Pintu ka raaj on choots and gaands

[Maledom]

( myself pintu 13 year old boy coal black skinned as i am a coming from a tribal caste and maap baap kaun hai mujhe pata nhi and ek ananth tha mai samaajh me jiska koi nhi )

( i was almost 5 feet 10 inch tall ekdum lean tha and mandiro ke samne bheek mangta tha khane ke liye waha ke upper caste ke log laath marte the telling ki mandir ke andar neech jaat wala nhi aana chahiye )

( ek baar mai kisika prasad thoda churake khane ki koshish ki kyu ki bhot bhook lagi thi to mujhe pakad ke sab ne milke mara mujhe koi kaam nhi dete the apne dukaan me telling neech jaat walo ko bhagao yaha se aur bade mushkil se peene ka pani bhi milta tha as hame unke kue se pani peene nhi dete the )

( jab samaajh ne mujhe is tareeke se seperate kiya tha and i felt ki sab mujhe nafrat krte hai kisiko mujhse koi lena dena nhi koi mujhe ek bund pani tak nhi pilata ye sochke mai bridge pe se udi mara attempted to commit suicide but coastal guard ke logone mujhe bachaya and mujhe marne nhi diya and waha ke ek local NGO named CHOPRAs me bharti karaya waha 2 hafte se reh rha tha as wo NGO ek bade business man ka tha named Rahul CHopra jinka khud ka bacha nhi tha to samajh ke pichde bacho ke liye shelter banaya tha NGO ke teachers kya sikha rhi hai kuch samajh nhi aaya as mujhe padhna likhna nhi aata tha class ke last bench pe chup chaap depressed hoke baithta tha )

( mere life story ke bare me janke rahul chopra saab ko daya aaya aur unhone mujhe apne ghar pe dinner pe le aaye and unki patni Priyanka chopra darwaje par mujhe invite krne aayi and mujhse pyaar se baat ki mere gardan tak unka height tha when she hugged me i felt goosebump as pahli baar ksi ne mujhe karuna aur pyaar dikhaya and i felt her soft body press on my thin yet hard body )

( mai kuch bola nhi as i was having a lifetime of depression neeche dekh rha tha and kuch keh nhi rha tha )

( i was wearing a shin chan t shirt and trouser jo NGO me donate krte hai log )

( even priyanka jo questions puch rhi thi mai jawab nhi de rha tha due to long trauma even bhook lagne ke baad bhi mai kuch kaha nhi and was just following priyanka chopra )

( even NGO se mera complaint ye tha ki "ye ladka kuch bolta nhi chup rehta hai hamesha " and this is a sign of intense trauma caused by long term depression )

Priyanka was compassionate for poor helpless kids...

Priyanka ne Pintu ko ek haath se sideways hug karke usse leke aayi sofe ke paas...

Priyanka ka husband tabhi bhi dinner table pe khana khaa raha tha...

Priyanka: tumhe bhookh lagi hogi, chehra dekh ke lag rahi hai Kal raat se kuch nahin khaya tumne...

Priyanka: ummm ghar pe bhi toh dinner khatam ho chuka hai, toh ummmmmmm waise main kaisi lag rahi hu tumhe ? uff tum toh baat hi nahin kar rahe ho, itna darr rahe ho kya mujhse ?

Priyanka: come one tell me, khaaoge mujhe ? ( Priyanka pyari si aankhon se Pintu ko dekh ke puchti hai )

Rahul: kya baat kar rahe ho Priyanka ? yeh mujhe khaaoge yeh sab kya hai ?

Priyanka: ufff shut up huh, tum apna dinner karo mujhe mat sikhao, how to deal with a kid... 

aaj tak meri kokh toh bhar nahin paaye tumne, aur ab lecture mat dena samjhe ?

Priyanka phirse Pintu ke neck ke around haath daal ke uske chin pe lips ke paas ek kiss kiyi...

Priyanka; itna ghabrao mat mujhse, main itni darravni hu kya ? jab se aaye ho ek word tak nahin bola tumne, shy ho kya ?