Adultery Trapped and survived

[Tunkai]

But still it was irritating.
The first voice said, "Abbye what are you doing like a child?"
Throw the packets to the garbage and let's go back.
The other man said, yes yes. Throwing. But have you heard about the news?
The first man said, Yes, yes I know.
But look at the time. It's almost 4 p.m.
We are feeding everyone in the factory and we are still hungry.
I've no interest in that news.
The other man threw some packets and said, Abbey yaar, listen na. The woman is missing and she is hiding somewhere here. And she is naked.
The first voice asked, what? She is naked and hiding somewhere nearby?
The other man said, That's correct dude. Just imagine. Maybe she is hiding inside this pipe.
What do you say? Huh? Let's check.
And he hit the pipe with the stick again.
Ravi and Gayatri closed their eyes and bit their teeth.
They became very tense.
The first man said, If they were inside this pipe then those p0licemen checking the vehicles there must have found them.
And how are you hitting this pipe with this metal rod if someone was inside the pipe then he or she would scream in mental troma, ha ha ha..
The second man hit the pipe several times and said, ha ha ha. You are right. But don't you think we should check this pipe?
The first man said, this is a piece of garbage. No one can live inside this. And we are not cops.
Let's go back. I'm feeling hungry.
They went away.
Gayatri was slowly chewing the ziz inside her closed mouth and her face was down. She swallowed the ziz and lifted her face.
Gayatri : Ravi, how long will we survive here?
Ravi : I don't know.
Gayatri : Please God save us…
Ravi : God will not come, Ma. If anyone can help us then it's us.
Gayatri : Shut up.
Please forgive our sin. Save us God.
She folded her hands and looked up and started praying to God.
Then she said, Ravi..
Ravi : Yes Ma?
Gayatri : Ravi, we should close that opening of the pipe too.
Here this side is the garbage but anyone can look through that side.
Ravi : Yes Ma. You're right.
But now we can't move.
Gayatri smeared the ziz on her face and said, I'm worried, Ravi. Anyone can bend down and look inside from there.
Ravi : I know. But how will we close that opening?
Gayatri : You look through the hole. See if anyone is coming or not. If no one is coming then signal me. I'll grab some garbage. 
Then you have to take them to that opening and seal that opening.
Ravi : Ok, Ma.
Gayatri : Now go and see.

Ravi : Ma, the road is clear.
Gayatri:  OK.
She quickly slid some garbage from their side of the opening and crawled out from the pipe and got down in the garbage dump.
She quickly took some huge packets filled with waste and threw them inside the pipe. She found a torn and dirty teddy bear. And some baby nappy pads and some jute sacks. She found a blanket also.
She gathered everything and threw them near the opening and quickly went inside the pipe.
All the sloppy rotten things smeared on her body.
A truck passed.
Ravi : I was about to call you. The truck was coming.
Gayatri : Ah, I heard that sound.
Now I am pulling the things in. You go and stag and scatter them in and outside of the opening.. Do it in a way so that it looks natural.
She threw the nappies to him.
Ravi : Eewh. Ma, these are dirty. See this poop in it.
Eeh.
Gayatri : Don't hesitate. We can't hate anything now. These dirty and disgusting things will keep the villagers and the cops away from the pipe. 
Ravi took the nappies with a disgusting face and crawled to the opposite opening.
He threw the nappies outside of the pipe.
Gayatri threw him more nappies and some big pouches and told him to open the pouches scattered everything from the pouches on the opening.
And then he put some packets behind the scattered garbage. That opening became sealed.
Ravi : All done, Ma.
Gayatri : Good.
And see when you were closing that opening, I closed this side.
Now no one can find us.
Ravi : But how will we go outside?
Gayatri : We will think about that at night.
Ravi : But Ma, look at you. You became all dirty.
Gayatri : I'm dirty from the morning, Ravi.
Ravi : Yes. But that was mud. But this is rotten sloppy muck.
Gayatri : Don't think much. We need to survive.
Now place these sacks on the floor and we can sit or sleep on it.
And we can use this blanket to cover ourselves.
Ravi : What? Chhi. I can't use this. And why do we need it?
Gayatri : It's early spring. You don't know how the temperature will go down at night.
Ravi : Ok. So are you making it our permanent shelter?
Gayatri : God knows how long we have to stay here.
Ravi : Yes. So what about the food and water?
Gayatri : I don't know.
Ravi : Those men threw some packets. Maybe they were from this factory behind us. Maybe there will be waste food in those packets.
Gayatri : I gave you two of those packets. What was in that?
Ravi : Oh no. There were only vegetable peels.
Gayatri : Oh. There are two more packets. They were heavy. That's why I can't throw them here.
Ravi : Maybe there will be leftover food.
Gayatri : Lete check.
Ravi : No Ma. Not now.
We can check it at night.
Gayatri : But, we are hungry.
Ravi : Listen Ma, you're used to starving for a whole day for the sake of your religious faith. So you can wait for the night.
But we are not going out now.
Gayatri : Ok.

They laid there and slowly they both fell asleep.
When they got awake they saw the inside totally dark. Nothing could be seen there.
Only a thin light coming from that tiny hole in the middle of the pipe.
The check point was still active so the cops were also there.
They didn't sit up. They laid there like that and were whispering with each other.
Gayatri : Ravi, tell me the truth. You really don't know anything?
Ravi : What Ma?
Gayatri : When the group was torturing me, what were you thinking?
Ravi : What was I thinking?
Means what?
Gayatri : What do you think? What kind of thing they were doing with me.
Ravi : They were torturing you, Ma.
Gayatri : And when I was…I…
I mean when they left and you went to find a shelter.
Ravi : Yes.
Gayatri : When you came back and saw me. What do you think? What was I doing?
Ravi : What? What were you doing? I didn't remember.
Gayatri : Don't tell me lies. Ravi, from now we can't tell a lie to each other.
Ravi : Oh, you were scratching your body. I mean pee hole. I thought that there must be itching as you were in mud and then the crops.
Gayatri : There is no one who can help us. So we should not hide anything from each other.
Ravi : Ma, stop these na.
Gayatri : What will we do now?
Ravi : Sleep.
Gayatri : We were sleeping all afternoon.
And I don't know what time it is.
And don't know how long we will survive.
So let us discuss ourselves.
We should know each other more. We.. We should confess..
Ravi : Ma, what should I conface? I've nothing to confess.
Gayatri : But Ravi, I need to confess. And who will listen to me? Who will understand me rather than you?
Ravi : Ok Ma. Tell me what you want to say.
I'll listen.
Gayatri : Beta. I was not a bad girl in the past.But…
Ravi : Ma, you're not a bad girl at present also.
Gayatri : No Ravi, you don't know anything.
I'm a bad girl. Very bad girl. I'm a disgusting woman. I'm a filthy woman.
Ravi : Ma,please stop this nonsense.
You used to say that everything is happening here by God's wishes. Then if you do something which you think is wrong then it happened due to God.
Gayatri : No, Son. It's not due to God. It's due to your dad. He made me a bad woman. I was not like that from the beginning. Your father made me like this.
Ravi : Oh, come on Ma, You're absolutely a good mother. Don't keep any regret in your heart. I'll not judge you. 
And I want to confess only one thing.
Gayatri : What? 
Ravi: To me you're the most beautiful woman in the world.
Gayatri : Thank you son.
But Ravi, what god will think?
Ravi :  God will think nothing bad about you.
If you say that everything is happening by his wishes then why are you bothering so much?
We are in danger due to him. You are what you are due to his wish.
If he created us then he created our brain, our limbs and our mind. If he made us then he made us autonomous. Then stop disturbing him in every moment of your life and let him take some rest.
And you said that, Papa forced you to do many bad things. Then it's his fault. And God is giving him punishment.
Gayatri : Yes, Your father made me like this. You don't know what kind of perverted things I had to do for him.
Ravi : Let it go.
Gayatri : Ravi, please let me say.
Ravi : Ok, carry on.
Gayatri : I don't know if it is ok or not but I can't say everything to you. But what bothers me every time is my own addiction to those things.
I used to hate those things like any normal person. But I had no strength to stop him or protest. But you know what? Slowly I realized that I used to like those things.
And 6 years ago he stopped forcing me to do anything. And he just left me like an unliving piece of furniture in the house.
But then I realized that I need those things. I can't live without those things.
Though I know it's wrong. It's a sin.
Now tell me what God will think?
It was another thing when I was compelled to perform those things by his force.
But now?
Ravi : Are you killing someone? Or torturing someone?
Gayatri : No, no, not at all.
Ravi : Is anyone getting any problems from those things?
Gayatri : No.
Ravi : Can you live without those things?
Gayatri : I tried but I couldn't. 
Ravi : Then if you stop those things you'll torture yourself. That's why God doesn't want to stop you from doing those things.
Ma, tell me one thing.
Gayatri : What?
Ravi: Does anyone know about those things? Or has anyone caught you ever or told you anything about those things?
Gayatri : No. Never.
Ravi : See. God is also helping you. God never let anyone know about those things.
Gayatri : I don't know if you are manipulating me or telling me the truth. But your words are giving me some kind of mental peace.
Ravi : Can I know what kind of things you love to do and why they are bothering you so much?
Gayatri : I can't tell you son. Only I can say that the things are dirty.
Ravi : You can tell me Ma. Then I can help you.
Gayatri : Maybe I can. But right now I can't.

Ravi : Ok, you can tell me later.
But Ma, right now I'm feeling very hungry. What do you say?
Gayatri : What's the time now?
Ravi : Who knows, Ma?
Gayatri : Then we should wait more.
Let the traffic become less.
Ravi : Ok.
Gayatri : But I'm thirsty. Can you pee for me?
Ravi : I don't know. Let me try.
Gayatri : Please try.
Ravi got up and sat on his mothers chest.
Gayatri : Wait, let me take it in my mouth.
She took his dick in her mouth.
Ravi drank her urine a very long ago.
And now that urine was coming out again in her mouth. They both were dehydrated.
So the pee was very pungent and very less in amount.
Ravi pissed slowly and she continued sucking his dick and drank his pee.
Ravi : Ma, Done.
Gayatri : Now you drink my pee.
Ravi : No Ma, I'm fine.
Gayatri : No. You're not fine.
Get down.
She almost pulled him on her chest.
Their lips hit each other.
Ravi quickly rolled down.
Ravi : Ok Ma, I'll drink. But don't pull me like this.
Gayatri sat over his chest and started pissing.
Ravi drank a very little and spilled the most.
As it was dark, she couldn't notice that.
She realized that when she laid beside him and felt the place wet.
Gayatri : You spilled everything..
Ravi : No Ma, a little.
Gayatri :Anyway, let it go.
But we need to find a source of water. Otherwise we have to drink the drainage water.
Ravi : Hummm. We can drink that water but after boiling it.
Gayatri : But we don't have any arrangement for that and we can't light any fire here.
Ravi : Then? Gayatri, then I don't know. If I feel thirsty, I'll drink that water.
Ravi : I'll not. It could be dangerous 
Gayatri : without water it will be more dangerous.
Ravi : Be optimistic, Ma. We will find water.
Gayatri : Hope for the best but prepare for the worst.
Ravi : Shall I go and bring the packets now?
Gayatri : No dear. You don't have to go.
You can't tolerate that filth.
Let me go.
Ravi : But Ma, how will you tolerate that filth?
Gayatri : Susss. Go and see through the hole.
I'm moving the garbage and going out.
Ravi : Ok, wait.
Wait wait. A few men are coming. And some vehicles also.
Gayatri stopped.
After a few minutes Ravi said, Ma hurry up. The area is cleared.
Gayatri quickly went out of the pipe and crawled through the garbage.
The smell was tremendously bad. The place was like hell.
The rotten vegetables and foods, rotten water and the soil was also rotting. There were condoms, napkins and diapers. Human and animal excrements were scattered everywhere. 
Many empty bottles of alcohol and water were there. Hundreds of waste plastics were covering the area.. And there were plastic pouches too.
All those rotten and decomposing sloppy things smeared on her legs,belly and chest. Some disgusting things smeared on her chin and nose too as her face hit that ground twice.
Her wrist was vanishing under that sloppy muck.
She was slowly and carefully going away from the pipe to pick up the packets.
Just then a car approached from the other direction.
She quickly laid on that ground on her back.
But the car didn't stop there and went towards the checkpoint.
Ravi called her, Ma, hurry up.
She quickly got on her knees and picked up those pouches and came back.
She threw the packets inside the pipe and went back again.
Ravi : What happened? Ma, come back.
But she went near the drani and picked up a bottle and came back.
Ravi helped her to get in.
Ravi : Why do you go back there?
What is this?
Gayatri : A bottle of water.. Half filled.
Ravi : But how old is it?
Gayatri : How do I know?
But the cap is on. I think it's safe.
Ravi : Humm. We have no other choice.
It's a two liter bottle. That means we have one liter of water.
Gayatri : Let me check first.
She opened the bottle and smelled it.
Gayatri : Hum not bad.
And then she took two gulps.
Gayatri : Ahhh. After hours. Ravi Beta, you also drink a little.
Ravi : Yes Ma, I will. But you first drink a little more.
Gayatri : No. We have to save this water. And drink as little as possible. Now Quickly open the packet.
Ravi : Ma, you're stinking.
Gayatri : I know. That's why I told you not to go.
Now open the packets.
Ravi opened the packets.
Ravi : Ma, It's left over chicken bones.
Gayatri : Oh God. I can't eat it.
Ravi : Why?
Gayatri : You know I'm a  vegetarian.
Ravi : So what? Here are rice and curries too.
Gayatri : No no. It was attached to the chicken.
God will not forgive me.
Ravi : Listen Ma, Trees are also living things. And they provide us with oxygen.
And look at the Dogs, Tigers, lions or the cats.
If God created them then he created them to eat meat. And if God created us then he created us to eat everything.
Then don't think so much.
Gayatri : But?
Ravi : I had drunk your pee? Hum?
Then? Now you've to obey me, Ma.
There is nothing wrong with eating meat. And we are in a survival situation. So, adopt yourself now.
Gayatri : Humm. You're right.
But give me only the rice and curry.
Ravi : Ok take this packet and segregate the bones and eat.
I'm eating from this packet.
Gayatri : Oh God, it's smelling so bad.
Ravi : Yeah. But still lesser than you.
Gayatri : Hutt…
Gayatri : But Ravi, I've a problem.
Ravi : What Ma?
Gayatri : My hands are all dirty.
Ravi : I can't see as it is dark. But I can smell you. You're stinking like a rotten rat.
Though I'm now habituated with the smell coming from the garbage, smelling your body from this close is making me sick.
Gayatri : Hummm. I can understand.
I'm going out then.
Ravi :Oh Ma, please don't get angry.
You stay here. I can tolerate this smell.
And come on I'm feeding you as your hands are dirty.
Gayatri : You're a very good boy, Ravi. Not like your father.
Ravi : Ma, I'm like you. And I am proud of it. Now eat.
She started  crying in emotion.
Ravi wiped her tears and said, Ma, don't cry. Ma, don't cry.
But his throat also became heavy.
He quickly hugged his mother.
Gayatri : Ravi, Don't hug me son. I'm dirty.
Ravi :Ma..
Gayatri : Ravi….
They stayed like that for a while and continued sobbing.
After a few minutes Ravi said, ok Ma, stop crying now. Come on, I'm feeding you.

They ate as much as possible and then Gayatri told him to scatter the rest on the floor on the other side of the pipe.
After their dinner with the rotten food and in the dark they sealed the opening and then laid there on the dirty floor.