[Dallol]

My heart breaks for this story. The point and the high it has seen to the point it came to now.

Hope Krish learns from his mistakes, understand that these are consequences for his actions.

I've now read chapter 48 twice. Meera is becoming more and more repugnant to me. 
The fact that she has become as manipulative with Krish as Desai has made me hope that Krish himself will 
come to the realisation that Desai is not his only adversary...

Oh, and on another note, when she says ‘I love you’ to Krish, I don't think there are any real deep feelings left,
because she's been thinking with her cunt lately....

Krish feels that his wife does not give herself completely during sex and is not as passionate as she is with Desai. 
This results in a kind of invisible mental block for him. He loses more and more of his self-confidence, which 
leads to him ejaculating too early when he has sex with her.
Other women (Neeta, Ananya, Maithrei) experienced absolute fulfilment when having sex with Krish because 
they were passionate and put their heart and soul into it. Why does not it work for his Meera what has been 
proven to work for other women?

What is Meera doing to change this?
Is she really putting her heart and soul into it?
Does she give herself completely, as she does with Desai?

I do not think so .

After all, if she is planning her future with a man twenty years her senior like Desai, then she should leave and 
get out of Krish's life.
She's not worth his love anymore and no longer deserves it!


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda