Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

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Some observations
Author told that he deliberately edited out the detailed love making session and bonding between meera and krish as it unnecessary. Also he emphasized the problems in their relationship. This indicate the upcoming break up between the couples. Also, desai's wrong doings are erased in 42nd episode so that meera can be with him. 
Now whether desai truely loves meera or not? I don't think so. If you love someone truley, you can not cheat so easily. Due to a small fight between desai and meera, he was in frustation and he sexually use Nidhi. If it happens due the one time frustation, I can understand that. But that was not the case. He blackmailed her to do blowjob, then tried to fuck her in another day in office rest room. Then, when he got an opportunity, fucked her in Krish home and later again bring her another day for another fuck session. I don't think this is due to the momentary frustation. If you love someone, you can wait for them ( here just a few months). Even if you are frustrated, one time mistake  may be considered but a continuous sexual exploration with Nidhi shows that he don't love meera. Also he never expresssd any guilty after the incident in his behavior during his stay with bedridden kthath. Now if you observe Desai's pattern, he is also executing his darkfantacy. While he sexually exploited Nidhi, she was broke up with her boyfriend. But desai wanted her to rejoin with boyfriend and have sex with him. But insist to comback to him. He actually wanted to showcase he is much better than her boyfriend. That validation is a kick for him and that his dark fanaty. So he only look for committed women for his sexual fantasies and he wanted his pray to be with their respective committed person so that he can continue with his sexual kick.
Now considering his pattern, I don't find any suprise when he suddenly wanted meera to reconsider her decision to leave Krish during their fight. When he realized, the fight may result into a permanent break up, he suddenly changed the plate and asked meera to reconsided her decision. Later in night, he confessed Nidhi incident so that meera may reconsidee her decision. He don't wanted meera to leave krish permanently but he wanted her to consider him above krish and have a comaprsion. Once they separated, there is no fire for him to fuck meera. He wanted meera to love him and consider him more than krish. He already know he is sexually superior to krish. But he is not able to conqure completely  meera. Where as with Nidhi, ananya and even mitherai, they become complete slave of desai. He was able to break them completely. But meera still not surrendered to him completely as her feeling towards krish is still stronger than that to Desai. 
We don't know what actually happened at that night between desai and meera while krish went for a drive. We only knows about desai's confession. I think many other things happend during that night. Meera might have expressed her feeling to Desai. We don't know. The key problem for the fight was piyush and Jai incident. But couple didn't resolved the issues and they just burried it as meera given emphasis on Nidhi incident. The elephant in the room is still there. During their fight Krish made a most genuine talk with meera about his insecurity, presence of better man like desai in their life etc. May be the first time, I am seeing krish open up his heart for a direct talk with meera. He expressd why he agreed on piyush issues expecting meera  to kick desai out. All his fear and insecurity he expressed. But meera just brushed off those heartfelt talk and not ready to belive his words. As similar to Ananya case also. Suddenly over the night, she is ready to patch up and sending back desai and closing that chapter seems to be fishy for me. 
Desai in other hand promised that he will leave the couple. But later, during the telephone conversation, he always brought his desire to join with the couple and promised that  he will not make any  misadventure between the couple. This shows that, he didn't leave the couple alone. But forced to do so and he wanted to come back to the couples life. That is why the frequent visits to the pune. Including the surprise visit for the concert. 
Now the condition between desai and couple was, the moment krish ask to stop seeing meera, desai will leave their life. So either meera Or krish can stop this fun at anytime and desai is expected to leave them. By knowing this why krish wanted meera to hate desai and send him out of their life ( Piyush issue). He just need to tell meera and desai is that he don't wish to continue this fantacy and leave from their life. But krish wanted meera to hate desai and send him out from their life. This clearly indicate that krish knows meera is having a strong feeling towards Desai and he insecure that if he say NO to continue this relationship, will meera wholeheartedly do the same or not. She may stop continuing her physical relationship but by heart she may have a feeling towards Desai. Similarly, meera knows that her association with Desai making her much closer to him emotionally and he multiple time expressed his desire to mary her. She could have say a NO to Desai and convey this to krish that she do not wanted to continue this with Desai and ask him to leave. So easy. But she also wanted Desai to hate her and leave their life. So she told jai incident to desai expecting he hate her and leave her. Why she need desai to hate her. She could have easily stop their relationship. It also indicate she already fall for him. 
In the last episode, it is clear that meera is very happy whenever she met Desai. Krisn observed this spark and also her jealous towards the company of women with Desai. So krishn wanted to know what actually going betwen them even after the break up. So it is natural for him to see how they behave in the absence of krish. So he decided to hide. This may put krish in a big trouble. 
Krish understand the spark between the couple is going down ( so as the meera). We can not conclude that he is not performing good in bed based on the decreass in spark.  krish never indicated that he is not good in bed with meera. The problem is something els. Both the couple has to sit and find the solution for this.He wanted to cement the relationship, so discuss his wish to have a baby. But meera seems to be not ready for this .meera will get 6 month maternity leave. There are professional Babysitters or full time mades are available for take care the baby.  Most of the companies have creches or professional creches are available in pune. Instead she wanted krish to take care this. Krish is running his own company and still the company is in the growing phase. He can not find a good manager as easily. Remember, Desai himself tookcare the company when krish is bedridden. If someone like Desai or krish come ,  then only he can appointment such a person and take a long leave. And krish is now working in  different area compared to his previous jobs. Once his company is down, he can not find a new job easily as his job profile drastically changed. Where as meera is an employee in company and not an owner. She always have the freedom to change the company as she is working in a same filed and established.

Exactly my thought process, In order to defeat Desai you don't need to beat him or become heroic, You need to beat him in his own game..He needs to be defeated in bed, in both love and lust. If he understand that Meera has not fallen for him and despite his several plans..she will never come to him or will never choose him over Krish, thats the real defeat for him, Hence I was saying from the beginning, Meera has to do what Nidhi or Ananya couldn't do it. For her to make that kind of decision she needs strong Krish, her old Krish. Here we have not even half of our old Krish. 
No one wants Meera to end up with Desai , that would be like GOT series. Last season sucks after all the buildup lol
Break up is imminent but when the gap between the couple comes, what are they going to learn from it will define how close they will get together again at the end.