Romance An Old Debt has to be Paid..by salir

[Salir]

What an amazing update. Nadir and Meena bonding again, Meena is so beautiful in your description as if we can watch her through your words.

Few things ....

Why did Nadir not lay down for a while and not enjoy the pleasure and intimacy. He knows that things have been foggy for a while but when Meena said same thing he abruptly left for rest room. There is subtle emotion and I did not catch it nor words explained. Is it because it reminds him of his past behavior that caused the fog that made him turn his face? (1)   ......
........Meena wants what ever Nadir wants..while Nadir wants Meena to act upon her desires yet Nadir is sometimes not happy things went too fast. Meena won't say on her own will that she desires Jalal and want one last chance to be with him but would only do it for Nadir while Nadir wants her to admit she wants it herself not because Nadir wants it. Is this something that we are seeing or am I reading it wrongly? (2)

Same thing happened with Mansaur too if I recall correctly?

~RCF

(1)+[b](2): Yes, You are right![/b]

Nadir has a special quality! Weakness? Mental disorder? He wants to dig deep, very deep... into Meena's person... Meena's mind and discover...
 
What is he looking for? He doesn't know either, but maybe his motto, the motivating force in him,
is his love, to know so much and to penetrate so deeply into her inner self and discover...
 
At the same time, and this is the problem, the other person, in this case Meena, who is loved and whose inner self should be fully and transparently revealed, does not herself know what is going on inside her...

but anyway, he wants to discover if even it will be painful for him and he will suffer from it, maybe at the same time he enjoys this particular pain, and is addicted to it... some kind of minor masochism?!

have a nice time,
Salir