30-08-2023, 06:47 PM
(30-08-2023, 04:20 PM)game40it Wrote: One thing I had to accept now. I fought hard against my base desires and I lost. I felt hopeless because I now knew I was just fighting a losing battle. The more I resisted the more my need for Vikram was growing insidiously in my mind. I just lay in bed with my eyes closed, pretending to sleep. How long before Vikram was lying beside me in this very same bed. Even in my dream the pleasure I felt was so good. I had not admitted it to myself but I had been yearning for him all this while. The difference now is I that I was able to admit it. Admission is the first step to acceptance. Acceptance is the first step to taking actions towards fulfilment.
Welcome back. It was a damm hot & wet dream.