Naukar se chudai - Copied

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us ke haath meri peeth aur kulhom par ghumane lage. mai us se aur wo
mujhase chipakane lagaa. mere stan baar baar us ke seene se dabaaye.
us ki bhi sas tej thi aur meri bhee. mujhe sharam bhi bahut a rahi
thee. mera usake saath yah dusara moka thaa. ath mai jyada ektiv paart
na lee. bas chupachaap padi rahee jo kiya usi ne kiyaa aur kya kiya ?
are bhaaiwahi kiya jo aap mard log ham auratom ke saath karate ho.
pahale saadi utaaree phir peteekot ka naada dhumdhaa..kheecha..dono
cheeje tago se baahar...mai to kahati hi rah gayee..are kya karate
ho..-are kya karate ho.. wo to sab kheech khach ke nikaal diyaa. phir
baari aayi blaauj kee.wo khula..mai to us ka haath pakad
lee..nahi...yah nahi.. par wah kya sune ?.ulte pakada pakadi mem usaka
haath kai baar mere mammom se takaraayaa. abhi tak wah mere mammom ko
nahi pakada thaa. blaauj utaarane ke chakkar me usaka haath baar baar
mere mammom se chua to bada hi achcha lagaa. aur phir jab usne meri
baadi kholi to meri dasha bahut kharaab thee. sas bahut jor se chal
rahi thee. gaal gulaabi ho rahe the. dil dhad dhad karake baj raha
thaa. shareer ka saara rakta bah kar neeche guptag ki taraph hi bah
raha thaa. usane mere saare kapade khol daale. mai raat ke andhere mem
naukar ki khatiya par namgi padi thee..aur phir andhere me mujhe
sarasaraahat se laga ki wah bhi kapade utaar raha hai. phir do
mardaane haathom ne meri tage utha dee.ghutano se mod dee. choda dee.
kuch garam saa-kadak samardaana amg mere guptag se a tikaa. aur jor
laga kar apana raasta mere andar banaane lagaa. dard ki ek teekhi
lahar si mere andar daud gayee. mai apane hothom ko jor se bheech kar
apani cheekh ko baahar na nikalane dee. shareer aith gayaa..mai bistar
ki chaadar ko mutthi mem jakad lee. wah ghusata gaya aur mai use apane
andar samaati gayee. sheeghra hi wah mere andar pura land ghusa kar
dhakke lagaane lagaa. mard thaa. taakatawar thaa. pahaadi thaa. gav ka
thaa..aur sabase badi baat.pichale chah mahine se apani beebi se nahi
mila thaa. use shahar ki padhi likhi khubasurat malakin mil gayi to
mast ho uthaa. jo iksath baasatha kari to mere liye to sambhaalana
kathin ho gayaa. bahut jor jor se pela kambakta ne..mere paasa aur koi
chaara bhi na thaa. padi rahi pelawaati rahee. hariya ka land dusari
baar meri chut mem gaya thaa. bahut mota sa.kada kada..garam
garam..roj mai kalpana karati thi ki mera mard mujhe aise chodega
waise chodegaa. aaj mai sachamuch chudawa rahi thee.
vaastavik..sachchi ki chudaayee.mard ke land ki chudaayee..na to wah
mere mammom ko haath lagaayaa. na hamaare beech koi chuma chaati huee.

bas ek mote land lund ne ek vidhawa chut ko chod daalaa..aur phir jab
khushi ke pal khatam hue to wah alag huaa. apana dher sa veerya vah
mere amdar choda thaa. pata nahi kya hoga meraa.sochati mai utha
baithee.aur namgi hi daud kar kamare se baahar nikal gayee. baatharum
to mai ja kar mene apane kamare me kee. bahut sa veerya mere jagho aur
jhatom par lag gaya thaa.sab mene paani se dho kar saaph kiyaa...

(Agale Din).subah jab mai uthi to badan buri tarah tut raha tha. beete
kal mene apane naukar hariya ke saath suhaagaraat jo manaayi thi. mai
roj ki tarah skool gayi. khaana khaaya..shaam ko pados ki misej varma
a gayi to unake saath baithi. saara ruteen chalabas jo nahi chala wo
yah tha ki mene saara din hariya se nazarem nahi milaayi. raat ko
khaane ke baad jab mai rasoyi me gayi to wah vaheem tha. mera haath
pakad kar bola.bibijee raat ko aaogi na.. mere to gaal sharam se laal
ho uthe. haath chuda kar chali aayi. raat munna ke so jaane ke baad
bhi meri aamkhom me neemd nahi thi. bas hariya ke baare me hi sochati
rahi. kareeb ek ghanta beet gaya.usane intazaar kiya hoga. mai nahi
gayi to wahi aaya. darawaaje ki kundi kya baji mera dil baj utha.
maine dhadakate dil ko saadi se kas kar darawaaja khola.wahi
tha..bibijee..mai andar aaum ?.mai na me garadan hilaayi to wah mera
haath pakad kal ki tarah kheechata hua apane kamare ki or le chala.
mai vidhava apane naukar ke land ka maja lene ke liye usake peeche
peeche chal di. us raat hariya ke kamare me meri do baar chudaai hui.
puri tarah saare kapade khol kar...mai to na na hi karati rah
gayi..wah meri ek na suna. wo bhi nmgamai bhi namgi. andhera kar ke.
naukar ki khatiya par. wahi taamge utha karkal vaale aasan se..ek baar
se to jaise us ka pet hi nahi bhara. ek baar nipatane ke thodi der
baad hi khada karake dubaara ghused diya. bahut saara veerya meri chut
me choda. par na mere mammom ko haath lagaaya na koi chumma chaati
kiya. bas ek pahaadi land shahar ki pyaasi chut ko chodata raha. jab
chud li to kal ki tarah hi uthakar chupachaap apane kamare me a gayi
us raat jab mai soi to maine manthan kiya..sukh kaha hai. takiya daba
ke kalpanik chudaayi me yaa hariya ke pahaadi mote land se vaastavik
chudaayi me. vidhava hu to kya mujhe land se chudawaane ka adhikaar
nahi hai ? jindagi bhar yum hi tadapati rahu ? nahi..mai hariya ka
haath pakad leti hu. naukar he to kya hua. kya usake man nahi hai ?
kya wah mard nahi hai? usame to aisa sab kuch hai jo aurat ko chaahiye
padata hai. phir ? naukar hai to kya hua ? mard to hai. swaabhaav
kitana achcha hai. pichale do saal se mere saath hai kabhi shikaayat
ka mauka nahi diya. are yah to aur bhi achcha hai. ghar ke ghar
me.kisi ko maalum bhi na padega. samaaj ne shaadi ki samstha kyom
banaayi hai? taakiland chut ka milan ghar ke ghar me hota rahe. jab
land ka man ho wo chut ko chod le aur jab chut ka man aaye wo land se
chuda le. har wakt dono ek dusare ke liye avelebal rahem. ab maan lo
mai koi mard baahar ka karati hu to kya hogaa wo aayega to pure
mohalle ko khabar lag jaayegi ki Seema ke ghar koi aaya hai. raat bhar
to wo haragij nahi rah sakega. us ki khud ki bhi femili hogi. hamesha
ek dar sa bana rahega. is se to yah kitana achcha hai. ghar ke ghar me
pura mard chaaho to raat bhar maja lo..kisi ko kya pata padata ki tum
apane ghar me kya kar rahe ho. phir is ki femili bhi gaamv me hai. yah
to gaamv vese bhi saal chah maheene me jaata hai. un logom ko bhi kya
phark padata hai ki hariya yahaam kisake saath maje lut raha hai..to
mai kya karum ?.theek hai- ho gaya jo ho gaya..bhagawaan ki maraji
samajh kabul karati hu..lekin hariya bhi kya ise kabul karegaa?.use
kya chaahiye ?.mujhe maalum hai mard ko kya chaahiye hota hai jo use
chaahiye wo mai use dumgi to wah kyom mana karega bhalaa?.wah bhi to
bina aurat ke yahaam rahata hai.us ka bhi to man karata hoga. man to
karata hi hai tabhi to kal bhi choda aur aaj phir a gaya..yadi mere
jaisi sundar aurat is se raaji raaji se chudaayegi to kyom nahi
chodega bhala ?.dekhate hai aage kya hota hai mere bhaagya me mard ka
sukh hai ya nahi..