Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[RCF]

I am surprised how when Krish fuck any women other than Meera, those women are immensely satisfied and contented. Does desai soul gets into krish at those times. what the fuck.

Since long I have been wanting to comment on sex life between krish and Meera and whether it truly degraded or not. Answer to your question should be part of this comment.

If we go back all the way to Part 1, we can see that Author never truly establishes the sex life of Krish and Meera properly. All the intimacy that he shows comes from their bond and adventures they do while in bedroom as well as outside that serve as catalysts for their sex life.

Once early in the story Meera said this regarding Krish

"'Your dick is never under your control. It sleeps when you need it most and wakes up at odd hours!""

Makes me wonder that Krish always has problem with satisfying Meera even in the beginning of their marriage or either Meera has this insatiable penchant for sex. Either way they resorted to cheating very early in this series like Meera almost cheated Krish with Sunny, Krish cheated Meera with Ananya and soon later Meera cheated Krish with Arman...and this cheating game became open game with Shekar. Krish pushed Meera towards Shekar and made her sleep with him..what started as funny game between Meera and Shekar turned into affair once Krish pushed her to seduce Shekar. So from then on...Sex life between Krish and Meera improved dramatically..they literally had best time in their life until Krish was seduced by Shekar's wife and they got separated...So Sex life got better with adventures..Even in Part 2 when Krish pushed Das towards her whom she hated in part 1, she still gave in because she likes to be part of Krish's games..She would get this high whenever she sleeps with some one whom Krish chooses for her. I do not know if there is a term for this physiologically but this kind of behavior probably is common for a spouse who has cuckold husband only if she wants to play the game of course else she would have left Krish long time back for making her sleep with her boss.

She always spilled how she enjoyed and how her pursuers enjoyed her to Krish and discussing these details usually make them very hot and they end up having best sex life. So why would Meera allow this cuckold nature? My guess is because she is some one who usually enjoys sex a lot and since she is not getting it properly she is OK with the games Krish plays and on top she is getting the best sex life from Krish when they involve third person into the mix. As far as Krish is concerned we know why he plays these games..he simply is getting his dark fantasies fulfilled by seeing his wife with others.

So only difference I have noticed in this pattern was when she for the very first time hidden the details of her sex with Desai after her patch up with Krish at the end of part 2. So why is she uncomfortable to share details about Desai in the beginning of part 3? I think its because she has experienced something that she never has before in sex with Desai. She doesn't want to reveal these details to Krish and make him lose his self confidence. If you remember in early chapters of part 3, Meera gave ultimatum to Krish not to meet Desai and bring him in their life. I believe she has dreams of that one night for a long time and she doesn't want to face Desai at all because she knows she will be tempted and would lose herself to that kind of sexual pleasures. Exactly same thing happened, thanks to our cucky Krish.

So when it comes to sex Krish is always inadequate for Meera right from the beginning and it never was a problem for Meera but once she experienced it with Desai, its totally different for their relationship because Desai is not some one who would fuck Meera and not bother to look back kind of guy, he wants Meera for himself so he started connecting emotionally with her and create this feeling with in her where she started realizing inadequacy in her husband. She was fine until Desai was living in their home, she was missing him the moment he was thrown out of their lives. She was missing the sex and that feeling is now messing her head so much that she is not able to connect with Krish at all. Despite Krish's efforts and trying to make her enjoy as much as he can, he is not able to compete with Desai as he messed up both their heads big time. 

Meera wants Krish to be as good as Desai but she knows its not possible, having lived with him all her life she knows the pitfalls of Krish. Krish knows now how much pleasure Meera was getting from Desai and he could never give her what he is giving and on top the images of how Meera is enjoying with Desai messed up his head so much that made him even bad performer than he usually does. Hence they are not compatible any more, even tomorrow Desai is not in their life, Krish bring some one from Meera's work or some one they know to have sex with Meera, they will never go back to their days of intimacy where third person usually spices it up for them, they are past that stage..that bad Desai screwed them. Only if Meera changes and realizes that Krish has more to offer to her than Desai ever could and if she can bring back that connection would she really be able to appreciate the efforts Krish is putting right now.

With out Meera, Krish is usual normal man with good sexual appetite and is able to satisfy other woman in a good way, hence we see other woman never feel inadequate with Krish. Very early in the series getting exposed to the sight of his wife in other's arms woke up cuckold nature in him which messed up their life so much that he still has issues performing with out third person in their life when he is with Meera but not others.

~RCF