Adultery Zindagi ka ehsas

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UPDATE 2

Mujhe ghar me sabse jyada pyar milta tha , bua mujhe apne bete ki tarah manti thi , sabse jyada pyar chachi se milta tha. Teeno chacha mujhse ache se bat krte the pr bade chacha thore khafa rahta the mujhse , chachi hamesha teeno chacha se ladai suru krte the ya chacha suru krte se aj tk mujhe nahi pta chala. Bua ka bhi yahi hal tha ,  bua bahut khush rahti thi , unke pati sahar me kam krte the.

Mere dada ji ka bahut bada ghar hai.  Mera kamra sabse alag tha , newly and modern designed , baki ke room me tiles nhi lagi thi pr hamare kmre ekdum alag thi. Sare sukh suvidhaon se lais thi.
Main ghar me ek matr ladka hone karan mujhse dada ji aur baki parivar wake lad pyar me rakhte the.

Main gaon ke hi sarkari college me padta tha , kyunki gaon me whi ek matr college tha , padai bhi achi hoti thi , papa aur teeno uncle ne bhi yahi se degree li thi , isliye meko bhi kabhi koi dikat nahi tHi. 
Meri zindagi achi se chal rahi thi tb tk jb main ek din bahar ghum raha tha to kuch ajeeb chij dekhi thi.

Main jhath se ghar a gya aur thaharate hue bathroom ja ke balti pe balti pani bhar ke apne upar dalne laga , us samay dopahar aur harvest season hone karan koi ghar me nhi tha , main jake sidhe so gya , ye aisi chiz thi ki main kisi ke sath share bhi nhi kr sakta tha.

Mere dost bhi college me nangi picture le ke ate the , main ignore mar deta tha pr pta nhi us din kya ho gya tha . Mera lund khara ho gya , kyu hua mujhe nhi pta tha , mujhe laga main kisi bimari ke prakop. Me a gya hu. Phir dhire dhire lund bhi sant ho gya. Main bhi so gya . Rat me bua ne mujhe khana uthaya tb jake phir meri neend uthi , pr mujhe tbhi koi sapna a raha tha , smita bua ki chudai koi anjan admi kr raha tha , wo kon tha mujhe nhi pta , maine uska chehra nhi dekh paya.
Main uski chehra dekhne hi wala tha ki gudiya bua ne mujhe jaga diya .

Pr ek din main socha chalo smita bua ke ghar se ho ke ata hu . Bahut din mile ho gye. Main unke ghar pahuch gate dhak dhakane wala hi tha ki dekha piche ki darwaza khuli hui hai to main piche ki gate se andar chala gya . tb maine jo sapne me dekha tha wo wha sach ho rha tha, koi anjan mard wha tha , kon tha wo , uska chehra main dekh hi nhi pa rha tha . Pr akhir kar maine use dekh hi liya , use dekh kr mera ankh khuli ki khuli rah gyi , main soch bhi nhi sakta tha ki ye tha wo banda .