Adultery He, She, Husband (Completed)

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Chapter 16 continued
 
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It took me several days to accept that Vikram is continuing to have an affair with the woman from the apartment opposite his. He tried to pacify me, but my mind refused to accept sharing him with another woman. My mind refused accept it even though I knew it was silly to expect me to be his only woman when he was not my only man. My mind had this convoluted conviction that a husband doesn’t count in this equation. Even though I knew I was having an unreasonable expectation it took three weeks before I came to terms with the situation. I was engaging in adultery, when I wasn’t loyal to my husband it was foolish to expect total loyalty from an illicit lover. The images of him and the woman Kirja having sex tortured me. This is how it must be for my husband too when he imagines me and Vikram naked in a compromising position. I know he is suspicious of Vikram. He too would have felt pain imagining something like this. It was only when I was in his position that I understood what his pain must be. My husband’s situation was worse. In my case Vikram was just a lover while I had a legally wedded husband. But for my husband it was his wife .. his life partner who was betraying him. So, why can't I then get rid of Vikram from my thoughts? How can I hate him when I can't even push him out of  my mind? Vikram was full in my heart even though I knew what I was doing was very wrong. I slowly reconciled to this fact and accepted that my expectations on Vikram was not practicable.  
 
What right do I have over him? This illicit relationship has none of the rights that exist in the bond formed with my husband as witnessed by all our relatives at the wedding. But now this adulterous relationship was important to me. Physical pleasure seemed to have such a power. It cannot be said that it was only physical pleasure. The mental connection caused by that pleasure was also a reality. I allowed myself to be persuaded by his argument that the relationship that existed before meeting me cannot be stopped suddenly. I accepted that it was not easy to prevent her from coming to his house as she was in the opposite apartment to his. But most of all his argument that he should not antagonise Girja because she will help us be together. So far our trysts (Vikram and I) had been for limited time only. There was always the thought in the back of our minds that we would have to part soon so as not to be caught or raise suspicions. It was never with a fully relaxed mind. But Girja would help us to be together for a few days. It would almost be a sort of a honeymoon with Vikram to celebrate our deliciously sinful affair. For me to experience all this with Vikram without my husband’s suspicions we would need Girja’s help. The argument that Girja was vital for us to truly consummate this sensual relationship by spending time together like husband and wife made me agree to this three-way relationship.
 
Girja would make an entry as the elder sister of my college friend. That's how I have to introduce her to my husband. My husband hasn’t met many of my college friends so I would be able to pass this off. After some time, she will invite me to her ladies group tour of all old friends. That tour of course would not be a ladies’ tour but rather our three (me, Vikram and Girja) sex tour. But before that, we have to create a situation where my husband can see that she and I are really friends who are getting in touch after a long break. We would also have to make sure that my husband does not get even a hint that she and Vikram have any sort of connection. Vikram and she will arrange for a three-day tour. For three days I will be able to fulfil (Vikram too) all my sexual dreams with Vikram without any interruption. Can’t totally say without hinderance or interruption because Girja would also be with us. I have to share Vikram with her. But one day in those three days Girja had assured him that she will not disturb us. That day is going to be the real honeymoon day for me with Vikram. I know how dangerous it was to arrange something like this. However well made the plans were any unexpected thing can happen any time that could have dire consequences. But knowing all this there was a deep and strong feeling in me that my relationship with Vikram would never be complete unless we could spend one day at least pretending to be man and wife. Do everything a man and woman would do on their honeymoon. After that even if the relationship breaks off immediately I would be able to accept that. For that to happen I dared to take this risk. But all this is in the future, not going to happen  for a few months yet but first, Sumitha will be coming here in a little over three weeks’ time. If Girja is my current rival then Smitha is my future rival. If I want Vikram I have to tolerate all this.
 
Setting all this aside there was another thing that perturbed me. For a few days now I had the feeling that someone was watching me. I didn't think much of it at first, but when the feeling persisted I became a little disturbed mentally. That's when I started to see if anyone was watching me. But I didn’t notice anything unusual. I started noticing people walking or standing on the road outside my house, but no one seemed to have any particular interest on my house or the residents in it. But the faces of the people that were usually always around the area was getting etched in my memory. As I found nothing out of the ordinary I pushed that feeling to a side but nevertheless I threaded with caution because of the nature of what I was involved in. One day as I was going out somewhere I noticed a man walking at a discrete distance behind me. The face looked familiar but I couldn’t place it. Then it struck me suddenly that this was the man I had seen several times passing outside my house. Was he following me? Or, was this just a coincidence? After that I started looking to see if the person was continuing to pay attention to me. I started checking if that person was behind whenever I left the house. I would hide behind the window curtain and peek to see if that man was around. That was when I noticed that he was always hanging around not too far from my house. It was confirmed that he was watching me. That was when I got scared. The first thing that came to my mind was whether the man was planning to rob the house or worse still planning to bang me. Should I tell this to my husband? He may make a security officer report and have that man arrested and interrogated. But I decided I will tell this to Vikram before I told my husband.
 
"Don't tell your husband about this, first take a picture of him by your phone without him knowing and send the picture to me first."
 
"Why? What are you going to do with it?"
 
"Just send it, and then don't tell anyone about it until I say so."
 
I said okay without knowing what he wanted it for. After two days Vikram informed me about the man.
 
"I was right in my suspicion. He is a private detective. I got his details while searching for private detective agencies in Coimbatore. Bavani, your husband has hired him to spy on you. Your husband has got suspicions about you."
 
Vikram said this very coolly but I was freaking out here. "Hey, what are you saying about, oh no everything is finished .. I'm dead."
 
"Hey cool down cool down, your husband doesn't know anything for sure yet. If he did, he would have acted differently by this time. There is still no problem, I will throw dirt in his eyes of this detective and your husband and we are going to enjoy ourselves. Only now the game is getting thrilling."
 
“Thrilling? … thrilling? I spat out the words. “Are you joking? I’m shivering scared my life is over here and you find all this to be a thrilling game?”
 
“Why are you scared ..I’m there for you aren’t I? Will I let you get into problems? I’ll tell you what will happen. He would continue to follow you. He will try to observe what you are doing through the window. Now onwards when you talk to me or message me do so when you are hidden from view, like when you are in your bedroom.”
 
“I’m very scared Vikram, let’s stop all this please,” I pleaded with him.
 
“Don’t be scared Bavani, I’ll make sure you don’t get any problems. They could have installed listening devices or hidden cameras but I don’t think it had been done yet otherwise your husband would have got some evidence and confronted you by now.”
 
It was a little comforting that my husband still didn't know anything for sure.
 
"However, there is no guarantee that they won't be hiding any devices like that in the near future. When you talk to me from now on, talk from the bathroom. It's not easy to hide any device there. Otherwise, we’ll communicate only through messaging. Another thing, I'll send you an item. It will reveal the presence of any listening devices and  cameras . "
 
"What am I going to do knowing that?"
 
"If that's the case you find the presence of any devices confront your husband with that. Say you found out by accident. Fight with him as if you are outraged that he could be suspecting you. Maybe he’ll get so cowed down he won't do it after that. Just don't show that you know about that private detective. If your husband knows that too, he will change the person. I’ll handle that detective so he poses no problem and we can still enjoy together."
 
I didn’t know if I was capable of acting with my husband the way Vikram just told me to. I was too timid for that. Even though I was hesitant, but when Vikram spoke so convincingly I also got a bit of courage from it. If a man doesn’t trust his own wife and spies on her, then It is not wrong to cheat such a suspicious man and have sex with a lover. What my mind didn’t accept then was that I had no right to be angry or upset that my husband had not trusted me because his suspicions were totally justified. Even with the odds stacked against him, if a man can overcome all obstacles thrown in his path by a suspicious husband and still manages to seduce and have sex with that man’s wife then that is a real man. A man worthy to be the lover of another man’s wife. A slight feeling of disdain crept into my mind for my husband that he didn’t have the courage to confront me directly with his suspicions and instead resorted to hiring a private detective. If the places of the men were swapped  and Vikram was my husband and my husband was the man who was trying to seduce me, Vikram would have squared up face to face with the attempting seducer and beaten him up. A man who could fight and protect his rights.  It really would be thrilling when Vikram’s big cock invades my tight cunt while my husband suffers in doubt. If even I could feel a bit of thrill from this how much more enticing it would be for Vikram. Well, if Vikram overcomes all this and manages to whisk me away for a few days right under my husband’s nose then he deserves to enjoy all the pleasures my body can give … and for his daring and smartness I’ll make sure he gets all the pleasure he wants.