17-12-2024, 06:43 PM
Chapter 9: the wedding night : Connecting the minds..
As I entered the bedroom I saw my ex mother in law was sitting on the edge of bed but she got up upon seeing me . I saw she was still nervous as she held her hands near loosely her belly . She was still in her green saree outfit. I was trying to absorb her presence through my eyes , heart and mind . She still was meeting my eyes and looking at her feet like young girl. Her hair was loose a bit now with small portion of frontal hair was touching her face as A/C fan rotated in her direction . She must have reapplied her lipstick as it was darker in shade than in the evening but again it never crossed the boundary of slutiness. Her saree was neatly dbangd on her shoulders but now with the room lights I could see her bra strap through her blouse. Her saree still showed not much of her belly ; I was dying to see her belly and kiss what I imagined to be round deep navel. After couple of minutes I broke the silence and said “ Aunty , this is very very strange for me and I doing it just for our family . I hope you understand this and don’t take it the wrong way “ my ex mother law said “ please don’t be sorry and in fact I am the one who has ruined your perfect marriage and destroyed life of my own daughter. I was so against it but as a women in the family I had to give up . Like all the women here , I have always sacrificed . Nobody has ever cared about what I want , what makes me happy . But I was always expected to do what the men in the family have decided or think. After spending 30 years in a marriage I am being asked to marry to my only daughters husband who also is about half of my age is not something I thought of doing at the age of 60. I am honestly tired and surrendered to my fate . I have never lived my life on my own terms. For me duty always came first as daughter, as wife , as daughter in law , as mother but literally no one cared for me as an individual or as woman . Sorry , I just couldn’t stop my self . It is a bit too much . But I understand why we need to do this and believe me I know someone who didn’t follow the ritual and then really regretted the consequences. “ she gathered her composure and continued “ So I am really fortunate that you are so understanding and took this drastic step to help our family . I only regret what might happen to my daughter. I have few thoughts but we can discuss then in future . To night I stand before you as your wife and I promise to fulfill all my duties as a good wife and I am not saying this out of any anger or sarcasm but with my heart as I know you are great person who has sacrificed his own marriage for me . I respect you a lot and would not do anything to make you unhappy . Till last my breath I will do everything I can to be a good loving wife “ she took a pause and continued with a hint of smile “And lastly now it would be a good time to stop calling me aunty . Please call me by name as every husband calls to their wives “. I had hardly seen my ex mother in law speaking during the last month at least not in front of or with me so I didn’t expect this from her . I was glad she cleared her mind and at the very least considered me close enough to share what was on her mind. I said “ I am really glad that you shared what on your mind . I really appreciate it. This is kind new beginning of my life sorry our life and I am really hoping to do that on a right note . I believe in 50/50 in any relationship. In between husband and wife it’s 50% efforts by man and 50% by women . I don’t think or like women putting all efforts to please their men . No ! It’s my duty as well to see what makes my wife happy or sad . I believe in freedom and I like to have personal space and so naturally I never interfere in personal space of my wife . That’s how it was between my and my wife , I mean in between me and your daughter . So I will never interfere on your personal space or impose any restrictions as I don’t have that right to that on any individual. I will always treat you you are an individual as a woman yes Surekha I will always respect you as a individual and never overshadow or overpower your thinking “. I saw tears rolling on her cheeks and held her face in my hand and swept away the tears . It was time to be connected physically and I took her in a hug . Initially it was a light hug but slowly I embraced her in a tight hug . Surekha had strong built with 5 ft 5 inches and as I held tighter I started getting erection that was pressing hard on her.”
As I entered the bedroom I saw my ex mother in law was sitting on the edge of bed but she got up upon seeing me . I saw she was still nervous as she held her hands near loosely her belly . She was still in her green saree outfit. I was trying to absorb her presence through my eyes , heart and mind . She still was meeting my eyes and looking at her feet like young girl. Her hair was loose a bit now with small portion of frontal hair was touching her face as A/C fan rotated in her direction . She must have reapplied her lipstick as it was darker in shade than in the evening but again it never crossed the boundary of slutiness. Her saree was neatly dbangd on her shoulders but now with the room lights I could see her bra strap through her blouse. Her saree still showed not much of her belly ; I was dying to see her belly and kiss what I imagined to be round deep navel. After couple of minutes I broke the silence and said “ Aunty , this is very very strange for me and I doing it just for our family . I hope you understand this and don’t take it the wrong way “ my ex mother law said “ please don’t be sorry and in fact I am the one who has ruined your perfect marriage and destroyed life of my own daughter. I was so against it but as a women in the family I had to give up . Like all the women here , I have always sacrificed . Nobody has ever cared about what I want , what makes me happy . But I was always expected to do what the men in the family have decided or think. After spending 30 years in a marriage I am being asked to marry to my only daughters husband who also is about half of my age is not something I thought of doing at the age of 60. I am honestly tired and surrendered to my fate . I have never lived my life on my own terms. For me duty always came first as daughter, as wife , as daughter in law , as mother but literally no one cared for me as an individual or as woman . Sorry , I just couldn’t stop my self . It is a bit too much . But I understand why we need to do this and believe me I know someone who didn’t follow the ritual and then really regretted the consequences. “ she gathered her composure and continued “ So I am really fortunate that you are so understanding and took this drastic step to help our family . I only regret what might happen to my daughter. I have few thoughts but we can discuss then in future . To night I stand before you as your wife and I promise to fulfill all my duties as a good wife and I am not saying this out of any anger or sarcasm but with my heart as I know you are great person who has sacrificed his own marriage for me . I respect you a lot and would not do anything to make you unhappy . Till last my breath I will do everything I can to be a good loving wife “ she took a pause and continued with a hint of smile “And lastly now it would be a good time to stop calling me aunty . Please call me by name as every husband calls to their wives “. I had hardly seen my ex mother in law speaking during the last month at least not in front of or with me so I didn’t expect this from her . I was glad she cleared her mind and at the very least considered me close enough to share what was on her mind. I said “ I am really glad that you shared what on your mind . I really appreciate it. This is kind new beginning of my life sorry our life and I am really hoping to do that on a right note . I believe in 50/50 in any relationship. In between husband and wife it’s 50% efforts by man and 50% by women . I don’t think or like women putting all efforts to please their men . No ! It’s my duty as well to see what makes my wife happy or sad . I believe in freedom and I like to have personal space and so naturally I never interfere in personal space of my wife . That’s how it was between my and my wife , I mean in between me and your daughter . So I will never interfere on your personal space or impose any restrictions as I don’t have that right to that on any individual. I will always treat you you are an individual as a woman yes Surekha I will always respect you as a individual and never overshadow or overpower your thinking “. I saw tears rolling on her cheeks and held her face in my hand and swept away the tears . It was time to be connected physically and I took her in a hug . Initially it was a light hug but slowly I embraced her in a tight hug . Surekha had strong built with 5 ft 5 inches and as I held tighter I started getting erection that was pressing hard on her.”
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