Adultery A husband's mistake

[rahulishere]

Chapter - Getting back to normalcy

The perspective will hereafter be from husband’s point of view.

I knew that it was a huge step for my wife to have made up her mind to explore public sex, but she was devastated when things took a terrible twist. I knew she would take some time to get back to normalcy. I tried my best to keep her in comfort zone. I did not try to push her. I was even curious to know what all she did with the stranger, but I refrained from bringing the topic. I also didn’t initiate sex, just cuddled with her and give her the warmth of my love and concern. She seemed to slowly getting back to normalcy. She slowly began to smile. It had been almost a week since the incident.
It was a Friday and I was busy closing all the transactions for the week. I knew it would be a long day for me. I was busy at work when I received a call. When I looked at the calling number, I was pleasantly surprised. It was my beautiful wife. It was an indicator that she is perfectly fine now. I put my work on hold and attended the call with a smile.
Me: Hello baby.
Sukanya: Hi my love.
I was shocked. She always spoke affectionately, but never so romantically. My smile widened so much that my eyes almost half closed.
Me: Hey sweetheart. What a surprise.
Sukanya: Come home soon today.
Me: Starting right away.
I hung up the call, but only then realized that I have loads of works to close. I didn’t care. I called up my manager and told that I have an unavoidable emergency and I had to leave immediately. He said that it’s just 5 PM and there’s lot of work. I did not budge. He knew that I don’t usually take exceptions. He agreed to my request and handed my work to my colleague. I was never this happy before, even during my first night. I made a couple of stops and bought sweets and flowers. I wanted to buy her a gift, but I did not want to delay going home. Hence, I kept all my ideas aside and pressed my accelerator hard. I reached home I quick time. I ran to the lift and pressed the button, but then noticed that the lift was out of order. I didn’t care. I ran through the stairs five floors in a shot. Despite my enthusiasm, my stamina was not enough to made it easily. By the time I reached my flat, I was panting like a dog. I pressed the doorbell and waited panting hard. The door opened and my breathing increased. She was wearing the floral semi-transparent gown which we bought during our last purchase. She did not make the mistake she did at the trial room as she wore a shimmy inside the gown. I stood at the door sweating and breathing hard. My wife laughed aloud and held my hand and pulled me inside. She shut the door and shyly smiled at me. I was still breathing hard.
Sukanya: Why are you so breathless?
Me: Your beauty always does this to me.
She giggled and walked into the kitchen. She brought out two cups of coffee in a tray while I quickly got myself fresh and came to the hall in a comfortable short and t-shirt. As I sat on the sofa, she handed me a cup of coffee and she took one for herself. She was smiling shyly to herself, probably at her attempt for transformation. She was also constantly adjusting her dress as she was totally not comfortable, but attempting to get used to it.
Me: I like the dress. Your beauty complements the dress so nicely.
We finished our coffee with both of us mostly smiling at each other. It felt as if we were adolescent lovers who were shy to express their love. It felt so great. She quickly retrieved the cups, deposited them in the kitchen and returned to the hall. She sat beside me and held my arm with both her hands and wrapped them tightly, leaning over my shoulder.
Me: What shall we do now?
Sukanya: Shall we watch a movie?
Me: Sure. You choose a movie.
Sukanya: No, you choose. Anything is fine with me.
I smiled at her cute response and picked a romantic movie, Minnale played by Madhavan and Reema sen.
Sukanya: Wow! I love this movie.
We watched the movie as she leaned over my shoulder and I fondled her hair and massaging her scalp. As we were watching the movie, she looked into my eyes as I was engrossed in the movie. I looked into her eyes. She looked deep into my eyes and said ‘I love you so much.’ It was like music to my ears. You could marry a beautiful woman beyond your league, courtesy to our marriage system. But knowing that she loves you from the depth of her heart is priceless. I looked into her tear-filled eyes and I felt so emotional. I reciprocated with a gentle kiss on her lips. Madhavan had beautifully expressed his love for Reema Sen. I hoped even I did, or at least I tried. But my love is greater than the onscreen love displayed by the actors. I confessed the same to my wife and she felt emotional.
Sukanya: Shall we play a game?
Me: Sure darling. You name it.
Sukanya: Truth or dare?
I was pleasantly surprised. It was I who was always taking initiative. I’m glad she is opening up. I nodded in agreement. She walked into the kitchen. I thought she went in to bring the bottle to spin. She came out of the kitchen with two bottles. When I looked closer, one was an empty bottle and the other one was the whiskey bottle which I got last time. She placed the bottles one by one on the table. Before she put the whiskey bottle on the table, she looked at me sternly.
Sukanya: This is an exception. You can’t expect this every time.
She said swinging her index finger. I folded my arms and bowed down in obeyance. She laughed and went inside the kitchen again. She brought a glass and a few snack items and a bottle of coke. She sat pulled two chairs and placed them in opposite direction. I stood there amused as she briskly set everything and sat down. I walked to the opposite chair, smiling. I picked the coke bottle and poured in her glass. I took my glass and looked at her seeking permission. She nodded her head and I poured a large. I mixed water and we were set. I raised the glass and toasted it to her and she too followed me. ‘Cheers’ I said and took a sip. She smiled and took a sip from her coke. She stayed silent.
Me: Shall I spin the bottle?
She nodded. She seemed to be a little nervous. I knew she was just trying to break out of her traditional upbringing. It will take some time before she feels comfortable. I resolved to take it slow. I took one more sip and spun the bottle. It spun and spun and finally pointed in neutral direction. We both laughed. I took one more sip and spun it once again. This time it stopped at her direction.
Me: Truth or dare?
Sukanya: Truth
I was thinking what to ask. I thought for a long time while I took another sip from my glass.
Me: You are very beautiful. I don’t know if you had fallen in love with anyone. But I’m sure there should have been thousands who drooled over you. Many might even have proposed to you. Tell me the craziest proposal.
Sukanya also gave a deep thought.
Sukanya: There was one guy who wrote a love letter on our classroom blackboard during our college time. He did not write who wrote it and to whom it was written. When we read it, we all laughed and also admired the poetic way the love was expressed. Once our lecturer entered the classroom, she looked at the board. She then looked at the class and shouted.
Lecturer: Who the hell did it?
There was silence.
Lecturer: If you don’t have the guts to write your name, don’t write at all.
Then this guy stood up and confessed that it was he who has written the letter.
Lecturer: If you are so afraid, why do you write and then stand as a culprit.
That guy: I’m not afraid of you or anyone else. I was only afraid that the girl who I love would be annoyed with me. But I’m not a coward.
He said and then turned towards me.
That guy: Sukanya, I love you. The message was for you.
I stood up enraged and stormed out of the classroom. He was suspended for the act. He later shifted to some other college when he came to know that I didn’t love him.
I liked the story and also her honesty.
Me: Poor boy. I pity him.
Sukanya: If I would have said yes to him, we would not have been here discussing it. (She laughed loudly)
Me: Thank God. And also, I thank God that you had rejected all the many proposals. But God has been rude with you for tying you with me. You deserve more.
Sukanya: Shut up and don’t say that again. There is nothing better that could have happened to me. I’m lucky to have you.
When she said it, I felt emotional.
Me: Alright, lets continue.
This time she spun the bottle. And this time the bottle stopped at me.
Sukanya: Haahaa. Got you.
She giggled.
Sukanya: Truth or dare
Me: Truth
Sukanya: Did you have any friendship, crush or relationship before marriage?
Me: Very easy baby. The answer is no. I had never even approached a girl. I was afraid I would be rejected.
Sukanya: Who would reject such a sweetheart.
Me: You think so because you are very sweet dear.
Sukanya: Alright. Continue
I spun the bottle and it stopped at her.
Me: Truth or dare
Sukanya: Truth (She curtly said)
When I was thinking she added
Sukanya: You can ask me anything. Don’t hesitate. Ask me ANYTHING.
When she stressed on ‘ANYTHING’ I knew she was ready to open up.
Me: Are you sure?
Sukanya: Yes
Me: Ok, tell me what happened in the theatre.
I was suddenly worried if I could have misunderstood her words.
Me: You can refuse or ignore details you are uncomfortable with.
She smiled nervously and took a long breath.
Sukanya: When you said about your fantasy, I was initially angry for putting me in a tight corner. Then again, I thought about things you have been doing for me without expecting the same in return. I did not want to disappoint you on your birthday, but at the same time I was unhappy that you didn’t give me time to digest the request. I angrily decided to fulfil your fantasy. You went outside for a call.
She took a short pause, probably searching for words to frame her thoughts in the least embarrassing way.
Sukanya: After a long thought, I removed the hooks of my blouse and moved them apart. Then I moved the bra upwards exposing my breasts. I immediately covered them with my saree. I quickly looked around and found none. I was glad the theatre was empty. I turned away and was cursing you for putting me in such a situation, but again I thought about your side of justice. You have been patient with me and never forced anything upon me. Not even this. It was I who decided to do it. I was sure you would have dropped the idea even if you had an inkling of my discomfort. I saw a silhouette at the entrance. I assumed I t was you who was walking in. I immediately felt shy and moved my face away. My heart started to beat like a church bell with every second.
She again took a break. I did not push her.
Me: If you are uncomfortable, please drop it dear. You need not…
Sukanya: (Before I completed my sentence) I need to tell this. It’s a burden in my heart if I don’t open this up with you.
She then again continued while I took another sip from the glass.
Sukanya: When I sensed you sit beside me, I did not want to delay the action.
She again took a break. She looked away from me as it was her practice to look away whenever she felt uncomfortable. But I knew she wants to spill it out as it had been a burden for her.
Sukanya: I quickly took the hand and placed it here. (She pointed to her breasts)
I knew they were naked. My breathing also fastened and my heartbeat also increased.
Sukanya: I let the hands squeeze them. I felt wetness and my heart almost skipped a beat. I understood that my breasts were sucked. It continued for some time.
She again took a break. Longer this time. She was probably unable to find words that would make her feel relatively comfortable. I took the final sip from my glass.
Sukanya: I unzipped the pant and took the thing out. Without allowing any thought I quickly took it in my mouth.
She closed her face after she completed. I could guess the picture, but it was a huge step for her. She was also probably weeping silently. I moved from my chair and knelt beside her. I took her hands away from her face and kissed her cheeks. I wiped her tears.
Me: If you feel any guilt, the crime is mine. You have done nothing wrong. I’m to be blamed.
Sukanya: Not at all. I should have been more open with you. Mistake is mine.
Me: I hugged her. Now stop think about it if it makes you uncomfortable. Just remember one thing. Whatever happens my love for you will only grow.
She nodded in acceptance and said ‘Let’s continue’. I went back to my seat and poured myself a drink and suddenly stopped and looked at her. She gestured me to continue.
She then wiped her tears and forced a smile. Let’s start the game, but get ready for a surprise. She said and winked.