Adultery अंतर्द्वंद... मेरी कहानी ! ... मेरी ज़ुबानी

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Part 21

ढाए हैं सितम कितने कर दिया बरबाद भी..!
पर क्या करें याद आये तुम ही, हर सितम के बाद भी

Anwar ke maan main kya chal raha hai. Usne kya plan banaya hai.

Anwar ne sabse pehle meri maa ko village bhejne ka plan banaya. Anwar ne humare makan malik se kuch kaha aur humare pass ghar khali karwane ka notice aa gaya. Accident ke baad dr ne bhi kaha tha maa ko rest chahiye yaha city main pollution bahot hai hai isliye village main le jaao. mujhe bhi ab bahana mil gaya.
Maine maa ko village le gai bahoot mushkil se manaya aur kaha baad main jab woh thik ho jaaygi to city le aaoga.

Train main Anwar bhi humare sath aa gaya Maa anwar ko mere dost ki taarh janti thi.
village aane par Anwar ne mujhe kuch saman lene bazar bheej diya aur meri maa ke pass gaya

Anwar: Maa mujhe aapki beti bahoot pasand hai main us se shadi karna chhati hoo.
Maa: Par meri to koi beti nahi hai mera to ek beta hain... ( maa jaise bhool hi gai thi ki uski beti hai beta nahi...)
Anwar: Aap kab tak duniya ko jooth bologi... Aapko kya lagta hai kriti ke sath shadi kar kaise rehge dono...
Maa: yeh sab sun bahoot ghabra gai jaise usko sab samjh aa gaya ki woh apne bete ke pyar main kya karne jaa rahi thi..
Anwar: kyoo apni beti ki life kharab kar rahi hoo usko drugs( hakeem ki desi dawa) de de kar kya bana diya tumne... apne beti par taras khaoo, nahi to main sari duniya ko bata sachai bata donga..
Maa: nahi nahi aisa mat karna ( rote hue)
Anwar: ab aap yaha aram se rahoo aur apni beti ko bhi aram se rehne do.

Tabhi main bhi bazar se ghar aa gai. Maine maa ko rote hue dekha. Maa ke pass jaa kar poocha kya hua.
Maa ne mujhe gale laga liya aur rone lagi..
Anwar mere pass aaya aur kaha ab se tum ko aise rehne ki jarurat nahi jaise ho waise raho jaao change kar ke aao.
Main chup chap waha se dosre room main jaa pooja ban kar aa gai..
Anwar: dekho apni beti ko kitni pyari hai tum usko bekar main ...
Maa ne mujhe is taarh larki ki taarh first time dekh rahi thi.. mere ko gale laag woh rone lagi..
mujhe maaf kar do beti .. main bete ke chakar main tere sath bahoot galat kar rahi thi....

Ab maa dhere dhere normal hone lagi and mujhe bhi accha laga ki ab mujhe maa se jhooth nahi bolna parega.
Maa ne mujhe aur anwar dono ko gale laga liya.. shyad woh ab meri jagah Anwar ko apna beta samjh apni dil ko tasallee de rahi thi.
Jaisa Anwar unka beta aur main unki bahu hoo...

Maine socha bhi nahi tha Anwar aise itni aasani se yeh sab kar lega... Main bahoot khoosh thi..

Par is waqt mujhe bhi nahi pata tha ki waqt ne kya likha hai meri life main....

Maa ko village chhodkar kar Main Anwar ke sath Wapis aa gai ( Main ab Pooja ban kar wapis aai)

Anwar ke sath anita ke ghar aa gai.
Anwar ne mujhe kaha ab darne ki jarurat nahi tum ab pooja hoo.
Tera Aadhar, Bank account, Driving License sab tumare pass hain.
Anwar: Par abhi kuch time tak tumko Pankaj bhi bane rehna hoga..
Main itna khush thi ki Anwar ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti thi..

Anwar ne mujhe apni tarf keech kar meri eyes main dekh kar kaha Anita bata rahi thi tere ko nath utarwane ki jaldi hain.
Mujhe yeh sun bahoot sharm feel hui waise yeh sach tha par is tarah jab usne kaah to mujhe bahoot sharm aai
mera face red ho gaya shram se.
Anwar ne mera face apne hath main le mere lips par apne lips rakhe diye.. aur mere lips ko choosne laga..
uski zeebh mere lips se mere muh main aa gai and meri zeebh se tuch hone lagi.. woh mere lips ko aise choos raha tha jaise icecreme hoo.
Anwar ne meri eyes main dekha aur kaah jaldi mat kar sara plan kahrab ho jaayga .. Abhi control kar apne upar .... thora intzaar karo abhi..

Anwar: Pooja ab tum wahi karogi jo main kahoga.
Pooja: kya karna hai mujhe.. ( mujhe accha nahi laga rha intzaar karna par anwar ne kaha hai to kuch soch kar hi kaah hoga)
Anwar: Sabse pehle Kriti se milo Pankaj ban us ke bare main jaano usse dosti karo and usko confort feel karwao ki tum se shadi karne par woh free life jee sakti hai jaise woh chahti hai. ( Anwar maan hi maan kuch aur soch raha tha uski nazar shayd kriti par bhi thi)
Pooja: main kar longi (jayda muhkil kaam nahi laga mujhe yeh)
Anwar: Tum Kriti ke dad se miloge aur kahoge ki maa ki tabiyat thik nahi isliye usko village main....
Pooja: Kriti ke dad ke pass jana jarori hai kya... woh mujhe ( mujhe unke pass jane main daar lagta tha)
Anwar: Jo keh raha hoo woh karo ( Anwar smile ke sath soch raha tha tere daar to tabhi door hoga jab tu uske bed par uski rani banegi)
Pooja: thik hai chali jaaogi
Anwar: aur un se 10-15 lakh bhi mang lena maa ki bimari aur apne liye...
Pooja: itne paisse ( mujhe Kriti ke dad se paise lena accha nahi lagta tha last time bhi paise lene ke liye mujhe unka lund chosna para tha )
Anwar: tu na jayda socha mat kar jo kehta hoo bas karti jaa
Pooja: thik hain

Anwar: ab tu rest karo aur jayda mat soch!
Main Anwar ko jate hue dekh rahi thi and soch rahi thi Anwar ne kya plan banaya hai kuch samjh nahi aaya.. Kriti se milna fir uske dad se ...
Maa ko to bata hi diya hai fir mujhe abhi Pankaj banne ki kya jarurt .

[Baad main Anwar ne mere liye pooja naam se education ke certificate bhi banwa diye
Aur ek aur collage main admission bhi karwa diya]


End of Part 21