the eye and lie, you know that.
If you don't believe me you can call him and ask.
I am going to do what you say, Nadir, as always. I am your wife and I feel me yours, with my
body and my soul. If you love another woman, unfortunately there is no salvation for
me, I mean for my love for you and our marriage. But if you don't love anyone other as
your companion and your life partner, then I still have a chance and hope. I have suffered
and been punished a lot, but admit that it is enough. Then tell me what I should do so that
you let me back into your heart, your secrets and your bed. What should I do Nadir,
I will definitely do that... no matter what...“.
I couldn’t look in here yes. Meena in mine, neither. Her eyes were full of tears and she tried
to see the distance. Her eyes were searching a distance depth in the cold, dark waters of the
pond.
I was feeling how my anger, is fading, replaced with an eager biting of my lip. Guilt and need
began their usual tug of war at my body. Guilt because her love and trust for me being used
By me, in turn against her, I had the feeling.
She wanted to give me a lesson in love and how it should be, about loyalty and self-sacrifice.
She wanted to tell me: how asomeone can forget himself oder herself and win love.
She wanted to tell me push your ego aside and jump into the sea of love, directly and without
any fear of going under and sink. To go througth any curtain, even if it ends in the collapse
of your ego.
The main thing is that you show how love wins. Then the love, will win. It is what counts.
There is nothing more important. There is nothing real except love.
Meena wanted to tell me that and she shows me how it works.
I realized that I was crying loudly only when she hugged me and pressed my head into her
perfect and pleasant smelling breasts and started to cry too.
„Shhh…. My baby, my Nadir, please…“.
We stood next to the pond about ten minutes, so.
There was a light, slightly cool breeze. I felt I want to hug her, without anything in between,
her whole body, just to feel her skin. I wanted to feel her, her nakedness.
I murmured, „We're going upstairs to the bedroom, please,". and I grabbed her hand
and quickly moved inside, dragging her behind me.
When we were in the bedroom, Meena went straight into the bathroom to take off her bikini.
I quickly undressed and lay down under the covers and waited. She was there after a minute
and looked at me, "Under the covers? Okay!" and giggled.
And then she was there too.
I said, "Let's just hug, I just want to feel you today and smell you and kiss you, your skin,
your hair, your hands, everything about you and I want to talk to you and tell you...".
She smiled and kissed me briefly over my eyes, the tip of my nose and then long, lips...
After that I told her about my masculinity problem, the examinations and my waiting for
a cure...
Meena just listened, the whole time, just listened and when I was finished, she just
said, "I love you Nadir. You are my life and even if you don't get an erection by the end
of our time, I will still love you. Sleeping with you is very nice, I have enjoyed all the years,
and will enjoy it every day and, through over lovemaking, feel me a real woman, but even
if that is not possible, then I love you too, for eternity," "But I am sure that we can get it
under control together, because I see how important it is to you, I notice that because you
kept it as a secret for so long... But we are a unity, if you haven't forgotten... This was and
is our common problem and you should now let us work on it together, we can do it,
I know it...".
To be continued…
Nadir’s Narration:
I went to the car in a state almost like a sleep. I just sat in the car for half an hour and tried
to think.
What am I supposed to do? What should I do? What can I do to save myself and my life?
get my life back in order? should I break up with her? the person who fucked Shahin is
not my Meena. she is no longer mine... I don't know this woman.
I had to talk to Meena. I had to get to know her, to know this woman, and then I could finally
get rid of her. I could only save myself. I have to talk to her and ask her questions and
hear her answers before I perish.
When I got home it was still quite light and warm outside. A beautiful late summer evening.
Meena was reading at pond. She was in a bikini and when she saw me she just looked at
me briefly and said hello and asked if I wanted something to eat. I just replied, "No,
thank you, I'm not hungry." She said, "Okay," and then continued reading.
I watched her for a few minutes without saying anything. Meena stood up, took her
empty glass and asked if I wanted a lemonade, she got one, I replied yes, but a
beer please. She looked at me a little surprised and moved on. Normally at that time
I never drank a beer,
I followed her as she walked towards the house, her beautiful bikini clad ass swaying
seductively as she walked. I was entranced by her rhythmically bouncing butt cheeks.
This is the ass that Shahin was talking and admiringn about and he less than 24 hours
ago was having fun with, caresing it, kissng it and licking it. Thes buttocks and this hot
ass doesn't belong to me anymore, what could I even do with? In my handicapped state?
When Meena came back and after handing me my beer sat down again, she asked,
"How was the meeting with your friend?".
I replied, "We need to talk Meena, right now..."
Meena looked in my direction and said, "I was just about to say that, but I have to tell
you something before you start,".
"Just one question and then you can tell me what you want to tell.“, I said.
She looked at me and only moves the head to yes.
" Do you still love me? do you love me at all?" I said calmly.
"I love my Nadir, and if you are still my Nadir, which I hope, then I love you more than
anything in the world." Meean replied, sadly, and after a short pause she looked at the pond
surface and continued, „Now I tell a story and you should pay attention and judge and decide
... I am at the end of my strength and I can't continue this anymore,“.
Meena was quiet for a moment. I waited and followed her eyes to the pond.
“ Nadir, I think I know who you met today, I mean I know your friend and I assume he told
you about himself and me, and our adventure, yesterday. I know that you asked him to do it.
As you know, I was with him yesterday at a tennis match and then at his house. I drank a
glass or two of wine with him and I'm sure he told you what happened next...","I know that
you are in contact with him and I know that he tells you what and how we meet and
everything, right?"
I replied, slightly annoyed, "Yes, we are in contact and he told me everything, he told me
how you..."
Meena interrupted me, "Okay, Nadir, please let me continue talking before you scold me
and put me down…"
I stood up and said loudly, "Meena, why should I hear your explanations? I have heard
enough and I know exactly what and how it happened, your cheating and your unfidelity,
I have witnessed everything and before you, I am already at the end..."
Meena said calmly, „Sit down please, you promised to hear my story, please just two minutes
let me speak,", She pleaded, ", last days and even today, before you met him, before you
were informed about my intimacy with him in detail, were you happy, did you still love me,
was I still your Meena? Your great love and the woman of your life's dreams? Please Nadir,
sit down, and tell me… Please,“
I sat down. Yes, I was devastated, although I was very angry, but curious what she would
say? I wanted to take part and see the end, I wanted to see what would come out of it.
Meena repeated the question, "Give me an answer Nadir, you owe me that after so many
years and so many ups and downs, no matter how it goes now, I just want and have a right
to know,".
I answered, „"Yes, of course, you were my life and despite everything up to that point,
everytime I found my way back to you, our love was the only true one for me and my motto
and support in my life. Until today, before I found out all this, I was still happy and I loved you
more than anything or ynybody in this world... But what you have done now... You have
betrayed me, Meena, you...".
Meena interrupted me, "One moment Nadir, just wait... You answered my question, then
let me continue. ",
"I'll start from the moment I was at Shahin's home and first we, me and
him, drank two glasses of wine. I noticed that he, was about to start touching
me and carrying out his plans with me. You know, kissing me and trying to seduce me.
That was my moment. I said to him, "Shahin, I know why you brought me here.
You want to sleep with me. That’s all your aim. You are a man who is sexually interested
in me. That's normal but first I have to ask you something, let's sit down for a minute before
you, I mean we began."
Shahin was a little surprised at my direct way of speaking, just now... He was speechless.
He didn't say anything and sat down face to face with me and waited.
I said, "You know Dr. Nadir Shayan very well, don't you? How long have you known
each other? Since childhood? Sch..l? Or later? It doesn't matter, but you know him well
and he knows you too and you have been in contact since you brought your mother to
him, right? Tell me the truth, please..."
Shahin was caught off guard. I think he suddenly lost all his sexual thoughts and dreams
or they were pushed into the distance background.
He stuttered," Yes, I've known him since high sch..l but we are… We weren't friends, we
just knew each other... But my interest in you has nothing to do with him... Yes, maybe he's
curious about how close I got to you and if I'm in a relationship with you, I know that he
tried or is still trying to get closer to you, I mean, I can guess from the way he behaves,
he hasn't been successful to ... to win you over, he wanted me to think about it and give up it
and not try at all... He is probably jealous...Yes, he might be jealous if he told you something
negative about me but I want to say, but I swear... my interest in you is honest and...".
I interrupted him, "No... No, Shahin... let me talk, I don't want to accuse you of anything...
I know that you are honest when you say you want me... I want to say something else...
Something completely different... He didn't say anything about you either, especially not
something negative he told me about you... Wait please…".
Then I waited a moment and took a sip of wine. I saw that he was looking at me very
impatiently, waiting.
I said quietly and slowly, emphasizing each word, "Do you know my full name, Shahin?".
"Yes, Meena Salimi, I mean Dr. Meena..." He answered uncertainly.
"Yes, but it's not quite complete. For years my name has been 'Meena Salimi-Shayan!'.
"What does that mean, what are you trying to say?!" His face was now pale.
I saild calmly, "You heard right Shahin, I am his wife, I am since many years, Nadir’s wife! ".
"You can Imagine his reaction, Nadir, he was speechless. For some minutes he couldn‘t talk.
He just looked at me with his mouth open and then he said in horror, "What an asshole
husband you have, I'm surprised, you, such a woman..."
"Shhh... Stop please, stop swearing and saying bad things... You heard him, I, Dr. Salimi,
love my husband... I won't let you talk about him like that, please..."
"And you went along with it, was that his plan? Did you want to humiliate me, why?
Is this a game?" Shahin was now clearly annoyed.
I tried to calm him down. I told him that I was so sorry that he was the victim of our not game,
as he calls it, but a bad and dark time in our marriage. That was not planned, it was just my
attempt to put everything right again. And right at the beginning, with his erotic comments
about me he put you in a situation of shame and embarrassment telling him the truth about
us, our relationship, that we are married couple.
I told him that I see him as a friend and that I have liked him as one in this short time, and
that I respect him, but I cannot have a relationship with him because I love you so much that
something like that will never happen. I will never cheat on you or have an affair behind your
back. I am too faithful for that. Then I asked him to forgive me and you and I want us to stay
friends. But he can do something for me and he can pretend that we had a sexual adventure
today. That I slept with him and he should tell you how he wants to, as openly and erotically
as he imagines. I told him that I am asking him to do this as a friend of me and I will never forget
it and he is my only hope of winning you over and saving my marriage and my love from ruin.
So maybe I can win you back... I told him, maybe, you, Nadir, so can think through your shock
and the depth of the loss of your happiness, and realize what we have and what we could
lose if we carry on like this. Losing our beautiful life and marriage and above all our love.
And he said yes, he said that he understood me completely although he still didn't understand
you despite my explanation. Then his words were, "Meena, I respect you as a woman that
there are not many like you, every man should appreciate and value you and your love a lot
and for that reason alone I feel honored that you call me a friend, and I will do everything to
guarantee your satisfaction, happy is the man who has you as his woman.".
Then Meena looked at me with moist eyes and continued, „This is what is happened on
Sunday. Now, this was all. I can't look you in the eye and lie, you know that.
If you don't believe me you can call him and ask.
I am going to do what you say, Nadir, as always. I am your wife and I feel me yours, with my
body and my soul. If you love another woman, unfortunately there is no salvation for
me, I mean for my love for you and our marriage. But if you don't love anyone other as
your companion and your life partner, then I still have a chance and hope. I have suffered
and been punished a lot, but admit that it is enough. Then tell me what I should do so that
you let me back into your heart, your secrets and your bed. What should I do Nadir,
I will definitely do that... no matter what...“.
I couldn’t look in here yes. Meena in mine, neither. Her eyes were full of tears and she tried
to see the distance. Her eyes were searching a distance depth in the cold, dark waters of the
pond.
I was feeling how my anger, is fading, replaced with an eager biting of my lip. Guilt and need
began their usual tug of war at my body. Guilt because her love and trust for me being used
By me, in turn against her, I had the feeling.
She wanted to give me a lesson in love and how it should be, about loyalty and self-sacrifice.
She wanted to tell me: how asomeone can forget himself oder herself and win love.
She wanted to tell me push your ego aside and jump into the sea of love, directly and without
any fear of going under and sink. To go througth any curtain, even if it ends in the collapse
of your ego.
The main thing is that you show how love wins. Then the love, will win. It is what counts.
There is nothing more important. There is nothing real except love.
Meena wanted to tell me that and she shows me how it works.
I realized that I was crying loudly only when she hugged me and pressed my head into her
perfect and pleasant smelling breasts and started to cry too.
„Shhh…. My baby, my Nadir, please…“.
We stood next to the pond about ten minutes, so.
There was a light, slightly cool breeze. I felt I want to hug her, without anything in between,
her whole body, just to feel her skin. I wanted to feel her, her nakedness.
I murmured, „We're going upstairs to the bedroom, please,". and I grabbed her hand
and quickly moved inside, dragging her behind me.
When we were in the bedroom, Meena went straight into the bathroom to take off her bikini.
I quickly undressed and lay down under the covers and waited. She was there after a minute
and looked at me, "Under the covers? Okay!" and giggled.
And then she was there too.
I said, "Let's just hug, I just want to feel you today and smell you and kiss you, your skin,
your hair, your hands, everything about you and I want to talk to you and tell you...".
She smiled and kissed me briefly over my eyes, the tip of my nose and then long, lips...
After that I told her about my masculinity problem, the examinations and my waiting for
a cure...
Meena just listened, the whole time, just listened and when I was finished, she just
said, "I love you Nadir. You are my life and even if you don't get an erection by the end
of our time, I will still love you. Sleeping with you is very nice, I have enjoyed all the years,
and will enjoy it every day and, through over lovemaking, feel me a real woman, but even
if that is not possible, then I love you too, for eternity," "But I am sure that we can get it
under control together, because I see how important it is to you, I notice that because you
kept it as a secret for so long... But we are a unity, if you haven't forgotten... This was and
is our common problem and you should now let us work on it together, we can do it,
I know it...".
To be continued…