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[hirarandi]

mera naam Seema gupta hai. mai abhi 35 saal ki hoom. mai dekhane me
theek thaak sundar hu. gora ramg. bara badan. aakarshak chehara. bade
bade tane hue uroj. maamsal jaanghe. ubhare hue koolhe. yaani ki mard
ko priy lagane waali har cheej mere paas he. lekin mai vidhava hoom.
mere paas mard hi nahi hai. mere pati ka dehaant hue saat saal hue
hem. mere ek ladaka hai.usake janm ke samay hi mere pati chal base
the.ab munne ki umar saat saal ki hai. pichale saat saal se mai
vidhava ka jeevan gujaar rahi hum. mera ghar ka bada sa makaan he.
usame mere alaawa kiraayedaar bhi rahate hem. me skool me teechar
hum..ye mere jeevan ki sachchi kahaani hai. aap se kuch nahi
chupaaugi. dara-asal seks ko lekar meri haalat kharaab thi. mene pati
ke gujarane ke baad kisi mard se sambhog nahi kiya. saat saal ho gaye.
din to gujar jaata hai par raat ko badi baicheni rahati hai. mai theek
se so bhi nahi paati hu man bhatakata rahata hai. raat ko apani
jaamghom ke beech takiya laga kar ragadati hoom. kai baar kalpana me
kisi mard ko basa kar usase sambhog karati hoom...aur takiya ragadati
hoom. man me sada yahi hota rahata hai ki koi mard mujhe apani baahom
me le kar pees daale.mujhe choome...mujhe sahalaaye.mujhe dabaaye.mere
saath naana prakaar ki kriyaaye kare. par aisa koi moka nahi hai.
maire vidhava hone ki vajah se pati ka pyaar meri kismat me nahi
hai..yu to mohalle ke bahut se mard mere peeche pade rahate hai par
mera man kisi par nahi aata. mai darati hum. ek to samaaj se ki
doosarom ko maalum padega to log kya kahemge ? paas pados
hai...rishtedaar hai..skool hai..dusare khud se ki agar kahi bachcha
thahar gaya to kya karumgi ? isaliye mai khud hi tadapati rahati hum.
mujhe to sharm bhi bahut aati hai ki ab kisi se kya kahum ki mere paas
mard nahi hai aao mujhe chodo...aap se man ki baat kahi hai. mere din
inhi paristhitiyom me nikal rahe the..inhi manodasha ke beech ek din
mere sambandh mere naukar se ban gaye..hariya, mera naukar.umra, 30-35
ki hai. gaav ka hai. pahaadi taakatawar kasarati deh pholadi badan
thoda kaala ramg badi badi mumche yum rahata saaf suthara hai. pichale
do saal se mere paas naukar hai. maine use apane hi ghar me ek kamara
de rakha hai. is prakaar wo hamaare saath hi rahata hai. usaki beebi
gaamv me rahati hai. bachche hai-paamch ! saal me ek do baar chutti
lekar gaamv jaata hai...baaki samay hamaare saath hi rahata hai.mai
skool jaati hum atah usake rahane se mujhe badi sahooliyat rahati hai.
wah beedi bahut peeta hai. ek tarah se wah hamaare ghar ka sadasya hi
hai..ek aurat ki drashti se dekhum to wah pura mard hai aur usame wo
sab khubeeyaam hai jo ek mard me hona chaahiye...bas jara kaala hai
aur beedi bahut peeta hai..yah kahaani hariya aur mere sambandh ki
hai..us din. shaam ka samay tha. munna ghar se baahar khelane gaya
tha. mai aur hariya ghar me akele the. mai gir padi...giri to jor se
cheekhi...ghabara gayi. hariya daud kar aaya..aur mujhe god me utha
kar palamg par litaaya..bibijee..kaha lagi.doctor ko bulaau
?nahi..nahi.doctor ki kya jarurat hai..wese hi theek ho
jaaugi.tab.aayodeksa laga dum.