Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

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For now, I chose to believe in the hope that Desai wasn’t trying to steal Meera from me. She was my wife, after all. Even if she had once found physical pleasure with him, she had chosen to live her life with me. All Desai could ever get was some short-lived intimacy, while I held the bond that truly mattered – or so I told myself.
Krish must be naïve to think so about Desai. I mean common if he has trust in his love then it’s at least good thinking but trusting someone who is continually confessing his love to Meera. Making her his world whether there are ulterior motives or not, but for Krish he is not just to make Meera sleep with him as he heard from recorder, Desai is past that stage, so how can Krish again think differently that Desai is not trying to steal Meera away from him...lol
He should have long time back understood the game that Desai is playing, He used to try to steal Meera before by trying to tame Krish, when that did not work at all esp. with Meera furious every time, she knew he was trying to divide her and Krish she would not even see his face. So, he is playing a whole new level of game here, He is trying this from Meera’s end. He is making her desperate for sex and pleasure he gives her and level of connection he built over the time with her emotionally and yet subtly demeaning Krish in her eyes as a permanent cuckold by saying subtle things like he wouldn’t mind, he would enjoy it even if he knew it, so Meera will herself choose Desai over Krish one day. That’s his game plan. A brilliant one. Both Meera and Krish are failing to see his true intentions, He never for a sec thought of letting her go from here, the more you give into your desires the more he will wrap you into his game.

“He asked me if I’d decided to confess to you about it,” she continued.
I stared at her in disbelief. “What did you say?”
“He said he’s not feeling right about hiding the truth from you,” Meera said. “But I told him I’m not going to do it.”
Desai is playing to impress Meera here more than Krish, He is trying to give Meera a sense of safety that he is not here to take her away from Krish. He knows even if Meera agrees and confesses to Krish, according to him he can always say something and make Krish calm down. He in fact wants Krish to know he fucked Meera behind his back to tell him that they both still desire each other and make him a cuckold again so he can parade his nature again before Meera. He would tell her I would bet Krish wouldn’t mind about it, there by telling Meera, your husband doesn’t care if you sleep with me. At the same time, he would give her vibes about how jealous he is when he sees her with Krish giving her protective, obsessive and a healthy husband that he could become for her. Man, this guy is another level of game play.

“Is he coming back?”
“What?” Meera asked. “Why would you think that?”
I felt she smelled fault in my question. I struggled to look straight into her eyes. “I mean, to convince you to confess.” I said.
Did Meera suspect anything here? If she did Is she acting as if she didn’t? If yes, then Why? Would she go and check for recorder? I mean that’s dumb why would some one flew all the way to just make her confess lol

“And if he calls you again, tell him not to.”
Is that why Meera started deleting Desai from call list after talking to him? Or did they decide to just chat here afterwards?
 
Perhaps my wife wasn’t satisfied riding Desai’s dick for a few minutes, and that’s why she wanted to do it with me now, I thought bitterly.
“Oh, you’ve come,” Meera gasped, her tone more surprised than disappointed.
But last night’s events came rushing back, and with them, the weight of my inadequacy.
Meera was obviously thinking about Desai either because they both spoke on phone and he might have reminded her of previous events or she was just thinking about it hence she was wet, but why would she want to ride her husband suddenly? Is Meera at this point thinking or comparing her sex with Desai with Krish inadvertently? Is she thinking how her sex life has become pathetic and she thinking that she would have to live with this her whole life?
I actually feel sad for her, we all since read from Krish’s POV we know how insecure he has become and how his own demons make him fragile in bed and his spirit to enjoy freely with his wife is long gone, he only remembers how some one else fucked his wife and how his wife enjoyed those orgasms is making his brain excited and he cums faster. From Meera’s POV she is fighting bigger demons than Krish though we do not realize it. She is craving those orgasms and intimacy, and she wishes she has it from her husband rather than from Desai. God only knows how she is struggling to keep Krish in her life and make her love survive and also struggling to keep Desai away from her mind but losing battle day after day to keep her desires in check, which is exactly why she couldn’t resist Desai. Woman can survive in marriage with out good orgasm but won’t be able to survive if she ever lost intimacy and bond she shares with her husband, and which is exactly what Desai made both of them lose it.
On one end Desai gave her what she wants- desires, intimacy, thrill ,cravings and orgasms. Another end he took away from Krish the same thing that he could give her. How would someone fight this and get back to where they were? It’s not a simple reset button.

  
Two days later, while discussing some official matters with Desai over the phone, he casually asked, “So, are you moving into Alpine Heights?” The question caught me off guard.
“I haven’t decided yet,” I said, masking the unease that began to churn in my stomach.
Desai continued, “I had recommended the spot to Maithrei to start her real estate business, but I never envisioned it would be this successful.”
Desai is not dumb, he knows revealing about the topic of Alphine heights would create a doubt on him, so why is he giving hints to Krish that Meera is talking to him every day? My guess is Desai might have found the recorder after Meera left that night and knew Krish was spying. So, he wants Krish to further spy on Meera. Anything that destabilizes this marriage he should be all over it, If things go sounth he could even say to Meera that I told you to confess it to him. Maybe he is even expecting him to see in the apartment in Alphine heights for show down…who knows.

 
Desai: "Don't."
Meera: “Then?”
Desai: “We can meet.” “There.”
Meera: "Susheel. No."
Desai: "Make it Friday."
Meera: "I'm scared."
Desai: "It's more than a month, baby."
Meera: "Shit scared."
Desai: "Think of us, Meera."
Meera: "That's even more scary."
Meera: “Scarier*”
Meera, I hope you know what you are doing ☹
Thinking about her and Desai is scarier for her than just cheating on Krish. She fears she will find some startling feelings that she would be unwilling to embrace. Man, how can two people feel same way about their feelings and yet hanging in there in this marriage. Krish is not ready to confront because he has nothing to offer to Meera than Desai. Meera is not ready to face herself because she is scared, she would find something in her heart that is being offered by Desai that would make her leave him impossible for ever. She is not ready to choose or willing to battle those thoughts. Irony is that she is willing to sleep with Desai in a home where she would be moving with her husband for a better future, only to be haunted by the moments she would spend on that bed forever.
The Meera we readers loved is long gone.

Whatever Meera was doing – whatever choices she was making – I couldn’t deny that I had planted the seeds of it. I had nurtured this part of her.
True but so did she in Krish’s case. She is the one who made him a cuckold. When she first was in Sunny’s arms on the first page of this story, she planted that seed, and she grew it into a sapling when she slept with Arman on a bench in a beach. Today it grew into a big tree with roots bigger than their life itself.

The only request now for the Author is not to make Krish caught and make it embarrassing for him and make it all his fault. My guess is Krish will hear things this time that will change his perception of bringing Desai back into their life for her happiness rather he would sacrifice Meera for her happiness to Desai.

~RCF

True but so did she in Krish’s case. She is the one who made him a cuckold. When she first was in Sunny’s arms on the first page of this story, she planted that seed, and she grew it into a sapling when she slept with Arman on a bench in a beach. Today it grew into a big tree with roots bigger than their life itself.

That was my Initial assumption too , Because Krish is not acting like traditional cuckold character where character accepted his destiny and lifestyle so there is nothing cuck feel insecured and conflicted but here Krish is full conflicted feelings .

Meera went on to fuck her boss without Krish knowledge , Twice . But Cuck Krish let it go , I think Meera know Krish will never leave her thats why she is pushing limit to see How Krish will react . 

 Desai is not dumb, he knows revealing about the topic of Alphine heights would create a doubt on him, so why is he giving hints to Krish that Meera is talking to him every day? My guess is Desai might have found the recorder after Meera left that night and knew Krish was spying. So, he wants Krish to further spy on Meera. Anything that destabilizes this marriage he should be all over it, If things go sounth he could even say to Meera that I told you to confess it to him. Maybe he is even expecting him to see in the apartment in Alphine heights for show down…who knows.

Yup Desai is so cunning and went full mode on , This is not first time he is doing something like this But Krish has become so sick he cant even understand it . Instead of playig his card against desai this pathetic loser falling in his trap that too for god knows how many times . 

I dont know why Writer giving so many plot armors to Desai . Ek character ko girakar dusre ko upar uthana natural ni lagta .

At this point Desai has more plot armor than any Hollywood Female lead stranded in alien planet .

Thinking about her and Desai is scarier for her than just cheating on Krish. She fears she will find some startling feelings that she would be unwilling to embrace. Man, how can two people feel same way about their feelings and yet hanging in there in this marriage. Krish is not ready to confront because he has nothing to offer to Meera than Desai. Meera is not ready to face herself because she is scared, she would find something in her heart that is being offered by Desai that would make her leave him impossible for ever. She is not ready to choose or willing to battle those thoughts. Irony is that she is willing to sleep with Desai in a home where she would be moving with her husband for a better future, only to be haunted by the moments she would spend on that bed forever.

Oh man just reading this section i feel so sad for couple , what a downfall . Whenever couple get intimate suddenly Desai pop ups . Now chatting and calling behind Krish back , Its like desai does not need to make any effort now His wish is Meera Command .
Irony is that she is willing to sleep with Desai in a home where she would be moving with her husband for a better future, only to be haunted by the moments she would spend on that bed forever.
Specially This , When did she became like this , not even once she thinks about it . But i think its not gonna be haunted but beautiful memory . Memory of Meera and her future Husband Desai lol . Krish waha chup kar Baja bajayega . 
Yes one thing is crystal clear Meera is in love with Desai , They went so far there is no way for their return .  The intimacy between them reached at that level where the love between them exceeded Anything Krish can offer . Meera loves Desai , Couple Chemistry and understanding and The sacrifices they are making for each other just to bang , Meera one side Cheating on her hubby which she claimed to be in love very much is big sacrifice for Desai . Though i hate it but Let be real , You dont make that kind of sacrifice for someone with whom you just wanna bang . Meera hesitation is imaginary once she let it go , Its done for Krish the moment she deny to entertain the idea of having kids . Of course she thinks that her future is somewhere else or in confusingi think thats why she wants to take time to think because it would be awkward to carry krish kid while married to desai . 

The only request now for the Author is not to make Krish caught and make it embarrassing for him and make it all his fault. My guess is Krish will hear things this time that will change his perception of bringing Desai back into their life for her happiness rather he would sacrifice Meera for her happiness to Desai.

Hahaha I wish too , I think its gonna happen , Humiliating and breaking him mentally is what desai want , He know once krish get broken his way is clear so the humiliation is essential for making Desai new SuperMan. 


The most Frustrating Part of the story is Angelization of Desai , Man is becoming saint and now even Krish thinks He is saint .

208 Pages , 48 Chapters . Desai won every battle in which he was losing and Krish lose every Battle in which he was winning and now Desai has Meera as his commander  . But we viewer Hope that Krish wins the war .
The Almighty KRISH will RISE !!!
 
or Maybe after loosing Meera and making himself Pathetic cuck , He will be happy with * HAAR KE JITNE WALE KO BAZIGAR KEHTE HAI* lol . Over and Out .