Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[RCF]

Krish o my Krish the one and only author who loves to toy with the feelings of readers in such a way that if we want to curse you, we wouldn’t ;{
 
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let me put it out because now it is hard to hold on to it…. Cough …. Cough….  I don't want to disrespect anyone here; in my opinion everyone here is veteran so I think you all take it in a good spirit.
 
I have so many Questions (both to author & readers)
 
 To author 
 
1. What is the meaning of the title if there is no knowing of wife? till to the date I haven't read or encountered the perspective of Meera! it was all about Krish, first it starts with insecurity then to bullshit arousal then this tiny dragon wants to roar in the form of fantasy and till now it was all like this just the sequences sometimes interchange. My Dear Krish (literally begging you .... cough cough...) where is Meera's pov, why didn't you want to explore more on Meera's emotions lots of readers already requested you to it.
 
2. In the prologue there is this filthy C & why literally why? haven't you developed the character in a wrong way, from my view it was a forced on him, how? it was as simple as it get, if someone loves someone to the point of no return then there also the fear of loss which developed in the anxiety and fear that people feel about the possibility of losing things they value. This fear is often associated with the thought of losing loved ones, important relationships, material possessions, health, work or social status. However, it can be experienced in many different areas, such as people's personal freedom, their future, their ability to control, their dignity or honor. And the main root of this is the need for security.
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I know that the need for security is always link with a woman but it was always on both men and women….. …… Cough ….. Cough ...... let me blab la some biology …… o .. no… it was more on the psychological where we know about the traits of human behavior like masculine and famine nature, this both natures are present in men believe me if men don’t cry doesn’t means he is not wiping like a child in secret. Now coming back to it, the first chapter of this series (…… Cough ….. Cough ...... part 1, read it to connect the thoughts of mine) explain everything about the male character (aftermath was all the development of the fear of loss).
The above point explain almost everything that why krish do all of it in the series till date, but Krish made this series with his writing a little bit biased and only target krish …… Cough ….. Cough ...... you didn’t disappoint on this part, but where is the chapter or paragraph or line that justify the “knowing my wife, knowing me as well”? you protected you character of Meera like a mother is protecting her calf from wolfs.
You have all the right to protect the character but as a reader I also have the same right to ask for it …… Cough ….. Cough ......
 
To readers

My dear innocent wolfs …… Cough ….. Cough ...... just referring the above phrase I am also in it don’t be angry on this little soul
What are you expecting from the Krish he will never heed to your request he only like to toy with our feelings, he always gives us only love sex aur dhoka… dhoka..dhoka… dedo love sex or dhoka….(good song from chaar diwaari)

why you make him to enjoy like this with our feelings, the fucking low and high road of it really making me to burst out, when krish told to add further chapters and edited the ending because everyone was not happy with it, again it put the series back to where the part 2 begins



why you all want to punish meera/krish?

i know our dear krish writing is so intriguing that it feels so real, and if we go with that then meera eventually going to cheat on him actually she already did that 

you all are asking the wrong questions and requesting the end that suites you

my request to all of you that...

we need to request krish to explain why she did that and why she was always blame everything on krish? 

believe me my friends just read all the parts in one go like a novel not like an erotica krish is so brilliant that he safeguards meera by exposing more anxiety of krish and bind it with the fantasy.

arousal is not the justification for that C , we humans are animals we get arousal from anything that suite at that movement.


regards

pls take it in a good spirit, Krish o my Krish the one and only author who loves to toy with the feelings of readers pls heed my request pls   you are so brilliant with the words that i want to read more of your works, but all i find the same less or more apart from the accident. i can predict the end if you don't change it from here, but pls give an epilogue in meera's pov.

if you had written non erotica then pls share it with me i want to need it, i know as a reader erotic forum doesn't have many plots if you are writing more dialogue between character, it became boring here but if you have some drats then please share it with me.

thank you to all

Partially agree my friend.

There is a reason why we need to keep Meera's side as a mystery. If you reveal true emotions of Meera then there won't be a lot of story to write. Meera's feelings have to be a mystery for this story to be a good one. Though we get hints time to time from others like her(Nidhi, Maithrei) how they felt when they are with Desai or from what Krish observes when he is with her. So her side being a covered book will only make this more interesting to read, but what is frustrating for me and I agree with you is Krish's character being undermined as not intelligent enough to pose right questions to protect Meera's mystery side. To keep Meera's side a mystery Krish's character took a lot of beating in this part 3.

If you have noticed from part 1 till part 3 you never see Meera and Krish have open conversations like a true husband and wife. I mean things that matter a lot. They never discuss their apprehensions, fears, moments that matter most until the last part. Take example of this chapter and the last , you will see that Krish is feeling that his marriage is slipping out of his hands and He knows Meera is attracted to Desai and addicted to the pleasures he gives her, but he never for once talks to her about his insecurities or fear of losing her to him, He doesn't talk to her about her desires. He could simply offer Desai to her back to original agreement as long as she is not falling for him and make it an open offer seeing that she is struggling to contain her desire for him, Isn't it normal for wife and husband to think and worry about their feelings all the time. Esp in these scenarios both of them do not have any open conversations. 

There are almost like 4-5 instances now that he heard Meera convey her feelings to Desai. She did not say I Love you but she definitely said many times that she does not want to think what she is feeling about Desai as she is scared to think about it. Since Krish is hearing all these secretly he does not have a way of expressing his concerns directly, but when he had that chance too he did not take it. He saw her frustrated and felt her nervousness all the time during wedding and even before that he was hiding in the shelf when they are cheating him, even then he got an opportunity to reveal that he heard everything outside the door while he is in next room (His lies to cover up hiding in shelf) what they said and he could have opened dialogue with her about her feelings. If he as a husband doesn't help her address these feelings that she is struggling he won't be able to control his life before its too late.

Lot of times it deviates from the logical steps one person or husband takes when he is in these scenarios. As long as a person is getting his fantasies fulfilled he will go with the natural progression of a relationship with his wife and her lover but once it enters into danger zone then he reacts differently. It should be natural for some one to feel threatened in this scenario and when they feel threatened they do not feel or enjoy the fantasy anymore rather they would feel humiliated but that part is forcibly suppressed here on the name of unconditional love for Meera. Krish that we know is very intelligent in Part 1 and 2, Here he behaves and thinks illogically most of the times.

Krish's character esp in part 3 lost track and purpose, Krish always assumes that Meera will stay with him for ever despite his flaws but when he can clearly see there is a new path for her now which is not there before, isn't it logical step to keep his fears in the open before her and get her reassurance that in her heart its only him and no one has any place? If that would reveal Meera's true emotions and would spoil the fun in this story then I would still like to see the plot go in a direction where Krish is making some logical steps to question from time to time and make some plans to get that assurity. 
Why would Krish send Meera back into Desai's room again after seeing her struggle all night at the wedding venue? What more he needs to listen than he already did, There is no new thing that he learned that night nor he set any rules before Meera to convey it to Desai before sending her to Desai that night. Desai pouring his heart happened even the night when he was hiding in the shelf and Meera's lack of resistance is seen the same night so what more he gained by sending her into his room? Isn't this a forced scenario and a dumb act from Krish? And to add on top Krish jerks himself twice from hearing the live recorder. How can a person shag when he is losing his wife? That's twice now once in the shelf and now while listening live. Either be a true Beta and give your wife to him or Be a semi Alpha and truly control your life but there can't be a grey zone where a person is a cuckold one moment and other moment fear for losing his wife that will not happen even in worst of the worst characters. He is not submitting to Desai as beta nor he is acknowledging the fact that he is losing his wife and he needs to do something about it. On top of this his inadequacy in bed is adding another dimension to his already weakened character, I will write separate comment on that aspect.

His sole aim is to fulfill his fantasies but that has happened long time back. He first time saw them in bathroom when he climbed on to the balcony. He saw them and how Meera enjoyed it, he even heard many times their conversations and how intimate they were in bed. He never openly questioned his wife why she had allowed him to see in the past and but never with Desai, What is it that she is hiding from him, Whether Meera will truly reveal this or not is irrelevant but I would like to see Krish question it. He is this soft spoken , soft hearted when it comes to Meera but that heart also needs desperation if it feels he is going to lose her and I do not see that desperation and now he is planning again to watch them secretly. It gets tiring after one point if he is not going to confront any one. This is forced writing in a way to take this story towards a predetermined ending rather than natural progression. Author Krish is very highly skilled writer but in this one aspect I feel he faltered in establishing story in such a way that Krish's character being dominant enough but still failing to keep his wife away from falling for another guy.

Hopefully we see Krish take some emergency steps or even if he has to leave his wife to take his self respect back if not his wife.

~RCF