06-07-2023, 02:23 AM
doosara din
main agale din jaldee utha aur snaan kiya. pichhalee raat, mujhe apane shareer se saara chipachipa veery dhone ke lie 30 minat tak nahaana pada. aaj subah mainne ek baar phir der tak snaan kiya aur naashte ke lie neeche chala gaya.
subah-subah bijalee aa gaee thee. lekin abhee bhee bahut garmee thee. isalie, mainne jeetukaaka kee salaah par dhyaan dene ka phaisala kiya. neeche jaane se pahale mainne naitee pahan lee aur koee bra ya paintee nahin pahanee.
naashta taiyaar tha. mainne jeetukaaka ko "suprabhaat!" kahakar abhivaadan kiya. unhonne vaise hee abhivaadan kiya. aaj usane doosaree lungee aur baniyaan pahan rakhee thee.
naashta karate samay mainne dekha ki vah mere stan aur naitee ke neeche se dikh rahe mere nipals kee chhaap ko ghoor raha tha. usaka dhyaan bhatakaane ke lie mainne poochha, "tumhaara kamara kahaan hai, jeetookaaka?" usane uttar diya, "chhat par, aapake shayanakaksh ke theek oopar."
jaise hee mainne naashta khatm kiya aur oopar apane kamare mein jaane laga, jeetukaaka ne kaha, “main ab snaan karane ja raha hoon. dopahar ka bhojan dopahar ek baje hoga.” main apane kamare mein gaee, apane maata-pita ko phon kiya aur unase baat kee, kuchh doston se baatacheet kee, aur apane premee ko sandesh bheja.
main kal raat kee ghatana ke baare mein sochata raha aur bechain hone laga. meree bechainee ne meree utsukata badha dee. mainne jeetukaaka ko dekhane ke lie chhat par jaane ka phaisala kiya. aaie dekhen ki kya usane apana snaan samaapt kar liya hai.
main vahee naitee (aur neeche kuchh nahin) pahanakar seedhiyaan chadhakar chhat par pahunchee. aur mainne jo dekha, use dekhakar daravaaje par thithak kar khada ho gaya.
chhat ke beech mein ek chhota sa kamara tha jisamen ek chhotee see rasoee aur ek chhota baatharoom tha. baatharoom ke saamane - chhat par - jeetukaaka khade the.
vah hiran-nanga tha! unake pairon ke paas pairaashoot naariyal tel kee ek badee botal padee huee thee. vah dhoop mein khada hokar apane shareer par tel laga raha tha
pahalee baar mainne jeetookaaka ko din ke ujaale mein pooree tarah nagn dekha. kal raat laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein tha. is baar tez dhoop usake sir ke theek oopar chamak rahee thee.
usaka tel se sana hua kaala land bhee sooraj kee roshanee mein chamak raha tha. vo aadha khada tha. usake bade baalon vaale andakosh usakee taangon ke beech neeche latak rahe the, jab vah khud kee maalish kar raha tha to vah baen aur daen ghoom raha tha.
yah aadamee bahut lamba nahin tha - lagabhag 5 pheet 8, lekin usaka shareer bail kee tarah bana hua tha. ped jaise mote haath aur pair, bada gol pet, bade koolhe. aur vah baaladaar tha. usakee chhaatee, pet, kandhe, haath aur pair ghane kaale ghungharaale baalon se dhake hue the. unakee peeth aur yahaan tak ki unake koolhon par bhee atyadhik baal the.
lekin baalon kee sabase ghanee vrddhi usake pairon ke beech thee - usake pyoobis aur andakosh - kuchh aisa jo mere premee ke paas nahin tha. (usake paas saaph-sutharee genden aur ek kroch tha).
achaanak jeetookaaka kee najar mujh par padee. ek kshan ke lie vah avaak khada rah gaya. main bhee vaheen khada raha. phir vo meree taraph ghoom gaya.
“chhotee raanee, tumhen kuchh chaahie?” usane apanee nagnata ko chhipaane kee koshish kie bina poochha.
"nahin, main bas tumhen dekhana chaahata tha," mainne javaab diya aur apane kamare kee or mud gaya.
"ek pal ke lie yahaan aao," unhonne kaha.
main usakee or chala, na jaane usake man mein kya tha. mujhe bhee yakeen nahin tha ki mere man mein kya tha. lekin mujhe apane pairon ke beech geelaapan mahasoos hua.
"kya aap mujh par tel malana pasand karenge?" usane vinamrata se poochha.
nahin, mainne sir hilaaya. mujhe koee aapatti nahin hogee. mainne saath khelane ka phaisala kiya aur botal se tel apanee hatheliyon par daal liya.
"yahaan ragado," usane apane aadhe khade dik aur gendon kee or ishaara kiya.
"agar koee hamen dekh le to kya hoga?" mainne poochh liya.
"chinta mat karo. itanee garmee mein koee chhat par nahin chadhega. saath hee, hamaara ghar pados mein sabase ooncha hai. hamaaree chhat padosee chhaton se nahin dekhee ja sakatee, unhonne mujhe aashvaasan diya.
main usake saamane ghutanon ke bal baith gaya aur donon haathon se usakee chhadee par tel mal diya. mere ghutane pharsh par the, aur choonki vah khada tha to meree kleevej usake najarie se dikhaee de rahee thee.
"main dekh raha hoon ki tumane neeche kuchh bhee nahin pahana hai," vah muskuraaya aur mere kleevej ko ghoorakar dekha.
"haan, mainne aapakee salaah ka paalan kiya," mainne uttar diya. phir turant kaha, “yah sachamuch bahut garm hai. tum dhoop mein kyon khade ho?”
“main chhat par rahata hoon. mera kamara yaheen hai. baatharoom yaheen hai. isalie, main yahaan tel lagaata hoon, unhonne kaha. usaka shareer ab tel aur paseene se lathapath ho gaya tha. mujhe bhee paseena aane laga tha.
kuchh hee minat mein usaka kaala danda sakht hokar poora khada ho gaya. main ise donon haathon se pamp karata raha. usake land kee nasen ubharee huee theen aur aisa lag raha tha jaise koee mota lohe ka paip ho.
mainne chamadee peechhe kheenchee aur usake ling ka gulaabee sir ujaagar kar diya. isamen pichhalee raat kee hee gandee badaboodaar gandh thee. aur us par chipachipa safed jamaav tha, shaayad pichhalee raat ke veery ka bacha hua hissa
“yoo! jeetukaaka, yah bahut ganda hai! tumhen ise dhona hoga, mainne ghrna se kaha.
“main roz tel lagaata hoon,” usane uttar diya, “jaisa ki aap abhee laga rahe hain.”
"tel nahin," mainne virodh kiya. “tel is saphed jamaav ko chipachipa bana raha hai. ise saabun aur paanee se saaph karana hoga.”
“theek hai, tum aisa karo. saabun baatharoom ke andar hai.”
main utha, baatharoom ke andar gaya, saabun kee tikiya aur paanee ka mag liya aur phir se usake saamane ghutanon ke bal baith gaya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par dher saara saabun ragada, usake land par lagaaya aur sar ko achchhee tarah saaph kiya. isamen 5 minat lage, lekin jab mainne us par paanee ka mag daala to vah saaph suthara dikhane laga.
“dekho, ab kitana achchha lag raha hai?” khushaboo bhee achchhee aa rahee hai, mainne usase kaha.
“saabun meree tvacha ko shushk bana deta hai. mujhe tel pasand hai, usane laaparavaahee se uttar diya.
beshak, tum aisa karate ho, tum aadim jaanavar, mainne socha.
mainne usakee goliyon par saabun lagaaya aur unhen bhee ragad kar saaph kar diya. ve itane bhaaree the ki aisa laga jaise main 2 bade naariyal utha raha hoon.
"ye itane bhaaree kyon hain?" mainne ek jigyaasu bachche kee tarah usase poochha.
"kyonki unake andar kya hai," usane sharaarat se uttar diya.
"unake andar kya hai?" mujhe turant ehasaas hua ki yah prashn kitana moorkhataapoorn tha, lekin phir bhee usane uttar diya.
"aap jo kar rahe hain use karate rahen, aur aapako jald hee pata chal jaega," vah muskurae.
mujhe pata hai. mainne vah kal raat dekha. kisee ne bhee mujhe pichhalee raat kee tarah veery se nahalaaya nahin tha.
"kya main aapase koee baat poochhoon?" mainne poochh liya. “mera boyaphrend tumhaaree umr se aadhe se bhee kam umr ka hai - sateek roop se kahen to meree umr - lekin usaka land aur genden tumase bahut chhote hain. usaka veery bahut patala aur paaneedaar bhee hota hai. tumhaare jaisa mota nahin. kya hai tumhaara bhed?"
vah kuchh sekand ke lie chup raha aur javaab diya, “yah dukhad hai ki aise yuva vyakti ka veery paanee jaisa hota hai. land ka saiz koee maayane nahin rakhata. yah oonchaee, umr aur shaareerik sanrachana ke aadhaar par vyakti se doosare vyakti mein bhinn ho sakata hai. lekin purush ka veery gaadha aur bharapoor hona chaahie. yah jitana gaadha hoga, isamen beej utana hee adhik hoga.”
mujhe usakee baat par aashchary hua. aisa lag raha tha jaise kisee kam padhe-likhe aadamee ke gyaan ke shabd, jo na to mere premee jitana parishkrt tha aur na hee parishkrt tha.
"to, aapaka rahasy kya hai?" mainne phir poochha.
“kaun sa rahasy? main nahin jaanata, unhonne uttar diya. “main saada khaana khaata hoon, dhoomrapaan nahin karata, sharaab nahin peeta, har din tel maalish karata hoon. kya yahee kaaran hai? mujhen nahin pata."
"theek hai," main niraash tha ki koee rahasy nahin tha.
“desee ghee ho sakata hai,” use achaanak yaad aaya. “mera saara khaana desee ghee mein banata hai.”
"deshee ghee? oh teree! yah dil ke lie bura hai, mainne kaha.
“hrday ke lie bura hai, lekin veery ke lie achchha hai,” usane mujhe sudhaara. "desee ghee manushy mein beejotpaadan badhaata hai."
kya iseelie jeetukaaka ke paas itanee bhaaree genden hain? deshee ghee? unaka pet bhee bahut bada hai, jisaka kaaran bhee desee ghee hee hoga. yah koee aadarsh vikalp nahin lagata.
“jeetukaaka, mujhe apana rejar aur sheving kreem do. main tumhaaree jhaadee kaatana chaahata hoon, mainne usase kaha.
"kya? kyon?" unake dimaag ke purje hil chuke the.
"yah jangal jaisa dikhata hai," mainne usake ghane jaghan baalon ko kheenchate hue uttar diya. “aur isase badaboo aatee hai. yah asvasth hai.”
jaise hee mainne unhen kheencha, unake jaghan ke baalon kee kuchh laten ukhad gaeen aur meree ungaliyon se chipak gaeen. "dekhana? kitanee gadabad hai!" mainne use dikhaaya.
"nahin," usane balapoorvak uttar diya. "main aisa nahin kar sakata. yah sharmanaak hai. maana jaata hai ki purushon ke neeche ghane baal hote hain. shahar ke log shaayad aisa kar rahe honge, lekin yahaan gaanv mein isakee anumati nahin hai.”
mujhe ehasaas hua ki usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai. unake paas mardaanagee ke baare mein puraane zamaane ke vichaar the. mainne vishay badal diya.
"theek hai, phir mujhe shev karane do," mainne usase kaha. “mere baal neeche kee or badhane lage hain. aur isamen khujalee hotee hai.”
"haan, aap kar sakate hain," vah turant sahamat ho gaya. “mahilaen kate hue nijee angon ke saath behatar dikhatee hain. khaas taur par aap jaisee yuva shaharee ladakiyaan.”
vah apane baatharoom mein gaya aur paanee ka ek mag, sheving kreem kee ek tyoob, ek sheving brash aur ek plaastik tvin-bled rejar lekar vaapas aaya.
"aaeena? mujhe ek darpan kee aavashyakata hai, mainne usase kaha.
“baatharoom kee deevaar par darpan laga hua hai. ekamaatr haindaheld darpan aapake shayanakaksh mein hai, unhonne uttar diya. “neeche jaane kee jaroorat nahin hai. main tumhaaree hajaamat bana doonga.”
mainne aashchary se usakee or dekha. usakee aankhon mein havas aur honthon par gandee muskaan thee. usaka nagn tel se sana hua land khambhe kee tarah sakht tha, aur usakee genden veery se bharee huee lag rahee theen.
"theek hai," mainne sharamaate hue uttar diya. "kisee ne mujhe pahale shev nahin kiya hai."
darasal, main apanee choot aur gaand par vaiksing karaatee thee, lekin mainne isaka jikr nahin kiya kyonki vah vaiksing nahin samajhata tha.
“main ise theek se karoonga. aap dekhenge, jeetukaaka apane kamare se ek chaadar lekar aae aur mere saamane pharsh par bichha dee. "apanee naitee utaaro," unhonne kaha.
"kya yah aavashyak hai?" mainne poochh liya. “mainne neeche kuchh bhee nahin pahana hai.” mainne use dikhaane ke lie naitee ko apanee kamar tak kheench liya.
meree nangee koochee dekh kar usakee aankhen chamak utheen. lekin unhonne kaha, “tumhaaree naitee gandee ho jaayegee. aapake aur mere haathon mein tel hai. mujhe ise utaarane do.”
ek tvarit gati mein, usane meree naitee uthaee, mere sir ke oopar kheenchee aur bedasheet par phenk dee. main ab din ke ujaale mein chhat par bilkul nangee khadee thee. jeetukaaka kee aankhen ab vaasana se bhar gaeen. mujhe apanee nagnata par sharm mahasoos huee.
“bedasheet par pet ke bal let jao,” usane aadesh diya. "aapakee peeth oopar honee chaahie."
main bedasheet par aundhe munh let gaya. meree peeth ab sooraj ke saamane aa gaee thee.
"apane koolhe uthao," usaka doosara aadesh aaya. mera dil tejee se dhadakane laga. vah kya karane kee yojana bana raha tha? mainne jhijhakate hue apane nitamb oopar uthaaye lekin taangen band rakheen.
mera chehara, stan aur haath neeche kee or bedasheet par the. meree kamar aur nitamb ghutanon ke sahaare oopar kee or uthe hue the.
"apane pair phailao," usaka teesara aadesh aaya.
main hichakichaaya. apane koolhon ko oopar karake pair phailaana ashobhaneey lag raha tha. mainne apane pair thode alag kar liye. vah mere pairon ke beech ghutanon ke bal baith gaya aur mere donon pairon ko apane haathon se pakad liya. usane unhen chauda kar diya - mere baen pair ko apane baen haath se aur mere daahine pair ko apane daahine haath se.
usaka chehara meree gaand ke chhed ke theek oopar beech mein tha. kuchh sekand tak kuchh nahin hua. tabhee mujhe usakee saansen apanee choot par mahasoos hueen. vah soongh raha tha! dobaara!
"aap kya kar rahe hain?" mainne jhunjhalaakar poochha. "tum hamesha idhar-udhar kyon soonghate rahate ho?"
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane besharmee se uttar diya. “mainne pahale kabhee itanee taaza aur saaf yonee kee gandh mahasoos nahin kee thee. gaanv kee ladakiyon kee aisee meethee-sugandhit munda yoniyaan nahin hoteen.
usakee ashleelata ne mujhe chaunka diya. main is aadamee ko jeevan bhar jaanata hoon. mujhe kabhee nahin pata tha ki vah ek vikrt vyakti hai.
“tum sachamuch badee ho gaee ho, chhotee raanee,” vah bola. usane apanee ungaliyon se meree choot ke honthon ko ek saath dabaaya aur chhed ko band kar diya. un hothon se turant namee tapakane lagee. “tumhaaree geelee yoni sooj gaee hai. mainne apane jeevan mein sabase adhik geelaapan dekha hai.”
isase pahale ki main kuchh pratikriya kar paatee, usane apanee jeebh se meree choot ke honthon ko chaatana shuroo kar diya tha. kuchh hee sekand mein main usakee saaree baaten bhool gaya. usakee chaat ne mujhe doosaree duniya mein pahuncha diya.
usane meree choot ko baahar se chaata, phir chhed khola aur apanee jeebh andar daal dee. main khud par kaaboo nahin rakh paee aur jor-jor se karaahane lagee. mera ras khulakar bahane laga. jaise-jaise usakee jeebh mere chhed ke andar gaharaee tak jaatee gaee, main geelee aur geelee hotee gaee. aur meree karaahon ke saath-saath pach-pach ka shor bhee badh gaya.
chhat par, dopahar kee tez dhoop mein, bheeshan garmee kee lahar ke beech, jeetukaaka ne ghanton tak meree choot ke chhed ko jeebh se choda. main kam se kam teen baar charam par pahuncha aur apana ras usake chehare, naak aur hothon par chhidak diya.
jab vah aakhirakaar ruka, to mere pair kaanp rahe the. main ab apane nitamb oopar nahin utha sakatee thee. mere pair thakaavat se dhah gae aur mera shareer paseene se lathapath ho gaya. mainne usakee taraph dekha. usaka chehara bhee paseene aur mere safed ras se lathapath tha.
usane apana chehara chaata, apanee ungalee se apanee naak aur gaalon se ras ponchha aur apane munh mein daal liya. aisa lag raha tha jaise vah garmee ke dinon mein aaisakreem kee tarah isaka svaad le raha ho.
usane mujhe apanee saansen sambhaalane dee aur apana sanyam vaapas paane diya. kuchh minaton ke baad unhonne kaha, “theek hai, chalo shev karate hain. apane koolhon ko phir se oopar uthaen.”
"are nahin dubaara nahin. aaj nahin. main thak gaya hoon, mainne usase vinatee kee.
"chinta mat karo. yah kuchh hee minaton mein khatm ho jaega. main tumhen hajaamat banaane ke alaava kuchh nahin karoonga. main vaada karata hoon."
anichchha se mainne phir se apane koolhe oopar uthaaye. phir apane pair phaila die. jeetookaaka ne brash par sheving kreem lee aur use paanee ke mag mein duboya aur meree gaand par lagaane laga.
gol-gol ghumaate hue usane seedhe meree gaand ke chhed par brash phiraaya. brash par baal mere nitamb ko tab tak gudagudee karate rahe jab tak ki jhaag jaisa gaadha jhaag na ban gaya. usane brash ko meree choot par bhee ragada, jisase mujhe vahaan bhee gudagudee hone lagee. meree gaand aur choot donon ab sheving kreem se sane hue the.
jeetukaaka ne meree gaand ke chhed ke donon taraph plaastik ka rejar chalaaya aur mujhe dikhaane ke lie use mere chehare ke saamane le aae. usamen sheving kreem ke saath meree gaand ke chhote-chhote baal lage hue the. phir usane rejar ko meree daraar ke donon kinaaron par neeche kee or chalaaya aur mere pyoobis tak pahunch gaya.
yah 5 minat se bhee kam samay mein khatm ho gaya. meree bur, choot aur gaand sab saaf saaf thee.
"tumhaare ganje chhed sundar lag rahe hain," jeetukaaka ne apanee hatheliyon par naariyal ka tel daalate hue prashansa kee. phir usane shev kee huee jagah par tel lagaana shuroo kar diya.
"tel ke prati yah kaisa junoon hai?" main chidh gaya. main pahale se hee paseene se lathapath thee, tej dhoop mein nangee padee thee aur vah mere chhed par tel mal raha tha!
"tumhen tel aur soonghane ka shauk hai," mainne uthane kee koshish karate hue usase kaha.
"yah aapake sanvedanasheel kshetron ke lie achchha hai, khaasakar shev karane ke baad," usane mujhe bedasheet par peechhe dhakelate hue javaab diya. is baar mera chehara neeche tha, lekin mere koolhe zameen ke star par the, oopar nahin.
usane mere pairon ko aur phailaaya, unake beech pojeeshan lee aur apanee ungaliyon se mere nitambon ko phailaaya. usane meree gaand kee daraar, koolhon aur gaand ke chhed ke andar tel mal diya. phir usane apanee beech vaalee ungalee seedhe meree gaand ke chhed mein daal dee. thoda. lekin main uchhal pada.
"aaj ke lie bahut hai. mujhe jaane do, mainne usase kaha, mujhe ab nahaana hai.
"baad mein. pahale, mujhe tumhaare chhed saaf karane do.” yah kahate hue usane mujhe phir se neeche dhakel diya aur apanee beech vaalee ungalee phir se mere nitamb mein daal dee. is baar thoda jyaada.
“aauch! nahin, vahaan nahin, mainne virodh karane kee koshish kee. lekin usakee tel se sanee ungalee meree tel se bheegee gaand ke chhed mein kuchh senteemeetar tak aasaanee se ghus gaee. bahut zyaada dard to nahin hua, lekin vahaan chhoone par ajeeb laga.
tab tak kisee ne bhee meree gaand ka ullanghan nahin kiya tha. mera boyaphrend bhee nahin. jeetookaaka pahale aadamee the jinhonne us din dopahar kee chilachilaatee dhoop mein meree gaand ko ungalee se choda.
vah dheere-dheere, bahut dheere-dheere apanee ungalee andar baahar karata raha. pratyek dhakke ke saath thoda aur andar. usane apanee ungalee mere nitamb ke chaaron or ghumaee jaise ki kuchh khoj raha ho.
mainne apanee aankhen band kar leen. shuruaatee pareshaanee kee jagah thodee adhik sukhad anubhooti ne le lee.
kuchh hee minaton mein meree choot vaasana se geelee ho gayee. yah mahasoos karate hue, usane apana tel se sana hua angootha meree yoni ke andar daal diya. aur dheere dheere andar dhakelane laga. ab mere andar 2 ungaliyaan theen - usakee beech vaalee ungalee meree gaand ke chhed ke andar aur usaka angootha meree choot ke andar.
"tumhaare chhed bahut chhote hain!" usane kaamukata se kaha aur apanee ungaliyon ko baaree-baaree se andar baahar karana shuroo kar diya. mera safed ras meree jhukee huee yoni se baahar bedasheet par svatantr roop se bah raha tha. dabaav teevr tha, isalie main chhatapataane lagee aur kaampane lagee.
“tum machhalee kee tarah chhatapata rahee ho!” unhonne kaha.
jab bhee vo apanee ungaliyaan andar daalata to meree bur se gandee poch poch kee aavaaj aane lagatee.
"band karo. ab aur nahin, mainne aankhen band karake usase vinatee kee. ek hee samay mein donon chhedon mein oongalee karana mere lie naya tha. yah bahut zyaada tha!
“theek hai, main ek shart par rukoonga,” unhonne kaha. “main tumhen poore ghar mein apane land par bithaakar ghumaoonga.”
"kya?" mainne ardhabehoshee mein poochha. usaka matalab samajh nahin aaya.
usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhed se baahar nikaaleen aur mujhe apane saamane ghuma liya. main ab usakee taraph peeth karake leta hua tha.
“tum mere land par baithogee. ise apane andar le lo. aur main tumhen aise hee le jaoonga aur ghar ke chaaron or ghumaoonga, ”unhonne kaha.
mujhe ab bhee apane kaanon par vishvaas nahin ho raha tha. “tumhaara matalab hai ki tum mere andar rahoge….”
"poore samay, haan," usane mera vaaky poora karate hue kaha, "main tumhen samarthan nahin doonga ya apane haathon se pakad nahin loonga. bas mera land. yah andar hoga aur aapako ghar ke har kamare mein le jaega.
main ab thoda saamaany mahasoos kar raha tha isalie main hansane laga. "yah mumakin nahin hai. mera vazan 52 kilo hai.”
"yah sambhav hai. yadi main asaphal ho gaya, to aap jo chaahen karane ke lie svatantr hain, usane aatmavishvaas se uttar diya. “lekin agar main jeet gaya, to main jo chaahoon vah karane ke lie svatantr ho jaoonga. usake baad."
yah asambhav lagata hai lekin mazedaar hai. vah yah kar sakate hain?
“lekin 2 sharten hain,” unhonne kaha. “mera land tumhaare andar poora hona hai - aadha nahin, 70% nahin - balki poora andar. aur doosaree baat, jab main tumhen uthaoonga to tum oopar-neeche nahin ho sakate.
main usake dussaahas par chakit tha. yah ek ajeeb prastaav tha, bahut ashobhaneey. lekin yah ek mazedaar chunautee kee tarah lag raha tha. main bhaaree nahin tha, lekin 52 kilo vajan halka nahin hai. mujhe yakeen tha ki vah asaphal ho jaayega.
"theek hai, agar main isase sahamat ho jaoon, to main jo chaahoon vah kar sakata hoon, yahaan tak ki tumhaaree jhaadee bhee kaat sakata hoon?" mainne poochh liya.
"haan, lekin keval tabhee jab main asaphal ho jaoon," usane uttar diya. "lekin aap poore samay oopar ya neeche nahin ja sakate."
"aisa kyon?"
"kyonki agar tum mere land ko oopar-neeche karogee, to main veeryapaat kar sakata hoon," unhonne samajhaaya, "aur phir main ghar ka daura poora nahin kar paoonga."
"lekin aap kandom pahanenge, hai na?" mainne utsukata se poochha.
“kandom? kaun sa kandom? mainne kabhee kandom ka upayog nahin kiya hai, unhonne upekshaapoorn svar mein kaha.
beshak, aapane aisa nahin kiya, mainne socha. aap abhee bhee paashaan yug mein phanse hue hain. lekin ab main chintit tha. mainne usase kaha, "jab tak tum kandom nahin pahanoge, ham aisa nahin kar sakate." "main jokhim nahin le sakata."
“is ghar mein koee kandom nahin hai chhotee raanee. lekin ghabaraana nahin. main apana beej tumhaare andar nahin giraoonga,” usane mujhe aashvaasan diya. "yah ek vaada hai. aur agar main aisa karoonga, to main tumhen kal phaarmesee se ek golee laoonga."
main agale din jaldee utha aur snaan kiya. pichhalee raat, mujhe apane shareer se saara chipachipa veery dhone ke lie 30 minat tak nahaana pada. aaj subah mainne ek baar phir der tak snaan kiya aur naashte ke lie neeche chala gaya.
subah-subah bijalee aa gaee thee. lekin abhee bhee bahut garmee thee. isalie, mainne jeetukaaka kee salaah par dhyaan dene ka phaisala kiya. neeche jaane se pahale mainne naitee pahan lee aur koee bra ya paintee nahin pahanee.
naashta taiyaar tha. mainne jeetukaaka ko "suprabhaat!" kahakar abhivaadan kiya. unhonne vaise hee abhivaadan kiya. aaj usane doosaree lungee aur baniyaan pahan rakhee thee.
naashta karate samay mainne dekha ki vah mere stan aur naitee ke neeche se dikh rahe mere nipals kee chhaap ko ghoor raha tha. usaka dhyaan bhatakaane ke lie mainne poochha, "tumhaara kamara kahaan hai, jeetookaaka?" usane uttar diya, "chhat par, aapake shayanakaksh ke theek oopar."
jaise hee mainne naashta khatm kiya aur oopar apane kamare mein jaane laga, jeetukaaka ne kaha, “main ab snaan karane ja raha hoon. dopahar ka bhojan dopahar ek baje hoga.” main apane kamare mein gaee, apane maata-pita ko phon kiya aur unase baat kee, kuchh doston se baatacheet kee, aur apane premee ko sandesh bheja.
main kal raat kee ghatana ke baare mein sochata raha aur bechain hone laga. meree bechainee ne meree utsukata badha dee. mainne jeetukaaka ko dekhane ke lie chhat par jaane ka phaisala kiya. aaie dekhen ki kya usane apana snaan samaapt kar liya hai.
main vahee naitee (aur neeche kuchh nahin) pahanakar seedhiyaan chadhakar chhat par pahunchee. aur mainne jo dekha, use dekhakar daravaaje par thithak kar khada ho gaya.
chhat ke beech mein ek chhota sa kamara tha jisamen ek chhotee see rasoee aur ek chhota baatharoom tha. baatharoom ke saamane - chhat par - jeetukaaka khade the.
vah hiran-nanga tha! unake pairon ke paas pairaashoot naariyal tel kee ek badee botal padee huee thee. vah dhoop mein khada hokar apane shareer par tel laga raha tha
pahalee baar mainne jeetookaaka ko din ke ujaale mein pooree tarah nagn dekha. kal raat laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein tha. is baar tez dhoop usake sir ke theek oopar chamak rahee thee.
usaka tel se sana hua kaala land bhee sooraj kee roshanee mein chamak raha tha. vo aadha khada tha. usake bade baalon vaale andakosh usakee taangon ke beech neeche latak rahe the, jab vah khud kee maalish kar raha tha to vah baen aur daen ghoom raha tha.
yah aadamee bahut lamba nahin tha - lagabhag 5 pheet 8, lekin usaka shareer bail kee tarah bana hua tha. ped jaise mote haath aur pair, bada gol pet, bade koolhe. aur vah baaladaar tha. usakee chhaatee, pet, kandhe, haath aur pair ghane kaale ghungharaale baalon se dhake hue the. unakee peeth aur yahaan tak ki unake koolhon par bhee atyadhik baal the.
lekin baalon kee sabase ghanee vrddhi usake pairon ke beech thee - usake pyoobis aur andakosh - kuchh aisa jo mere premee ke paas nahin tha. (usake paas saaph-sutharee genden aur ek kroch tha).
achaanak jeetookaaka kee najar mujh par padee. ek kshan ke lie vah avaak khada rah gaya. main bhee vaheen khada raha. phir vo meree taraph ghoom gaya.
“chhotee raanee, tumhen kuchh chaahie?” usane apanee nagnata ko chhipaane kee koshish kie bina poochha.
"nahin, main bas tumhen dekhana chaahata tha," mainne javaab diya aur apane kamare kee or mud gaya.
"ek pal ke lie yahaan aao," unhonne kaha.
main usakee or chala, na jaane usake man mein kya tha. mujhe bhee yakeen nahin tha ki mere man mein kya tha. lekin mujhe apane pairon ke beech geelaapan mahasoos hua.
"kya aap mujh par tel malana pasand karenge?" usane vinamrata se poochha.
nahin, mainne sir hilaaya. mujhe koee aapatti nahin hogee. mainne saath khelane ka phaisala kiya aur botal se tel apanee hatheliyon par daal liya.
"yahaan ragado," usane apane aadhe khade dik aur gendon kee or ishaara kiya.
"agar koee hamen dekh le to kya hoga?" mainne poochh liya.
"chinta mat karo. itanee garmee mein koee chhat par nahin chadhega. saath hee, hamaara ghar pados mein sabase ooncha hai. hamaaree chhat padosee chhaton se nahin dekhee ja sakatee, unhonne mujhe aashvaasan diya.
main usake saamane ghutanon ke bal baith gaya aur donon haathon se usakee chhadee par tel mal diya. mere ghutane pharsh par the, aur choonki vah khada tha to meree kleevej usake najarie se dikhaee de rahee thee.
"main dekh raha hoon ki tumane neeche kuchh bhee nahin pahana hai," vah muskuraaya aur mere kleevej ko ghoorakar dekha.
"haan, mainne aapakee salaah ka paalan kiya," mainne uttar diya. phir turant kaha, “yah sachamuch bahut garm hai. tum dhoop mein kyon khade ho?”
“main chhat par rahata hoon. mera kamara yaheen hai. baatharoom yaheen hai. isalie, main yahaan tel lagaata hoon, unhonne kaha. usaka shareer ab tel aur paseene se lathapath ho gaya tha. mujhe bhee paseena aane laga tha.
kuchh hee minat mein usaka kaala danda sakht hokar poora khada ho gaya. main ise donon haathon se pamp karata raha. usake land kee nasen ubharee huee theen aur aisa lag raha tha jaise koee mota lohe ka paip ho.
mainne chamadee peechhe kheenchee aur usake ling ka gulaabee sir ujaagar kar diya. isamen pichhalee raat kee hee gandee badaboodaar gandh thee. aur us par chipachipa safed jamaav tha, shaayad pichhalee raat ke veery ka bacha hua hissa
“yoo! jeetukaaka, yah bahut ganda hai! tumhen ise dhona hoga, mainne ghrna se kaha.
“main roz tel lagaata hoon,” usane uttar diya, “jaisa ki aap abhee laga rahe hain.”
"tel nahin," mainne virodh kiya. “tel is saphed jamaav ko chipachipa bana raha hai. ise saabun aur paanee se saaph karana hoga.”
“theek hai, tum aisa karo. saabun baatharoom ke andar hai.”
main utha, baatharoom ke andar gaya, saabun kee tikiya aur paanee ka mag liya aur phir se usake saamane ghutanon ke bal baith gaya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par dher saara saabun ragada, usake land par lagaaya aur sar ko achchhee tarah saaph kiya. isamen 5 minat lage, lekin jab mainne us par paanee ka mag daala to vah saaph suthara dikhane laga.
“dekho, ab kitana achchha lag raha hai?” khushaboo bhee achchhee aa rahee hai, mainne usase kaha.
“saabun meree tvacha ko shushk bana deta hai. mujhe tel pasand hai, usane laaparavaahee se uttar diya.
beshak, tum aisa karate ho, tum aadim jaanavar, mainne socha.
mainne usakee goliyon par saabun lagaaya aur unhen bhee ragad kar saaph kar diya. ve itane bhaaree the ki aisa laga jaise main 2 bade naariyal utha raha hoon.
"ye itane bhaaree kyon hain?" mainne ek jigyaasu bachche kee tarah usase poochha.
"kyonki unake andar kya hai," usane sharaarat se uttar diya.
"unake andar kya hai?" mujhe turant ehasaas hua ki yah prashn kitana moorkhataapoorn tha, lekin phir bhee usane uttar diya.
"aap jo kar rahe hain use karate rahen, aur aapako jald hee pata chal jaega," vah muskurae.
mujhe pata hai. mainne vah kal raat dekha. kisee ne bhee mujhe pichhalee raat kee tarah veery se nahalaaya nahin tha.
"kya main aapase koee baat poochhoon?" mainne poochh liya. “mera boyaphrend tumhaaree umr se aadhe se bhee kam umr ka hai - sateek roop se kahen to meree umr - lekin usaka land aur genden tumase bahut chhote hain. usaka veery bahut patala aur paaneedaar bhee hota hai. tumhaare jaisa mota nahin. kya hai tumhaara bhed?"
vah kuchh sekand ke lie chup raha aur javaab diya, “yah dukhad hai ki aise yuva vyakti ka veery paanee jaisa hota hai. land ka saiz koee maayane nahin rakhata. yah oonchaee, umr aur shaareerik sanrachana ke aadhaar par vyakti se doosare vyakti mein bhinn ho sakata hai. lekin purush ka veery gaadha aur bharapoor hona chaahie. yah jitana gaadha hoga, isamen beej utana hee adhik hoga.”
mujhe usakee baat par aashchary hua. aisa lag raha tha jaise kisee kam padhe-likhe aadamee ke gyaan ke shabd, jo na to mere premee jitana parishkrt tha aur na hee parishkrt tha.
"to, aapaka rahasy kya hai?" mainne phir poochha.
“kaun sa rahasy? main nahin jaanata, unhonne uttar diya. “main saada khaana khaata hoon, dhoomrapaan nahin karata, sharaab nahin peeta, har din tel maalish karata hoon. kya yahee kaaran hai? mujhen nahin pata."
"theek hai," main niraash tha ki koee rahasy nahin tha.
“desee ghee ho sakata hai,” use achaanak yaad aaya. “mera saara khaana desee ghee mein banata hai.”
"deshee ghee? oh teree! yah dil ke lie bura hai, mainne kaha.
“hrday ke lie bura hai, lekin veery ke lie achchha hai,” usane mujhe sudhaara. "desee ghee manushy mein beejotpaadan badhaata hai."
kya iseelie jeetukaaka ke paas itanee bhaaree genden hain? deshee ghee? unaka pet bhee bahut bada hai, jisaka kaaran bhee desee ghee hee hoga. yah koee aadarsh vikalp nahin lagata.
“jeetukaaka, mujhe apana rejar aur sheving kreem do. main tumhaaree jhaadee kaatana chaahata hoon, mainne usase kaha.
"kya? kyon?" unake dimaag ke purje hil chuke the.
"yah jangal jaisa dikhata hai," mainne usake ghane jaghan baalon ko kheenchate hue uttar diya. “aur isase badaboo aatee hai. yah asvasth hai.”
jaise hee mainne unhen kheencha, unake jaghan ke baalon kee kuchh laten ukhad gaeen aur meree ungaliyon se chipak gaeen. "dekhana? kitanee gadabad hai!" mainne use dikhaaya.
"nahin," usane balapoorvak uttar diya. "main aisa nahin kar sakata. yah sharmanaak hai. maana jaata hai ki purushon ke neeche ghane baal hote hain. shahar ke log shaayad aisa kar rahe honge, lekin yahaan gaanv mein isakee anumati nahin hai.”
mujhe ehasaas hua ki usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai. unake paas mardaanagee ke baare mein puraane zamaane ke vichaar the. mainne vishay badal diya.
"theek hai, phir mujhe shev karane do," mainne usase kaha. “mere baal neeche kee or badhane lage hain. aur isamen khujalee hotee hai.”
"haan, aap kar sakate hain," vah turant sahamat ho gaya. “mahilaen kate hue nijee angon ke saath behatar dikhatee hain. khaas taur par aap jaisee yuva shaharee ladakiyaan.”
vah apane baatharoom mein gaya aur paanee ka ek mag, sheving kreem kee ek tyoob, ek sheving brash aur ek plaastik tvin-bled rejar lekar vaapas aaya.
"aaeena? mujhe ek darpan kee aavashyakata hai, mainne usase kaha.
“baatharoom kee deevaar par darpan laga hua hai. ekamaatr haindaheld darpan aapake shayanakaksh mein hai, unhonne uttar diya. “neeche jaane kee jaroorat nahin hai. main tumhaaree hajaamat bana doonga.”
mainne aashchary se usakee or dekha. usakee aankhon mein havas aur honthon par gandee muskaan thee. usaka nagn tel se sana hua land khambhe kee tarah sakht tha, aur usakee genden veery se bharee huee lag rahee theen.
"theek hai," mainne sharamaate hue uttar diya. "kisee ne mujhe pahale shev nahin kiya hai."
darasal, main apanee choot aur gaand par vaiksing karaatee thee, lekin mainne isaka jikr nahin kiya kyonki vah vaiksing nahin samajhata tha.
“main ise theek se karoonga. aap dekhenge, jeetukaaka apane kamare se ek chaadar lekar aae aur mere saamane pharsh par bichha dee. "apanee naitee utaaro," unhonne kaha.
"kya yah aavashyak hai?" mainne poochh liya. “mainne neeche kuchh bhee nahin pahana hai.” mainne use dikhaane ke lie naitee ko apanee kamar tak kheench liya.
meree nangee koochee dekh kar usakee aankhen chamak utheen. lekin unhonne kaha, “tumhaaree naitee gandee ho jaayegee. aapake aur mere haathon mein tel hai. mujhe ise utaarane do.”
ek tvarit gati mein, usane meree naitee uthaee, mere sir ke oopar kheenchee aur bedasheet par phenk dee. main ab din ke ujaale mein chhat par bilkul nangee khadee thee. jeetukaaka kee aankhen ab vaasana se bhar gaeen. mujhe apanee nagnata par sharm mahasoos huee.
“bedasheet par pet ke bal let jao,” usane aadesh diya. "aapakee peeth oopar honee chaahie."
main bedasheet par aundhe munh let gaya. meree peeth ab sooraj ke saamane aa gaee thee.
"apane koolhe uthao," usaka doosara aadesh aaya. mera dil tejee se dhadakane laga. vah kya karane kee yojana bana raha tha? mainne jhijhakate hue apane nitamb oopar uthaaye lekin taangen band rakheen.
mera chehara, stan aur haath neeche kee or bedasheet par the. meree kamar aur nitamb ghutanon ke sahaare oopar kee or uthe hue the.
"apane pair phailao," usaka teesara aadesh aaya.
main hichakichaaya. apane koolhon ko oopar karake pair phailaana ashobhaneey lag raha tha. mainne apane pair thode alag kar liye. vah mere pairon ke beech ghutanon ke bal baith gaya aur mere donon pairon ko apane haathon se pakad liya. usane unhen chauda kar diya - mere baen pair ko apane baen haath se aur mere daahine pair ko apane daahine haath se.
usaka chehara meree gaand ke chhed ke theek oopar beech mein tha. kuchh sekand tak kuchh nahin hua. tabhee mujhe usakee saansen apanee choot par mahasoos hueen. vah soongh raha tha! dobaara!
"aap kya kar rahe hain?" mainne jhunjhalaakar poochha. "tum hamesha idhar-udhar kyon soonghate rahate ho?"
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane besharmee se uttar diya. “mainne pahale kabhee itanee taaza aur saaf yonee kee gandh mahasoos nahin kee thee. gaanv kee ladakiyon kee aisee meethee-sugandhit munda yoniyaan nahin hoteen.
usakee ashleelata ne mujhe chaunka diya. main is aadamee ko jeevan bhar jaanata hoon. mujhe kabhee nahin pata tha ki vah ek vikrt vyakti hai.
“tum sachamuch badee ho gaee ho, chhotee raanee,” vah bola. usane apanee ungaliyon se meree choot ke honthon ko ek saath dabaaya aur chhed ko band kar diya. un hothon se turant namee tapakane lagee. “tumhaaree geelee yoni sooj gaee hai. mainne apane jeevan mein sabase adhik geelaapan dekha hai.”
isase pahale ki main kuchh pratikriya kar paatee, usane apanee jeebh se meree choot ke honthon ko chaatana shuroo kar diya tha. kuchh hee sekand mein main usakee saaree baaten bhool gaya. usakee chaat ne mujhe doosaree duniya mein pahuncha diya.
usane meree choot ko baahar se chaata, phir chhed khola aur apanee jeebh andar daal dee. main khud par kaaboo nahin rakh paee aur jor-jor se karaahane lagee. mera ras khulakar bahane laga. jaise-jaise usakee jeebh mere chhed ke andar gaharaee tak jaatee gaee, main geelee aur geelee hotee gaee. aur meree karaahon ke saath-saath pach-pach ka shor bhee badh gaya.
chhat par, dopahar kee tez dhoop mein, bheeshan garmee kee lahar ke beech, jeetukaaka ne ghanton tak meree choot ke chhed ko jeebh se choda. main kam se kam teen baar charam par pahuncha aur apana ras usake chehare, naak aur hothon par chhidak diya.
jab vah aakhirakaar ruka, to mere pair kaanp rahe the. main ab apane nitamb oopar nahin utha sakatee thee. mere pair thakaavat se dhah gae aur mera shareer paseene se lathapath ho gaya. mainne usakee taraph dekha. usaka chehara bhee paseene aur mere safed ras se lathapath tha.
usane apana chehara chaata, apanee ungalee se apanee naak aur gaalon se ras ponchha aur apane munh mein daal liya. aisa lag raha tha jaise vah garmee ke dinon mein aaisakreem kee tarah isaka svaad le raha ho.
usane mujhe apanee saansen sambhaalane dee aur apana sanyam vaapas paane diya. kuchh minaton ke baad unhonne kaha, “theek hai, chalo shev karate hain. apane koolhon ko phir se oopar uthaen.”
"are nahin dubaara nahin. aaj nahin. main thak gaya hoon, mainne usase vinatee kee.
"chinta mat karo. yah kuchh hee minaton mein khatm ho jaega. main tumhen hajaamat banaane ke alaava kuchh nahin karoonga. main vaada karata hoon."
anichchha se mainne phir se apane koolhe oopar uthaaye. phir apane pair phaila die. jeetookaaka ne brash par sheving kreem lee aur use paanee ke mag mein duboya aur meree gaand par lagaane laga.
gol-gol ghumaate hue usane seedhe meree gaand ke chhed par brash phiraaya. brash par baal mere nitamb ko tab tak gudagudee karate rahe jab tak ki jhaag jaisa gaadha jhaag na ban gaya. usane brash ko meree choot par bhee ragada, jisase mujhe vahaan bhee gudagudee hone lagee. meree gaand aur choot donon ab sheving kreem se sane hue the.
jeetukaaka ne meree gaand ke chhed ke donon taraph plaastik ka rejar chalaaya aur mujhe dikhaane ke lie use mere chehare ke saamane le aae. usamen sheving kreem ke saath meree gaand ke chhote-chhote baal lage hue the. phir usane rejar ko meree daraar ke donon kinaaron par neeche kee or chalaaya aur mere pyoobis tak pahunch gaya.
yah 5 minat se bhee kam samay mein khatm ho gaya. meree bur, choot aur gaand sab saaf saaf thee.
"tumhaare ganje chhed sundar lag rahe hain," jeetukaaka ne apanee hatheliyon par naariyal ka tel daalate hue prashansa kee. phir usane shev kee huee jagah par tel lagaana shuroo kar diya.
"tel ke prati yah kaisa junoon hai?" main chidh gaya. main pahale se hee paseene se lathapath thee, tej dhoop mein nangee padee thee aur vah mere chhed par tel mal raha tha!
"tumhen tel aur soonghane ka shauk hai," mainne uthane kee koshish karate hue usase kaha.
"yah aapake sanvedanasheel kshetron ke lie achchha hai, khaasakar shev karane ke baad," usane mujhe bedasheet par peechhe dhakelate hue javaab diya. is baar mera chehara neeche tha, lekin mere koolhe zameen ke star par the, oopar nahin.
usane mere pairon ko aur phailaaya, unake beech pojeeshan lee aur apanee ungaliyon se mere nitambon ko phailaaya. usane meree gaand kee daraar, koolhon aur gaand ke chhed ke andar tel mal diya. phir usane apanee beech vaalee ungalee seedhe meree gaand ke chhed mein daal dee. thoda. lekin main uchhal pada.
"aaj ke lie bahut hai. mujhe jaane do, mainne usase kaha, mujhe ab nahaana hai.
"baad mein. pahale, mujhe tumhaare chhed saaf karane do.” yah kahate hue usane mujhe phir se neeche dhakel diya aur apanee beech vaalee ungalee phir se mere nitamb mein daal dee. is baar thoda jyaada.
“aauch! nahin, vahaan nahin, mainne virodh karane kee koshish kee. lekin usakee tel se sanee ungalee meree tel se bheegee gaand ke chhed mein kuchh senteemeetar tak aasaanee se ghus gaee. bahut zyaada dard to nahin hua, lekin vahaan chhoone par ajeeb laga.
tab tak kisee ne bhee meree gaand ka ullanghan nahin kiya tha. mera boyaphrend bhee nahin. jeetookaaka pahale aadamee the jinhonne us din dopahar kee chilachilaatee dhoop mein meree gaand ko ungalee se choda.
vah dheere-dheere, bahut dheere-dheere apanee ungalee andar baahar karata raha. pratyek dhakke ke saath thoda aur andar. usane apanee ungalee mere nitamb ke chaaron or ghumaee jaise ki kuchh khoj raha ho.
mainne apanee aankhen band kar leen. shuruaatee pareshaanee kee jagah thodee adhik sukhad anubhooti ne le lee.
kuchh hee minaton mein meree choot vaasana se geelee ho gayee. yah mahasoos karate hue, usane apana tel se sana hua angootha meree yoni ke andar daal diya. aur dheere dheere andar dhakelane laga. ab mere andar 2 ungaliyaan theen - usakee beech vaalee ungalee meree gaand ke chhed ke andar aur usaka angootha meree choot ke andar.
"tumhaare chhed bahut chhote hain!" usane kaamukata se kaha aur apanee ungaliyon ko baaree-baaree se andar baahar karana shuroo kar diya. mera safed ras meree jhukee huee yoni se baahar bedasheet par svatantr roop se bah raha tha. dabaav teevr tha, isalie main chhatapataane lagee aur kaampane lagee.
“tum machhalee kee tarah chhatapata rahee ho!” unhonne kaha.
jab bhee vo apanee ungaliyaan andar daalata to meree bur se gandee poch poch kee aavaaj aane lagatee.
"band karo. ab aur nahin, mainne aankhen band karake usase vinatee kee. ek hee samay mein donon chhedon mein oongalee karana mere lie naya tha. yah bahut zyaada tha!
“theek hai, main ek shart par rukoonga,” unhonne kaha. “main tumhen poore ghar mein apane land par bithaakar ghumaoonga.”
"kya?" mainne ardhabehoshee mein poochha. usaka matalab samajh nahin aaya.
usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhed se baahar nikaaleen aur mujhe apane saamane ghuma liya. main ab usakee taraph peeth karake leta hua tha.
“tum mere land par baithogee. ise apane andar le lo. aur main tumhen aise hee le jaoonga aur ghar ke chaaron or ghumaoonga, ”unhonne kaha.
mujhe ab bhee apane kaanon par vishvaas nahin ho raha tha. “tumhaara matalab hai ki tum mere andar rahoge….”
"poore samay, haan," usane mera vaaky poora karate hue kaha, "main tumhen samarthan nahin doonga ya apane haathon se pakad nahin loonga. bas mera land. yah andar hoga aur aapako ghar ke har kamare mein le jaega.
main ab thoda saamaany mahasoos kar raha tha isalie main hansane laga. "yah mumakin nahin hai. mera vazan 52 kilo hai.”
"yah sambhav hai. yadi main asaphal ho gaya, to aap jo chaahen karane ke lie svatantr hain, usane aatmavishvaas se uttar diya. “lekin agar main jeet gaya, to main jo chaahoon vah karane ke lie svatantr ho jaoonga. usake baad."
yah asambhav lagata hai lekin mazedaar hai. vah yah kar sakate hain?
“lekin 2 sharten hain,” unhonne kaha. “mera land tumhaare andar poora hona hai - aadha nahin, 70% nahin - balki poora andar. aur doosaree baat, jab main tumhen uthaoonga to tum oopar-neeche nahin ho sakate.
main usake dussaahas par chakit tha. yah ek ajeeb prastaav tha, bahut ashobhaneey. lekin yah ek mazedaar chunautee kee tarah lag raha tha. main bhaaree nahin tha, lekin 52 kilo vajan halka nahin hai. mujhe yakeen tha ki vah asaphal ho jaayega.
"theek hai, agar main isase sahamat ho jaoon, to main jo chaahoon vah kar sakata hoon, yahaan tak ki tumhaaree jhaadee bhee kaat sakata hoon?" mainne poochh liya.
"haan, lekin keval tabhee jab main asaphal ho jaoon," usane uttar diya. "lekin aap poore samay oopar ya neeche nahin ja sakate."
"aisa kyon?"
"kyonki agar tum mere land ko oopar-neeche karogee, to main veeryapaat kar sakata hoon," unhonne samajhaaya, "aur phir main ghar ka daura poora nahin kar paoonga."
"lekin aap kandom pahanenge, hai na?" mainne utsukata se poochha.
“kandom? kaun sa kandom? mainne kabhee kandom ka upayog nahin kiya hai, unhonne upekshaapoorn svar mein kaha.
beshak, aapane aisa nahin kiya, mainne socha. aap abhee bhee paashaan yug mein phanse hue hain. lekin ab main chintit tha. mainne usase kaha, "jab tak tum kandom nahin pahanoge, ham aisa nahin kar sakate." "main jokhim nahin le sakata."
“is ghar mein koee kandom nahin hai chhotee raanee. lekin ghabaraana nahin. main apana beej tumhaare andar nahin giraoonga,” usane mujhe aashvaasan diya. "yah ek vaada hai. aur agar main aisa karoonga, to main tumhen kal phaarmesee se ek golee laoonga."