10-12-2024, 06:42 PM
Here is Meena talking!
Ok, I’ve held back a bit in the last few days, I don’t like writing and discussing about the story,
even if I like to write the story!
The story goes on how it happened... Some events were fun for me,
and some not, and I'm not that proud of some of them, or not at all proud even ashamed, but
that's life and I'm only a human...
The main thing is that I'm satisfied with my life and with where I stand now, I could even say I'm happy.
Why I am writing this then, now?
After reading the last posts of readers (as Nadir says always the friends,), I thought it was time I talk about a point that my dear man (A man of a male way of thinking!) hadn’t mentioned.
(By the way, he is coming back this night from a short trip abroad and I hope he could update the story, soon.)
My lovely readers of this /my story,
as it continues and is discussed, it seems to me that you see our relationships, in this phase of the story, as a line between two main active points, Nadir and Jalal. And I act or rather "react", as the third point, but just passive in the middle.
They both pull me in opposite directions and the one who is stronger at a certain moment reaches to me and wins me and then a new game starts again from the beginning, and soon…
I just wanted to mention that if my this if my impression in this regard, is correct, your interpretation is fundamentally wrong, sorry but it is so, totally wrong!
I am not a typical feminist or dominatrix! As is fashionable these days.
I would rather describe myself as feminine and I still think I like this role better. I am very feminine and love to be, I love to give myself but only in certain moments. Otherwise, I am a person who decides what happens to her.
I do not let myself be enslaved or played with, I prefer to play with others, especially with those who describe themselves as the stronger sex!
I let Nadir do everything with and accept what he asks of me because he is my happiness and the love of my life; that's why he can play with me!
What I am saying is that the state here is actually like a triangle and not a line.
There are three main points that are active and clearly the upper point of triangle, that observes the two points below and moves in a intentionally chosen way to one of the others is Meena!
I give something to someone when I want it and not when he decides what to give as a gift from me! It's that simple!
My Nadir was so busy with proudly and enthusiastically explaining his relationship to his “Controlling of the condition” that he has forgotten this point!
Kiss you all,
Ok, I’ve held back a bit in the last few days, I don’t like writing and discussing about the story,
even if I like to write the story!
The story goes on how it happened... Some events were fun for me,
and some not, and I'm not that proud of some of them, or not at all proud even ashamed, but
that's life and I'm only a human...
The main thing is that I'm satisfied with my life and with where I stand now, I could even say I'm happy.
Why I am writing this then, now?
After reading the last posts of readers (as Nadir says always the friends,), I thought it was time I talk about a point that my dear man (A man of a male way of thinking!) hadn’t mentioned.
(By the way, he is coming back this night from a short trip abroad and I hope he could update the story, soon.)
My lovely readers of this /my story,
as it continues and is discussed, it seems to me that you see our relationships, in this phase of the story, as a line between two main active points, Nadir and Jalal. And I act or rather "react", as the third point, but just passive in the middle.
They both pull me in opposite directions and the one who is stronger at a certain moment reaches to me and wins me and then a new game starts again from the beginning, and soon…
I just wanted to mention that if my this if my impression in this regard, is correct, your interpretation is fundamentally wrong, sorry but it is so, totally wrong!
I am not a typical feminist or dominatrix! As is fashionable these days.
I would rather describe myself as feminine and I still think I like this role better. I am very feminine and love to be, I love to give myself but only in certain moments. Otherwise, I am a person who decides what happens to her.
I do not let myself be enslaved or played with, I prefer to play with others, especially with those who describe themselves as the stronger sex!
I let Nadir do everything with and accept what he asks of me because he is my happiness and the love of my life; that's why he can play with me!
What I am saying is that the state here is actually like a triangle and not a line.
There are three main points that are active and clearly the upper point of triangle, that observes the two points below and moves in a intentionally chosen way to one of the others is Meena!
I give something to someone when I want it and not when he decides what to give as a gift from me! It's that simple!
My Nadir was so busy with proudly and enthusiastically explaining his relationship to his “Controlling of the condition” that he has forgotten this point!
Kiss you all,