Romance An Old Debt has to be Paid..by salir

[Salir]

Multiple things to consider here........

.......Meena:
One thing that really bothers me with her is she is always ready for partners to have sex and it mostly turns out so passionate that bothers me as a reader, Why is her affair always more passionate than her chemistry with Nadir? Is she missing something in her marriage? If yes why is she not addressing this issue? If one is deprived of sex then they crave it so badly that they get tempted when put into situations. So when Meena is pushed into a situation, why did she not wear clothes and went behind Nadir and asked him what does he want and why he brought Jalal into the bedroom and why he is leaving. That pro activeness would have given her clarity on what was Nadir thinking. Instead she decided to have fun the very first moment alone with Jalal. Is Meena so desperate for sex all the time?

Couple needs to have open conversation and clear things before further situations explode beyond their control.

~RCF

Here speaks M.: 

Since writing the next chapter is partly up to me, I feel that I have to answer your question about myself, Meena.

 
Firstly about sexuality, or whether I am missing something in my marriage and if yes why do I not mention it:
In my marriage, sexually and otherwise, emotionally, socially, or whatever, things are going much better than maybe over 80 percent of couples as far as I know.
We talk about ourselves, our feelings and emotional or physical desires and demands, in comparison, more than 90% of other couples!
Believe me, and maybe that's the problem, that we're so open despite everything and that causes conflicts (material for this story!). The others have nothing to say because everything (apparently and superficially, observed from the outside, externally in relation to the inner feelings of the person and externally from the marriage observed by others) is fine, but is it really so?
What I have done or will do (also in the sense of this story) will always amaze you, and maybe that's a good thing! That makes the story more interesting and worth following for you as a reader.
Wouldn't it be boring if I (in last chapter) had got dressed and sent J. home and waited obediently for my husband? (but I'll say right away that probably 80 percent of women had done that in the situation, but deep down they wanted something different, and they didn't like what they do!), then we could end this chapter and move on to the agenda.
You cannot force someone and his or her actions and reactions into clichés... We are unique.
You can tell someone your opinion about their behavior and even give them a label, a reckless person, an idiot, a sex-obsessed person, a slut, a frigid person, a cheater and so on or call the activities wrong or right...
But never ask WHY!
We are who we are and we should be unique because we have feelings, reason and instincts at the same time that separate us and make us unique... And I am Meena!
Yes I am Meena! I'm passionate about everything I do, why not, I do everything with passion and feeling my study, my Job, in my marriage, friendschip, family, and… sex… but I try to limit it and be careful...
 
If you read your opinion, the part that concerns me, and proceed as you wrote, then we don't have a story that goes on for hundreds of pages to tell, sorry, it would be a short story and moreover boring!
Wait for me still...

And call me whatever you want but follow my story!
You will certainly continue to do so, as I know you...

 YOU ALL,

M.