09-06-2024, 11:28 PM
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Life continued the same way for the rest of the months with Prashanth sir becoming like a family member visiting us often and providing us with whatever we needed. Somehow, I did not see Prashanth sir and my mother talking about marriage and living together any time. Seeing Prashanth sir as the only man around me, I developed sexual interest on him and secretly had a crush on him. I used to sometimes feel jealous of my mom and I always fantasized Prashanth sir making love me when fingering myself. As my exams started to near, I had to focus more on studies and fingered myself about once a month or so whenever I felt very horny and could not control anymore. To help me with my studies, Prashanth sir also started to spend more time with me teaching me in my room when at home. At times, when mom stayed back at college, Prashanth sir used to drop me home on his bike and stay with me in my room teaching me until mom came home. With time, Prashanth sir started to flirt and tease me. He used to ask me if I tried the new bra and panty asking me when will he get to see me wearing it. He used to say all this in a funny way and I used to think he was just joking, but gradually, I saw his hands touching my body differently. I could sense the movements of his hands igniting a different feeling altogether. Although in such moments, I was showing resistance to him, I was also feeling more drawn towards Prashanth sir sexually. Sex was entirely new to me and I believed whatever he was saying and doing was natural. I was afraid of losing his care and support and tried to not stop him. Things came to a point when I could feel him sitting next to me teaching and his hands were brushing against my boobs purposely. I used to remain still as it used to also make me feel horny and my nipples were becoming sensitive to his male hands. I was afraid to reveal these things to my mom. I thought of enjoying this secretly with Prashanth sir as he wanted.
One day after college when my mom was taking tuitions, I came home with Prashanth sir on his bike. I thought he wanted to teach me and so he was here, but once we came home, he took out a packet and asked me to try and see. I asked him what it was as it was covered with a brown cover. I opened it to see a bra and panty set. I felt awkward and said no. Not only was I afraid of such things, but I was also feeling very shy about myself since I was just growing up and did not have boobs like my mom. He asked me to not get scared and kept telling me that mom will not know and that it is his secret gift for me. When he said that I was being rude to him and not trusting him even though he cared for me and supported me in everything, I silently gave in and went to my room to change. I hesitantly unbuttoned and removed my uniform shirt wondering if I should do this or not. I felt I would be in more loss if I did not do it as he may get angry and not help me anymore. I also had mixed feelings of wanting to see how he reacts seeing me and whether he would like me or not. With these thoughts in my mind, I removed my bra and threw it on my bed. I was standing topless in my college skirt and opening the new bra box when Prashanth sir suddenly came into my room. I felt shocked and dropped the box on the floor and turned away from him. I stood covering my boobs with my hands and looked behind asking him to wait out and that I will wear and call him. I saw Prashanth sir instead smiling, He came closer and bent down near me. I was afraid if he will lift my skirt up and I immediately caught my skirt behind me with one hand and covered my boobs with my other hand. Prashanth sir actually picked the box which had fallen near my feet. I kept telling him please sir and asked him to leave, but he was calm and quietly said that its okay and asked me to relax and try it on. He opened the box and held the bra in his hand for me to try. Still facing the other side, I took the bra from his hand and began to wear it. When I tried to clasp the pins in the back, Prashanth sir himself stood behind me and pinned the hooks of bra. As he tried adjusting the bra straps to fit my size, I felt his rough fingers rub against my soft skin on shoulder and back. I caught my shoulder and tried to turn my body to face him. I had no strength to resist him when he turned me towards him. I now stood in front of him in just my bra and uniform skirt. I was feeling shy and put my head down and still covered my boobs with both my hands. He kept talking to make me comfortable but I could hear nothing but my own heartbeat at that time. He casually caught both my hands spreading them out. While doing so, he pulled me towards him as he walked backwards and sat on bed. He was now sitting on bed and I stood between his legs in front of him. His face was just in front of my chest.
I did not have the courage to look at Prashanth sir and avoided any eye contact with him. He asked me if the bra was comfortable and put his finger inside the edges of my new bra. He complimented me saying that I was very fair and beautiful than my mom and said that I will become every man’s choice after 2-3 years if I develop more bigger boobs and ass. After hearing him say that, I felt somewhat confident and bold but I still felt afraid as it was my first time. He asked me if I did anything to my boobs to make it big. I felt ashamed and just nodded my head sideways and looked away from him. He knew I was feeling uncomfortable with all this. He compelled me to sit on his right lap. This made me to sit on his right thigh with both my legs held together in between his legs because he was sitting on bed with his legs widely separated. He pulled me closer to him and had both his hands on me. His right hand was rubbing the skin of my bare back and his left hand was moving on my stomach. He then said to me that my mom will not be telling all this to me. He said that my boobs will become big if I massage them regularly and if someone sucks on it. While saying so, I did not realize that he had unclasped my bra from behind making it to loosely hang on my chest. He pushed his left hand from underneath the bra and began to cup my small boobs and press them. I could feel pain in my boobs with his pressing but the nipples were hard with the touch of his rough hands over it. With fear I just sat on his lap speechless and letting him grope my boobs. While doing so, he was staring at me and asked me if I did not want big boobs like my mother. I said no and asked him to leave me. I was feeling like crying. Just then, he started to console me saying that he was actually trying to do good to me and I was acting weird. He asked me how will boys like me if I don’t look good. He told me that all women do this secretly to look good and that I should not get scared. He told me that I was very innocent about sex. While talking, I felt his left hand move under my skirt and rub the insides of my thigh. I felt my whole body increased in sensation and my hairs standing. Prashanth sir was softly talking to me not bothered about my discomfort. He said that boys will have a penis which becomes big only if the girl is looking good with big boobs and ass. He asked me if I had seen a penis. When I said no, he boldly started to unzip his pants saying see here, I will show you. I said no and tried to get up but he caught me firmly with his right hand and did not let me get up from his lap. I restlessly sat on his lap watching him unbuckle his belt and open his pants. I still remember that scene. It was my first time seeing a man’s organ in real and that too, so close. Prashanth sir was wearing a dark blue underwear and I could see his penis inside the underwear forming a bulge like a thick pipe.
Seeing me wanting to move away from him, Prashanth sir was quick to catch my left hand and push it into his underwear. I felt his penis in my hand and I got more scared. He pulled down his underwear to release his penis out for me to see. I saw his penis was jerking. He caught my wrist and compelled me to hold his penis. In a soft manner, he asked me to look at it and said that girls will enjoy it only when it is hard and big. I was nervously shivering when he moved my hand by holding my wrist as if to give him a handjob. While this was happening, I could not stop looking at the way his penis grew in size and I felt it becoming harder in my left hand as I stroked it. I felt curious to see everything, the roughness of the hairs around the penis and a black bulging sac below. I gave up my fears and made myself comfortable sitting on his right lap by placing my right hand on his right knee and continued to watch his penis jerk and become hard while I was holding and moving it in my left hand. I saw Prashanth sir enjoying it now and seeing me comfortably stroking his cock. He left my left wrist and asked me to continue what I was doing. He put his left hand again inside my skirt and I felt his hands rub over my thighs to reach my pussy. I held my legs more tightly for some reason and did not want him to touch my pussy. I could feel his fingers trying to push through between my legs. Even though I did not let his fingers touch my pussy directly, I could feel his fingers trace around it over my panties. I was beginning to feel wetness there. Prashanth sir was squeezing my right boob with his right hand around me. His kisses on my left shoulder gradually moved closer to my left boob and I suddenly felt a current shock when felt his lips on my left nipple sucking. This made me stop stroking and remain still for a while, but Prashanth sir immediately pulled out his left hand from my skirt and caught my left wrist again and made me to stroke his penis.
After few minutes, Prashanth sir made me to stand and he also got up from bed. I thought it is over but I saw him drop his underwear and pants completely down to his ankle. He made me sit on bed and stood in front of me. He stood in front of me and his cock was pointing at me right in front of my face. He caught my hairs from behind and pulled me closer making his penis to rub on my face. He caught his penis with his right hand and tried to push it into my mouth. I felt his penis rub on my lips as he kept asking me to open my mouth. As soon as my lips parted slightly, he pushed his penis inside my mouth. With both his hands holding my hairs behind my head, I could not move away. He asked me to suck tightly. The taste of his penis and the size was making it difficult for me but I obediently tried doing as he asked me to do. I made my lips to tightly hold his penis and sucked him. Prashanth sir started moving his hips back and forth which made his penis move in and out of mouth while I remained sucking as much as I could. After few minutes, I heard Prashanth sir moan loudly and push his penis very deep into my mouth. I felt it reach my throat and I began to choke. I tried to pull away from him but he was holding me tightly. I now felt a different taste in my saliva and I felt more sticky saliva in my mouth. With all this, his loud moans made me even more scared. I pushed him away forcefully and ran crying to washroom to spit the saliva out. I spat everything in the sink and began washing my mouth. Prashanth sir came behind me wearing his pants and belt. He was laughing and asked me to not get scared. He was telling me that it was just a fluid that comes out of a man when he is happy with a woman. He took me back to my room and kept telling me that I was very good and I made him very happy. He tried to be nice to me and console me, but I continued to cry in shock and fear. The doorbell rang, and I felt afraid more with my mom coming. I saw Prashanth sir also was afraid and he picked the box that had panty and hid it under my bed. He threw the shirt on me asking me to wear it soon. He stood near the door waiting for me to signal him. I wiped my tears and wore the shirt. My mom saw Prashanth sir and happily greeted him when entering. She saw me and immediately noticed that I was crying and asked what happened. Before I said anything, Prashanth sir said that he scolded me for not answering his questions. My mom believed it and felt upset. She instructed me at that time to concentrate more on my studies. I put my head down and walked back to my room.
My mom prepared tea for us. Prashanth sir and mom sat in living room having their tea while I remained in my room. Before leaving, Prashanth sir came to me once more and asked me if I was fine and if felt anything wrong. When I said that I was fine, he said that I was just scared for no reason. He said he will talk to me later and asked me to not tell my mom anything. I remained silent at home and could not share anything with my mom. That night, when I slept I had developed fears thinking about sex. I did not find it enjoyable but I was afraid thinking about man. I felt scary thinking of my experience that day holding a man’s penis and having oral sex for the first time. The next day at college, I avoided Prashanth sir but he called me to his cabin and spoke to me. He apologized to me saying that he did not mean to scare me but it was normal and he thought I would enjoy it with him. I remained silent and just nodded and agreed to everything he said. He promised me to not do it again, but told me to feel free with him and let him know if I needed anything or even wanted to do it again. For now, he advised me to concentrate on my studies and pass the upcoming exams. He assured me that he will give me full marks in internal exams, but I have to make sure that I do well in the public exam.
From that day, Prashanth sir regularly spent time with me in the evenings to coach me in my studies. Gradually, his flirting and touching started again. When teaching, he sometimes put his hands inside my top and groped my boobs for fun. He used to put his hands under my skirt and rub my pussy till I became wet, and he used to ask me if I liked it. I did not stop him as I once again developed sexual feelings for him and was now enjoying the touches. At the same time, I did not have the courage to take it forward. Anything more, I felt afraid of and asked him to stop. Meanwhile, his relationship with my mom continued and he used to disclose some of the sexual things my mom did when having sex with him. This used to turn me on even further and imagine Prashanth sir in my fantasies but never in real.
After my exams, we were having holidays. Both me and my mom were at home most of the time. Mom had to do some paper corrections and occasionally went to college. Prashanth sir did not have much reasons to spend time alone with me and he did not get any opportunities to try anything sexual with me. Even though he stayed at home on some days, his interaction with me was in always front of my mom. Already I was feeling bored those days being at home, and I slowly started to miss the sexual feelings I used to get with Prashanth sir. I felt jealous of my mom whenever I witnessed their intimacy. Since I was alone at home and getting bored, I slowly started to learn cooking from mom. Prashanth sir used to appreciate whatever I cooked and I felt encouraged with him. Once when we were together, I asked my mom if I can learn dancing. My mom said no immediately but Prashanth sir supported me saying it is good for girls. We had a debate over it and my mom was upset but agreed since Prashanth sir was on my side.
Two days later, Prashanth sir and mom came home one day and told me that they have enrolled me to a dance college nearby. I was very happy and thanked my mom and mainly, Prashanth sir for it. From the next day, I started to attend the dance class in the morning hours. This gave my mom and Prashanth sir complete privacy at home. I could see my mom very happy these days and understood that she must be liking and enjoying her time with Prashanth sir. Her happiness soon turned sad when Prashanth sir went out of station with his family to his hometown for the holidays. Both me and my mom started spending time together these days as she taught me cooking and I used to tell her about what I learned in dance college. One night when we were together talking about dresses, I told my mom that I did not like the way she dressed. When she inquired, I told her that sometimes she is exposing herself and not noticing men watching her in a bad way. Mom immediately laughed hearing that and said to me that I was trying to be her mom because she must actually be asking me to dress modestly while I was. She asked me if men won’t look at women if they dress up carefully. I had no answer and sat silent. She then continued to say that she was also dressing up carefully before, but later, realized that men don’t like women who don’t show their beauty. She told me that Prashanth sir also likes her because of that reason only and that he does not have a problem with it. She said that being like that has its own advantages in life and laughed saying that I will understand it myself when I grow older. I thought my mom was wrong in her thinking, but I was also confused and so I agreed to her in this regard and did not ask her more.
A few days later, my exam results were out and I passed in first class. My mom was proud of me that day and prepared sweets for me. While we talked that day, I asked my mom if we can buy a mobile phone. Back then, mobile phones had just come into market and advertisements of it was everywhere. My mom said that she was also thinking about getting one but did not know which one is good. She said she had asked Prashanth sir to help get one as he already had one with him. She asked me to wait until Prashanth sir returns, but I told her that we ourselves can go and check in some shops to at least know about it. Mom agreed and we got ready and went walking to a nearby mobile shop in main road that evening. It was a small local store with only one young shopkeeper. He mainly does currency recharges but also had few phone models for sale with him. As soon as we entered the shop, I saw that the man looked at my mom with lust. I caught his eyes stealing glances at my mom’s hips. At that time, my mom was wearing a simple chiffon saree in a casual way. Mom asked him to show us some good phones within reasonable budget. Mom said that her budget was 3000, but the new mobiles he had was all priced at 5000 and above. Both me and mom liked a Nokia phone but it was priced at 7,500.
Mom started to bargain with the shopkeeper, but he was not agreeing to reduce the price. In between, he had to attend other people who came for currency recharge. I was getting disappointed but my mom was not ready to leave. She kept holding the mobile asking him for a discount. She then started telling him that she was divorced and we were living alone here. She said that she has to take care of the house expenses entirely in addition to my college expenses. While saying all this, I noticed my mom leaning forward on the table and adjusting her saree frequently in front of him. She was giving him flirty smiles and looks. She indirectly made advances to him asking him to give a good price for a friend and we will come here regularly to you for anything related to mobile. The guy was smiling and enjoying my mom’s show and talks but was not ready to reduce the cost. My mom diverted him talking about fear of thefts if it is so costly. For protection, he suggested to use tags with mobile. Mom asked him to show some tags and how it is fixed. After he put a tag to the mobile, he put it over my mom’s neck to show her how it is worn. Mom stood straight and asking him if it was correct, she adjusted the saree pallu in front such that her belly was completely exposed and the saree passed between her boobs on to her shoulder. When checking, the guy was actually looking at my mom’s exposed belly and navel since the mobile was hanging just above her navel. As if adjusting her looks, my mom put her fingers into the saree on her hip and kept adjusting the saree level in front of him. I felt awkward at that time and moved away as if I was looking at other mobiles. The guy was smiling at my mom and said it looked fine. My mom then showed him that there was something sharp in the tag. Trying to check, the guy was now brushing his fingers on my mom’s navel as he tried to adjust the small metal ring on the tag. My mom asked him now for the final price. He laughed and said that he already told the price. My mom made a sad face and looked at him in flirty and pleasing way. Instead of saying that he is okay to reduce the price, he asked if we wanted the sim card also. While filling the form for it, my mom stood leaning forward in front of him showing off her cleavage. She kept chatting with him inquiring of his personal details. Finally, when it came to the payment, he reduced it to 5,500, and my mom paid him 3000 and said that she will pay the remaining amount in 2 weeks. He tried to say no to my mom but my mom convinced him saying that he already has our address and phone number so he should not worry about it.
When we came out, both me and my mom started to laugh about how my mom made the bargain. I was surprised seeing the confidence level my mom had in seducing men for her benefit. After we came home, I excitedly spent my time with our first new mobile phone. The number was not yet activated so I started to play the games it had and saw all the features. The next day when the number was activated, mom started calling her friends and our relatives sharing our mobile number with them. We had to talk in a controlled manner at that time keeping track of the currency after each call ended. Prashanth sir returned from his hometown and came home after a few days. He had bought some sarees for mom and dresses for me from his hometown. He congratulated me for passing my exams and discussed with my mom about my future studies. I also showed him the mobile phone mom had got for us.
Over the next few days, Prashanth sir used his influence and helped my mom to get me admitted to a commerce college for my +1. Although the college was good, our life became different and difficult since then. I had to travel by share autos and local train to reach my college. I used to leave home early and return home late daily. Most of my time at home was spent studying and sleeping. During these times, my mom continued to have her affair with Prashanth sir at home. Because he cannot drink at his home, he started staying at our home more often and drink at night with my mom in her room. I did not interfere with anything and let my mom live her life. I went out with them occasionally only when I had to. Prashanth sir continued flirting with me secretly, but I never allowed things to go beyond that. I had very little time and interest towards sex at that time. I was also beginning to hate men at that time because of my experiences that I had when I was travelling in share autos and local train. It was registered in my mind that sex was something I should avoid. After completing my +2, I joined B.Com in the same college to continue my studies. Almost 3 years had passed now until another instance occurred in my life which re-ignited my sexual desires.
One day after college when my mom was taking tuitions, I came home with Prashanth sir on his bike. I thought he wanted to teach me and so he was here, but once we came home, he took out a packet and asked me to try and see. I asked him what it was as it was covered with a brown cover. I opened it to see a bra and panty set. I felt awkward and said no. Not only was I afraid of such things, but I was also feeling very shy about myself since I was just growing up and did not have boobs like my mom. He asked me to not get scared and kept telling me that mom will not know and that it is his secret gift for me. When he said that I was being rude to him and not trusting him even though he cared for me and supported me in everything, I silently gave in and went to my room to change. I hesitantly unbuttoned and removed my uniform shirt wondering if I should do this or not. I felt I would be in more loss if I did not do it as he may get angry and not help me anymore. I also had mixed feelings of wanting to see how he reacts seeing me and whether he would like me or not. With these thoughts in my mind, I removed my bra and threw it on my bed. I was standing topless in my college skirt and opening the new bra box when Prashanth sir suddenly came into my room. I felt shocked and dropped the box on the floor and turned away from him. I stood covering my boobs with my hands and looked behind asking him to wait out and that I will wear and call him. I saw Prashanth sir instead smiling, He came closer and bent down near me. I was afraid if he will lift my skirt up and I immediately caught my skirt behind me with one hand and covered my boobs with my other hand. Prashanth sir actually picked the box which had fallen near my feet. I kept telling him please sir and asked him to leave, but he was calm and quietly said that its okay and asked me to relax and try it on. He opened the box and held the bra in his hand for me to try. Still facing the other side, I took the bra from his hand and began to wear it. When I tried to clasp the pins in the back, Prashanth sir himself stood behind me and pinned the hooks of bra. As he tried adjusting the bra straps to fit my size, I felt his rough fingers rub against my soft skin on shoulder and back. I caught my shoulder and tried to turn my body to face him. I had no strength to resist him when he turned me towards him. I now stood in front of him in just my bra and uniform skirt. I was feeling shy and put my head down and still covered my boobs with both my hands. He kept talking to make me comfortable but I could hear nothing but my own heartbeat at that time. He casually caught both my hands spreading them out. While doing so, he pulled me towards him as he walked backwards and sat on bed. He was now sitting on bed and I stood between his legs in front of him. His face was just in front of my chest.
I did not have the courage to look at Prashanth sir and avoided any eye contact with him. He asked me if the bra was comfortable and put his finger inside the edges of my new bra. He complimented me saying that I was very fair and beautiful than my mom and said that I will become every man’s choice after 2-3 years if I develop more bigger boobs and ass. After hearing him say that, I felt somewhat confident and bold but I still felt afraid as it was my first time. He asked me if I did anything to my boobs to make it big. I felt ashamed and just nodded my head sideways and looked away from him. He knew I was feeling uncomfortable with all this. He compelled me to sit on his right lap. This made me to sit on his right thigh with both my legs held together in between his legs because he was sitting on bed with his legs widely separated. He pulled me closer to him and had both his hands on me. His right hand was rubbing the skin of my bare back and his left hand was moving on my stomach. He then said to me that my mom will not be telling all this to me. He said that my boobs will become big if I massage them regularly and if someone sucks on it. While saying so, I did not realize that he had unclasped my bra from behind making it to loosely hang on my chest. He pushed his left hand from underneath the bra and began to cup my small boobs and press them. I could feel pain in my boobs with his pressing but the nipples were hard with the touch of his rough hands over it. With fear I just sat on his lap speechless and letting him grope my boobs. While doing so, he was staring at me and asked me if I did not want big boobs like my mother. I said no and asked him to leave me. I was feeling like crying. Just then, he started to console me saying that he was actually trying to do good to me and I was acting weird. He asked me how will boys like me if I don’t look good. He told me that all women do this secretly to look good and that I should not get scared. He told me that I was very innocent about sex. While talking, I felt his left hand move under my skirt and rub the insides of my thigh. I felt my whole body increased in sensation and my hairs standing. Prashanth sir was softly talking to me not bothered about my discomfort. He said that boys will have a penis which becomes big only if the girl is looking good with big boobs and ass. He asked me if I had seen a penis. When I said no, he boldly started to unzip his pants saying see here, I will show you. I said no and tried to get up but he caught me firmly with his right hand and did not let me get up from his lap. I restlessly sat on his lap watching him unbuckle his belt and open his pants. I still remember that scene. It was my first time seeing a man’s organ in real and that too, so close. Prashanth sir was wearing a dark blue underwear and I could see his penis inside the underwear forming a bulge like a thick pipe.
Seeing me wanting to move away from him, Prashanth sir was quick to catch my left hand and push it into his underwear. I felt his penis in my hand and I got more scared. He pulled down his underwear to release his penis out for me to see. I saw his penis was jerking. He caught my wrist and compelled me to hold his penis. In a soft manner, he asked me to look at it and said that girls will enjoy it only when it is hard and big. I was nervously shivering when he moved my hand by holding my wrist as if to give him a handjob. While this was happening, I could not stop looking at the way his penis grew in size and I felt it becoming harder in my left hand as I stroked it. I felt curious to see everything, the roughness of the hairs around the penis and a black bulging sac below. I gave up my fears and made myself comfortable sitting on his right lap by placing my right hand on his right knee and continued to watch his penis jerk and become hard while I was holding and moving it in my left hand. I saw Prashanth sir enjoying it now and seeing me comfortably stroking his cock. He left my left wrist and asked me to continue what I was doing. He put his left hand again inside my skirt and I felt his hands rub over my thighs to reach my pussy. I held my legs more tightly for some reason and did not want him to touch my pussy. I could feel his fingers trying to push through between my legs. Even though I did not let his fingers touch my pussy directly, I could feel his fingers trace around it over my panties. I was beginning to feel wetness there. Prashanth sir was squeezing my right boob with his right hand around me. His kisses on my left shoulder gradually moved closer to my left boob and I suddenly felt a current shock when felt his lips on my left nipple sucking. This made me stop stroking and remain still for a while, but Prashanth sir immediately pulled out his left hand from my skirt and caught my left wrist again and made me to stroke his penis.
After few minutes, Prashanth sir made me to stand and he also got up from bed. I thought it is over but I saw him drop his underwear and pants completely down to his ankle. He made me sit on bed and stood in front of me. He stood in front of me and his cock was pointing at me right in front of my face. He caught my hairs from behind and pulled me closer making his penis to rub on my face. He caught his penis with his right hand and tried to push it into my mouth. I felt his penis rub on my lips as he kept asking me to open my mouth. As soon as my lips parted slightly, he pushed his penis inside my mouth. With both his hands holding my hairs behind my head, I could not move away. He asked me to suck tightly. The taste of his penis and the size was making it difficult for me but I obediently tried doing as he asked me to do. I made my lips to tightly hold his penis and sucked him. Prashanth sir started moving his hips back and forth which made his penis move in and out of mouth while I remained sucking as much as I could. After few minutes, I heard Prashanth sir moan loudly and push his penis very deep into my mouth. I felt it reach my throat and I began to choke. I tried to pull away from him but he was holding me tightly. I now felt a different taste in my saliva and I felt more sticky saliva in my mouth. With all this, his loud moans made me even more scared. I pushed him away forcefully and ran crying to washroom to spit the saliva out. I spat everything in the sink and began washing my mouth. Prashanth sir came behind me wearing his pants and belt. He was laughing and asked me to not get scared. He was telling me that it was just a fluid that comes out of a man when he is happy with a woman. He took me back to my room and kept telling me that I was very good and I made him very happy. He tried to be nice to me and console me, but I continued to cry in shock and fear. The doorbell rang, and I felt afraid more with my mom coming. I saw Prashanth sir also was afraid and he picked the box that had panty and hid it under my bed. He threw the shirt on me asking me to wear it soon. He stood near the door waiting for me to signal him. I wiped my tears and wore the shirt. My mom saw Prashanth sir and happily greeted him when entering. She saw me and immediately noticed that I was crying and asked what happened. Before I said anything, Prashanth sir said that he scolded me for not answering his questions. My mom believed it and felt upset. She instructed me at that time to concentrate more on my studies. I put my head down and walked back to my room.
My mom prepared tea for us. Prashanth sir and mom sat in living room having their tea while I remained in my room. Before leaving, Prashanth sir came to me once more and asked me if I was fine and if felt anything wrong. When I said that I was fine, he said that I was just scared for no reason. He said he will talk to me later and asked me to not tell my mom anything. I remained silent at home and could not share anything with my mom. That night, when I slept I had developed fears thinking about sex. I did not find it enjoyable but I was afraid thinking about man. I felt scary thinking of my experience that day holding a man’s penis and having oral sex for the first time. The next day at college, I avoided Prashanth sir but he called me to his cabin and spoke to me. He apologized to me saying that he did not mean to scare me but it was normal and he thought I would enjoy it with him. I remained silent and just nodded and agreed to everything he said. He promised me to not do it again, but told me to feel free with him and let him know if I needed anything or even wanted to do it again. For now, he advised me to concentrate on my studies and pass the upcoming exams. He assured me that he will give me full marks in internal exams, but I have to make sure that I do well in the public exam.
From that day, Prashanth sir regularly spent time with me in the evenings to coach me in my studies. Gradually, his flirting and touching started again. When teaching, he sometimes put his hands inside my top and groped my boobs for fun. He used to put his hands under my skirt and rub my pussy till I became wet, and he used to ask me if I liked it. I did not stop him as I once again developed sexual feelings for him and was now enjoying the touches. At the same time, I did not have the courage to take it forward. Anything more, I felt afraid of and asked him to stop. Meanwhile, his relationship with my mom continued and he used to disclose some of the sexual things my mom did when having sex with him. This used to turn me on even further and imagine Prashanth sir in my fantasies but never in real.
After my exams, we were having holidays. Both me and my mom were at home most of the time. Mom had to do some paper corrections and occasionally went to college. Prashanth sir did not have much reasons to spend time alone with me and he did not get any opportunities to try anything sexual with me. Even though he stayed at home on some days, his interaction with me was in always front of my mom. Already I was feeling bored those days being at home, and I slowly started to miss the sexual feelings I used to get with Prashanth sir. I felt jealous of my mom whenever I witnessed their intimacy. Since I was alone at home and getting bored, I slowly started to learn cooking from mom. Prashanth sir used to appreciate whatever I cooked and I felt encouraged with him. Once when we were together, I asked my mom if I can learn dancing. My mom said no immediately but Prashanth sir supported me saying it is good for girls. We had a debate over it and my mom was upset but agreed since Prashanth sir was on my side.
Two days later, Prashanth sir and mom came home one day and told me that they have enrolled me to a dance college nearby. I was very happy and thanked my mom and mainly, Prashanth sir for it. From the next day, I started to attend the dance class in the morning hours. This gave my mom and Prashanth sir complete privacy at home. I could see my mom very happy these days and understood that she must be liking and enjoying her time with Prashanth sir. Her happiness soon turned sad when Prashanth sir went out of station with his family to his hometown for the holidays. Both me and my mom started spending time together these days as she taught me cooking and I used to tell her about what I learned in dance college. One night when we were together talking about dresses, I told my mom that I did not like the way she dressed. When she inquired, I told her that sometimes she is exposing herself and not noticing men watching her in a bad way. Mom immediately laughed hearing that and said to me that I was trying to be her mom because she must actually be asking me to dress modestly while I was. She asked me if men won’t look at women if they dress up carefully. I had no answer and sat silent. She then continued to say that she was also dressing up carefully before, but later, realized that men don’t like women who don’t show their beauty. She told me that Prashanth sir also likes her because of that reason only and that he does not have a problem with it. She said that being like that has its own advantages in life and laughed saying that I will understand it myself when I grow older. I thought my mom was wrong in her thinking, but I was also confused and so I agreed to her in this regard and did not ask her more.
A few days later, my exam results were out and I passed in first class. My mom was proud of me that day and prepared sweets for me. While we talked that day, I asked my mom if we can buy a mobile phone. Back then, mobile phones had just come into market and advertisements of it was everywhere. My mom said that she was also thinking about getting one but did not know which one is good. She said she had asked Prashanth sir to help get one as he already had one with him. She asked me to wait until Prashanth sir returns, but I told her that we ourselves can go and check in some shops to at least know about it. Mom agreed and we got ready and went walking to a nearby mobile shop in main road that evening. It was a small local store with only one young shopkeeper. He mainly does currency recharges but also had few phone models for sale with him. As soon as we entered the shop, I saw that the man looked at my mom with lust. I caught his eyes stealing glances at my mom’s hips. At that time, my mom was wearing a simple chiffon saree in a casual way. Mom asked him to show us some good phones within reasonable budget. Mom said that her budget was 3000, but the new mobiles he had was all priced at 5000 and above. Both me and mom liked a Nokia phone but it was priced at 7,500.
Mom started to bargain with the shopkeeper, but he was not agreeing to reduce the price. In between, he had to attend other people who came for currency recharge. I was getting disappointed but my mom was not ready to leave. She kept holding the mobile asking him for a discount. She then started telling him that she was divorced and we were living alone here. She said that she has to take care of the house expenses entirely in addition to my college expenses. While saying all this, I noticed my mom leaning forward on the table and adjusting her saree frequently in front of him. She was giving him flirty smiles and looks. She indirectly made advances to him asking him to give a good price for a friend and we will come here regularly to you for anything related to mobile. The guy was smiling and enjoying my mom’s show and talks but was not ready to reduce the cost. My mom diverted him talking about fear of thefts if it is so costly. For protection, he suggested to use tags with mobile. Mom asked him to show some tags and how it is fixed. After he put a tag to the mobile, he put it over my mom’s neck to show her how it is worn. Mom stood straight and asking him if it was correct, she adjusted the saree pallu in front such that her belly was completely exposed and the saree passed between her boobs on to her shoulder. When checking, the guy was actually looking at my mom’s exposed belly and navel since the mobile was hanging just above her navel. As if adjusting her looks, my mom put her fingers into the saree on her hip and kept adjusting the saree level in front of him. I felt awkward at that time and moved away as if I was looking at other mobiles. The guy was smiling at my mom and said it looked fine. My mom then showed him that there was something sharp in the tag. Trying to check, the guy was now brushing his fingers on my mom’s navel as he tried to adjust the small metal ring on the tag. My mom asked him now for the final price. He laughed and said that he already told the price. My mom made a sad face and looked at him in flirty and pleasing way. Instead of saying that he is okay to reduce the price, he asked if we wanted the sim card also. While filling the form for it, my mom stood leaning forward in front of him showing off her cleavage. She kept chatting with him inquiring of his personal details. Finally, when it came to the payment, he reduced it to 5,500, and my mom paid him 3000 and said that she will pay the remaining amount in 2 weeks. He tried to say no to my mom but my mom convinced him saying that he already has our address and phone number so he should not worry about it.
When we came out, both me and my mom started to laugh about how my mom made the bargain. I was surprised seeing the confidence level my mom had in seducing men for her benefit. After we came home, I excitedly spent my time with our first new mobile phone. The number was not yet activated so I started to play the games it had and saw all the features. The next day when the number was activated, mom started calling her friends and our relatives sharing our mobile number with them. We had to talk in a controlled manner at that time keeping track of the currency after each call ended. Prashanth sir returned from his hometown and came home after a few days. He had bought some sarees for mom and dresses for me from his hometown. He congratulated me for passing my exams and discussed with my mom about my future studies. I also showed him the mobile phone mom had got for us.
Over the next few days, Prashanth sir used his influence and helped my mom to get me admitted to a commerce college for my +1. Although the college was good, our life became different and difficult since then. I had to travel by share autos and local train to reach my college. I used to leave home early and return home late daily. Most of my time at home was spent studying and sleeping. During these times, my mom continued to have her affair with Prashanth sir at home. Because he cannot drink at his home, he started staying at our home more often and drink at night with my mom in her room. I did not interfere with anything and let my mom live her life. I went out with them occasionally only when I had to. Prashanth sir continued flirting with me secretly, but I never allowed things to go beyond that. I had very little time and interest towards sex at that time. I was also beginning to hate men at that time because of my experiences that I had when I was travelling in share autos and local train. It was registered in my mind that sex was something I should avoid. After completing my +2, I joined B.Com in the same college to continue my studies. Almost 3 years had passed now until another instance occurred in my life which re-ignited my sexual desires.
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